第 17 节
作者:浪剑飞舟      更新:2021-02-24 23:32      字数:9322
  〃Ah;〃 said the kind gentleman; gallantly pulling at his mustache;
  〃if you are Helen I am Paris。〃
  The young girl raised her clear eyes to his and said gravely; 〃I
  reckon your majesty is FRANCE!〃
  She retained this childish fearlessness as the poor student of the
  Conservatoire; went alone all over Paris with her maiden skirts
  untarnished by the gilded dust of the boulevards or the filth of
  by…ways; knew all the best shops for her friends; and the cheapest
  for her own scant purchases; discovered breakfasts for a few sous
  with pale sempstresses; whose sadness she understood; and reckless
  chorus girls; whose gayety she didn't; she knew where the earliest
  chestnut buds were to be found in the Bois; when the slopes of the
  Buttes Chaumont were green; and which was the old woman who sold
  the cheapest flowers before the Madeleine。  Alone and independent;
  she earned the affection of Madame Bibelot; the concierge; and;
  what was more; her confidence。  Her outgoings and incomings were
  never questioned。  The little American could take care of herself。
  Ah; if her son Jacques were only as reasonable!  Miss Maynard might
  have made more friends had she cared; she might have joined hands
  with the innocent and light…hearted poverty of the coterie of her
  own artistic compatriots; but something in her blood made her
  distrust Bohemianism; her poverty was something to her too sacred
  for jest or companionship; her own artistic aim was too long and
  earnest for mere temporary enthusiasms。  She might have found
  friends in her own profession。  Her professor opened the sacred
  doors of his family circle to the young American girl。  She
  appreciated the delicacy; refinement; and cheerful equal
  responsibilities of that household; so widely different from the
  accepted Anglo…Saxon belief; but there were certain restrictions
  that rightly or wrongly galled her American habits of girlish
  freedom; and she resolutely tripped past the first etage four or
  five flights higher to her attic; the free sky; and independence!
  Here she sometimes met another kind of independence in Monsieur
  Alphonse; aged twenty two; and she who ought to have been Madame
  Alphonse; aged seventeen; and they often exchanged greetings on the
  landing with great respect towards each other; and; oddly enough;
  no confusion or distrait。  Later they even borrowed each other's
  matches without fear and without reproach; until one day Monsieur
  Alphonse's parents took him away; and the desolated soi…disant
  Madame Alphonse; in a cheerful burst of confidence; gave Helen her
  private opinion of monsieur; and from her seventeen years'
  experience warned the American infant of twenty against possible
  similar complications。
  One dayit was near the examination for prizes; and her funds were
  running lowshe was obliged to seek one of those humbler
  restaurants she knew of for her frugal breakfast。  But she was not
  hungry; and after a few mouthfuls left her meal unfinished as a
  young man entered and half abstractedly took a seat at her table。
  She had already moved towards the comptoir to pay her few sous;
  when; chancing to look up in a mirror which hung above the counter;
  reflecting the interior of the cafe; she saw the stranger; after
  casting a hurried glance around him; remove from her plate the
  broken roll and even the crumbs she had left; and as hurriedly
  sweep them into his pocket…handkerchief。  There was nothing very
  strange in this; she had seen something like it before in these
  humbler cafes;it was a crib for the birds in the Tuileries
  Gardens; or the poor artist's substitute for rubber in correcting
  his crayon drawing!  But there was a singular flushing of his
  handsome face in the act that stirred her with a strange pity; made
  her own cheek hot with sympathy; and compelled her to look at him
  more attentively。  The back that was turned towards her was broad…
  shouldered and symmetrical; and showed a frame that seemed to
  require stronger nourishment than the simple coffee and roll he had
  ordered and was devouring slowly。  His clothes; well made though
  worn; fitted him in a smart; soldier…like way; and accentuated his
  decided military bearing。  The singular use of his left hand in
  lifting his cup made her uneasy; until a slight movement revealed
  the fact that his right sleeve was empty and pinned to his coat。
  He was one…armed。  She turned her compassionate eyes aside; yet
