第 2 节
作者:交通工具类:沧海一叶舟      更新:2021-02-24 23:04      字数:9322
  he wondered if; after all; his trainingsome of ithad been wise。
  For six years he had had the boy under his exclusive care and guidance。
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  For six years the boy had eaten the food; worn the clothing; and studied
  the books of his father's choosing。 For six years that father had thought;
  planned; breathed; moved; lived for his son。 There had been no others in
  the   little   cabin。   There   had   been   only   the   occasional   trips   through    the
  woods   to   the   little   town   on   the   mountain…side   for   food   and   clothing;   to
  break the days of close companionship。
  All   this   the   man   had   planned   carefully。   He   had   meant   that   only   the
  good and beautiful should have place in David's youth。 It was not that he
  intended   that   evil;   unhappiness;   and   death   should   lack   definition;   only
  definiteness; in the boy's mind。 It should be a case where the good and the
  beautiful   should   so   fill   the   thoughts   that   there   would   be   no   room   for
  anything   else。   This   had   been   his   plan。 And   thus   far   he   had   succeeded
  succeeded   so      wonderfully   that   he   began   now;   in   the   face   of   his   own
  illness; and of what he feared would come of it; to doubt the wisdom of
  that planning。
  As he looked at the boy's rapt face; he remembered David's surprised
  questioning at the first dead squirrel he had found in the woods。 David was
  six then。
  〃Why; daddy; he's asleep; and he won't wake up!〃 he had cried。 Then;
  after a gentle touch: 〃And he's coldoh; so cold!〃
  The father had hurried his son away at the time; and had evaded his
  questions; and David had seemed content。 But the next day the boy had
  gone back to the subject。 His eyes were wide then; and a little frightened。
  〃Father; what is it to bedead?〃
  〃What do you mean; David?〃
  〃The boy  who   brings   the  milkhe had   the  squirrel this   morning。  He
  said it was not asleep。 It wasdead。〃
  〃It   means   that   the   squirrel;   the   real   squirrel   under   the   fur;   has   gone
  away; David。〃
  〃Where?〃
  〃To a far country; perhaps。〃
  〃Will he come back?〃
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  〃No。〃
  〃Did he want to go?〃
  〃We'll hope so。〃
  〃But he left hishis fur coat behind him。 Didn't he needthat?〃
  〃No; or he'd have taken it with him。〃
  David had fallen silent at this。 He had remained strangely silent indeed
  for some days; then; out in the woods with his father one morning; he gave
  a joyous shout。 He was standing by the ice…covered brook; and looking at
  a little black hole through which the hurrying water could be plainly seen。
  〃Daddy; oh; daddy; I know now how it is; about beingdead。〃
  〃WhyDavid!〃
  〃It's   like   the   water   in   the   brook;   you   know;   THAT'S   going   to   a   far
  country;   and   it   isn't   coming   back。   And   it   leaves   its   little   cold   ice…coat
  behind it just as the squirrel did; too。 It does n't need it。 It can go without it。
  Don't you see? And it's singinglisten!it's singing as it goes。 It WANTS
  to go!〃
  〃Yes;  David。〃 And   David's   father   had   sighed   with   relief   that   his   son
  had found his own explanation of the mystery; and one that satisfied。
  Later; in his books; David found death again。 It was a man; this time。
  The boy had looked up with startled eyes。
  〃Do people; real people; like you and me; be dead; father? Do they go
  to a far country?
