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作者:悟来悟去      更新:2021-02-25 00:56      字数:9322
  best    to  hide    such   weapons      as   they   had   and    any   provisions     that   still
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  remained to them; and yield up themselves and their homes with humble
  grace   to   the   dire   foe。   〃If   we   do   otherwise;〃   they  said;   〃the   soldiers   will
  surely   slay   us;   and   what   can   a   miserable   little   hamlet   like   this   achieve
  against cannon and steel and fire?〃
  Bernadou   alone   raised   his   voice   in   opposition。   His   eye   kindled;   his
  cheek flushed; his words for once sprang from his lips like fire。 〃What!〃
  he   said   to   them;   〃shall   we   yield   up   our   homes   and   our   wives   and   our
  infants   without   a   single   blow?   Shall   we   be   so   vile   as   to   truckle   to   the
  enemies   of   France   and show   that   we   can   fear   them?   It   were   a shame;   a
  foul shame; we were not worthy of the name of men。 Let us prove to them
  that there are people in France who are not afraid to die。 Let us hold our
  own so long as we can。 Our muskets are good; our walls strong; our woods
  in this   weather   morasses that   will suck in   and   swallow  them  if   only  we
  have   tact   to   drive   them  there。   Let   us   do   what   we   can。   The   camp   of   the
  francs…tireurs is but three leagues form us。 They will be certain to come to
  our aid。 At any rate; let us die bravely。 We can do little; that may be; but if
  every   man   in   France   does   that   little   that   he   can;   that   little   will   be   great
  enough      to   drive   the   invaders     off  the   soil。〃   Mathurin       and   the   others
  screamed at him and hooted。 〃You are a fool!〃 they shouted。 〃You will be
  the undoing of us all。 Do you not know that one shot fired; nay; only one
  musket found; and the enemy puts a torch to the whole place?〃
  〃I know;〃 said Bernadou; with a dark radiance in his azure eyes。 〃But
  then it is a choice between disgrace and the flames; let us only take heed
  to be clear of the firstthe last must rage as God wills。〃
  But they screamed and mouthed and hissed at him: 〃Oh yes! fine talk;
  fine talk! See your own roof in flames if you will; you shall not ruin ours。
  Do what you will with your own neck; keep it erect or hang by it; as you
  choose。   But   you   have   no   right   to   give   your   neighbours   over   to   death;
  whether they will or no。〃
  He   strove;   he   pleaded;   he   conjured;   he   struggled   with   them   half   the
  night; with the salt tears running down his cheeks; and all his gentle blood
  burning with righteous wrath and loathing shame; stirred for the first time
  in all his life to a rude; simple; passionate eloquence。 But they were not
  persuaded。   Their   few   gold   pieces   hidden   in   the   rafters;   their   few   feeble
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  sheep   starving   in   the   folds;   their   own   miserable   lives;   all   hungry;   woe…
  begone; and spent in daily terrorsthese were still dear to them; and they
  would not imperil them。 They called him a madman; they denounced him
  as one who would be their murderer; they threw themselves on him and
  demanded   his   musket;   to   bury  it   with   the   rest   under  the   altar   in   the  old
  chapel on the hill。
  Bernadou's eyes flashed fire; his breast heaved; his nerves quivered; he
  shook them off and strode a step forward。 〃As you live;〃 he muttered; 〃I
  have a mind to fire on you; rather than let you live to shame yourselves
  and me!〃
  Reine Allix; who stood by him silent all the while; laid her hand on his
  shoulder。 〃My boy;〃 she said in his ear; 〃you are right; and they are wrong。
  Yet   let   not   dissension   between   brethren   open   the   door   for  the   enemy   to
  enter   thereby   into   your   homes。   Do   what   you   will   with   your   own   life;
  Bernadou;it is yours;but leave them to do as they will with theirs。 You
  cannot   make   sheep into   lions;  and   let   not   the  first   blood   shed   here  be   a
  brother's。〃
  Bernadou's head dropped on his breast。 〃Do as you will;〃 he muttered
  to his neighbours。 They took his musket from him; and in the darkness of
