第 108 节
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泰达魔王 更新:2021-02-24 23:21 字数:9322
even moved; though both at that moment fancied they
could part with their new…found happiness in order to re…
store their friend to his peace of mind。 Jasper was pale
as death; but; in Mabel; maiden modesty had caused the
blood to mantle on her cheeks; until their bloom was
heightened to a richness that was scarcely equalled in her
hours of light…hearted buoyancy and joy。 As the feeling
which; in her sex; always accompanies the security of love
returned; threw its softness and tenderness over her coun…
tenance; she was singularly beautiful。 Pathfinder gazed
at her with an intentness he did not endeavor to conceal;
and then he fairly laughed in his own way; and with a sort
of wild exultation; as men that are untutored are wont to
express their delight。 This momentary indulgence; how…
ever; was expiated by the pang which followed the sudden
consciousness that this glorious young creature was lost to
him for ever。 It required a full minute for this simple…
minded being to recover from the shock of this conviction;
and then he recovered his dignity of manner; speaking
with gravity; almost with solemnity。
〃I have always known; Mabel Dunham; that men have
their gifts;〃 said he; 〃but I'd forgotten that it did not
belong to mine to please the young; the beautiful; and
l'arned。 I hope the mistake has been no very heavy sin;
and if it was; I've been heavily punished for it; I have。
Nay; Mabel; I know what you'd say; but it's unnecessary;
I _feel_ it all; and that is as good as if I _heard_ it all。 I've
had a bitter hour; Mabel。 I've had a very bitter hour;
lad。〃
〃Hour!〃 echoed Mabel; as the other first used the
word; the tell…tale blood; which had begun to ebb towards
her heart; rushing again tumultuously to her very tem…
ples; 〃surely not an hour; Pathfinder?〃
〃Hour!〃 exclaimed Jasper at the same instant; 〃no;
no; my worthy friend; it is not ten minutes since you left
us!〃
〃Well; it may be so; though to me it has seemed to be
day。 I begin to think; however; that the happy count
time by minutes; and the miserable count it by months。
But we will talk no more of this; it is all over now; and
many words about it will make you no happier; while they
will only tell me what I've lost; and quite likely how much
I desarved to lose her。 No; no; Mabel; 'tis useless to in…
terrupt me; I admit it all; and your gainsaying it; though
it be so well meant; cannot change my mind。 Well; Jas…
per; she is yours; and; though it's hard to think it; I do
believe you'll make her happier than I could; for your gifts
are better suited to do so; though I would have strived
hard to do as much; if I know myself; I would。 I ought
to have known better than to believe the Sergeant; and I
ought to have put faith in what Mabel told me at the head
of the lake; for reason and judgment might have shown
me its truth; but it is so pleasant to think what we wish;
and mankind so easily over…persuade us; when we over…per…
suade ourselves。 But what's the use in talking of it; as I
said afore? It's true; Mabel seemed to be consenting;
though it all came from a wish to please her father; and
from being skeary about the savages 〃
〃Pathfinder!〃
〃I understand you; Mabel; and have no hard feelings; I
haven't。 I sometimes think I should like to live in your
neighborhood; that I might look at your happiness; but;
on the whole; it's better I should quit the 55th altogether;
and go back to the 60th; which is my natyve rigiment; as
it might be。 It would have been better; perhaps; had I
never left it; though my sarvices were much wanted in
this quarter; and I'd been with some of the 55th years
agone; Sergeant Dunham; for instance; when he was in
another corps。 Still; Jasper; I do not regret that I've
known you 〃
〃And me; Pathfinder!〃 impetuously interrupted Mabel;
〃do you regret having known _me_? Could I think so; I
should never be at peace with myself。〃
〃You; Mabel!〃 returned the guide; taking the hand of
our heroine and looking up into her countenance with
guileless simplicity; but earnest affection; 〃how could I
be sorry that a ray of the sun came across the gloom of a
cheerless day that light has broken in upon darkness;
though it remained so short a time? I do not flatter
myself with being able to march quite so light…hearted
as I once used to could; or to sleep as sound; for some time
to come; but I shall always remember how near I was to
being undeservedly happy; I shall。 So far from blaming
you; Mabel; I only blame myself for being so vain as to
