第 18 节
作者:悟来悟去      更新:2021-02-25 00:56      字数:9321
  We had come to see blackguards; but these men were something worse。
  There   is   a   comic   side;   more   or   less   appreciable;   in   all   blackguardism
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  here there was nothing but tragedymute; weird tragedy。 The quiet in the
  room   was   horrible。   The   thin;   haggard;   long…haired   young   man;   whose
  sunken eyes fiercely watched the turning up of the cards; never spoke; the
  flabby;     fat…faced;   pimply     player;   who     pricked    his  piece    of  pasteboard
  perseveringly; to register how often black won; and how often rednever
  spoke; the dirty; wrinkled old man; with the vulture eyes and the darned
  great…coat; who had lost his last sou; and still looked on desperately; after
  he   could   play   no   longernever   spoke。   Even   the   voice   of   the   croupier
  sounded as if it were strangely dulled and thickened in the atmosphere of
  the room。 I had entered the place to laugh; but the spectacle before me was
  something       to  weep     over。   I  soon   found    it  necessary   to    take   refuge   in
  excitement from the depression of spirits which was fast stealing on me。
  Unfortunately I sought the nearest excitement; by going to the table and
  beginning to play。 Still more unfortunately; as the event will show; I won
  won   prodigiously;   won   incredibly;   won   at   such   a   rate   that   the   regular
  players   at   the   table   crowded   round   me;   and   staring   at   my   stakes   with
  hungry;     superstitious     eyes;   whispered      to  one    another    that  the   English
  stranger was going to break the bank。
  The game was Rouge et Noir。 I had played at it in every city in Europe;
  without; however; the care or the wish to study the Theory of Chances
  that philosopher's stone of all gamblers! And a gambler; in the strict sense
  of   the   word;   I   had   never   been。   I   was   heart…whole   from   the   corroding
  passion for play。 My gaming was a mere idle amusement。 I never resorted
  to   it   by   necessity;   because   I   never   knew   what   it   was   to   want   money。   I
  never practised it so incessantly as to lose more than I could afford; or to
  gain more than I could coolly pocket without being thrown off my balance
  by my good luck。 In short; I had hitherto frequented gambling…tablesjust
  as   I   frequented   ball…rooms   and opera…   housesbecause   they  amused   me;
  and because I had nothing better to do with my leisure hours。
  But on this occasion it was very differentnow; for the first time in my
  life;   I  felt   what    the   passion    for   play    really   was。    My    success     first
  bewildered; and then; in the most literal meaning of the word; intoxicated
  me。   Incredible   as   it   may   appear;   it   is   nevertheless   true;   that   I   only   lost
  when I  attempted to   estimate   chances; and   played according   to   previous
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  calculation。   If   I   left   everything   to   luck;   and   staked   without   any   care   or
  consideration; I was   sure to winto   win in the   face of every  recognized
  probability     in  favour    of  the   bank。   At   first  some    of  the   men    present
  ventured their money safely enough on my colour; but I speedily increased
  my stakes to sums which they dared not risk。 One after another they left
  off playing; and breathlessly looked on at my game。
  Still;   time   after   time;   I   staked   higher   and   higher;   and   still   won。   The
  excitement in the room rose to fever pitch。 The silence was interrupted by
  a deep…muttered chorus of oaths and exclamations in different languages;
  every time the gold was shovelled across to my side of the tableeven the
  imperturbable croupier dashed his rake on the floor in a (French) fury of
  astonishment       at  my   success。    But   one   man    present    preserved    his  self…
  possession;      and   that  man    was    my   friend。   He    came    to  my    side;  and
  whispering in English; begged me to leave the place; satisfied with what I
  had already gained。 I must do him the justice to say that he repeated his
  warnings   and   entreaties   several   times;   and   only   left   me   and   went   away