  the night stole   silently  up   the   wooded   chapel   hill   and buried   it;  with   all
  their other arms; under the altar where the white Christ hung。 〃We are safe
  now;〃   said   Mathurin;   the   miller;   to   the   patriots   of   the   tavern。   〃Had   that
  madman had his way; he had destroyed us all。〃
  Reine Allix softly led her grandson across his own threshold; and drew
  his head down to hers; and kissed him between the eyes。 〃You did what
  you could; Bernadou;〃 she said to him; 〃let the rest come as it will。〃
  Then she turned from him; and flung her cloak over her head; and sank
  down; weeping bitterly; for she had lived through ninety…three years only
  to see this agony at the last。
  Bernadou; now that all means of defence was gone from him; and the
  only thing left to him to deal with was his own life; had become quiet and
  silent   and   passionless;   as   was   his   habit。   He   would   have   fought   like   a
  mastiff for his home; but this they had forbidden him to do; and he was
  passive and without hope。 He shut to his door; and sat down with his hand
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  in that of Reine Allix and his arm around his wife。 〃There is nothing to do
  but to wait;〃 he said; sadly。 The day seemed very long in coming。
  The   firing   ceased   for   a   while;   then   its   roll   commenced   afresh;   and
  grew nearer to the village。 Then again all was still。
  At noon a shepherd staggered into the place; pale; bleeding; bruised;
  covered with mire。 The Prussians; he told them; had forced him to be their
  guide;  had   knotted   him  tight   to   a trooper's   saddle;  and   had   dragged  him
  with them until he was half dead with fatigue and pain。 At night he had
  broken from them and had fled。 They were close at hand; he said; and had
  burned the town from end to end because a man had fired at them from a
  housetop。 That was all he knew。 Bernadou; who had gone out to hear his
  news;   returned   into   the   house   and   sat   down   and   hid   his   face   within   his
  hands。 〃If I resist you are all lost;〃 he muttered。 〃And yet to yield like a
  cur!〃 It was a piteous question; whether to follow the instinct in him and
  see his   birthplace   in   flames   and his   family  slaughtered   for his   act;   or   to
  crush out the manhood in him and live; loathing himself as a coward for
  evermore。
  Reine Allix looked at him; and laid her hand on his bowed head; and
  her voice was strong and tender as music: 〃Fret not thyself; my beloved。
  When the moment comes; then do as thine own heart and the whisper of
  God in it bid thee。〃
  A great sob answered her; it was the first since his earliest infancy that
  she had ever heard from Bernadou。
  It   grew    dark。   The   autumn      day   died。   The    sullen   clouds    dropped
  scattered   rain。   The   red   leaves   were   blown   in   millions   by   the   wind。   The
  little   houses   on   either   side   the   road   were   dark;   for   the   dwellers   in   them
  dared not show any light that might be a star to allure to them the footsteps
  of their foes。 Bernadou sat with his arms on the table; and his head resting
  on them。 Margot nursed her son。 Reine Allix prayed。
  Suddenly   in   the   street   without   there   was   the   sound   of   many   feet   of
  horses   and of   men;  the   shouting   of angry  voices; the   splashing   of   quick
  steps in the watery ways; the screams of women; the flash of steel through
  the gloom。 Bernadou sprang to his feet; his face pale; his blue eyes dark as
  night。 〃They are come!〃 he said; under his breath。 It was not fear that he
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  felt; nor horror; it was rather a passion of love for his birthplace and his
  nationa passion of longing to struggle and to die for both。 And he had no
  weapon!
  He   drew   his   house…door   open   with   a   steady   hand;   and   stood   on   his
  own threshold and   faced these his   enemies。 The street   was full of   them;
  some mounted; some on foot; crowds of them swarmed in the woods and
  on the roads。 They had settled on the village as vultures on a dead lamb's
  body。 It was a little; lowly place; it might well have been left in peace。 It
  had had no more share in the war than a child still unborn;