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作者:浮游云中      更新:2021-02-21 16:36      字数:9322
  consciousness of sins and shortcomings we stretch out longing welcoming
  hands     to  our   grey   brethren    with    their  inheritance     of  faithfulness    and
  steadfastness under persecution; and their many gifts and graces; and we
  cry; in the words of the Song of Songs which is Solomon's:                    〃O my dove;
  that art in the clefts of the rock; in the secret places of the stairs; let me see
  thy   countenance;   let   me   hear   thy   voice;   for   sweet   is   thy   voice;   and   thy
  countenance is comely。〃           〃Rise up; my love; my fair one; and come away。
  For lo; the winter is past; the rain is over and gone。〃
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  A Song of Low Degree
  LORD; I   am small;  and yet   so great; The whole   world stands to   my
  estate; And in Thine Image I create。 The sea is mine; and the broad sky Is
  mine   in   its   immensity:   The   river   and   the   river's   gold;   The   earth's   hid
  treasures   manifold; The   love   of   creatures   small   and   great;   Save   where   I
  reap   a   precious   hate; The   noon…tide   sun   with   hot   caress; The   night   with
  quiet loneliness; The wind that bends the pliant trees; The whisper of the
  summer breeze; The kiss of snow and rain; the star That shines a greeting
  from afar; All; all are mine; and yet so small Am I; that lo; I needs must
  call;   Great   King;   upon   the   Babe   in   Thee; And   crave   that   Thou   would'st
  give to me The grace of Thy humility。
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  A German Christmas Eve
  IT was intensely cold; Father Rhine was frozen over; so he may speak
  for    it;  and  for   days   we    had   lived   to   the  merry     jangle   and    clang   of
  innumerable sleigh bells; in a white and frost…bound world。                      As I passed
  through   the   streets;   crowded   with   stolidly   admiring          peasants   from   the
  villages round; I caught the dear remembered 'Gruss Gott!' and 'All' Heil!'
  of the countryside; which town life quickly stamps out along with many
  other gentle observances。
  〃Gelobt   sei   Jesu   Christ!〃   cried   little   Sister   Hilarius;   coming   on   me
  suddenly  at   a   corner;   her   round   face   aglow   with   the   sharp   air;   her   arms
  filled with queer…shaped bundles。             She begs for her sick poor as she goes
  along … meat here; some bread there; a bottle of good red wine:                        I fancy
  few refuse her。       She nursed me once; the good little sister; with unceasing
  care   and   devotion;   and   all   the   dignity   of   a   scant   five   feet。 〃Ach;   Du
  lieber Gott; such gifts!〃 she added; with a radiant smile; and vanished up a
  dirty stairway。
  In   the   Quergasse   a   jay   fell   dead   at   my   feet   …   one   of   the   many   birds
  which      perished    thus   …  he   had   flown    townwards       too  late。   Up     at  the
  Jagdschloss the wild creatures; crying a common truce of hunger; trooped
  each day to the clearing by the Jager's cottage for the food spread for them。
  The  great   tusked boar   of  the Taunus   with   his brother  of Westphalia;  the
  timid     roe   deer   with    her   scarcely    braver    mate;    foxes;    hares;   rabbits;
  feathered      game;    and   tiny   songbirds     of   the  woods;     gathered     fearlessly
  together and fed at the hand of their common enemy … a millennial banquet
  truly。
  The     market…place       was    crowded;      and   there    were    Christmas      trees
  everywhere; crying aloud in bushy nakedness for their rightful fruit。                      The
  old   peasant   women;  rolled   in   shawls;  with large  handkerchiefs tied  over
  their   caps;   warmed   their   numb   and   withered   hands   over   little   braziers
  while   they   guarded   the   gaily   decked   treasure…laden   booths;   from   whose
  pent…roofs Father Winter had hung a fringe of glittering icicles。
  Many       of   the   stalls   were    entirely    given    over    to   Christmas…tree
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  splendours。       Long     trails  of  gold   and    silver  ENGELSHAAR;            piles   of
