第 11 节
作者:莫莫言      更新:2021-02-24 23:44      字数:9322
  roots was so artless; it showed so plainly the purity of his ways and
  his ignorance of the things of life; that Madame de Listomere and
  Mademoiselle de Salomon talked to him and consoled him in the tone
  which mothers take when they promise a plaything to their children。
  〃Don't fret about such trifles;〃 they said。 〃We will find you some
  place less cold and dismal than Mademoiselle Gamard's gloomy house。 If
  we can't find anything you like; one or other of us will take you to
  live with us。 Come; let's play a game of backgammon。 To…morrow you can
  go and see the Abbe Troubert and ask him to push your claims to the
  canonry; and you'll see how cordially he will receive you。〃
  Feeble folk are as easily reassured as they are frightened。 So the
  poor abbe; dazzled at the prospect of living with Madame de Listomere;
  forgot the destruction; now completed; of the happiness he had so long
  desired; and so delightfully enjoyed。 But at night before going to
  sleep; the distress of a man to whom the fuss of moving and the
  breaking up of all his habits was like the end of the world; came upon
  him; and he racked his brains to imagine how he could ever find such a
  good place for his book…case as the gallery in the old maid's house。
  Fancying he saw his books scattered about; his furniture defaced; his
  regular life turned topsy…turvy; he asked himself for the thousandth
  time why the first year spent in Mademoiselle Gamard's house had been
  so sweet; the second so cruel。 His troubles were a pit in which his
  reason floundered。 The canonry seemed to him small compensation for so
  much misery; and he compared his life to a stocking in which a single
  dropped stitch resulted in destroying the whole fabric。 Mademoiselle
  Salomon remained to him。 But; alas; in losing his old illusions the
  poor priest dared not trust in any later friendship。
  In the 〃citta dolente〃 of spinsterhood we often meet; especially in
  France; with women whose lives are a sacrifice nobly and daily offered
  to noble sentiments。 Some remain proudly faithful to a heart which
  death tore from them; martyrs of love; they learn the secrets of
  womanhood only though their souls。 Others obey some family pride
  (which in our days; and to our shame; decreases steadily); these
  devote themselves to the welfare of a brother; or to orphan nephews;
  they are mothers while remaining virgins。 Such old maids attain to the
  highest heroism of their sex by consecrating all feminine feelings to
  the help of sorrow。 They idealize womanhood by renouncing the rewards
  of woman's destiny; accepting its pains。 They live surrounded by the
  splendour of their devotion; and men respectfully bow the head before
  their faded features。 Mademoiselle de Sombreuil was neither wife nor
  maid; she was and ever will be a living poem。 Mademoiselle Salomon de
  Villenoix belonged to the race of these heroic beings。 Her devotion
  was religiously sublime; inasmuch as it won her no glory after being;
  for years; a daily agony。 Beautiful and young; she loved and was
  beloved; her lover lost his reason。 For five years she gave herself;
  with love's devotion; to the mere mechanical well…being of that
  unhappy man; whose madness she so penetrated that she never believed
  him mad。 She was simple in manner; frank in speech; and her pallid
  face was not lacking in strength and character; though its features
  were regular。 She never spoke of the events of her life。 But at times
  a sudden quiver passed over her as she listened to the story of some
  sad or dreadful incident; thus betraying the emotions that great
  sufferings had developed within her。 She had come to live at Tours
  after losing the companion of her life; but she was not appreciated
  there at her true value and was thought to be merely an amiable woman。
  She did much good; and attached herself; by preference; to feeble
  beings。 For that reason the poor vicar had naturally inspired her with
  a deep interest。
  Mademoiselle de Villenoix; who returned to Tours the next morning;
  took Birotteau with her and set him down on the quay of the cathedral
  leaving him to make his own way to the Cloister; where he was bent on
  going; to save at least the canonry and to superintend the removal of
  his furniture。 He rang; not without violent palpitations of the heart;
  at the door of the house whither; for fourteen years; he had come
  daily; and where he had lived blissfully; and from which he was now
