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作者:浮游云中      更新:2021-02-21 16:36      字数:9322
  of a tree behind the parlour doors; and a kindly; generous Saint who knew
  all their wants; and needed no rod THIS year。
  One   little   lad;   with   a   pinched   white   face;   and   with   only   an   empty
  certainty to look forward to; was singing shrilly in the sharp; still air; 〃Zu
  Bethlehem geboren; ist uns ein Kindelein;〃 as he gazed wistfully at a shop
  window       piled   high    with   crisp   gingerbread;      marzipan;     chocolate     under
  every guise; and tempting cakes。              A great rough peasant coming out; saw
  him;  turned   back;   and   a   moment   later   thrust   a   gingerbread   Santa   Klaus;
  with   currant   eyes   and   sugar   trimming   to his   coat   and   cap;   into   the half…
  fearful   little   hands。   〃Hab'  ebenso   ein   Kerlchen   zu   Haus';〃   he said   to   me
  apologetically as he passed。
  I waited to see Santa Klaus disappear; but no; the child looked at the
  cake; sighed deeply with the cruel effort of resistance; and refrained。                        It
  was all his Christmas and he would keep it。                  He gazed and gazed; then a
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  smile rippled across the wan little face and he broke out in another carol;
  〃Es kam ein Engel hell und klar vom Himmel zu der Hirten Schaar;〃 and
  hugging his Santa Klaus carefully; wandered away down the now brilliant
  streets:    he did not know he was hungry any more; the angel had come
  with good tidings。
  As   I   passed   along   the   streets   I   could   see   through  the   uncurtained
  windows that   in   some   houses   Christmas   had begun   already  for   the little
  ones。     Then   the   bells   rang   out   deep…mouthed;   carrying   the   call   of   the
  eager Church to her children; far up the valley and across the frozen river。
  And   they   answered;   the   great   church   was   packed   from   end   to   end;   and
  from my place by the door I saw that two tiny Christmas trees bright with
  coloured candles burnt either side of the Holy Child。
  A blue…black sky ablaze with stars for His glory; a fresh white robe for
  stained and tired earth; so we went to Bethlehem in the rare stillness of the
  early morning。       The Church; having no stars; had lighted candles; and we
  poor sinful men having no white robes of our own had craved them of the
  Great King at her hands。
  And so in the stillness; with tapers within and stars alight without; with
  a white…clad earth; and souls forgiven; the Christ Child came to those who
  looked for His appearing。
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  A Christmas Idyll
  THE Child with the wondering eyes sat on the doorstep; on either side
  of her a tramp cat in process of becoming a recognised member of society。
  On the flagged path in front the brown brethren were picking up crumbs。
  The    cats'  whiskers     trembled;    but   they   sat  still;  proudly   virtuous;   and
  conscious each of a large saucer of warm milk within。
  〃What;〃 said the Child; 〃is a symbol?〃
  The cats looked grave。
  The    Child    rose;  went    into   the  house;    and   returned    with   a  well…
  thumbed brown book。           She turned the pages thoughtfully; and read aloud;
  presumably for the benefit of the cats:           〃In a symbol there is concealment
  yet revelation; the infinite is made to blend with the finite; to stand visible;
  and as it were attainable there。〃 The Child sighed; 〃We had better go to the
  Recluse;〃 she said。       So the three went。
  It was a cold; clear; bright day; a typical Christmas Eve。              There was a
  carpet of crisp snow on the ground; and a fringe of icicles hung from every
  vantage…point。       The cats; not having been accustomed to the delights of
  domesticity; trotted along cheerfully despite the chill to their toes; and they
  soon came to the forest which all three knew very well indeed。                    It was a
  beautiful   forest   like   a   great   cathedral;   with   long   aisles   cut   between   the
  splendid   upstanding   pine   trees。      The   green…fringed   boughs   were   heavy
  with snow; the straight strong stems caught and reflected the stray sun rays;
