第 119 节
作者:北方网      更新:2021-02-21 16:35      字数:9322
  The young man slowly raised his head and looked at Kleber with his
  great blue eyes。 〃General;〃 he said; softly; 〃I myself do not know
  what agitated me so much。 We were both standing before the bed of a
  sick man; to whom I handed a pitcher of water which he begged for
  earnestly。 He fixed his great eyes upon me; and his quivering lips
  murmured: 'God bless you! all saints and angels protect you!' As he
  spoke these words; there resounded in my heart the echo of a time
  long since past。 It seemed to me as if suddenly a dark curtain
  parted; and I looked as in a dream at a wondrous; brilliant
  spectacle。 I saw a beautiful and dignified woman of princely figure;
  of noble; majestic nature。 With her I saw two children; a girl and a
  boy; whom she led by the hand; and with whom she walked through a
  long hall which was filled with rows of beds。 And as she walked
  there; it seemed as if the sun lightened up the dismal hall; and
  illumined the pale faces of the sick ones。 They raised themselves up
  in their beds and extended their thin; emaciated hands to the tall
  lady; and thanked her with earnest blessings for her visit and her
  comforting words。 There was only one of the patients who did not
  rise; but lay stiff upon his bed and moaned and sighed and whispered
  unintelligible words; which no one heeded; because the attention of
  all was fixed upon the great visitor。 But the boy who was walking by
  the side of the tall lady had understood the sobs of the sick one。
  He left his mother; took the jug which stood upon a table between
  two beds; filled a glass with water from it; and held it to the dry;
  quivering lips of the sick one。 He drank greedily; and then fixed
  his eyes upon the boy and lisped the words: 'God bless you! all
  saints and angels protect you!' And all the people repeated aloud:
  'God bless you; all saints and angels protect you!' The dignified
  lady stooped with a heavenly smile to her son; pressed a tender kiss
  upon his golden locks; and repeated the same words aloud。 This;
  general; was the fantasy which suddenly appeared before my eyes when
  the patient spoke those words to…day。 It seemed to me as if I
  perceived all at once a long…silent song of home。 I heard the
  wonderful voice of the exalted lady who spoke those words。 It seemed
  to me as if I felt the kiss which she then imprinted on the head of
  the five…year…old boy; felt it to my inmost heart; and it glowed
  there with the fire of an undying love; and shook my whole being;
  and filled my eyes with tears。 You will not chide me for that;
  general; for those were the lips of my mother who pressed that kiss
  of blessing on her unhappy son。〃
  He ceased; tears choked his utterance; and; as if ashamed of his
  deep emotion; he hid his face in his hands。
  General Kleber turned away too; and put his hand over his eyes; as
  though a film had come over them。 Then; after a long pause he gently
  laid his hand upon the shoulder of the young man; who was still
  sitting with covered face。
  〃Such memories are holy;〃 he said; 〃and I honor them; my dear;
  faithful son。 May the blessing which then fell from the lips of a
  woman whom I too knew and honored; but whose name may never be
  spoken between us; may it be fulfilled to you! May angels and saints
  protect you when men shall no longer have the power; and when fate
  shall separate you from those who have devoted their love and
  fidelity to you!〃
  The youth let his hands fall from his face; and looked at the
  general with a startled; searching glance。
  〃What do you mean; uncle? You do not mean to say that〃
  〃That we must part? Yes; my dear nephew; that is what I must say;〃
  interrupted Kleber; sadly。 〃This word has long been burning in my
  soul; and it is necessary that I speak it。 Yes; we must part;
  Louis。〃
  〃Why; oh why?〃 asked Louis; bitterly。 〃Why will you too drive me
  away? You; the only one who loves me a little!〃
  〃Exactly because I love youexactly for that reason must I separate
  myself from you。 Since we came to Egypt you have been sickly; your
  cheeks have become pale。 The fulness of your limbs has gone; and the
  dry and hard cough that troubles you every morning has long made me
  anxious; as you know。 On that account; after all the appliances of
  my physician failed; I applied; as you know; to the physician of the
  commanding general; to Corvisart; and he has subjected you to a
  thorough examination。〃
  〃It is true;〃 said Louis; thoughtfully; 〃he has investigated me with
  the carefulness of a merchant who is about to buy a slave and means
  to test him。 He made a hearing…trumpet of his ear and laid it on my
