第 2 节
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莫莫言 更新:2021-02-24 23:44 字数:9321
At first; the only furniture the poor canon could put in was a bed; a
table; a few chairs; and the books he possessed。 The apartment was
like a beautiful woman in rags。 But two or three years later; an old
lady having left the Abbe Chapeloud two thousand francs; he spent that
sum on the purchase of an oak bookcase; the relic of a chateau pulled
down by the Bande Noire; the carving of which deserved the admiration
of all artists。 The abbe made the purchase less because it was very
cheap than because the dimensions of the bookcase exactly fitted the
space it was to fill in his gallery。 His savings enabled him to
renovate the whole gallery; which up to this time had been neglected
and shabby。 The floor was carefully waxed; the ceiling whitened; the
wood…work painted to resemble the grain and knots of oak。 A long table
in ebony and two cabinets by Boulle completed the decoration; and gave
to this gallery a certain air that was full of character。 In the
course of two years the liberality of devout persons; and legacies;
though small ones; from pious penitents; filled the shelves of the
bookcase; till then half empty。 Moreover; Chapeloud's uncle; an old
Oratorian; had left him his collection in folio of the Fathers of the
Church; and several other important works that were precious to a
priest。
Birotteau; more and more surprised by the successive improvements of
the gallery; once so bare; came by degrees to a condition of
involuntary envy。 He wished he could possess that apartment; so
thoroughly in keeping with the gravity of ecclestiastical life。 The
passion increased from day to day。 Working; sometimes for days
together; in this retreat; the vicar could appreciate the silence and
the peace that reigned there。 During the following year the Abbe
Chapeloud turned a small room into an oratory; which his pious friends
took pleasure in beautifying。 Still later; another lady gave the canon
a set of furniture for his bedroom; the covering of which she had
embroidered under the eyes of the worthy man without his ever
suspecting its destination。 The bedroom then had the same effect upon
the vicar that the gallery had long had; it dazzled him。 Lastly; about
three years before the Abbe Chapeloud's death; he completed the
comfort of his apartment by decorating the salon。 Though the furniture
was plainly covered in red Utrecht velvet; it fascinated Birotteau。
From the day when the canon's friend first laid eyes on the red damask
curtains; the mahogany furniture; the Aubusson carpet which adorned
the vast room; then lately painted; his envy of Chapeloud's apartment
became a monomania hidden within his breast。 To live there; to sleep
in that bed with the silk curtains where the canon slept; to have all
Chapeloud's comforts about him; would be; Birotteau felt; complete
happiness; he saw nothing beyond it。 All the envy; all the ambition
which the things of this world give birth to in the hearts of other
men concentrated themelves for Birotteau in the deep and secret
longing he felt for an apartment like that which the Abbe Chapeloud
had created for himself。 When his friend fell ill he went to him out
of true affection; but all the same; when he first heard of his
illness; and when he sat by his bed to keep him company; there arose
in the depths of his consciousness; in spite of himself; a crowd of
thoughts the simple formula of which was always; 〃If Chapeloud dies I
can have this apartment。〃 And yetBirotteau having an excellent
heart; contracted ideas; and a limited mindhe did not go so far as
to think of means by which to make his friend bequeath to him the
library and the furniture。
The Abbe Chapeloud; an amiable; indulgent egoist; fathomed his
friend's desiresnot a difficult thing to doand forgave them; which
may seem less easy to a priest; but it must be remembered that the
vicar; whose friendship was faithful; did not fail to take a daily
walk with his friend along their usual path in the Mail de Tours;
never once depriving him of an instant of the time devoted for over
twenty years to that exercise。 Birotteau; who regarded his secret
wishes as crimes; would have been capable; out of contrition; of the
utmost devotion to his friend。 The latter paid his debt of gratitude
for a friendship so ingenuously sincere by saying; a few days before
his death; as the vicar sat by him reading the 〃Quotidienne〃 aloud:
