第 13 节
作者:披荆斩棘      更新:2021-02-24 23:23      字数:9322
  follow   her   own   pursuits   and   to   give   rein   to   her   fancies   without   let   or
  hindrance。 From her earliest childhood one of her lonely amusements had
  been to dress as a boy; and so unchecked had the habit become that she
  gradually drifted into the character which she had chosen to assume。 She
  even persuaded her father to let her go to the neighbouring boys' school。
  Her mother had died before the colonel had been posted to Mienchu; and
  among the people of that place; who had always seen her in boy's attire;
  she was regarded as an adopted son of her father。 Hyacinth was only too
  glad to get her out of the way as much as possible; and so encouraged the
  idea   of   allowing   her   to   learn   to   read   and   write   in   the   company   of   their
  neighbours' urchins。
  Being   bright   and   clever;   she   soon   gained   an   intellectual   lead   among
  the    boys;    and    her   uncommon         beauty;    coupled     with    the   magnetism
  belonging to her sex; secured for her a popularity which almost amounted
  to adoration。 She was tall for her age; as are most young daughters of Han;
  and   her   perfectly   oval   face;   almond…shaped   eyes;   willow…leaf   eyebrows;
  small;   well…shaped   mouth;   brilliantly   white   teeth;   and   raven…black   hair;
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  completed a face and figure which would have been noticeable anywhere。
  By the boys she was worshipped; and no undertaking was too difficult or
  too   troublesome   if   it   was   to   give   pleasure   to   Tsunk'ing;   or   the   〃Young
  Noble;〃 as she was called; for to have answered to the name of Jasmine
  would have been to proclaim her sex at once。 Even the grim old master
  smiled at her through his horn spectacles as she entered the school…house
  of a morning; and any graceful turn in her poetry or scholarly diction in
  her prose was sure to win for her his unsparing praise。 Many an evening
  he   invited   the   〃young   noble〃   to   his   house   to   read   over   chapters   from
  Confucius and the poems of Le Taipoh; and years afterward; when he died;
  among his most cherished papers were found odes signed by Tsunk'ing; in
  which     there   was   a   good   deal   about   bending     willows;    light;  flickering
  bamboos; horned moons; wild geese; the sound of a flute on a rainy day;
  and the pleasures of wine; in strict accord with the models set forth in the
  〃Aids to Poetry…making〃 which are common in the land。
  If it had not been for the indifference with which she was treated in her
  home; the favour with which she was regarded abroad would have   been
  most     prejudicial    to  Jasmine;    but   any   conceit   which     might   have    been
  engendered in the school…house was speedily counteracted when she got
  within the portals of the colonel's domain。 Coming into the presence of her
  father and his wife; with all the incense of kindness; affection; and; it must
  be   confessed;   flattery;    with   which   she   was   surrounded       by   her   school…
  fellows;  fresh   about   her;  was   like stepping   into   a   cold   bath。 Wholesome
  and   invigorating   the   change   may  have   been;  but it   was   very  unpleasant;
  and Jasmine often longed to be alone to give vent to her feelings in tears。
  One   deep   consolation   she   had;   however:   she   was   a   devoted   student;
  and in the society of her books she forgot the callousness of her parents;
  and; living in imagination in the bygone annals of the empire; she was able
  to take part; as it were; in the great deeds which mark the past history of
  the state; and to enjoy the converse and society of the sages and poets of
  antiquity。   When   the   time   came   that   she   had   gained   all   the   knowledge
  which the old   schoolmaster could   impart to her;  she left   the school;  and
  formed   a   reading…party  with   two   youths   of   her   own   age。 These   lads;   by
  name   Wei   and   Tu;   had   been   her   school…fellows;   and   were   delighted   at
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  obtaining her promise to join them in their studies。 So industriously were
  these pursued that the three friends succeeded in taking their B。A。 degree
