第 5 节
作者:老山文学      更新:2021-02-25 00:24      字数:9322
  〃that we must put him out; he is a wicked fellow; let us look out a good
  one in his room。〃  Immediately there was a profound silence; every one
  being at a stand whom to choose。  But one; more impudent than the rest;
  having named his man; there arose yet a greater consent of voices against
  him; an hundred imperfections being laid to his charge; and as many just
  reasons why he should not stand。  These contradictory humours growing
  hot; it fared worse with the second senator and the third; there being as
  much disagreement in the election of the new; as consent in the putting
  out of the old。  In the end; growing weary of this bustle to no purpose;
  they began; some one way and some another; to steal out of the assembly:
  every one carrying back this resolution in his mind; that the oldest and
  best known evil was ever more supportable than one that was; new and
  untried。
  Seeing how miserably we are agitated (for what have we not done!)
  〃Eheu! cicatricum; et sceleris pudet;
  Fratrumque: quid nos dura refugimus
  AEtas?  quid intactum nefasti
  Liquimus?  Unde manus inventus
  Metu Deorum continuit?  quibus
  Pepercit aris。〃
  '〃Alas! our crimes and our fratricides are a shame to us!  What
  crime does this bad age shrink from?  What wickedness have we left
  undone?  What youth is restrained from evil by the fear of the gods?
  What altar is spared?〃Horace; Od。; i。  33; 35'
  I do not presently conclude;
  〃Ipsa si velit Salus;
  Servare prorsus non potest hanc familiam;〃
  '〃If the goddess Salus herself wish to save this family; she
  absolutely cannot〃Terence; Adelph。; iv。 7; 43。'
  we are not; peradventure; at our last gasp。  The conservation of states
  is a thing that; in all likelihood; surpasses our understanding;a civil
  government is; as Plato says; a mighty and puissant thing; and hard to be
  dissolved; it often continues against mortal and intestine diseases;
  against the injury of unjust laws; against tyranny; the corruption and
  ignorance of magistrates; the licence and sedition of the people。  In all
  our fortunes; we compare ourselves to what is above us; and still look
  towards those who are better: but let us measure ourselves with what is
  below us: there is no condition so miserable wherein a man may not find a
  thousand examples that will administer consolation。  'Tis our vice that
  we more unwillingly look upon what is above; than willingly upon what is
  below; and Solon was used to say; that 〃whoever would make a heap of all
  the ills together; there is no one who would not rather choose to bear
  away the ills he has than to come to an equal division with all other men
  from that heap; and take his share。〃  Our government is; indeed; very
  sick; but there have been others more sick without dying。  The gods play
  at ball with us and bandy us every way:
  〃Enimvero Dii nos homines quasi pilas habent。〃
  The stars fatally destined the state of Rome for an example of what they
  could do in this kind: in it are comprised all the forms and adventures
  that concern a state: all that order or disorder; good or evil fortune;
  can do。  Who; then; can despair of his condition; seeing the shocks and
  commotions wherewith Rome was tumbled and tossed; and yet withstood them
  all?  If the extent of dominion be the health of a state (which I by no
  means think it is; and Isocrates pleases me when he instructs Nicocles
  not to envy princes who have large dominions; but those who know how to
  preserve those which have fallen into their hands); that of Rome was
  never so sound; as when it was most sick。  The worst of her forms was the
  most fortunate; one can hardly discern any image of government under the
  first emperors; it is the most horrible and tumultuous confusion that can
  be imagined; it endured it; notwithstanding; and therein continued;
  preserving not a monarchy limited within its own bounds; but so many
  nations so differing; so remote; so disaffected; so confusedly commanded;
  and so unjustly conquered:
  〃Nec gentibus ullis
  Commodat in populum; terra pelagique potentem;
  Invidiam fortuna suam。〃
  '〃Fortune never gave it to any nation to satisfy its hatred against
  the people; masters of the seas and of the earth。〃Lucan; i。 32。'
  Everything that totters does not fall。  The contexture of so great a body
  holds by more nails than one; it holds even by its antiquity; like old
  buildings; from which the foundations are worn away by time; without
