第 64 节
作者:泰达魔王      更新:2021-02-24 23:21      字数:9322
  you a lady; be can never make you a happy woman; or
  himself a gentleman。〃
  〃My father has been very wrong if he has said or done
  aught to cause you sorrow; Pathfinder; and so great is my
  respect for you; so sincere my friendship; that were it not
  for one  I mean that no person need fear Lieutenant
  Muir's influence with me  I would rather remain as I am
  to my dying day than become a lady at the cost of being
  his wife。〃
  〃I do not think you would say that which you do not
  feel; Mabel;〃 returned Pathfinder earnestly。
  〃Not at such a moment; on such a subject; and least of
  all to you。  No; Lieutenant Muir may find wives where
  he can  my name shall never be on his catalogue。〃
  〃Thank you; thank you for that; Mabel; for; though
  there is no longer any hope for me; I could never be happy
  were you to take to the Quartermaster。  I feared the com…
  mission might count for something; I did; and I know
  the man。  It is not jealousy that makes me speak in this
  manner; but truth; for I know the man。  Now; were you
  to fancy a desarving youth; one like Jasper Western; for
  instance  〃
  〃Why always mention Jasper Eau…douce; Pathfinder?
  he can have no concern with our friendship; let us talk of
  yourself; and of the manner in which you intend to pass
  the winter。〃
  〃Ah's me!  I'm little worth at the best; Mabel; unless
  it may be on a trail or with the rifle; and less worth now
  that I have discovered the Sergeant's mistake。  There is
  no need; therefore; of talking of me。  It has been very
  pleasant to me to be near you so long; and even to fancy that
  the Sergeant was right; but that is all over now。  I shall
  go down the lake with Jasper; and then there will be
  business to occupy us; and that will keep useless thoughts
  out of the mind。〃
  〃And you will forget this  forget me  no; not forget
  me; either; Pathfinder; but you will resume your old pur…
  suits; and cease to think a girl of sufficient importance to
  disturb your peace?〃
  〃I never knowed it afore; Mabel; but girls are of more
  account in this life than I could have believed。  Now;
  afore I knowed you; the new…born babe did not sleep more
  sweetly than I used; my head was no sooner on the root;
  or the stone; or mayhap on the skin; than all was lost to
  the senses; unless it might be to go over in the night the
  business of the day in a dream like; and there I lay till
  the moment came to be stirring; and the swallows were
  not more certain to be on the wing with the light; than I
  to be afoot at the moment I wished to be。  All this seemed
  a gift; and might be calculated on even in the midst of a
  Mingo camp; for I've been outlying in my time; in the
  very villages of the vagabonds。〃
  〃And all this will return to you; Pathfinder; for one
  so upright and sincere will never waste his happiness
  on a mere fancy。  You will dream again of your hunts;
  of the deer you have slain; and of the beaver you have
  taken。〃
  〃Ah's me; Mabel; I wish never to dream again!  Before
  we met; I had a sort of pleasure in following up the hounds;
  in fancy; as it might be; and even in striking a trail of the
  Iroquois  nay; I've been in skrimmages aud ambushments;
  in thought like; and found satisfaction in it; according to
  my gifts; but all those things have lost their charms since
  I've made acquaintance with you。  Now; I think no longer
  of anything rude in my dreams; but the very last night
  we stayed in the garrison I imagined I had a cabin in a
  grove of sugar maples; and at the root of every tree was a
  Mabel Dunham; while the birds among the branches sang
  ballads instead of the notes that natur' gave; and even the
  deer stopped to listen。  I tried to shoot a fa'n; but Kill…
  deer missed fire; and the creatur' laughed in my face; as
  pleasantly as a young girl laughs in her merriment; and
  then it bounded away; looking back as if expecting me
  follow。〃
  〃No more of this; Pathfinder; we'll talk no more of
  these things;〃 said Mabel; dashing the tears from her eyes:
  for the simple; earnest manner in which this hardy woods…
  man betrayed the deep hold she had taken of his feelings
  nearly proved too much for her own generous heart。
  〃Now; let us look for my father; he cannot be distant; as
  I heard his gun quite near。〃
  〃The Sergeant was wrong  yes; he was wrong; and it's
  of no avail to attempt to make the dove consort with the
  wolf。〃
  〃Here comes my dear father;〃 interrupted Mabel。  〃Let
  us look cheerful and happy; Pathfinder; as such good
  friends ought to look; and keep each other's secrets。〃
  A pause succeeded; the Sergeant's foot was heard crush…
