第 28 节
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披荆斩棘 更新:2021-02-24 23:23 字数:9322
Her eyes travelled toward the hills she had been used to watch at this hour;
and rested on them with a vague; unseeing gaze。
〃Tired Kathie? A penny for your thoughts; my dear;〃 said her husband;
coming in presently to find her still sitting there。
〃I'm thinking what a curious world this is; and what an ironical vein of
humour the gods who look after it must possess;〃 she replied; with a
mirthless laugh; rising as she spoke。
John looked puzzled。
〃Funny my having known Broomhurst before; you mean?〃 he said
doubtfully。
〃I was fishing down at Lynmouth this time last year;〃 Broomhurst said
at dinner。 〃You know Lynmouth; Mrs。 Drayton? Do you never imagine
you hear the gurgling of the stream? I am tantalised already by the sound
of it rushing through the beautiful green gloom of those woods /aren't/
they lovely? And /I/ haven't been in this burnt…up spot as many hours as
you've had months of it。〃
She smiled a little。
〃You must learn to possess your soul in patience;〃 she said; and
glanced inconsequently from Broomhurst to her husband; and then
dropped her eyes and was silent a moment。
John was obviously; and a little audibly; enjoying his dinner。 He sat
with his chair pushed close to the table; and his elbows awkwardly raised;
swallowing his soup in gulps。 He grasped his spoon tightly in his bony
hand; so that its swollen joints stood out larger and uglier than ever; his
wife thought。
Her eyes wandered to Broomhurst's hands。 They were well shaped;
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and; though not small; there was a look of refinement about them; he had a
way of touching things delicately; a little lingeringly; she noticed。 There
was an air of distinction about his clear…cut; clean…shaven face; possibly
intensified by contrast with Drayton's blurred features; and it was; perhaps;
also by contrast with the gray cuffs that showed beneath John's ill…cut drab
suit that the linen Broomhurst wore seemed to her particularly spotless。
Broomhurst's thoughts; for his part; were a good deal occupied with
his hostess。
She was pretty; he thought; or perhaps it was that; with the wide; dry
lonely plain as a setting; her fragile delicacy of appearance was invested
with a certain flower…like charm。
〃The silence here seems rather strange; rather appalling at first; when
one is fresh from a town;〃 he pursued; after a moment's pause; 〃but I
suppose you're used to it; eh; Drayton? How do /you/ find life here; Mrs。
Drayton?〃 he asked; a little curiously; turning to her as he spoke。
She hesitated a second。 〃Oh; much the same as I should find it
anywhere else; I expect;〃 she replied; 〃after all; one carries the
possibilities of a happy life about with one; don't you think so? The
Garden of Eden wouldn't necessarily make my life any happier; or less
happy; than a howling wilderness like this。 It depends on one's self
entirely。〃
〃Given the right Adam and Eve; the desert blossoms like the rose; in
fact;〃 Broomhurst answered; lightly; with a smiling glance inclusive of
husband and wife; 〃you two don't feel as though you'd been driven out of
Paradise; evidently。〃
Drayton raised his eyes from his plate with a smile of total
incomprehension。
〃Great heavens! what an Adam to select!〃 thought Broomhurst;
involuntarily; as Mrs。 Drayton rose rather suddenly from the table。
〃I'll come and help with that packing…case;〃 John said; rising; in his
turn; lumberingly from his place; 〃then we can have a smokeeh! Kathie
don't mind; if we sit near the entrance。
The two men went out together; Broomhurst holding the lantern; for
the moon had not yet risen。 Mrs。 Drayton followed them to the doorway;
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and; pushing the looped…up hanging farther aside; stepped out into the cool
darkness。
Her heart was beating quickly; and there was a great lump in her throat
that frightened her as though she were choking。
〃And I am his /wife/I /belong/ to him!〃 she cried; almost aloud。
She pressed both her hands tightly against her breast; and set her teeth;
fighting to keep down the rising flood that threatened to sweep away her
composure。 〃Oh; what a fool I am! What an hysterical fool of a woman I
am!〃 she whispered below her breath。 She began to walk slowly up and
down outside the tent; in the space illumined by the lamplight; as though
striving to make her outwardly quiet movements react upon the inward
tumult。 In a little while she had conquered; she quietly entered the tent;
drew a low chair to the entrance; and took up a book; just as footsteps
became audible。 A moment afterward Broomhurst emerged from the
darkness into the circle of light outside; and Mrs。 Drayton raised her eyes
from the pages she was turning to greet him with a smile。
〃Are your things all right?〃
〃Oh; yes; more or less; thank you。 I was a little concerned about a case
of books; but it isn't much damaged fortunately。 Perhaps I've some you
would care to look at?〃
〃The books will be a godsend;〃 she returned; with a sudden
brightening of the eyes; 〃I was getting /desperate/for books。〃
〃What are you reading now?〃 he asked; glancing at the volume that lay
in her lap。
〃It's a Browning。 I carry it about a good deal。 I think I like to have it
with me; but I don't seem to read it much。〃
〃Are you waiting for a suitable optimistic moment?〃 Broomhurst
inquired; smiling。
〃Yes; now that you mention it; I think that must be why I am waiting;〃
she replied; slowly。
〃And it doesn't comeeven in the Garden of Eden? Surely the serpent;
pessimism; hasn't been insolent enough to draw you into conversation with
him?〃 he said; lightly。
〃There has been no one to converse with at allwhen John is away; I
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mean。 I think I should have liked a little chat with the serpent immensely
by way of a change;〃 she replied; in the same tone。
〃Ah; yes;〃 Broomhurst said; with sudden seriousness; 〃it must be
unbearably dull for you alone here; with Drayton away all day。〃
Mrs。 Drayton's hand shook a little as she fluttered a page of her open
book。
〃I should think it quite natural you would be irritated beyond
endurance to hear that all's right with the world; for instance; when you
were sighing for the long day to pass;〃 he continued。
〃I don't mind the day so much; it's the evenings。〃 She abruptly checked
the swift words; and flushed painfully。 〃I meanI've grown stupidly
nervous; I thinkeven when John is here。 Oh; you have no idea of the
awful /silence/ of this place at night;〃 she added; rising hurriedly from her
low seat; and moving closer to the doorway。 〃It is so close; isn't it?〃 she
said; almost apologetically。 There was silence for quite a minute。
Broomhurst's quick eyes noted the silent momentary clinching of the
hands that hung at her side; as she stood leaning against the support at the
entrance。
〃But how stupid of me to give you such a bad impression of the camp…
… the first evening; too!〃 Mrs。 Drayton exclaimed; presently; and her
companion mentally commended the admirable composure of her voice。
〃Probably you will never notice that it /is/ lonely at all;〃 she continued;
〃John likes it here。 He is immensely interested in his work; you know。 I
hope /you/ are too。 If you are interested it is all quite right。 I think the
climate tries me a little。 I never used to be stupidand nervous。 Ah; here's
John; he's been round to the kitchen tent; I suppose。〃
〃Been looking after that fellow cleanin' my gun; my dear;〃 John
explained; shambling toward the deck…chair。
Later Broomhurst stood at his own tent door。 He looked up at the star…