〃This time you will certainly get the apartment。 I feel it is all over
with me now。〃
Accordingly; it was found that the Abbe Chapeloud had left his library
and all his furniture to his friend Birotteau。 The possession of these
things; so keenly desired; and the prospect of being taken to board by
Mademoiselle Gamard; certainly did allay the grief which Birotteau
felt at the death of his friend the canon。 He might not have been
willing to resuscitate him; but he mourned him。 For several days he
was like Gargantus; who; when his wife died in giving birth to
Pantagruel; did not know whether to rejoice at the birth of a son or
grieve at having buried his good Babette; and therefore cheated
himself by rejoicing at the death of his wife; and deploring the
advent of Pantagruel。
The Abbe Birotteau spent the first days of his mourning in verifying
the books in HIS library; in making use of HIS furniture; in examining
the whole of his inheritance; saying in a tone which; unfortunately;
was not noted at the time; 〃Poor Chapeloud!〃 His joy and his grief so
completely absorbed him that he felt no pain when he found that the
office of canon; in which the late Chapeloud had hoped his friend
Birotteau might succeed him; was given to another。 Mademoiselle Gamard
having cheerfully agreed to take the vicar to board; the latter was
thenceforth a participator in all those felicities of material comfort
of which the deceased canon had been wont to boast。
Incalculable they were! According to the Abbe Chapeloud none of the
priests who inhabited the city of Tours; not even the archbishop; had
ever been the object of such minute and delicate attentions as those
bestowed by Mademoiselle Gamard on her two lodgers。 The first words
the canon said to his friend when they met for their walk on the Mail
referred usually to the succulent dinner he had just eaten; and it was
a very rare thing if during the walks of each week he did not say at
least fourteen times; 〃That excellent spinster certainly has a
vocation for serving ecclesiastics。〃
〃Just think;〃 the canon would say to Birotteau; 〃that for twelve
consecutive years nothing has ever been amiss;linen in perfect
order; bands; albs; surplices; I find everything in its place; always
in sufficient quantity; and smelling of orris…root。 My furniture is
rubbed and kept so bright that I don't know when I have seen any dust
did you ever see a speck of it in my rooms? Then the firewood is so
well selected。 The least little things are excellent。 In fact;
Mademoiselle Gamard keeps an incessant watch over my wants。 I can't
remember having rung twice for anythingno matter whatin ten years。
That's what I call living! I never have to look for a single thing;
not even my slippers。 Always a good fire; always a good dinner。 Once
the bellows annoyed me; the nozzle was choked up; but I only mentioned
it once; and the next day Mademoiselle gave me a very pretty pair;
also those nice tongs you see me mend the fire with。〃
For all answer Birotteau would say; 〃Smelling of orris…root!〃 That
〃smelling of orris…root〃 always affected him。 The canon's remarks
revealed ideal joys to the poor vicar; whose bands and albs were the
plague of his life; for he was totally devoid of method and often
forgot to order his dinner。 Therefore; if he saw Mademoiselle Gamard
at Saint…Gatien while saying mass or taking round the plate; he never
failed to give her a kindly and benevolent look;such a look as Saint
Teresa might have cast to heaven。
Though the comforts which all creatures desire; and for which he had
so often longed; thus fell to his share; the Abbe Birotteau; like the
rest of the world; found it difficult; even for a priest; to live
without something to hanker for。 Consequently; for the last eighteen
months he had replaced his two satisfied passions by an ardent longing
for a canonry。 The title of Canon had become to him very much what a
peerage is to a plebeian minister。 The prospect of an appointment;
hopes of which had just been held out to him at Madame de Listomere's;
so completely turned his head that he did not observe until he reached
his own door that he had left his umbrella behind him。 Perhaps; even
then; if the rain were not falling in torrents he might not have
missed it; so absorbed was he in the pleasure of going over and over
in his mind what had been said to him on the subject of his promotion
by the company at Madame de Listomere's;an old lady with whom he
spent every Wednesday evening。
The vicar rang loudly; as if