第 62 节
作者:
泰达魔王 更新:2021-02-24 23:21 字数:9322
of a good conscience; may always keep the doctors at a dis…
tance。 But I am human after all; yes; I find I'm very
human in some of my feelings。〃
Mabel looked surprised; and it would be no more than
delineating the character of her sex; if we added that her
sweet countenance expressed a good deal of curiosity; too;
though her tongue was more discreet。
〃There is something bewitching in this wild life of
yours; Pathfinder;〃 she exclaimed; a tinge of enthusiasm
mantling her cheeks。 〃I find I'm fast getting to be a
frontier girl; and am coming to love all this grand silence
of the woods。 The towns seem tame to me; and; as my
father will probably pass the remainder of his days here;
where he has already lived so long; I begin to feel that I
should be happy to continue with him; and not to return
to the sea…shore。〃
〃The woods are never silent; Mabel; to such as under…
stand their meaning。 Days at a time have I travelled
them alone; without feeling the want of company; and;
as for conversation; for such as can comprehend their lan…
guage; there is no want of rational and instructive dis…
course。〃
〃I believe you are happier when alone; Pathfinder; than
when mingling with your fellow…creatures。〃
〃I will not say that; I will not say exactly that。 I have
seen the time when I have thought that God was sufficient
for me in the forest; and that I have craved no more than
His bounty and His care。 But other feelings have got
uppermost; and I suppose natur' will have its way。 All
other creaturs mate; Mabel; and it was intended man should
do so too。〃
〃And have you never bethought you of seeking a wife;
Pathfinder; to share your fortunes?〃 inquired the girl;
with the directness and simplicity that the pure of heart
and the undesigning are the most apt to manifest; and with
that feeling of affection which is inbred in her sex。 〃To
me it seems you only want a home to return to from your
wanderings to render your life completely happy。 Were
I a man; it would be my delight to roam through these
forests at will; or to sail over this beautiful lake。〃
〃I understand you; Mabel; and God bless you for think…
ing of the welfare of men as humble as we are。 We have
our pleasures; it is true; as well as our gifts; but we might
be happier; yes; I do think we might be happier。〃
〃Happier! in what way; Pathfinder? In this pure air;
with these cool and shaded forests to wander through; this
lovely lake to gaze at and sail upon; with clear consciences;
and abundance for all their real wants; men ought to be
nothing less than as perfectly happy as their infirmities
will allow。〃
〃Every creatur' has its gifts; Mabel; and men have
theirs;〃 answered the guide; looking stealthily at his beau…
tiful companion; whose cheeks had flushed and eyes bright…
ened under the ardor of feelings excited by the novelty of
her striking situation; 〃and all must obey them。 Do you
see yonder pigeon that is just alightin' on the beach
here in a line with the fallen chestnut?〃
〃Certainly; it is the only thing stirring with life in it;
besides ourselves; that is to be seen in this vast solitude。〃
〃Not so; Mabel; not so; Providence makes nothing that
lives to live quite alone。 Here is its mate; just rising on
the wing; it has been feeding near the other beach; but it
will not long be separated from its companion。〃
〃I understand you; Pathfinder;〃 returned Mabel; smiling
sweetly; though as calmly as if the discourse was with her
father。 〃But a hunter may find a mate; even in this wild
region。 The Indian girls are affectionate and true; I know;
for such was the wife of Arrowhead; to a husband who
oftener frowned than smiled。〃
〃That would never do; Mabel; and good would never
come of it。 Kind must cling to kind; and country to coun…
try; if one would find happiness。 If; indeed; I could meet
with one like you; who would consent to be a hunter's wife;
and who would not scorn my ignorance and rudeness; then;
indeed; would all the toil of the past appear like the sport…
ing of the young deer; and all the future like sunshine。〃
〃One like me! A girl of my years and indiscretion
would hardly make a fit companion for the boldest scout
and surest hunter on the lines。〃
〃Ah; Mabel! I fear me that I have been improving a red…
skin's gifts with a pale…face's natur'? Such a character
would insure a wife in an Indian village。〃
〃Surely; surely; Pathfinder; you would not think of
choosing one so ignorant; so frivolous; so vain; and so in…
experienced as I for your wife?〃 Mabel would have added;