  ing the dried twigs hard by; and then his form appeared
  shoving aside the bushes of a copse just near。  As he issued
  into the open ground; the old soldier scrutinized his
  daughter and her companion; and speaking good…naturedly;
  he said; 〃Mabel; child; you are young aud light of foot
  look for a bird that I've shot that fell just beyond the
  thicket of young hemlocks on the shore; and; as Jasper is
  showing signs of an intention of getting under way; you
  need not take the trouble to clamber up this hill again;
  but we will meet you on the beach in a few minutes。〃
  Mabel obeyed; bounding down the hill with the elastic
  step of youth and health。  But; notwithstanding the light…
  ness of her steps; the heart of the girl was heavy; and no
  sooner was she hid from observation by the thicket; than
  she threw herself on the root of a tree and wept as if her
  heart would break。  The Sergeant watched her until she
  disappeared; with a father's pride; and then turned to his
  companion with a smile as kind and as familiar as his
  habits would allow him to use towards any。
  〃She has her mother's lightness and activity; my friend;
  with somewhat of her father's force;〃 said he。  〃Her
  mother was not quite so handsome; I think myself; but
  the Dunhams were always thought comely; whether men
  or women。  Well; Pathfinder; I take it for granted you've
  not overlooked the opportunity; but have spoken plainly
  to the girl? women like frankness in matters of this sort。〃
  〃I believe Mabel and I understand each other at last;
  Sergeant;〃 returned the other; looking another way to
  avoid the soldier's face。
  〃So much the better。  Some people fancy that a little
  doubt and uncertainty makes love all the livelier; but I
  am one of those who think the plainer the tongue speaks
  the easier the mind will comprehend。  Was Mabel sur…
  prised?〃
  〃I fear she was; Sergeant; I fear she was taken quite by
  surprise  yes; I do。〃
  〃Well; well; surprises in love are like an ambush in war;
  and quite as lawful; though it is not so easy to tell when
  a woman is surprised; as to tell when it happens to an en…
  emy。  Mabel did not run away; my worthy friend; did she?〃
  〃No; Sergeant; Mabel did not try to escape; _that_ I can
  say with a clear conscience。〃
  〃I hope the girl was too willing; neither!  Her
  mother was shy and coy for a month; at least; but frank…
  ness; after all; is a recommendation in a man or woman。〃
  〃That it is; that it is; and judgment; too。〃
  〃You are not to look for too much judgment in a young
  creature of twenty; Pathfinder; but it will come with ex…
  perience。  A mistake in you or me; for instance; might not
  be so easily overlooked; but in a girl of Mabel's years; one
  is not to strain at a gnat lest they swallow a camel。〃
  The reader will remember that Sergeant Dunham was
  not a Hebrew scholar。
  The muscles of the listener's face twitched as the Ser…
  geant was thus delivering his sentiments; though the for…
  mer had now recovered a portion of that stoicism which
  formed so large a part of his character; and which he had
  probably imbibed from long association with the Indians。
  His eyes rose and fell; and once a gleam shot athwart his
  hard features as if he were about to indulge in his peculiar
  laugh; but the joyous feeling; if it really existed; was as
  quickly lost in a look allied to anguish。  It was this un…
  usual mixture of wild and keen mental agony with native;
  simple joyousness; which had most struck Mabel; who; in
  the interview just related; had a dozen times been on the
  point of believing that her suitor's heart was only lightly
  touched; as images of happiness and humor gleamed over
  a mind that was almost infantine in its simplicity and
  nature; an impression; however; which was soon driven
  away by the discovery of emotions so painful and so deep;
  that they seemed to harrow the very soul。
  〃You say true; Sergeant;〃 Pathfinder answered; 〃a mis…
  take in one like you is a more serious matter。〃
  〃You will find Mabel sincere and honest in the end;
  give her but a little time。〃
  〃Ah's me; Sergeant!〃
  〃A man of your merits would make an impression on a
  rock; give him time; Pathfinder。〃
  〃Sergeant Dunham; we are old fellow…campaigners
  that is; as campaigns are carried on here in the wilderness;
  and we have done so many kind acts to each other that
  we can afford to be candid  what has caused you to believe
  that a girl like Mabel could ever fancy one so rude as I
  am?〃
  〃What?  why; a variety of reasons; and good reasons
  too; my friend。  Those same acts of kindness; perhaps; and
  the campaigns you mention; moreover; you are my sworn
  and tried comrade。〃
  〃All this sound