think it possible I could please such a creatur'; for sar…
tainly you told me how it was; when we talked it over on
the mountain; and I ought to have believed you then; for
I do suppose it's nat'ral that young women should know
their own minds better than their fathers。 Ah's me! It's
settled now; and nothing remains but for me to take leave
of you; that you may depart; I feel that Master Cap must
be impatient; and there is danger of his coming on shore
to look for us all。〃
〃To take leave!〃 exclaimed Mabel。
〃Leave!〃 echoed Jasper; 〃you do not mean to quit us;
my friend?〃
〃'Tis best; Mabel; 'tis altogether best; Eau…douce; and
it's wisest。 I could live and die in your company; if I only
followed feeling; but; if I follow reason; I shall quit you
here。 You will go back to Oswego; and become man and
wife as soon as you arrive; for all that is determined with
Master Cap; who hankers after the sea again; and who
knows what is to happen; while I shall return to the wil…
derness and my Maker。 Come; Mabel;〃 continued Path…
finder; rising and drawing nearer to our heroine; with grave
decorum; 〃kiss me; Jasper will not grudge me one kiss;
then we'll part。〃
〃Oh; Pathfinder!〃 exclaimed Mabel; falling into the
arms of the guide; and kissing his cheeks again and again;
with a freedom and warmth she had been far from mani…
festing while held to the bosom of Jasper; 〃God bless you;
dearest Pathfinder! You'll come to us hereafter。 We
shall see you again。 When old; you will come to our
dwelling; and let me be a daughter to you?〃
〃Yes; that's it;〃 returned the guide; almost gasping for
breath; 〃I'll try to think of it in that way。 You're more
befitting to be my daughter than to be my wife; you are。
Farewell; Jasper。 Now we'll go to the canoe; it's time
you were on board。〃
The manner in which Pathfinder led the way to the
shore was solemn and calm。 As soon as he reached the
canoe; he again took Mabel by the hands; held her at the
length of his own arms; and gazed wistfully into her face;
until the unbidden tears rolled out of the fountains of
feeling and trickled down his rugged cheeks in streams。
〃Bless me; Pathfinder;〃 said Mabel; kneeling reverently
at his feet。 〃Oh; at least bless me before we part!〃
That untutored but noble…minded being did as she de…
sired; and; aiding her to enter the canoe; seemed to tear
himself away as one snaps a strong and obstinate cord。
Before he retired; however; he took Jasper by the arm and
led him a little aside; when he spoke as follows:
〃You're kind of heart and gentle by natur'; Jasper; but
we are both rough and wild in comparison with that dear
creatur'。 Be careful of her; and never show the roughness
of man's natur' to her soft disposition。 You'll get to un…
derstand her in time; and the Lord; who governs the lake
and the forest alike; who looks upon virtue with a smile
and upon vice with a frown; keep you happy and worthy
to be so!〃
Pathfinder made a sign for his friend to depart; and he
stood leaning on his rifle until the canoe had reached the
side of the _Scud_。 Mabel wept as if her heart would break;
nor did her eyes once turn from the open spot in the glade;
where the form of the Pathfinder was to be seen; until the
cutter had passed a point that completely shut out the
island。 When last in view; the sinewy frame of this extra…
ordinary man was as motionless as if it were a statue set
up in that solitary place to commemorate the scenes of
which it had so lately been the witness。
CHAPTER XXX。
Oh! let me only breathe the air;
The blessed air that's breath'd by thee;
And; whether on its wings it bear
Healing or death; 'tis sweet to me!
MOORE。
Pathfinder was accustomed to solitude; but; when
the _Scud_ had actually disappeared; he was almost overcome
with a sense of his loneliness。 Never before had he been
conscious of his isolated condition in the world; for his
feelings had gradually been accustoming themselves to the
blandishments and wants of social life; particularly as the
last were connected with the domestic affections。 Now; all
had vanished; as it might be; in one moment; and he was
left equally without companions and without hope。 Even
Chingachgook had left him; though it was but temporarily;
still his presence was missed at the precise instant which
might be termed the most critical in our hero's life。
Pathfinder stood leaning on his rifle; in the attitude
described in the last chapter; a long time after the _Scud_
had disappeared。 The rigidity of his limbs seemed per…
manent; and none but a man accustomed to put his mus…
cles to the severest proof coul