  lingered to make a few purchases at the counter; as he paid his
  bill and walked away。  But she was surprised to see that he
  tendered the waiter the unexampled gratuity of a sou。  Perhaps he
  was some eccentric Englishman; he certainly did not look like a
  Frenchman。
  She had quite forgotten the incident; and in the afternoon had
  strolled with a few fellow pupils into the galleries of the Louvre。
  It was 〃copying…day;〃 and as her friends loitered around the easels
  of the different students with the easy consciousness of being
  themselves 〃artists;〃 she strolled on somewhat abstractedly before
  them。  Her own art was too serious to permit her much sympathy with
  another; and in the chatter of her companions with the young
  painters a certain levity disturbed her。  Suddenly she stopped。
  She had reached a less frequented room; there was a single easel at
  one side; but the stool before it was empty; and its late occupant
  was standing in a recess by the window; with his back towards her。
  He had drawn a silk handkerchief from his pocket。  She recognized
  his square shoulders; she recognized the handkerchief; and as he
  unrolled it she recognized the fragments of her morning's breakfast
  as he began to eat them。  It was the one…armed man。
  She remained so motionless and breathless that he finished his scant
  meal without noticing her; and even resumed his place before the
  easel without being aware of her presence。  The noise of approaching
  feet gave a fresh impulse to her own; and she moved towards him。
  But he was evidently accustomed to these interruptions; and worked
  on steadily without turning his head。  As the other footsteps passed
  her she was emboldened to take a position behind him and glance at
  his work。  It was an architectural study of one of Canaletto's
  palaces。  Even her inexperienced eyes were struck with its vigor and
  fidelity。  But she was also conscious of a sense of disappointment。
  Why was he notlike the otherscopying one of the masterpieces?
  Becoming at last aware of a motionless woman behind him; he rose;
  and with a slight gesture of courtesy and a half…hesitating 〃Vous
  verrez mieux la; mademoiselle;〃 moved to one side。
  〃Thank you;〃 said Miss Maynard in English; 〃but I did not want to
  disturb you。〃
  He glanced quickly at her face for the first time。  〃Ah; you are
  English!〃 he said。
  〃No。  I am American。〃
  His face lightened。  〃So am I。〃
  〃I thought so;〃 she said。
  〃From my bad French?〃
  〃No。  Because you did not look up to see if the woman you were
  polite to was old or young。〃
  He smiled。  〃And you; mademoiselle;you did not murmur a compliment
  to the copy over the artist's back。〃
  She smiled; too; yet with a little pang over the bread。  But she
  was relieved to see that he evidently had not recognized her。  〃You
  are modest;〃 she said; 〃you do not attempt masterpieces。〃
  〃Oh; no!  The giants like Titian and Corregio must be served with
  both hands。  I have only one;〃 he said half lightly; half sadly。
  〃But you have been a soldier;〃 she said with quick intuition。
  〃Not much。  Only during our war;until I was compelled to handle
  nothing larger than a palette knife。  Then I came home to New York;
  and; as I was no use there; I came here to study。〃
  〃I am from South Carolina;〃 she said quietly; with a rising color。
  He put his palette down; and glanced at her black dress。  〃Yes;〃
  she went on doggedly; 〃my father lost all his property; and was
  killed in battle with the Northerners。  I am an orphan;a pupil of
  the Conservatoire。〃  It was never her custom to allude to her
  family or her lost fortunes; she knew not why she did it now; but
  something impelled her to rid her mind of it to him at once。  Yet
  she was pained at his grave and pitying face。
  〃I am very sorry;〃 he said simply。  Then; after a pause; he added;
  with a gentle smile; 〃At all events you and I will not quarrel here
  under the wings of the French eagles that shelter us both。〃
  〃I only wanted to explain why I was alone in Paris;〃 she said; a
  little less aggressively。
  He replied by unhooking his palette; which was ingeniously fastened
  by a strap over his shoulder under the missing arm; and opened a
  portfolio of sketches at his side。  〃Perhaps they may interest you
  more than the copy; which I have attempted only to get at this
  man's method。  They are sketches I have done here。〃
  There was a buttress of Notre Dame; a black arch of the Pont Neuf;
  part of an old courtyard in the Faubourg St。 Germain;all very
  fresh a