第 62 节
作者:泰达魔王      更新:2021-02-24 23:21      字数:9322
  of a good conscience; may always keep the doctors at a dis…
  tance。  But I am human after all; yes; I find I'm very
  human in some of my feelings。〃
  Mabel looked surprised; and it would be no more than
  delineating the character of her sex; if we added that her
  sweet countenance expressed a good deal of curiosity; too;
  though her tongue was more discreet。
  〃There is something bewitching in this wild life of
  yours; Pathfinder;〃 she exclaimed; a tinge of enthusiasm
  mantling her cheeks。  〃I find I'm fast getting to be a
  frontier girl; and am coming to love all this grand silence
  of the woods。  The towns seem tame to me; and; as my
  father will probably pass the remainder of his days here;
  where he has already lived so long; I begin to feel that I
  should be happy to continue with him; and not to return
  to the sea…shore。〃
  〃The woods are never silent; Mabel; to such as under…
  stand their meaning。  Days at a time have I travelled
  them alone; without feeling the want of company; and;
  as for conversation; for such as can comprehend their lan…
  guage; there is no want of rational and instructive dis…
  course。〃
  〃I believe you are happier when alone; Pathfinder; than
  when mingling with your fellow…creatures。〃
  〃I will not say that; I will not say exactly that。  I have
  seen the time when I have thought that God was sufficient
  for me in the forest; and that I have craved no more than
  His bounty and His care。  But other feelings have got
  uppermost; and I suppose natur' will have its way。  All
  other creaturs mate; Mabel; and it was intended man should
  do so too。〃
  〃And have you never bethought you of seeking a wife;
  Pathfinder; to share your fortunes?〃 inquired the girl;
  with the directness and simplicity that the pure of heart
  and the undesigning are the most apt to manifest; and with
  that feeling of affection which is inbred in her sex。  〃To
  me it seems you only want a home to return to from your
  wanderings to render your life completely happy。  Were
  I a man; it would be my delight to roam through these
  forests at will; or to sail over this beautiful lake。〃
  〃I understand you; Mabel; and God bless you for think…
  ing of the welfare of men as humble as we are。  We have
  our pleasures; it is true; as well as our gifts; but we might
  be happier; yes; I do think we might be happier。〃
  〃Happier! in what way; Pathfinder?  In this pure air;
  with these cool and shaded forests to wander through; this
  lovely lake to gaze at and sail upon; with clear consciences;
  and abundance for all their real wants; men ought to be
  nothing less than as perfectly happy as their infirmities
  will allow。〃
  〃Every creatur' has its gifts; Mabel; and men have
  theirs;〃 answered the guide; looking stealthily at his beau…
  tiful companion; whose cheeks had flushed and eyes bright…
  ened under the ardor of feelings excited by the novelty of
  her striking situation; 〃and all must obey them。  Do you
  see yonder pigeon that is just alightin' on the beach
  here in a line with the fallen chestnut?〃
  〃Certainly; it is the only thing stirring with life in it;
  besides ourselves; that is to be seen in this vast solitude。〃
  〃Not so; Mabel; not so; Providence makes nothing that
  lives to live quite alone。  Here is its mate; just rising on
  the wing; it has been feeding near the other beach; but it
  will not long be separated from its companion。〃
  〃I understand you; Pathfinder;〃 returned Mabel; smiling
  sweetly; though as calmly as if the discourse was with her
  father。  〃But a hunter may find a mate; even in this wild
  region。  The Indian girls are affectionate and true; I know;
  for such was the wife of Arrowhead; to a husband who
  oftener frowned than smiled。〃
  〃That would never do; Mabel; and good would never
  come of it。  Kind must cling to kind; and country to coun…
  try; if one would find happiness。  If; indeed; I could meet
  with one like you; who would consent to be a hunter's wife;
  and who would not scorn my ignorance and rudeness; then;
  indeed; would all the toil of the past appear like the sport…
  ing of the young deer; and all the future like sunshine。〃
  〃One like me!  A girl of my years and indiscretion
  would hardly make a fit companion for the boldest scout
  and surest hunter on the lines。〃
  〃Ah; Mabel!  I fear me that I have been improving a red…
  skin's gifts with a pale…face's natur'?  Such a character
  would insure a wife in an Indian village。〃
  〃Surely; surely; Pathfinder; you would not think of
  choosing one so ignorant; so frivolous; so vain; and so in…
  experienced as I for your wife?〃 Mabel would have added;