  at   the   next   examination;   and;   encouraged   by  this   success;   determined   to
  venture on a struggle for a still higher distinction。
  Though at one in their affection for Jasmine; Tu and Wei were unlike
  in   everything   else;   which   probably   accounted   for   the   friendship   which
  existed   between   them。   Wei   was   the   more   clever   of   the   two。   He   wrote
  poetry with ease and fluency; and his essays were marked by correctness
  of style and aptness of quotation。 But there was a want of strength in his
  character。   He   was   exceedingly   vain;   and   was   always   seeking   to   excite
  admiration among   his   companions。 This unhappy  failing   made   him  very
  susceptible of adverse criticism; and at the same time extremely jealous of
  any one who might happen to excel him in any way。 Tu; on the other hand;
  though   not   so   intellectually   favoured;   had   a   rough   kind   of   originality;
  which   always   secured   for   his   exercises   a   respectful   attention;   and   made
  him at all times an agreeable companion。 Having no exaggerated ideas of
  his   capabilities;   he   never   strove   to   appear   otherwise   than   he   was;   and
  being quite independent of the opinions of others; he was always natural。
  Thus     he   was    one   who    was    sought    out   by   his  friends;    and   was    best
  esteemed       by   those   whose     esteem    was    best   worth    having。    In  outward
  appearance the youths were as different as their characters were diverse。
  Wei was decidedly good…looking; but of a kind of beauty which suggested
  neither   rest   nor   sincerity;   while   in   Tu's   features;   though   there   was   less
  grace;   the   want   was   fully   compensated   for   by   the   strength   and   honest
  firmness of his countenance。
  For   both   these   young   men   Jasmine   had   a   liking;   but   there   was   no
  question as to which she preferred。 As she herself said; 〃Wei is pleasant
  enough as a companion; but if I had to look to one of them for an act of
  true friendshipor as a lover;〃 she mentally added〃I should turn at once
  to Tu。〃 It was one of her amusements to compare the young men in her
  mind;   and   one   day   when   so   occupied   Tu   suddenly   looked   up   from   his
  book and said to her:
  〃What a pity it is that the gods have made us both men! If /I/ were a
  woman; the object of my heart would be to be your wife; and if /you/ were
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  a woman; there is nothing I should like better than to be your husband。〃
  Jasmine blushed up to the roots of her hair at having her own thoughts
  thus capped; as it were; but before she could answer; Wei broke in with:
  〃What nonsense you talk! And why; I should like to know; should you
  be the only one the 'young noble' might choose; supposing he belonged to
  the other sex?〃
  〃You are both talking   nonsense;〃 said Jasmine; who   had had time  to
  recover her composure; 〃and remind me of my two old childless aunts;〃
  she   added;   laughing;   〃who   are   always   quarrelling   about   the   names   they
  would have given their children if the goddess Kwanyin had granted them
  any half a century ago。 As a matter of act; we are three friends reading for
  our M。A。 degrees; neither more nor less。 And I will trouble you; my elder
  brother;〃 she added; turning to Tu; 〃to explain to me what the poet means
  by the expression 'tuneful Tung' in the line:
  'The greedy flames devour the tuneful Tung。' 〃
  A    learned    disquisition    by   Tu    on   the   celebrated    musician      who
  recognised the sonorous qualities of a piece of Tung timber burning in the
  kitchen   fire   effectually   diverted   the   conversation   from   the   inconvenient
  direction it had taken; and shortly afterward Jasmine took her leave。
  Haunted by the thought of what had passed; she wandered on to the
  veranda     of  her   archery   pavilion;   and   while    gazing   half   unconsciously
  heavenward       her   eyes   were   attracted   by   a  hawk    which    flew   past  and
  alighted on a tree beyond the boundary…wall; and in front of the study she
  had lately  left。  In a   restless   and thoughtless   mood;  she took   up   her   bow
  and arrow; and with unerring aim compassed the death of her victim。 No
  sooner; however