  candles   …   red;   yellow;   blue;   green;   violet;   and   white   …   a   rainbow   of   the
  Christian virtues and the Church's Year; boxes of frost and snow; festoons
  of coloured beads; fishes with gleaming scales; glass…winged birds; Santa
  Klaus in frost…bedecked mantle and scarlet cap; angels with trumpets set to
  their   waxen   lips;   and   everywhere   and   above   all   the   image   of   the   Holy
  Child。      Sometimes       it  was    the   tiny  waxen     Bambino;      in   its  pathetic
  helplessness; sometimes the Babe Miraculous; standing with outstretched
  arms awaiting the world's embrace … Mary's Son; held up in loving hands
  to bless; or the Heavenly Child…King with crown and lily sceptre;  borne
  high    by   Joseph;    that   gentle;   faithful   servitor。   It   was   the   festival   of
  Bethlehem;       feast    of  never…ending       keeping;     which    has    its  crowning
  splendour on Christmas Day。
  A  Sister   passed   with   a   fat;   rosy   little   girl   in   either   hand;   they   were
  chattering merrily of the gift they were to buy for the dear Christkind; the
  gift which Sister said He would send some ragged child to receive for Him。
  They came back to the poor booth close to where I was standing。                       It was
  piled with warm garments; and after much consultation a little white vest
  was chosen … the elder child rejected pink; she knew the Christkind would
  like white best … then they trotted off down a narrow turning to the church;
  and I followed。
  The Creche stood without the chancel; between the High Altar and that
  of Our Lady of Sorrows。            It was very simple。        A blue paper background
  spangled with stars; a roughly thatched roof supported on four rude posts;
  at the back; ox and ass lying among the straw with which the ground was
  strewn。     The figures were life…size; of carved and painted wood:                 Joseph;
  tall and dignified; stood as guardian; leaning on his staff; Mary knelt with
  hands slightly uplifted in loving adoration; and the Babe lay in front on a
  truss   of   straw   disposed   as   a   halo。  It   was   the   World's   Child;   and   the
  position emphasised it。         Two or three hard…featured peasants knelt telling
  their beads; and a group of children with round; blue eyes and stiff; flaxen
  pigtails; had   gathered   in   front;   and   were pointing   and softly  whispering。
  My little friends trotted up; crossed themselves; it was evidently the little
  one's first visit。
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  〃Guck! guck mal an;〃 she cried; clapping her fat gloved hands; 〃sieh
  mal an das Wickelkind!〃
  〃Dass ist unser Jesu;〃 said the elder; and the little one echoed 〃Unser
  Jesu; unser Jesu!〃
  Then     the   vest   was   brought     out   and   shown     …  why    not;   it  was   the
  Christchild's own? … and the pair trotted away again followed by the bright;
  patient   Sister。    Presently  everyone   clattered   out;   and   I   was   left   alone   at
  the crib of Bethlehem; the gate of the Kingdom of Heaven。
  It was my family; my only family; but like the ever…widening circle on
  the   surface   of   a   lake   into   which   a   stone   has   been   flung;   here;   from   this
  great   centre;   spread   the   wonderful   ever…widening   relationship   …   the   real
  brotherhood        of  the   world。     It   is  at  the   Crib   that   everything     has    its
  beginning;  not   at   the   Cross;   and   it   is   only   as   little   children   that   we   can
  enter into the Kingdom of Heaven。
  When I went out again into the streets it was nearly dark。                       Anxious
  mothers   hurried   past   on   late;   mysterious   errands;   papas   who   were   not
  wanted until the last moment chatted gaily to each other at street corners;
  and   exchanged   recollections;   maidservants   hastened   from   shop   to   shop
  with     large    baskets     already     heavily     laden;     and    the   children     were
  everywhere; important with secrets; comfortably secure in the knowledge
  of a tree behind the parlour doors; and a kindly; generous Saint who knew
  all their wants; and needed no rod THIS year。
  One   little   lad;   with