第 4 节
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雨来不躲 更新:2021-02-25 00:55 字数:9322
ad come for: she unbent the fingers; and let the flowers drop out; the flowers she had loved so; and walked on without them; with dry; aching eyes。 Then for the last time he came。 And she showed him her empty hands; the hands that held nothing now。 But still he looked。 Then at length she opened her bosom and took out of it one small flower she had hidden there; and laid it on the sand。 She had nothing more to give now; and she wandered away; and the grey sand whirled about her。
IV。 IN A FAR…OFF WORLD。
There is a world in one of the far…off stars; and things do not happen here as they happen there。
In that world were a man and woman; they had one work; and they walked together side by side on many days; and were friendsand that is a thing that happens now and then in this world also。
But there was something in that star…world that there is not here。 There was a thick wood: where the trees grew closest; and the stems were interlocked; and the summer sun never shone; there stood a shrine。 In the day all was quiet; but at night; when the stars shone or the moon glinted on the tree…tops; and all was quiet below; if one crept here quite alone and knelt on the steps of the stone altar; and uncovering one's breast; so wounded it that the blood fell down on the altar steps; then whatever he who knelt there wished for was granted him。 And all this happens; as I said; because it is a far…off world; and things often happen there as they do not happen here。
Now; the man and woman walked together; and the woman wished well to the man。 One night when the moon was shining so that the leaves of all the trees glinted; and the waves of the sea were silvery; the woman walked alone to the forest。 It was dark there; the moonlight fell only in little flecks on the dead leaves under her feet; and the branches were knotted tight overhead。 Farther in it got darker; not even a fleck of moonlight shone。 Then she came to the shrine; she knelt down before it and prayed; there came no answer。 Then she uncovered her breast; with a sharp two… edged stone that lay there she wounded it。 The drops dripped slowly down on to the stone; and a voice cried; 〃What do you seek?〃
She answered; 〃There is a man; I hold him nearer than anything。 I would give him the best of all blessings。〃
The voice said; 〃What is it?〃
The girl said; 〃I know not; but that which is most good for him I wish him to have。〃
The voice said; 〃Your prayer is answered; he shall have it。〃
Then she stood up。 She covered her breast and held the garment tight upon it with her hand; and ran out of the forest; and the dead leaves fluttered under her feet。 Out in the moonlight the soft air was blowing; and the sand glittered on the beach。 She ran along the smooth shore; then suddenly she stood still。 Out across the water there was something moving。 She shaded her eyes and looked。 It was a boat; it was sliding swiftly over the moonlit water out to sea。 One stood upright in it; the face the moonlight did not show; but the figure she knew。 It was passing swiftly; it seemed as if no one propelled it; the moonlight's shimmer did not let her see clearly; and the boat was far from shore; but it seemed almost as if there was another figure sitting in the stern。 Faster and faster it glided over the water away; away。 She ran along the shore; she came no nearer it。 The garment she had held closed fluttered open; she stretched out her arms; and the moonlight shone on her long loose hair。
Then a voice beside her whispered; 〃What is it?〃
She cried; 〃With my blood I bought the best of all gifts for him。 I have come to bring it him! He is going from me!〃
The voice whispered softly; 〃Your prayer was answered。 It has been given him。〃
She cried; 〃What is it?〃
The voice answered; 〃It is that he might leave you。〃
The girl stood still。
Far out at sea the boat was lost to sight beyond the moonlight sheen。
The voice spoke softly; 〃Art thou contented?〃
She said; 〃I am contented。〃
At her feet the waves broke in long ripples softly on the shore。
V。 THREE DREAMS IN A DESERT。
Under a Mimosa…Tree。
As I travelled across an African plain the sun shone down hotly。 Then I drew my horse up under a mimosa…tree; and I took the saddle from him and left him to feed among the parched bushes。 And all to right and to left stretched the brown earth。 And I sat down under the tree; because the heat beat fiercely; and all along the horizon the air throbbed。 And after a while a heavy drowsiness came over me; and I laid my head down against my saddle; and I fell asleep there。 And; in my sleep; I had a curious dream。