〃and as young;〃 but an instinctive feeling of delicacy re…
pressed the words。
〃And why not; Mabel? If you are ignorant of frontier
usages; you know more than all of us of pleasant anecdotes
and town customs: as for frivolous; I know not what it
means; but if it signifies beauty; ah's me! I fear it is no
fault in my eyes。 Vain you are not; as is seen by the kind
manner in which you listen to all my idle tales about
scoutings and trails; and as for experielice; that will come
with years。 Besides; Mabel; I fear men think little of these
matters when they are about to take wives: I do。〃
〃Pathfinder; your words; your looks: surely all this
is meant in trifling; you speak in pleasantry?〃
〃To me it is always agreeable to be near you; Mabel; and
I should sleep sounder this blessed night than I have done
for a week past; could I think that you find such discourse
as pleasant as I do。〃
We shall not say that Mabel Dunham had not believed
herself a favorite with the guide。 This her quick femi…
nine sagacity had early discovered; and perhaps she had
occasionally thought there had mingled with his regard
and friendship some of that manly tenderness which the
ruder sex must be coarse; indeed; not to show on occasions
to the gentler; but the idea that he seriously sought her
for his wife had never before crossed the mind of the spir…
ited and ingenuous girl。 Now; however; a gleam of some…
thing like the truth broke in upon her imagination; less
induced by the words of her companion; perhaps; than by
his manner。 Looking earnestly into the rugged; honest
countenance of the scout; Mabel's own features became
concerned and grave; and when she spoke again; it was
with a gentleness of manner that attracted him to her even
more powerfully than the words themselves were calculated
to repel。
〃You and I should understand each other; Pathfinder;〃
said she with an earnest sincerity; 〃nor should there be
any cloud between us。 You are too upright and frank to
meet with anything but sincerity and frankness in return。
Surely; surely; all this means nothing; has no other con…
nection with your feelings than such a friendship as one
of your wisdom and character would naturally feel for a
girl like me?〃
〃I believe it's all nat'ral; Mabel yes; I do: the Sergeant
tells me he had such feelings towards your own mother;
and I think I've seen something like it in the young people
I have from time to time guided through the wilderness。
Yes; yes; I daresay it's all nat'ral enough; and that makes
it come so easy; and is a great comfort to me。〃
〃Pathfinder; your words make me uneasy。 Speak plainer;
or change the subject for ever。 You do not; cannot mean
that you cannot wish me to understand〃 even the
tongue of the spirited Mabel faltered; and she shrank; with
maiden shame; from adding what she wished so earnestly
to say。 Rallying her courage; however; and determined to
know all as soon and as plainly as possible; after a mo…
ment's hesitation; she continued; 〃I mean; Pathfinder;
that you do not wish me to understand that you seriously
think of me as a wife?〃
〃I do; Mabel; that's it; that's just it; and you have put the
matter in a much better point of view than I with my for…
est gifts and frontier ways would ever be able to do。 The
Sergeant and I have concluded on the matter; if it is agree…
able to you; as he thinks is likely to be the case; though I
doubt my own power to please one who deserves the best
husband America can produce。〃
Mabel's countenance changed from uneasiness to sur…
prise; and then; by a transition still quicker; from surprise
to pain。
〃My father!〃 she exclaimed; 〃my dear father has
thought of my becoming your wife; Pathfinder?〃
〃Yes; he has; Mabel; he has; indeed。 He has even
thought such a thing might be agreeable to you; and has
almost encouraged me to fancy it might be true。〃
〃But you yourself; you certainly can care nothing
whether this singular expectation shall ever be realized or
not?〃
〃Anan?〃
〃I mean; Pathfinder; that you have talked of this match
more to oblige my father than anything else; that your feel…
ings are no way concerned; let my answer be what it may?〃
The scout looked earnestly into the beautiful face of
Mabel; which had flushed with the ardor and novelty of
her sensations; and it was not possible to mistake the in…
tense admiration that betrayed itself in every lineament of
his ingenuous countenance。
〃I have often thought myself happy; Mabel; when rang…
ing the woods on a successful hunt; breathing the pure air
of the hills; and filled with vigor and health; but I