第 32 节
作者:北方网      更新:2021-02-21 16:34      字数:9322
  clothes。 And these gentlemen crowded in front of my father; shoved
  him to the wall; hid him from the eye of the king; who passed
  through the hall at the side of the queen; and with a pleasant face
  received all the petitions which were handed to him。 Sadly we turned
  home; but on the following day we repaired to the gallery again; and
  I had the courage to crowd back some of the elegantly…dressed men
  who wanted to press before my father; and to secure for him a place
  in the front row。 I was rewarded for my boldness。 The king came; and
  with a gracious smile took the petition from the hand of my father;
  and laid it in the silver basket which the almoner near him
  carried。〃
  〃Thank God;〃 cried Margaret; with a sigh of relief; 〃thank God; you
  were saved!〃
  〃That we said too; Margaret; and that restored my father's hope and
  made him again happy and well。 We went the next day to the gallery。
  The king appeared; the grand almoner announced the names of those
  who were to receive answers to their petitionsthe name of my
  father was not among them! But we comforted ourselves with the
  thought; it was not possible to receive answers so quickly; and on
  the next day we went to the gallery again; and so on for fourteen
  successive days; but all in vain; the name of my father was never
  called。 Still we went every day to the gallery and took our old
  place there; only the countenance of my father was daily growing
  paler; his step weaker; and his poor boy more trustless and weak。 We
  had no longer the means of stilling our hunger; we had consumed
  every thing; and my father's cross of St。 Louis was our last
  possession。 But that we dared not part with; for it was our passport
  to the palace; it opened to us the doors of the great gallery; and
  there was still one last hope。 'We go to…morrow for the last time;'
  said my father to me on the fifteenth day。 'If it should be in vain
  on the morrow; then I shall sell my cross; that you; Louis; may not
  need to be hungry any more; and then may God have mercy upon us!' So
  we went the next day to the gallery again。 My father was to…day
  paler than before; but he held his head erect; he fixed his eye;
  full of an expression of defiance and scorn; upon the talkative;
  laughing gentlemen around him; who strutted in their rich clothes;
  and overlooked the poor chevalier who stood near them; despised and
  alone。 In my poor boy's heart there was a fearful rage against these
  proud; supercilious men; who thought themselves so grand because
  they wore better clothes; and because they had distinguished
  acquaintances and relations; and yet were no more than my fatherno
  more than suppliants and petitioners; tears of anger and of grief
  filled my eyes; and the depth of our poverty exasperated my soul
  against the injustice of fate。 All at once the whispering and
  talking ceased;the king and the queen had entered the gallery。 The
  king advanced to the middle of the hall; the grand almoner called
  the names; and the favored ones approached the king; to receive from
  him the fulfilment of their wishes; or at least keep their hope
  alive。 Near him stood the young queen; and while she was converging
  with some gentlemen of the court; her beautiful eyes glanced over to
  us; and lingered upon the noble but sad form of my father。 I had
  noticed that on previous days; and every time it seemed to me as if
  a ray from the sun had warmed my poor trembling heartas if new
  blossoms of hope were putting forth in my soul。 To…day this
  sensation; when the queen looked at us; was more intense than
  before。 My father looked at the king and whispered softly; 'I see
  him to…day for the last time!' But I saw only the queen; and while I
  pressed the cold; moist hand of my father to my lips; I whispered;
  'Courage; dear father; courage! The queen has seen us。' She stopped
  short in her conversation with the gentleman and advanced through
  the hall with a quick; light step directly to us; her large gray…
  blue eyes beamed with kindness; a heavenly smile played around her
  rosy lips; her cheeks were flushed with feeling; she was simply
  dressed; and yet there floated around her an atmosphere of grace and
  nobleness。 'My dear chevalier;' said she; and her voice rang like
  the sweetest music; 'my dear chevalier; have you given a petition to
  the king?' 'Yes; madame;' answered my father trembling; 'fourteen
  days ago I presented a petition to the king。' 'And have you received
  no answer yet?' she asked quickly。 'I see you every day here with
  the lad there; and conclude you are still hoping for an answer。' 'So