  exiled forever; after dreaming that he should die there in peace like
  his friend Chapeloud。 Marianne was surprised at the vicar's visit。 He
  told her that he had come to see the Abbe Troubert; and turned towards
  the ground…floor apartment where the canon lived; but Marianne called
  to him:
  〃Not there; monsieur le vicaire; the Abbe Troubert is in your old
  apartment。〃
  These words gave the vicar a frightful shock。 He was forced to
  comprehend both Troubert's character and the depths of the revenge so
  slowly brought about when he found the canon settled in Chapeloud's
  library; seated in Chapeloud's handsome armchair; sleeping; no doubt;
  in Chapeloud's bed; and disinheriting at last the friend of Chapeloud;
  the man who; for so many years; had confined him to Mademoiselle
  Gamard's house; by preventing his advancement in the church; and
  closing the best salons in Tours against him。 By what magic wand had
  the present transformation taken place? Surely these things belonged
  to Birotteau? And yet; observing the sardonic air with which Troubert
  glanced at that bookcase; the poor abbe knew that the future vicar…
  general felt certain of possessing the spoils of those he had so
  bitterly hated;Chapeloud as an enemy; and Birotteau; in and through
  whom Chapeloud still thwarted him。 Ideas rose in the heart of the poor
  man at the sight; and plunged him into a sort of vision。 He stood
  motionless; as though fascinated by Troubert's eyes which fixed
  themselves upon him。
  〃I do not suppose; monsieur;〃 said Birotteau at last; 〃that you intend
  to deprive me of the things that belong to me。 Mademoiselle may have
  been impatient to give you better lodgings; but she ought to have been
  sufficiently just to give me time to pack my books and remove my
  furniture。〃
  〃Monsieur;〃 said the Abbe Troubert; coldly; not permitting any sign of
  emotion to appear on his face; 〃Mademoiselle Gamard told me yesterday
  of your departure; the cause of which is still unknown to me。 If she
  installed me here at once; it was from necessity。 The Abbe Poirel has
  taken my apartment。 I do not know if the furniture and things that are
  in these rooms belong to you or to Mademoiselle; but if they are
  yours; you know her scrupulous honesty; the sanctity of her life is
  the guarantee of her rectitude。 As for me; you are well aware of my
  simple modes of living。 I have slept for fifteen years in a bare room
  without complaining of the dampness;which; eventually will have
  caused my death。 Nevertheless; if you wish to return to this apartment
  I will cede it to you willingly。〃
  After hearing these terrible words; Birotteau forgot the canonry and
  ran downstairs as quickly as a young man to find Mademoiselle Gamard。
  He met her at the foot of the staircase; on the broad; tiled landing
  which united the two wings of the house。
  〃Mademoiselle;〃 he said; bowing to her without paying any attention to
  the bitter and derisive smile that was on her lips; nor to the
  extraordinary flame in her eyes which made them lucent as a tiger's;
  〃I cannot understand how it is that you have not waited until I
  removed my furniture before〃
  〃What!〃 she said; interrupting him; 〃is it possible that your things
  have not been left at Madame de Listomere's?〃
  〃But my furniture?〃
  〃Haven't you read your deed?〃 said the old maid; in a tone which would
  have to be rendered in music before the shades of meaning that hatred
  is able to put into the accent of every word could be fully shown。
  Mademoiselle Gamard seemed to rise in stature; her eyes shone; her
  face expanded; her whole person quivered with pleasure。 The Abbe
  Troubert opened a window to get a better light on the folio volume he
  was reading。 Birotteau stood as if a thunderbolt had stricken him。
  Mademoiselle Gamard made his ears hum when she enunciated in a voice
  as clear as a cornet the following sentence:
  〃Was it not agreed that if you left my house your furniture should
  belong to me; to indemnify me for the difference in the price of board
  paid by you and that paid by the late venerable Abbe Chapeloud? Now;
  as the Abbe Poirel has just been appointed canon〃
  Hearing the last words Birotteau made a feeble bow as if to take leave
  of the old maid; and left the house precipitately。 He was afraid if he
  stayed longer that he should break down utterly; and give too great a
  triumph to his implacable enemies。 Walking like a dunken man he at
  last reached Madame de Listomere's house; where he found in one of the
  lower rooms his linen; his clothin