  breast; and listened while I had to breathe as if I were a volcano。
  He put his ear to my heart; he told me that his father had been
  physician at the French court; and that the murdered queen had a
  great deal of confidence in him; and then he wondered that my heart
  beat so violently while he told me this。〃
  〃And the result of all these investigations is; that you must return
  to Europe; Louis;〃 said Kleber; sadly。 〃Corvisart had declared it an
  unavoidable necessity for your constitution; and the command of the
  physician must be obeyed as if it were the command of God。 You
  cannot endure the climate of Egypt; so says Corvisart; and if your
  life is not to be shortened and you to be made a perpetual invalid;
  you must return to Europe as quickly as possible; for only there
  will you recover and grow strong。 You see therefore; Louis; that I
  must separate from you; although it is a sore thing for me to do;
  for I love you as my own son; and I have no one in the world who is
  nearly related to me。〃
  〃And I; whom else have I in the world?〃 asked Louis; bitterly。 〃Who
  has interest in me excepting you? Ah; general; do not drive me from
  you。 Believe me; it is better for me if for a few short and happy
  years I live at your side; and then breathe my last sigh in your
  faithful and tender arms; than if I have to wander solitary and
  friendless through the strange; cold world; where no one loves me;
  and where I shall always be surrounded by enemies; or by those who
  are indifferent。 It may be that my body will gain health and
  strength in the air of Europe; but my heart will always be sick
  there; for it will lose its home when it shall have lost you; my
  fatherly friend。〃
  General Kleber slowly shook his head。 〃In youth one sorrows and
  forgets it quickly。〃
  〃General; do you say that to me; after seeing me weep in the
  hospital because the word of a dying man called back the
  recollection of my earliest childhood? Oh; believe me; my heart
  forgets its sorrows never; and if I must return to France; to Paris;
  it will seem to me as if I had always to be climbing the hill of
  Calvary with bloody feet to reach the top where I might perish on
  the cross。 For; believe me; general; my whole life will be nothing
  but such a wandering through scenes of pain if you drive me from the
  refuge that your love has offered me。 Leave me here; let me live in
  secrecy and silence beneath the pinions of your love; and do not
  believe what the physicians tell you。 Man's life lies in the hands
  of God; and if He will sustain it; it is as safe in the deserts of
  Egypt as in Paris; the capital of the world。〃
  〃Because God will sustain your life; Louis; for that very reason; He
  instructs me; through the voice of the physician; what my duty is;
  bids me conquer my own grief; and send the son of my heart to his
  distant home。 No; Louis; it is a decided thing; we must part; you
  must return to France。〃
  〃And if it is true;〃 asked Louis; bitterly; 〃if I am then really to
  return to France; why must we part? Why must I return without you?
  Why; if you really love me; do you not accompany me? I heard you say
  yesterday that several ships; with a part of our troops; were to
  return to France。 Why; then; can you not go back with me?〃
  〃Why?〃 asked Kleber; sadly。 〃I will tell you; Louis: because
  Bonaparte will not allow it。 Listen; my son; I will communicate a
  secret to you: there has news come within the last few days; the
  first that we have received for ten months。 The newspapers which
  have arrived bring very unwelcome intelligence; they inform us that
  all the advantages gained in Italy by the French army have been
  lostthat France is arrayed against Austria; Spain; and all the
  European powersthat the French Government is threatened by
  internal factions; which threaten to bring back the reign of terror。
  I watched Bonaparte's face as he read these papers; and I saw there
  what he was resolved to do。 He will; as soon as he shall gain one
  more great victory; leave Egypt and return to France。〃
  〃He will not return without you; the faithfulest and boldest of his
  generals。 You know well that you are called the right…hand man of
  Bonaparte。〃
  〃Bonaparte means to show the world that he is not only the head; but
  the right arm too; the heart; the foot; the soul of the French army!
  And because he means to show this; he will return alone to France;
  only a few of his faithful subordinates will accompany him; the men
  who might even oppose him; and put hinderances in the path of his
  growing ambition; will remain here。 Now do you believe that
  Bonaparte will select me to accompany him?〃
  The young man let his