第 14 节
作者:津夏      更新:2021-02-24 22:46      字数:9319
  was so merry; and have the young couple indeed grown old so soon!
  It   seems   but   yesterday  …   and   yet   what   a   host   of   cares   and   griefs   are
  crowded into the intervening time which; reckoned by them; lengthens out
  into   a   century!   How   many   new   associations   have   wreathed   themselves
  about   their   hearts   since then! The   old   time   is   gone;   and   a new  time   has
  come for others … not for them。 They are but the rusting link that feebly
  joins the two; and is silently loosening its hold and dropping asunder。
  It seems but yesterday … and yet three of their children have sunk into
  the   grave;   and   the   tree   that   shades   it   has   grown   quite   old。   One   was   an
  infant … they wept for him; the next a girl; a slight young thing too delicate
  for earth … her loss was hard indeed to bear。 The third; a man。 That was the
  worst of all; but even that grief is softened now。
  It seems but yesterday … and yet how the gay and laughing faces of that
  bright   morning   have   changed   and   vanished   from   above   ground!   Faint
  likenesses   of   some   remain   about   them   yet;   but   they   are   very   faint   and
  scarcely to be traced。 The rest are only seen in dreams; and even they are
  unlike what they were; in eyes so old and dim。
  One or two dresses from the bridal wardrobe are yet preserved。 They
  are of   a quaint and antique   fashion;   and seldom  seen except in   pictures。
  White has turned yellow; and brighter hues have faded。 Do you wonder;
  child? The wrinkled face was once as smooth as yours; the eyes as bright;
  the shrivelled skin as fair and delicate。 It is the work of hands that have
  been dust these many years。
  Where   are   the   fairy   lovers   of   that   happy   day   whose   annual   return
  comes upon the old man and his wife; like the echo of some village bell
  which     has   long   been    silent?   Let  yonder     peevish    bachelor;    racked    by
  rheumatic   pains;   and   quarrelling   with   the   world;   let   him   answer   to   the
  question。 He recollects something of a favourite playmate; her name was
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  Lucy … so they tell him。 He is not sure whether she was married; or went
  abroad; or died。 It is a long while ago; and he don't remember。
  Is nothing as it used to be; does no one feel; or think; or act; as in days
  of yore? Yes。 There is an aged woman who once lived servant with the old
  lady's   father;   and   is   sheltered   in   an   alms…   house   not   far   off。   She   is   still
  attached to the family; and loves them all; she nursed the children in her
  lap; and tended in their sickness those who are no more。 Her old mistress
  has still something of youth in her eyes; the young ladies are like what she
  was   but   not   quite   so   handsome;   nor   are   the   gentlemen   as   stately  as   Mr。
  Harvey used to be。 She has seen a great deal of trouble; her husband and
  her son died long ago; but she has got over that; and is happy now … quite
  happy。
  If ever her attachment to her old protectors were disturbed by fresher
  cares and hopes; it has long since resumed its former current。 It has filled
  the   void   in   the   poor   creature's   heart;   and   replaced   the   love   of   kindred。
  Death has not left her alone; and this; with a roof above her head; and a
  warm      hearth   to  sit  by;   makes    her   cheerful    and   contented。     Does    she
  remember the marriage of great…grandmamma? Ay; that she does; as well …
  as if it was only yesterday。 You wouldn't think it to look at her now; and
  perhaps she ought not to say so of herself; but she was as smart a young
  girl then as you'd wish to see。 She recollects she took a friend of hers up…
  stairs   to   see   Miss   Emma   dressed   for   church;   her   name   was   …   ah!   she
  forgets the name; but she remembers that she was a very pretty girl; and
  that she married not long afterwards; and lived … it has quite passed out of
  her mind where she lived; but she knows she had a bad husband who used
  her ill; and that she died in Lambeth work…house。 Dear; dear; in Lambeth
  workhouse!
  And the old couple … have they no comfort or enjoyment of existence?
