第 64 节
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泰达魔王 更新:2021-02-24 23:21 字数:9322
you a lady; be can never make you a happy woman; or
himself a gentleman。〃
〃My father has been very wrong if he has said or done
aught to cause you sorrow; Pathfinder; and so great is my
respect for you; so sincere my friendship; that were it not
for one I mean that no person need fear Lieutenant
Muir's influence with me I would rather remain as I am
to my dying day than become a lady at the cost of being
his wife。〃
〃I do not think you would say that which you do not
feel; Mabel;〃 returned Pathfinder earnestly。
〃Not at such a moment; on such a subject; and least of
all to you。 No; Lieutenant Muir may find wives where
he can my name shall never be on his catalogue。〃
〃Thank you; thank you for that; Mabel; for; though
there is no longer any hope for me; I could never be happy
were you to take to the Quartermaster。 I feared the com…
mission might count for something; I did; and I know
the man。 It is not jealousy that makes me speak in this
manner; but truth; for I know the man。 Now; were you
to fancy a desarving youth; one like Jasper Western; for
instance 〃
〃Why always mention Jasper Eau…douce; Pathfinder?
he can have no concern with our friendship; let us talk of
yourself; and of the manner in which you intend to pass
the winter。〃
〃Ah's me! I'm little worth at the best; Mabel; unless
it may be on a trail or with the rifle; and less worth now
that I have discovered the Sergeant's mistake。 There is
no need; therefore; of talking of me。 It has been very
pleasant to me to be near you so long; and even to fancy that
the Sergeant was right; but that is all over now。 I shall
go down the lake with Jasper; and then there will be
business to occupy us; and that will keep useless thoughts
out of the mind。〃
〃And you will forget this forget me no; not forget
me; either; Pathfinder; but you will resume your old pur…
suits; and cease to think a girl of sufficient importance to
disturb your peace?〃
〃I never knowed it afore; Mabel; but girls are of more
account in this life than I could have believed。 Now;
afore I knowed you; the new…born babe did not sleep more
sweetly than I used; my head was no sooner on the root;
or the stone; or mayhap on the skin; than all was lost to
the senses; unless it might be to go over in the night the
business of the day in a dream like; and there I lay till
the moment came to be stirring; and the swallows were
not more certain to be on the wing with the light; than I
to be afoot at the moment I wished to be。 All this seemed
a gift; and might be calculated on even in the midst of a
Mingo camp; for I've been outlying in my time; in the
very villages of the vagabonds。〃
〃And all this will return to you; Pathfinder; for one
so upright and sincere will never waste his happiness
on a mere fancy。 You will dream again of your hunts;
of the deer you have slain; and of the beaver you have
taken。〃
〃Ah's me; Mabel; I wish never to dream again! Before
we met; I had a sort of pleasure in following up the hounds;
in fancy; as it might be; and even in striking a trail of the
Iroquois nay; I've been in skrimmages aud ambushments;
in thought like; and found satisfaction in it; according to
my gifts; but all those things have lost their charms since
I've made acquaintance with you。 Now; I think no longer
of anything rude in my dreams; but the very last night
we stayed in the garrison I imagined I had a cabin in a
grove of sugar maples; and at the root of every tree was a
Mabel Dunham; while the birds among the branches sang
ballads instead of the notes that natur' gave; and even the
deer stopped to listen。 I tried to shoot a fa'n; but Kill…
deer missed fire; and the creatur' laughed in my face; as
pleasantly as a young girl laughs in her merriment; and
then it bounded away; looking back as if expecting me
follow。〃
〃No more of this; Pathfinder; we'll talk no more of
these things;〃 said Mabel; dashing the tears from her eyes:
for the simple; earnest manner in which this hardy woods…
man betrayed the deep hold she had taken of his feelings
nearly proved too much for her own generous heart。
〃Now; let us look for my father; he cannot be distant; as
I heard his gun quite near。〃
〃The Sergeant was wrong yes; he was wrong; and it's
of no avail to attempt to make the dove consort with the
wolf。〃
〃Here comes my dear father;〃 interrupted Mabel。 〃Let
us look cheerful and happy; Pathfinder; as such good
friends ought to look; and keep each other's secrets。〃
A pause succeeded; the Sergeant's foot was heard crush…
