第 6 节
作者:浮游云中      更新:2021-02-24 23:06      字数:9322
  clothes always looked new; of pronounced patterns and light colours set aside
  for him by an obsequious tailor in Boston。
  If a human being in such an enviable position as that of agent of the
  Chippering Mill can be regarded as property; it might be said that Mr。 Claude
  Ditmar belonged to the Chipperings of Boston; a family still owning a
  controlling interest in the company。  His loyalty to them and to the mill he so
  ably conducted was the great loyalty of his life。  For Ditmar; a Chippering
  could do no wrong。  It had been the keen eye of Mr。 Stephen Chippering that
  first had marked him; questioned him; recognized his ability; and from the
  moment of that encounter his advance had been rapid。  When old Stephen had been
  called to his fathers; Ditmar's allegiance was automatically; as it were;
  transferred to the two sons; George and Worthington; already members of the
  board of directors。  Sometimes Ditmar called on them at their homes; which
  stood overlooking the waters of the Charles River Basin。  The attitude toward
  him of the Chipperings and their wives was one of an interesting adjustment of
  feudalism to democracy。  They were fond of him; grateful to him; treating him
  with a frank camaraderie that had in it not the slightest touch of
  condescension; but Ditmar would have been the first to recognize that there
  were limits to the intimacy。  They did not; for instanceno doubt out of
  considerationinvite him to their dinner parties or take him to their club;
  which was not the same as that to which he himself belonged。  He felt no
  animus。  Nor would he; surprising though it may seem; have changed places with
  the Chipperings。  At an early age; and quite unconsciously; he had accepted
  property as the ruling power of the universe; and when family was added thereto
  the combination was nothing less than divine。
  There were times; especially during the long winters; when life became almost
  unbearable for Janet; and she was seized by a desire to run away from Fillmore
  Street; from the mills; from Hampton itself。  Only she did not know where to
  go; or how to get away。  She was convinced of the existence in the world of
  delightful spots where might be found congenial people with whom it would be a
  joy to talk。  Fillmore Street; certainly; did not contain any such。  The office
  was not so bad。  It is true that in the mornings; as she entered West Street;
  the sight of the dark facade of the fortress…like structure; emblematic of the
  captivity in which she passed her days; rarely failed to arouse in her
  sensations of oppression and revolt; but here; at least; she discovered an
  outlet for her energies; she was often too busy to reflect; and at odd moments
  she could find a certain solace and companionship in the river; so intent; so
  purposeful; so beautiful; so undisturbed by the inconcinnity; the clatter and
  confusion of Hampton as it flowed serenely under the bridges and between the
  mills toward the sea。  Toward the sea!
  It was when; at night; she went back to Fillmore Streetwhen she thought of
  the monotony; yes; and the sordidness of home; when she let herself in at the
  door and climbed the dark and narrow stairway; that her feet grew leaden。  In
  spite of the fact that Hannah was a good housekeeper and prided herself on
  cleanliness; the tiny flat reeked with the smell of cooking; and Janet; from
  the upper hall; had a glimpse of a thin; angular woman with a scrawny neck;
  with scant grey hair tightly drawn into a knot; in a gingham apron covering an
  old dress bending over the kitchen stove。  And occasionally; despite a
  resentment that fate should have dealt thus inconsiderately with the family;
  Janet felt pity welling within her。  After supper; when Lise had departed with
  her best young man; Hannah would occasionally; though grudgingly; permit Janet
  to help her with the dishes。
  〃You work all day; you have a right to rest。〃
  〃But I don't want to rest;〃 Janet would declare; and rub the dishes the harder。
  With the spirit underlying this protest; Hannah sympathized。  Mother and
  daughter were alike in that both were inarticulate; but Janet had a secret
  contempt for Hannah's uncomplaining stoicism。  She loved her mother; in a way;
  especially at certain times;though she often wondered why she was unable to
  realize more fully the filial affection of tradition; but in moments of
  softening; such as these; she was filled with rage at the thought of any woman
  endowed with energy permitting herself to be overtaken and overwhelmed by such
  a fate as Hannah's: divorce; desertion; anything; she thought; would have been