  〃and as young;〃 but an instinctive feeling of delicacy re…
  pressed the words。
  〃And why not; Mabel?  If you are ignorant of frontier
  usages; you know more than all of us of pleasant anecdotes
  and town customs: as for frivolous; I know not what it
  means; but if it signifies beauty; ah's me!  I fear it is no
  fault in my eyes。  Vain you are not; as is seen by the kind
  manner in which you listen to all my idle tales about
  scoutings and trails; and as for experielice; that will come
  with years。  Besides; Mabel; I fear men think little of these
  matters when they are about to take wives: I do。〃
  〃Pathfinder; your words;  your looks:  surely all this
  is meant in trifling; you speak in pleasantry?〃
  〃To me it is always agreeable to be near you; Mabel; and
  I should sleep sounder this blessed night than I have done
  for a week past; could I think that you find such discourse
  as pleasant as I do。〃
  We shall not say that Mabel Dunham had not believed
  herself a favorite with the guide。  This her quick femi…
  nine sagacity had early discovered; and perhaps she had
  occasionally thought there had mingled with his regard
  and friendship some of that manly tenderness which the
  ruder sex must be coarse; indeed; not to show on occasions
  to the gentler; but the idea that he seriously sought her
  for his wife had never before crossed the mind of the spir…
  ited and ingenuous girl。  Now; however; a gleam of some…
  thing like the truth broke in upon her imagination; less
  induced by the words of her companion; perhaps; than by
  his manner。  Looking earnestly into the rugged; honest
  countenance of the scout; Mabel's own features became
  concerned and grave; and when she spoke again; it was
  with a gentleness of manner that attracted him to her even
  more powerfully than the words themselves were calculated
  to repel。
  〃You and I should understand each other; Pathfinder;〃
  said she with an earnest sincerity; 〃nor should there be
  any cloud between us。  You are too upright and frank to
  meet with anything but sincerity and frankness in return。
  Surely; surely; all this means nothing;  has no other con…
  nection with your feelings than such a friendship as one
  of your wisdom and character would naturally feel for a
  girl like me?〃
  〃I believe it's all nat'ral; Mabel yes; I do: the Sergeant
  tells me he had such feelings towards your own mother;
  and I think I've seen something like it in the young people
  I have from time to time guided through the wilderness。
  Yes; yes; I daresay it's all nat'ral enough; and that makes
  it come so easy; and is a great comfort to me。〃
  〃Pathfinder; your words make me uneasy。  Speak plainer;
  or change the subject for ever。  You do not; cannot mean
  that  you cannot wish me to understand〃  even the
  tongue of the spirited Mabel faltered; and she shrank; with
  maiden shame; from adding what she wished so earnestly
  to say。  Rallying her courage; however; and determined to
  know all as soon and as plainly as possible; after a mo…
  ment's hesitation; she continued;  〃I mean; Pathfinder;
  that you do not wish me to understand that you seriously
  think of me as a wife?〃
  〃I do; Mabel; that's it; that's just it; and you have put the
  matter in a much better point of view than I with my for…
  est gifts and frontier ways would ever be able to do。  The
  Sergeant and I have concluded on the matter; if it is agree…
  able to you; as he thinks is likely to be the case; though I
  doubt my own power to please one who deserves the best
  husband America can produce。〃
  Mabel's countenance changed from uneasiness to sur…
  prise; and then; by a transition still quicker; from surprise
  to pain。
  〃My father!〃 she exclaimed;  〃my dear father has
  thought of my becoming your wife; Pathfinder?〃
  〃Yes; he has; Mabel; he has; indeed。  He has even
  thought such a thing might be agreeable to you; and has
  almost encouraged me to fancy it might be true。〃
  〃But you yourself;  you certainly can care nothing
  whether this singular expectation shall ever be realized or
  not?〃
  〃Anan?〃
  〃I mean; Pathfinder; that you have talked of this match
  more to oblige my father than anything else; that your feel…
  ings are no way concerned; let my answer be what it may?〃
  The scout looked earnestly into the beautiful face of
  Mabel; which had flushed with the ardor and novelty of
  her sensations; and it was not possible to mistake the in…
  tense admiration that betrayed itself in every lineament of
  his ingenuous countenance。
  〃I have often thought myself happy; Mabel; when rang…
  ing the woods on a successful hunt; breathing the pure air
  of the hills; and filled with vigor and health; but I