  See     them    among     their   grandchildren      and   great…    grandchildren;      how
  garrulous   they   are;   how   they   compare   one   with   another;   and   insist   on
  likenesses which no one else can see; how gently the old lady lectures the
  girls    on   points   of   breeding    and    decorum;     and   points    the   moral    by
  anecdotes of herself in her young days … how the old gentleman chuckles
  over boyish feats and roguish tricks; and tells long stories of a 'barring…out'
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  achieved at the school he went to: which was very wrong; he tells the boys;
  and never to be imitated of course; but which he cannot help letting them
  know was very pleasant too … especially when he kissed the master's niece。
  This last; however; is a point on which the old lady is very tender; for she
  considers it a shocking and indelicate thing to talk about; and always says
  so whenever it is mentioned; never failing to observe that he ought to be
  very   penitent   for   having   been   so   sinful。   So   the   old   gentleman   gets   no
  further;   and   what   the   schoolmaster's   niece   said   afterwards   (which   he   is
  always going to tell) is lost to posterity。
  The   old   gentleman   is   eighty   years   old;   to…day   …   'Eighty   years   old;
  Crofts; and never had a headache;' he tells the barber who shaves him (the
  barber being a young fellow; and very subject to that complaint)。 'That's a
  great   age;   Crofts;'   says   the   old   gentleman。   'I   don't   think   it's   sich   a   wery
  great    age;    Sir;'  replied   the   barber。    'Crofts;'   rejoins   the   old   gentleman;
  'you're talking nonsense to me。 Eighty not a great age?' 'It's a wery great
  age; Sir; for a gentleman to be as healthy and active as you are;' returns the
  barber; 'but my grandfather; Sir; he was ninety…four。' 'You don't mean that;
  Crofts?' says the old gentleman。 'I do indeed; Sir;' retorts the barber; 'and as
  wiggerous       as   Julius   Caesar;     my    grandfather      was。'   The    old   gentleman
  muses a little time; and then says; 'What did he die of; Crofts?' 'He died
  accidentally;   Sir;'   returns   the barber;   'he didn't   mean   to do   it。   He   always
  would go a running about the streets … walking never satisfied HIS spirit …
  and     he  run    against    a  post   and    died   of  a   hurt   in  his   chest。'   The   old
  gentleman says no more until the shaving is concluded; and then he gives
  Crofts   half…a…crown         to   drink  his   health。   He   is   a   little   doubtful   of   the
  barber's     veracity    afterwards;      and   telling   the   anecdote     to   the  old   lady;
  affects to make very light of it … though to be sure (he adds) there was old
  Parr;   and   in   some   parts   of   England;   ninety…five   or   so   is   a   common   age;
  quite a common age。
  This   morning   the   old   couple   are   cheerful   but   serious;   recalling   old
  times     as  well    as  they    can   remember       them;    and    dwelling     upon    many
  passages   in   their   past   lives   which   the   day   brings   to   mind。  The   old   lady
  reads     aloud;    in  a  tremulous      voice;    out   of  a  great   Bible;    and    the  old
  gentleman with his hand to his ear;  listens with   profound respect。 When
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  the book is closed; they sit silent for a short space; and afterwards resume
  their   conversation;   with   a   reference   perhaps   to   their   dead   children;   as   a
  subject not unsuited to that they have just left。 By degrees they are led to
  consider      which    of  those    who    survive    are   the  most    like  those    dearly…
  remembered objects; and so they fall into a less solemn strain; and become
  cheerful again。
  How many people in all; grandchildren; great…grandchildren; and one
  or   two   intimate   friends   of   the   family;   dine   together   to…day   at   the   eldest
  son's to congratulate the old couple; and wish them many happy returns; is
  a calculation beyond our powers; but this we know; that the old couple no
  sooner present themselves; very sprucely and carefully attired; than there
  is a violent shouting and rushing forward of the younger branches with all
  manner       of  presents;