第 4 节
作者:热带雨淋      更新:2021-02-24 22:27      字数:9322
  of a Kinsuka petal has neither name nor destination。  It offers
  no answer to any question。  She whom you love is like that
  perfect bead of dew。
  Arjuna
  Has she no tie with the world?  Can she be merely like a fragment
  of heaven dropped on the earth through the carelessness of a
  wanton god?
  Chitra
  Yes。
  Arjuna
  Ah; that is why I always seem about to lose you。  My heart is
  unsatisfied; my mind knows no peace。  Come closer to me;
  unattainable one!  Surrender yourself to the bonds of name and
  home and parentage。  Let my heart feel you on all sides and live
  with you in the peaceful security of love。
  Chitra
  Why this vain effort to catch and keep the tints of the clouds;
  the dance of the waves; the smell of the flowers?
  Arjuna
  Mistress mine; do not hope to pacify love with airy nothings。
  Give me something to clasp; something that can last longer than
  pleasure; that can endure even through suffering。
  Chitra
  Hero mine; the year is not yet full; and you are tired already!
  Now I know that it is Heaven's blessing that has made the
  flower's term of life short。  Could this body of mine have
  drooped and died with the flowers of last spring it surely would
  have died with honour。  Yet; its days are numbered; my love。
  Spare it not; press it dry of honey; for fear your beggar's heart
  come back to it again and again with unsated desire; like a
  thirsty bee when summer blossoms lie dead in the dust。
  SCENE VII
  Madana
  TONIGHT is thy last night。
  Vasanta
  The loveliness of your body will return tomorrow to the
  inexhaustible stores of the spring。  The ruddy tint of thy lips
  freed from the memory of Arjuna's kisses; will bud anew as a pair
  of fresh asoka leaves; and the soft; white glow of thy skin will
  be born again in a hundred fragrant jasmine flowers。
  Chitra
  O gods; grant me this my prayer!  Tonight; in its last hour let
  my beauty flash its brightest; like the final flicker of a dying
  flame。
  Madana
  Thou shalt have thy wish。
  SCENE VIII
  Villagers
  WHO will protect us now?
  Arjuna
  Why; by what danger are you threatened?
  Villagers
  The robbers are pouring from the northern hills like a mountain
  flood to devastate our village。
  Arjuna
  Have you in this kingdom no warden?
  Villagers
  Princess Chitra was the terror of all evil doers。  While she was
  in this happy land we feared natural deaths; but had no other
  fears。  Now she has gone on a pilgrimage; and none knows where to
  find her。
  Arjuna
  Is the warden of this country a woman?
  Villagers
  Yes; she is our father and mother in one。
  'Exeunt。
  Enter CHITRA。
  Chitra
  Why are you sitting all alone?
  Arjuna
  I am trying to imagine what kind of woman Princess Chitra may be。
  I hear so many stories of her from all sorts of men。
  Chitra
  Ah; but she is not beautiful。  She has no such lovely eyes as
  mine; dark as death。  She can pierce any target she will; but not
  our hero's heart。
  Arjuna
  They say that in valour she is a man; and a woman in tenderness。
  Chitra
  That; indeed; is her greatest misfortune。  When a woman is merely
  a woman; when she winds herself round and round men's hearts with
  her smiles and sobs and services and caressing endearments; then
  she is happy。  Of what use to her are learning and great
  achievements?  Could you have seen her only yesterday in the
  court of the Lord Shiva's temple by the forest path; you would
  have passed by without deigning to look at her。  But have you
  grown so weary of woman's beauty that you seek in her for a man's
  strength?
  With green leaves wet from the spray of the foaming waterfall; I
  have made our noonday bed in a cavern dark as night。  There the
  cool of the soft green mosses thick on the black and dripping
  stone; kisses your eyes to sleep。  Let me guide you thither。
  Arjuna
  Not today; beloved。
  Chitra
  Why not today?
  Arjuna
  I have heard that a horde of robbers has neared the plains。
  Needs must I go and prepare my weapons to protect the frightened
  villagers。
  Chitra
  You need have no fear for them。  Before she started on her
  pilgrimage; Princess Chitra had set strong guards at all the
  frontier passes。
  Arjuna
  Yet permit me for a short while to set about a Kshatriya's work。
  With new glory will I ennoble this idle arm; and make of it a
  pillow more worthy of your head。
  Chitra
  What if I refuse to let you go; if I keep you entwined in my
  arms?  Would you rudely snatch yourself free and leave me?  Go
  then!  But you must know that the liana; once broken in two;
  never joins again。  Go; if your thirst is quenched。  But; if not;
  then remember that the goddess of pleasure is fickle; and waits
  for no man。  Sit for a while; my lord!  Tell me what uneasy
  thoughts tease you。  Who occupied your mind today?  Is it Chitra?
  Arjuna
  Yes; it is Chitra。  I wonder in fulfilment of what vow she has
  gone on her pilgrimage。  Of what could she stand in need?
  Chitra
  Her needs?  Why; what has she ever had; the unfortunate creature?
  Her very qualities are as prison walls; shutting her woman's
  heart in a bare cell。  She is obscured; she is unfulfilled。  Her
  womanly love must content itself dressed in rags; beauty is
  denied  her。   She  is like the spirit of  a  cheerless  morning;
  sitting upon the stony mountain peak; all her light blotted out
  by dark clouds。  Do not ask me of her life。  It will never sound
  sweet to man's ear。
  Arjuna
  I am eager to learn all about her。  I am like a traveller come to
  a strange city at midnight。  Domes and towers and garden…trees
  look vague and shadowy; and the dull moan of the sea comes
  fitfully through the silence of sleep。  Wistfully he waits for
  the morning to reveal to him all the strange wonders。  Oh; tell
  me her story。
  Chitra
  What more is there to tell?
  Arjuna
  I seem to see her; in my mind's eye; riding on a white horse;
  proudly holding the reins in her left hand; and in her right a
  bow; and like the Goddess of Victory dispensing glad hope all
  round her。  Like a watchful lioness she protects the litter at
  her dugs with a fierce love。  Woman's arms; though adorned with
  naught but unfettered strength; are beautiful!  My heart is
  restless; fair one; like a serpent reviving from his long
  winter's sleep。  Come; let us both race on swift horses side by
  side; like twin orbs of light sweeping through space。  Out from
  this slumbrous prison of green gloom; this dank; dense cover of
  perfumed intoxication; choking breath。
  Chitra
  Arjuna; tell me true; if; now at once; by some magic I could
  shake myself free from this voluptuous softness; this timid bloom
  of beauty shrinking from the rude and healthy touch of the world;
  and fling it from my body like borrowed clothes; would you be
  able to bear it?  If I stand up straight and strong with the
  strength of a daring heart spurning the wiles and arts of twining
  weakness; if I hold my head high like a tall young mountain fir;
  no longer trailing in the dust like a liana; shall I then appeal
  to man's eye?   No; no; you could not endure it。  It is better
  that I should keep spread about me all the dainty playthings of
  fugitive youth; and wait for you in patience。  When it pleases
  you to return; I will smilingly pour out for you the wine of
  pleasure in the cup of this beauteous body。  When you are tired
  and satiated with this wine; you can go to work or play; and when
  I grow old I will accept humbly and gratefully whatever corner is
  left for me。  Would it please your heroic soul if the playmate of
  the night aspired to be the helpmeet of the day; if the left arm
  learnt to share th