  it is; madame;' answered my father; 'I expect an answer; that is I
  expect a decision involving my life or death。' 'Poor man!' said the
  queen; with a tone of deep sympathy。 'Fourteen days of such waiting
  must be dreadful! I pity you sincerely。 Have you no one to present
  your claims?' 'Madame;' answered my father; 'I have no one else to
  present my claims than this empty sleeve which lacks a right armno
  other protection than the justice of my cause。' 'Poor man!' sighed
  the queen; 'you must know the world very little if you believe that
  this is enough。 But; if you allow me; I will undertake your
  protection; and be your intercessor with the king。 Tell me your name
  and address。' My father gave them; the queen listened attentively
  and smiled in friendly fashion。 'Be here to…morrow at this hourI
  myself will bring you the king's answer。' We left the palace with
  new courage; with new hope。 We felt no longer that we were tired and
  hungry; and heeded not the complaints of our host; who declared that
  he had no more patience; and that he would no longer give us credit
  for the miserable chamber which we had。 His scolding and threatening
  troubled us that day no more。 We begged him to have patience with us
  till to…morrow。 We told him our hopes for the future; and we
  rejoiced in our own cheerful expectations。 At length the next day
  arrived; the hour of the audience came; and we repaired to the great
  gallery。 My heart beat so violently that I could feel it upon my
  lips; and my father's face was lighted up with a glow of hope; his
  eye had its old fire; his whole being was filled with new life; his
  carriage erect as in our happy days。 At last the doors opened and
  the royal couple entered。 'Pray for me; my son;' my father
  whispered'pray for me that my hopes be not disappointed; else I
  shall fall dead to the earth。' But I could not pray; I could not
  think。 I could only gaze at the beautiful young queen; who seemed to
  my eyes as if beaming in a golden cloud surrounded by all the stars
  of heaven。 The eyes of the queen darted inquiringly through the
  hall; at last she caught mine and smiled。 Oh that smile! it shot
  like a ray of sunlight through my soul; it filled my whole being
  with rapture。 I sank upon my knee; folded my hands; and now I could
  think; could pray: 'A blessing upon the queen! she comes to save my
  dear father's life; for she frees us from our sufferings。' The queen
  approached; so beautiful; so lovely; with such a beaming eye。 She
  held a sealed paper in her hand and gave it to my father with a
  gentle inclination of her head。 'Here; sir;' she said; 'the king is
  happy to be able to reward; in the name of France; one of his best
  officers。 The king grants you a yearly pension of three hundred
  louis…d'or; and I wish for you and your son that you may live yet
  many years to enjoy happiness and health。 Go at once with this paper
  to the treasury; and you will receive the first quarterly payment。'
  Then; when she saw that my father was almost swooning; she summoned
  with a loud voice some gentlemen of the court; and commanded them to
  take care of my father; to take him out into the fresh air; and to
  arrange that he be sent home in a carriage。 Now all these fine
  gentlemen were busy in helping us。 Every one vied with the others in
  being friendly to us; and the poor neglected invalid who had been
  crowded to the wall; the overlooked officer Toulan; was now an
  object of universal care and attention。 We rode home to our inn in a
  royal carriage; and the host did not grumble any longer; he was
  anxious to procure us food; and very active in caring for all our
  needs。 The queen had saved us from misfortune; the queen had made us
  happy and well to do。〃
  〃A blessing upon the dear head of our queen!〃 cried Margaret;
  raising her folded hands to heaven。 〃Now I shall doubly love her;
  for she is the benefactor of him I love。 Oh; why have you waited
  until now before telling me this beautiful; touching story? Why have
  I not enjoyed it before? But I thank you from my heart for the good
  which it has done me。〃
  〃My dear one;〃 answered Toulan; gravely; 〃there are experiences in
  the human soul that one may reveal only in the most momentous epochs
  of lifejust as in the Jewish temple the Holy of Holies was
  revealed only on the chief feast…days。 Such a time; my dear one; is
  to…day; and I withdraw all veils from my heart; and let you see and
  know what; besides you; only God sees and knows。 Since that day when
  I returned with my father from the palace; and when the queen had
  made us happy againsince that day my whole soul has belonged to
  the queen。 I thanked her for all; for the contentment of my father;
  for eve