  betteranything but to be cheated out of life。  Feeling the fires of rebellion
  burning hotly within her;rebellion against environment and driving necessity
  she would glance at her mother and ask herself whether it were possible that
  Hannah had ever known longings; had ever been wrung by inexpressible desires;
  desires in which the undiscovered spiritual was so alarmingly compounded with
  the undiscovered physical。  She would have died rather than speak to Hannah of
  these unfulfilled experiences; and the mere thought of confiding them to any
  person appalled her。  Even if there existed some wonderful; understanding being
  to whom she might be able thus to empty her soul; the thought of the ecstasy of
  that kenosis was too troubling to be dwelt upon。
  She had tried reading; with unfortunate results;perhaps because no Virgil had
  as yet appeared to guide her through the mysteries of that realm。  Her
  schooling had failed to instil into her a discriminating taste for literature;
  and when; on occasions; she had entered the Public Library opposite the Common
  it had been to stare hopelessly at rows of books whose authors and titles
  offered no clue to their contents。  Her few choices had not been happy; they
  had failed to interest and thrill。。。
  Of the Bumpus family Lise alone found refuge; distraction; and excitement in
  the vulgar modern world by which they were surrounded; and of whose
  heedlessness and remorselessness they were the victims。  Lise went out into it;
  became a part of it; returning only to sleep and eat;a tendency Hannah found
  unaccountable; and against which even her stoicism was not wholly proof。
  Scarce an evening went by without an expression of uneasiness from Hannah。
  〃She didn't happen to mention where she was going; did she; Janet?〃  Hannah
  would query; when she had finished her work and put on her spectacles to read
  the Banner。
  〃To the movies; I suppose;〃 Janet would reply。  Although well aware that her
  sister indulged in other distractions; she thought it useless to add to
  Hannah's disquietude。  And if she had little patience with Lise; she had less
  with the helpless attitude of her parents。
  〃Well;〃 Hannah would add; 〃I never can get used to her going out nights the way
  she does; and with young men and women I don't know anything about。  I wasn't
  brought up that way。  But as long as she's got to work for a living I guess
  there's no help for it。〃
  And she would glance at Edward。  It was obviously due to his inability
  adequately to cope with modern conditions that his daughters were forced to
  toil; but this was the nearest she ever came to reproaching him。  If he heard;
  he acquiesced humbly; and in silence: more often than not he was oblivious;
  buried in the mazes of the Bumpus family history; his papers spread out on the
  red cloth of the dining…room table; under the lamp。  Sometimes in his
  simplicity and with the enthusiasm that demands listeners he would read aloud
  to them a letter; recently received from a distant kinsman; an Alpheus Bumpus;
  let us say; who had migrated to California in search of wealth and fame; and
  who had found neither。  In spite of age and misfortunes; the liberal attitude
  of these western members of the family was always a matter of perplexity to
  Edward。
  〃He tells me they're going to give women the ballot;doesn't appear to be much
  concerned about his own womenfolks going to the polls。〃
  〃Why shouldn't they; if they want to?〃  Janet would exclaim; though she had
  given little thought to the question。
  Edward would mildly ignore this challenge。
  〃He has a house on what they call Russian Hill; and he can watch the vessels as
  they come in from Japan;〃 he would continue in his precise voice; emphasizing
  admirably the last syllables of the words 〃Russian;〃 〃vessels;〃 and 〃Japan。〃
  〃Wouldn't you like to see the letter?〃
  To do Hannah justice; although she was quite incapable of sharing his passion;
  she frequently feigned an interest; took the letter; presently handing it on to
  Janet who; in deciphering Alpheus's trembling calligraphy; pondered over his
  manifold woes。  Alpheus's son; who had had a good position in a sporting goods
  establishment on Market Street; was sick and in danger of losing it; the son's
  wife expecting an addition to the family; the house on Russian Hill mortgaged。
  Alpheus; a veteran of the Civil War; had been for many years preparing his
  reminiscences; but the newspapers nowadays seemed to care nothing for matters
  of solid worth; and so far had refused to publish them。。。。  Janet; as she read;
  reflected that these letters invariably had to relate tales of failures; of
  disapp