ing the dried twigs hard by; and then his form appeared
shoving aside the bushes of a copse just near。 As he issued
into the open ground; the old soldier scrutinized his
daughter and her companion; and speaking good…naturedly;
he said; 〃Mabel; child; you are young aud light of foot
look for a bird that I've shot that fell just beyond the
thicket of young hemlocks on the shore; and; as Jasper is
showing signs of an intention of getting under way; you
need not take the trouble to clamber up this hill again;
but we will meet you on the beach in a few minutes。〃
Mabel obeyed; bounding down the hill with the elastic
step of youth and health。 But; notwithstanding the light…
ness of her steps; the heart of the girl was heavy; and no
sooner was she hid from observation by the thicket; than
she threw herself on the root of a tree and wept as if her
heart would break。 The Sergeant watched her until she
disappeared; with a father's pride; and then turned to his
companion with a smile as kind and as familiar as his
habits would allow him to use towards any。
〃She has her mother's lightness and activity; my friend;
with somewhat of her father's force;〃 said he。 〃Her
mother was not quite so handsome; I think myself; but
the Dunhams were always thought comely; whether men
or women。 Well; Pathfinder; I take it for granted you've
not overlooked the opportunity; but have spoken plainly
to the girl? women like frankness in matters of this sort。〃
〃I believe Mabel and I understand each other at last;
Sergeant;〃 returned the other; looking another way to
avoid the soldier's face。
〃So much the better。 Some people fancy that a little
doubt and uncertainty makes love all the livelier; but I
am one of those who think the plainer the tongue speaks
the easier the mind will comprehend。 Was Mabel sur…
prised?〃
〃I fear she was; Sergeant; I fear she was taken quite by
surprise yes; I do。〃
〃Well; well; surprises in love are like an ambush in war;
and quite as lawful; though it is not so easy to tell when
a woman is surprised; as to tell when it happens to an en…
emy。 Mabel did not run away; my worthy friend; did she?〃
〃No; Sergeant; Mabel did not try to escape; _that_ I can
say with a clear conscience。〃
〃I hope the girl was too willing; neither! Her
mother was shy and coy for a month; at least; but frank…
ness; after all; is a recommendation in a man or woman。〃
〃That it is; that it is; and judgment; too。〃
〃You are not to look for too much judgment in a young
creature of twenty; Pathfinder; but it will come with ex…
perience。 A mistake in you or me; for instance; might not
be so easily overlooked; but in a girl of Mabel's years; one
is not to strain at a gnat lest they swallow a camel。〃
The reader will remember that Sergeant Dunham was
not a Hebrew scholar。
The muscles of the listener's face twitched as the Ser…
geant was thus delivering his sentiments; though the for…
mer had now recovered a portion of that stoicism which
formed so large a part of his character; and which he had
probably imbibed from long association with the Indians。
His eyes rose and fell; and once a gleam shot athwart his
hard features as if he were about to indulge in his peculiar
laugh; but the joyous feeling; if it really existed; was as
quickly lost in a look allied to anguish。 It was this un…
usual mixture of wild and keen mental agony with native;
simple joyousness; which had most struck Mabel; who; in
the interview just related; had a dozen times been on the
point of believing that her suitor's heart was only lightly
touched; as images of happiness and humor gleamed over
a mind that was almost infantine in its simplicity and
nature; an impression; however; which was soon driven
away by the discovery of emotions so painful and so deep;
that they seemed to harrow the very soul。
〃You say true; Sergeant;〃 Pathfinder answered; 〃a mis…
take in one like you is a more serious matter。〃
〃You will find Mabel sincere and honest in the end;
give her but a little time。〃
〃Ah's me; Sergeant!〃
〃A man of your merits would make an impression on a
rock; give him time; Pathfinder。〃
〃Sergeant Dunham; we are old fellow…campaigners
that is; as campaigns are carried on here in the wilderness;
and we have done so many kind acts to each other that
we can afford to be candid what has caused you to believe
that a girl like Mabel could ever fancy one so rude as I
am?〃
〃What? why; a variety of reasons; and good reasons
too; my friend。 Those same acts of kindness; perhaps; and
the campaigns you mention; moreover; you are my sworn
and tried comrade。〃
〃All this sound