  and   looking   up   through   the   arches   and   delicate   tracery   and   interlaced
  branches     the   eye  caught    the   wonderful     blue  of   the  great   domed    roof
  overhead。      The cats walked delicately; fearful of temptation in the way of
  rabbits or frost…tamed birds; and the Child lilted a quaint German hymn to
  a strange old tune:…
  〃Ein Kind gebor'n zu Bethlehem。 Alleluja! Dess freuet sich Jerusalem;
  Alleluja!     Alleluja!〃
  The   Recluse     was   sitting  on   a  bench    outside    his  cave。   He     was
  dressed in a brown robe; his eyes were like stars wrapped in brown velvet;
  his   face   was   strong   and   gentle;   his   hair   white   although   he   looked   quite
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  young。      He greeted the Child very kindly and stroked the cats。
  〃You have come to ask me a question; Child?〃
  〃If you please;〃 said the Child; 〃what is a symbol?〃
  〃Ah;〃 said the Recluse; 〃I might have known you would ask me that。〃
  〃The     Sage   says;〃   went    on   the  Child;   〃that   it  is  concealment     yet
  revelation。〃
  The Recluse nodded。
  〃Just as a mystery that we cannot understand is the greatest possible
  wisdom。       Go   in   and   sit   by   my   fire;   Child;   there   are   chestnuts   on   the
  hearth; and you will find milk in the brown jug。 I will show you a symbol
  presently。〃
  The Child and the two cats went into the cave and sat down by the fire。
  It was warm and restful after the biting air。             The cats purred pleasantly;
  the Child sat with her chin in her hand watching the glowing wood burn
  red and white on the great hearthstone。
  〃The     Recluse     generally     answers     my    questions    by    showing     me
  something I have seen for a long time but never beheld; or heard and never
  lent ear。    I wonder what it will be this time;〃 she said to herself。
  The grateful warmth made the Child sleepy; and she gave a start when
  she found the Recluse standing by her with outstretched hand。
  〃Come;      dear   Child;〃    he   said;  and    leaving    the  sleeping    cats   she
  followed him; her hand in his。
  The air was full of wonderful sound; voices and song; and the cry of
  the bells。
  The   Child   wondered;   and   then   remembered   it   was   Christmas   night。
  The   Recluse   led   her   down   a   little   passage   and   opened   a   door。    They
  stepped out together; but not into the forest。
  〃This   is   the   front   door   of   my   house;〃   said   the   Recluse;   with   a   little
  smile。
  They stood on a white road; on one side a stretch of limestone down;
  on the other steep terraces with gardens and vineyard。                 The air was soft
  and   warm;   and   sweet   with the   breath   of   lilies。  The heaven   was   ablaze
  with stars; across the plain to the east the dawn was breaking。               A group of
  strangely…clad men went down the road followed by a flock of sheep。
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  〃Let us go with them;〃 said the Recluse; and hand in hand they went。
  The  road   curved to the  right;   round the  bend; cut   in   the  living   rock;
  was a cave; the shepherds stopped and knelt; and there was no sound but
  the soft rapid breathing of the flock。             Then the Child was filled with an
  overmastering   longing;   a   desire   so   great   that   the   tears   sprang   hot   to   her
  eyes。     She     dropped     the   Recluse's    hand    and    went    forward     where    the
  shepherds knelt。        Once again the air was full of wonderful sound; voices
  and song; and the cry of the bells; but within all was silence。                     The cave
  was   rough…hewn;   and   stabled   an   ox   and   an   ass;   close   to   the   front   a   tall
  strong man leaning on a staff kept watch and ward; within knelt a peasant
  Maid;   and   on   a   heap   of   yellow   straw   lay   a   tiny   new…born   Babe   loosely
  wrapped in   a linen   cloth:        around   and   above  were  wonderful   figures of
  fire and mist。
  The infinite; visible and attainable。
  The mystery which is the greatest possible wisdom。
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  〃Come; Child;〃 said th