  after I had rejected his advice (I was to all intents and purposes gambling
  drunk) in terms which rendered it impossible for him to address me again
  that night。
  Shortly after he had gone; a hoarse voice behind me cried: 〃Permit me;
  my   dear   sirpermit   me   to   restore   to   their   proper   place   two   napoleons
  which you have dropped。 Wonderful luck; sir! I pledge you my word of
  honour; as an old soldier; in the course of my long experience in this sort
  of thing; I never saw such luck as yoursnever! Go on; sir /Sacre mille
  bombes!/ Go on boldly; and break the bank!〃
  I   turned   round   and   saw;   nodding   and   smiling   at   me   with   inveterate
  civility; a tall man; dressed in a frogged and braided surtout。 If I had been
  in my senses; I should have considered him; personally; as being rather a
  suspicious   specimen   of   an   old   soldier。   He   had   goggling   bloodshot   eyes;
  mangy moustaches; and a broken nose。 His voice betrayed a barrack…room
  intonation of the worst order; and he had the dirtiest pair of hands I ever
  saweven in France。 These little personal peculiarities exercised; however;
  no repelling influence on me。 In the mad excitement; the reckless triumph
  of that moment; I was ready to 〃fraternize〃 with anybody who encouraged
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  me in my game。 I accepted the old soldier's offered pinch of snuff; clapped
  him on the back; and swore he was the honestest fellow in the worldthe
  most glorious relic of the Grand Army that I had ever met with。 〃Go on!〃
  cried my military friend; snapping his fingers in ecstasy〃Go on; and win!
  Break the bank/Mille tonnerres!/ my gallant English comrade; break the
  bank!〃
  And I /did/ go onwent on at such a rate; that in another quarter of an
  hour the croupier called out; 〃Gentlemen; the bank has discontinued for to…
  night。〃 All   the   notes;   and   all   the   gold   in   that   〃bank〃   now   lay   in   a   heap
  under   my   hands;   the   whole   floating   capital   of   the   gambling…   house   was
  waiting to pour into my pockets!
  〃Tie up the money in your pocket…handkerchief; my worthy sir;〃 said
  the old soldier; as I wildly plunged my hands into my heap of gold。 〃Tie it
  up; as we used to tie up a bit of dinner in the Grand Army; your winnings
  are too heavy for any breeches…pockets that ever were sewed。 There! that's
  itshovel     them    in;  notes   and   all!  /Credie!/    what    luck!   Stop!    another
  napoleon   on   the   floor!   Ah!   /sacre   petit   polisson   de   Napoleon!/   have   I
  found thee at last? Now then; sirtwo tight double knots each way with
  your     honourable      permission;     and    the  money's      safe。   Feel   it!  feel  it;
  fortunate sir! hard and round as a cannon…ball/Ah; bah!/ if they had only
  fired such cannon…balls at us at Austerlitz /nom d'une pipe!/ if they only
  had! And now; as an ancient grenadier; as an ex…brave of the French army;
  what remains for me to do? I ask what? Simply this: to entreat my valued
  English   friend   to   drink   a   bottle   of   champagne   with   me;   and   toast   the
  goddess Fortune in foaming goblets before we part!〃
  〃Excellent   ex…brave!   Convivial   ancient   grenadier!   Champagne   by   all
  means!   An      English   cheer   for   an   old   soldier!   Hurrah!   hurrah!   Another
  English cheer for the goddess Fortune! Hurrah! hurrah! hurrah!〃
  〃Bravo! the Englishman; the amiable; gracious Englishman; in whose
  veins circulates the vivacious blood of France! Another glass? /Ah; bah!/
  the   bottle   is   empty!   Never   mind!   /Vive   le   vin!/   I;   the   old   soldier;   order
  another bottle; and half a pound of bonbons with it!〃
  〃No;   no;   ex…brave;   neverancient   grenadier!   /Your/   bottle   last   time;
  my     bottle   this。  Behold    it!  Toast   away!     The   French     Army!     the   great
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  Napoleon! the present company! the croupier! the honest croupier's wife
  and    daughtersif     he  has   any!   the  Ladies    generally!    everybody     in  the
  world!〃
  By the time the second bottle of champagne was emptied; I felt as if I
  had been drinking liquid firemy brain seemed all aflame。 No excess in
  wine had