I thought I stood on the border of a great desert; and the sand blew about everywhere。 And I thought I saw two great figures like beasts of burden of the desert; and one lay upon the sand with its neck stretched out; and one stood by it。 And I looked curiously at the one that lay upon the ground; for it had a great burden on its back; and the sand was thick about it; so that it seemed to have piled over it for centuries。
And I looked very curiously at it。 And there stood one beside me watching。 And I said to him; 〃What is this huge creature who lies here on the sand?〃
And he said; 〃This is woman; she that bears men in her body。〃
And I said; 〃Why does she lie here motionless with the sand piled round her?〃
And he answered; 〃Listen; I will tell you! Ages and ages long she has lain here; and the wind has blown over her。 The oldest; oldest; oldest man living has never seen her move: the oldest; oldest book records that she lay here then; as she lies here now; with the sand about her。 But listen! Older than the oldest book; older than the oldest recorded memory of man; on the Rocks of Language; on the hard…baked clay of Ancient Customs; now crumbling to decay; are found the marks of her footsteps! Side by side with his who stands beside her you may trace them; and you know that she who now lies there once wandered free over the rocks with him。〃
And I said; 〃Why does she lie there now?〃
And he said; 〃I take it; ages ago the Age…of…dominion…of…muscular…force found her; and when she stooped low to give suck to her young; and her back was broad; he put his burden of subjection on to it; and tied it on with the broad band of Inevitable Necessity。 Then she looked at the earth and the sky; and knew there was no hope for her; and she lay down on the sand with the burden she could not loosen。 Ever since she has lain here。 And the ages have come; and the ages have gone; but the band of Inevitable Necessity has not been cut。〃
And I looked and saw in her eyes the terrible patience of the centuries; the ground was wet with her tears; and her nostrils blew up the sand。
And I said; 〃Has she ever tried to move?〃
And he said; 〃Sometimes a limb has quivered。 But she is wise; she knows she cannot rise with the burden on her。〃
And I said; 〃Why does not he who stands by her leave her and go on?〃
And he said; 〃He cannot。 Look〃
And I saw a broad band passing along the ground from one to the other; and it bound them together。
He said; 〃While she lies there he must stand and look across the desert。〃
And I said; 〃Does he know why he cannot move?〃
And he said; 〃No。〃
And I heard a sound of something cracking; and I looked; and I saw the band that bound the burden on to her back broken asunder; and the burden rolled on to the ground。
And I said; 〃What is this?〃
And he said; 〃The Age…of…muscular…force is dead。 The Age…of…nervous…force has killed him with the knife he holds in his hand; and silently and invisibly he has crept up to the woman; and with that knife of Mechanical Invention he has cut the band that bound the burden to her back。 The Inevitable Necessity it broken。 She might rise now。〃
And I saw that she still lay motionless on the sand; with her eyes open and her neck stretched out。 And she seemed to look for something on the far… off border of the desert that never came。 And I wondered if she were awake or asleep。 And as I looked her body quivered; and a light came into her eyes; like when a sunbeam breaks into a dark room。
I said; 〃What is it?〃
He whispered 〃Hush! the thought has come to her; 'Might I not rise?'〃
And I looked。 And she raised her head from the sand; and I saw the dent where her neck had lain so long。 And she looked at the earth; and she looked at the sky; and she looked at him who stood by her: but he looked out across the desert。
And I saw her body quiver; and she pressed her front knees to the earth; and veins stood out; and I cried; 〃She is going to rise!〃
But only her sides heaved; and she lay still where she was。
But her head she held up; she did not lay it down again。 And he beside me said; 〃She is very weak。 See; her legs have been crushed under her so long。〃
And I saw the creature struggle: and the drops stood out on her。
And I said; 〃Surely he who stands beside her will help her?〃
And he beside me answered; 〃He cannot help her: she must help herself。 Let her struggle till she is strong。〃
And I cried; 〃At least he will not hinder her! See; he moves farther from her; and tightens the cord between them; and he drags her down。