  rough…cast or mortar; which yet live and support themselves by their own
  weight:
  〃Nec jam validis radicibus haerens;
  Pondere tuta suo est。〃
  Moreover; it is not rightly to go to work; to examine only the flank and
  the foss; to judge of the security of a place; we must observe which way
  approaches can be made to it; and in what condition the assailant is: few
  vessels sink with their own weight; and without some exterior violence。
  Now; let us everyway cast our eyes; everything about us totters; in all
  the great states; both of Christendom and elsewhere; that are known to
  us; if you will but look; you will there see evident menace of alteration
  and ruin:
  〃Et sua sunt illis incommoda; parque per omnes
  Tempestas。〃
  '〃They all share in the mischief; the tempest rages
  everywhere。〃AEneid; ii。'
  Astrologers may very well; as they do; warn us of great revolutions and
  imminent mutations: their prophecies are present and palpable; they need
  not go to heaven to foretell this。  There is not only consolation to be
  extracted from this universal combination of ills and menaces; but;
  moreover; some hopes of the continuation of our state; forasmuch as;
  naturally; nothing falls where all falls: universal sickness is
  particular health: conformity is antagonistic to dissolution。  For my
  part; I despair not; and fancy that I discover ways to save us:
  〃Deus haec fortasse benigna
  Reducet in sedem vice。〃
  '〃The deity will perchance by a favourable turn restore us to our
  former position。〃Horace; Epod。; xiii。 7。'
  Who knows but that God will have it happen; as in human bodies that purge
  and restore themselves to a better state by long and grievous maladies;
  which render them more entire and perfect health than that they took from
  them?  That which weighs the most with me is; that in reckoning the
  symptoms of our ill; I see as many natural ones; and that Heaven sends
  us; and properly its own; as of those that our disorder and human
  imprudence contribute to it。  The very stars seem to declare that we have
  already continued long enough; and beyond the ordinary term。  This also
  afflicts me; that the mischief which nearest threatens us; is not an
  alteration in the entire and solid mass; but its dissipation and
  divulsion; which is the most extreme of our fears。
  I; moreover; fear; in these fantasies of mine; the treachery of my
  memory; lest; by inadvertence; it should make me write the same thing
  twice。  I hate to examine myself; and never review; but very unwillingly;
  what has once escaped my pen。  I here set down nothing new。  These are
  common thoughts; and having; peradventure; conceived them an hundred
  times; I am afraid I have set them down somewhere else already。
  Repetition is everywhere troublesome; though it were in Homer; but 'tis
  ruinous in things that have only a superficial and transitory show。  I do
  not love over…insisting; even in the most profitable things; as in
  Seneca; and the usage of his stoical school displeases me; to repeat;
  upon every subject; at full length and width the principles and
  presuppositions that serve in general; and always to realledge anew
  common and universal reasons。
  My memory grows cruelly worse every day:
  〃Pocula Lethaeos ut si ducentia somnos;
  Arente fauce traxerim;〃
  '〃As if my dry throat had drunk seducing cups of Lethaean
  oblivion。〃Horace; Epod。; xiv。 3。'
  I must be fain for the time to come (for hitherto; thanks be to God;
  nothing has happened much amiss); whereas others seek time and
  opportunity to think of what they have to say; to avoid all preparation;
  for fear of tying myself to some obligation upon which I must insist。  To
  be tied and bound to a thing puts me quite out; and to depend upon so
  weak an instrument as my memory。  I never read this following story that
  I am not offended at it with a personal and natural resentment:
  Lyncestes; accused of conspiracy against Alexander; the day that he was
  brought out before the army; according to the custom; to be heard as to
  what he could say for himself; had learned a studied speech; of which;
  hesitating and stammering; he pronounced some words。  Whilst growing more
  and more perplexed; whilst struggling with his memory; and trying to
  recollect what he had to say; the soldiers nearest to him charged their
  pikes against him and killed him; looking upon him as convict; his
  confusion and silence served them for a confession; for ha