第 20 节
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浪剑飞舟 更新:2021-02-24 23:32 字数:9322
accompany her up the four flights to the landing of her apartment。
Here he took leave of her with a grave courtesy that half pained;
half pleased her。 She watched his broad shoulders and dangling
sleeve as he went down the stairs; and then quickly turned; entered
her room; and locked the door。 The smile had faded from her lips。
Going to the window; she pressed her hot forehead against the cool
glass and looked out upon the stars nearly level with the black
roofs around her。 She stood there some moments until another star
appeared higher up against the roof ridge; the star she was looking
for。 But here the glass pane before her eyes became presently dim
with moisture; she was obliged to rub it out with her handkerchief;
yet; somehow; it soon became clouded; at which she turned sharply
away and went to bed。
But Miss Helen did not know that when she had looked after the
retreating figure of her protector as he descended the stairs that
night that he was really carrying away on those broad shoulders the
character she had so laboriously gained during her four years'
solitude。 For when she came down the next morning the concierge
bowed to her with an air of easy; cynical abstraction; the result
of a long conversation with his wife the night before。 He had
taken Helen's part with a kindly cynicism。 〃Ah! what would youit
was bound to come。 The affair of the Conservatoire had settled
that。 The poor child could not starve; penniless; she could not
marry。 Only why consort with other swallows under the eaves when
she could have had a gilded cage on the first etage?〃 But girls
were so foolishin their first affair; then it was always LOVE!
The second time they were wiser。 And this maimed warrior and
painter was as poor as she。 A compatriot; too; well; perhaps that
saved some scandal; one could never know what the Americans were
accustomed to do。 The first floor; which had been inclined to be
civil to the young teacher; was more so; but less respectful; one
or two young men were tentatively familiar until they looked in her
gray eyes and remembered the broad shoulders of the painter。 Oddly
enough; only Mademoiselle Fifine; of her own landing; exhibited any
sympathy with her; and for the first time Helen was frightened。
She did not show it; however; only she changed her lodgings the
next day。 But before she left she had a few moments' conversation
with the concierge and an exchange of a word or two with some of
her fellow lodgers。 I have already hinted that the young lady had
great precision of statement; she had a pretty turn for handling
colloquial French and an incisive knowledge of French character。
She left No。 34; Rue de Frivole; working itself into a white rage;
but utterly undecided as to her real character。
But all this and much more was presently blown away in the hot
breath that swept the boulevards at the outburst of the Franco…
German War; and Miss Helen Maynard disappeared from Paris with many
of her fellow countrymen。 The excitement reached even a quaint old
chateau in Brittany where Major Ostrander was painting。 The woman
who was standing by his side as he sat before his easel on the
broad terrace observed that he looked disturbed。
〃What matters?〃 she said gently。 〃You have progressed so well in
your work that you can finish it elsewhere。 I have no great desire
to stay in France with a frontier garrisoned by troops while I have
a villa in Switzerland where you could still be my guest。 Paris
can teach you nothing more; my friend; you have only to create now
and be famous。〃
〃I must go to Paris;〃 he said quietly。 〃I have friends
countrymenthere; who may want me now。〃
〃If you mean the young singer of the Rue de Frivole; you have
compromised her already。 You can do her no good。〃
〃Madame!〃
The pretty face which he had been familiar with for the past six
weeks somehow seemed to change its character。 Under the mask of
dazzling skin he fancied he saw the high cheek…bones and square
Tartar angle; the brilliant eyes were even brighter than before;
but they showed more of the white than he had ever seen in them。
Nevertheless she smiled; with an equally stony revelation of her
white teeth; yet said; still gently; 〃Forgive me if I thought our
friendship justified me in being frank;perhaps too frank for my
own good。〃
She stopped as if half expecting an interruption; but as he
remained looking wonderingly at her; she bit her lip; and went on:
〃You have a great career before you。 Those who help you must do so
without entangling you; a chain of roses may be as impeding as
lead。 Until you are independent; youwho may in time compass
everything yourselfwill need to be helped。 You know;〃 she added
with a smile; 〃you have but one arm。〃
〃In your kindness and appreciation you have made me forget it;〃 he
stammered。 Yet he had a swift vision of the little bench at
Versailles where he had NOT forgotten it; and as he glanced around
the empty terrace where they stood he was struck with a fateful
resemblance to it。
〃And I should not remind you now of it;〃 she went on; 〃except to
say that money can always take its place。 As in the fairy story;
the prince must have a new arm made of gold。〃 She stopped; and
then suddenly coming closer to him said; hurriedly and almost
fiercely; 〃Can you not see that I am advising you against my
interests;against myself? Go; then; to Paris; and go quickly;
before I change my mind。 Only if you do not find your friends
there; remember you have always ONE here。〃 Before he could reply;
or even understand that white face; she was gone。
He left for Paris that afternoon。 He went directly to the Rue de
Frivole; his old resolution to avoid Helen was blown to the winds
in the prospect of losing her utterly。 But the concierge only knew
that mademoiselle had left a day or two after monsieur had
accompanied her home。 And; pointedly; there was another gentleman
who had inquired eagerlyand bountifully as far as money wentfor
any trace of the young lady。 It was a Russe。 The concierge smiled
to himself at Ostrander's flushed cheek。 It served this one…armed;
conceited American poseur right。 Mademoiselle was wiser in this
SECOND affair。
Ostrander did not finish his picture。 The princess sent him a
cheque; which he coldly returned。 Nevertheless he had acquired
through his Russian patronage a local fame which stood him well
with the picture dealers;in spite of the excitement of the war。
But his heart was no longer in his work; a fever of unrest seized
him; which at another time might have wasted itself in mere
dissipation。 Some of his fellow artists had already gone into the
army。 After the first great reverses he offered his one arm and
his military experience to that Paris which had given him a home。
The old fighting instinct returned to him with a certain
desperation he had never known before。 In the sorties from Paris
the one…armed American became famous; until a few days before the
capitulation; when he was struck down by a bullet through the lung;
and left in a temporary hospital。 Here in the whirl and terror of
Commune days he was forgotten; and when Paris revived under the
republic he had disappeared as completely as his compatriot Helen。
But Miss Helen Maynard had been only obscured and not extinguished。
At the first outbreak of hostilities a few Americans had still kept
giddy state among the ruins of the tottering empire。 A day or two
after she left the Rue de Frivole she was invited by one of her
wealthy former schoolmates to assist with her voice and talent at
one of their extravagant entertainments。 〃You will understand;
dear;〃 said Miss de Laine; with ingenious delicacy; as she eyed her
old comrade's well…worn dress; 〃that Poppa expects to pay you
professional prices; and it may be an opening for you among our
other friends。〃
〃I should not come otherwise; dear;〃 said Miss Helen with equal
frankness。 But she played and sang very charmingly to the
fashionable assembly in the Champs Elysees;so charmingly; indeed;
that Miss de Laine patronizingly expatiated upon her worth and her
better days in confidence to some of the guests。
〃A most deserving creature;〃 said Miss de Laine to the dowager
duchess of Soho; who was passing through Paris on her way to
England; 〃you would hardly believe that Poppa knew her father when
he was one of the richest men in South Carolina。〃
〃Your father seems to have been very fortunate;〃 said the duchess
quietly; 〃and so are YOU。 Introduce me。〃
This not being exactly the reply that Miss de Laine expected; she
momentarily hesitated: but the duchess profited by it to walk over
to the piano and introduce herself。 When she rose to go she
invited Helen to luncheon with her the next day。 〃Come early; my
dear; and we'll have a long talk。〃 Helen pointed out hesitatingly
that she was prac