  〃Yes; son in timeto a far country ruled over by a great and good King
  they tell us。
  David's father had trembled as he said it; and had waited fearfully for
  the result。 But David had only smiled happily as he answered:
  〃But they go singing; father; like the little brook。 You know I heard it!〃
  And there the matter had ended。 David was ten now; and not yet for
  him did death spell terror。 Because of this David's father was relieved; and
  yetstill because of thishe was afraid。
  〃David;〃 he said gently。 〃Listen to me。〃
  The boy turned with a long sigh。
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  〃Yes; father。〃
  〃We must go away。 Out in the great world there are men and women
  and children waiting for you。 You've a beautiful work to do; and one can't
  do one's work on a mountain…top。〃
  〃Why not? I like it here; and I've always been here。〃
  〃Not always; David; six years。 You were four when I brought you here。
  You don't remember; perhaps。〃
  David shook his head。 His eyes were again dreamily fixed on the sky。
  〃I think I'd like itto goif I could sail away on that little cloud…boat
  up there;〃 he murmured。
  The man sighed and shook his head。
  〃We can't go on cloud…boats。 We must walk; David; for a wayand we
  must   go   soonsoon;〃   he   added   feverishly。   〃I   must   get   you   backback
  among friends; before〃
  He rose unsteadily; and tried to walk erect。 His limbs shook; and the
  blood throbbed at his temples。 He was appalled at his weakness。 With a
  fierceness born of his terror he turned sharply to the boy at his side。
  〃David; we've got to go! We've got to goTO…MORROW!〃
  〃Father!〃
  〃Yes;   yes;   come!〃   He   stumbled blindly;   yet   in   some   way  he   reached
  the cabin door。
  Behind him David still sat; inert; staring。 The next minute the boy had
  sprung to his feet and was hurrying after his father。
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  CHAPTER II
  THE TRAIL
  A  curious   strength   seemed   to   have   come   to   the   man。   With   almost
  steady   hands   he   took   down   the   photographs   and   the   Sistine   Madonna;
  packing them neatly away in a box to be left。 From beneath his bunk he
  dragged a large; dusty traveling…bag; and in this he stowed a little food; a
  few garments; and a great deal of the music scattered about the room。
  David; in the doorway; stared in dazed wonder。 Gradually into his eyes
  crept a look never seen there before。
  〃Father; where are we going?〃 he asked at last in a shaking voice; as
  he came slowly into the room。
  〃Back; son; we're going back。〃
  〃To the village; where we get our eggs and bacon?〃
  〃No; no; lad; not there。 The other way。 We go down into the valley this
  time。〃
  〃The valleyMY valley; with the Silver Lake?〃
  〃Yes; my son; and beyondfar beyond。〃 The man spoke dreamily。 He
  was looking at a photograph in his hand。 It had slipped in among the loose
  sheets   of   music;   and   had   not   been   put   away   with   the   others。   It   was   the
  likeness of a beautiful woman。
  For a moment David eyed him uncertainly; then he spoke。
  〃Daddy; who is that? Who are all these people in the pictures? You've
  never told me about any of them except the little round one that you wear
  in your pocket。 Who are they?〃
  Instead   of   answering;   the   man   turned   faraway   eyes   on   the   boy   and
  smiled wistfully。
  〃Ah; David; lad; how  they'll love you! How they will love you!   But
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  you   mustn't   let   them   spoil   you;   son。 You   must   rememberremember   all
  I've told you。〃
  Once   again     David    asked   his   question;   but   this   time   the   man  only
  turned   back   to   the   photograph;   muttering   something   the   boy   could   not
  understand。
  After that David did not question any more。 He was too amazed; too
  distressed。   He   had   never   before   seen   his   father   like   this。   With   nervous
  haste the man was setting the little room to rights; crowding things into the
  bag; and packing other things away in an old trunk。 His cheeks were very
  red;   and   his   eyes   very   bright。   He   talked;   too;   almost   constantly;   though
  David could understand scarcely a word of what was said。 Later; the man
  caught   up   his   violin   and   played;   and   never   before   had   David   heard   his
  father play like that。 The boy's eyes filled; and his heart ached with a pain
  that   choked   and   numbedthough   why;   David   could   not   have   told。   Still
  later; the man dropped his violin and sank exhausted into a chair; and then
  David; worn and frightened with it all; crept to his bunk and fell