第 105 节
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空白协议书 更新:2021-02-21 16:30 字数:9322
Years have passed; it seemeth a wonderful thing that I find thee。
Surely the hand of the Lord conducted me here to thy threshold。
For as I journeyed along; and pondered alone and in silence
On his ways; that are past finding out; I saw in the snow…mist;
Seemingly weary with travel; a wayfarer; who by the wayside
Paused and waited。 Forthwith I remembered Queen Candace's
eunuch;
How on the way that goes down from Jerusalem unto Gaza;
Reading Esaias the Prophet; he journeyed; and spake unto Philip;
Praying him to come up and sit in his chariot with him。
So I greeted the man; and he mounted the sledge beside me;
And as we talked on the way he told me of thee and thy homestead;
How; being led by the light of the Spirit; that never deceiveth;
Full of zeal for the work of the Lord; thou hadst come to this
country。
And I remembered thy name; and thy father and mother in England;
And on my journey have stopped to see thee; Elizabeth Haddon。
Wishing to strengthen thy hand in the labors of love thou art
doing。〃
And Elizabeth answered with confident voice; and serenely
Looking into his face with her innocent eyes as she answered;
〃Surely the hand of the Lord is in it; his Spirit hath led thee
Out of the darkness and storm to the light and peace of my
fireside。〃
Then; with stamping of feet; the door was opened; and Joseph
Entered; bearing the lantern; and; carefully blowing the light
out;
Rung it up on its nail; and all sat down to their supper;
For underneath that roof was no distinction of persons;
But one family only; one heart; one hearth and one household。
When the supper was ended they drew their chairs to the
fireplace;
Spacious; open…hearted; profuse of flame and of firewood;
Lord of forests unfelled; and not a gleaner of fagots;
Spreading its arms to embrace with inexhaustible bounty
All who fled from the cold; exultant; laughing at winter!
Only Hannah the housemaid was busy in clearing the table;
Coming and going; and hustling about in closet and chamber。
Then Elizabeth told her story again to John Estaugh;
Going far back to the past; to the early days of her childhood;
How she had waited and watched; in all her doubts and besetments
Comforted with the extendings and holy; sweet inflowings
Of the spirit of love; till the voice imperative sounded;
And she obeyed the voice; and cast in her lot with her people
Here in the desert land; and God would provide for the issue。
Meanwhile Joseph sat with folded hands; and demurely
Listened; or seemed to listen; and in the silence that followed
Nothing was heard for a while but the step of Hannah the
housemaid
Walking the floor overhead; and setting the chambers in order。
And Elizabeth said; with a smile of compassion; 〃The maiden
Hath a light heart in her breast; but her feet are heavy and
awkward。〃
Inwardly Joseph laughed; but governed his tongue; and was silent。
Then came the hour of sleep; death's counterfeit; nightly
rehearsal
Of the great Silent Assembly; the Meeting of shadows; where no
man
Speaketh; but all are still; and the peace and rest are unbroken!
Silently over that house the blessing of slumber descended。
But when the morning dawned; and the sun uprose in his splendor;
Breaking his way through clouds that encumbered his path in the
heavens;
Joseph was seen with his sled and oxen breaking a pathway
Through the drifts of snow; the horses already were harnessed;
And John Estaugh was standing and taking leave at the threshold;
Saying that he should return at the Meeting in May; while above
them
Hannah the housemaid; the homely; was looking out of the attic;
Laughing aloud at Joseph; then suddenly closing the casement;
As the bird in a cuckoo…clock peeps out of its window;
Then disappears again; and closes the shutter behind it。
III
Now was the winter gone; and the snow; and Robin the Redbreast;
Boasted on bush and tree it was he; it was he and no other
That had covered with leaves the Babes in the Wood; and blithely
All the birds sang with him; and little cared for his boasting;
Or for his Babes in the Wood; or the Cruel Uncle; and only
Sang for the mates they had chosen; and cared for the nests they
were building。
With them; but more sedately and meekly; Elizabeth Haddon
Sang in her inmost heart; but her lips were silent and songless。
Thus came the lovely spring with a rush of blossoms and music;
Flooding the earth with flowers; and the air with melodies
vernal。
Then it came to pass; one pleasant morning; that slowly
Up the road there came a cavalcade; as of pilgrims
Men and women; wending their way to the Quarterly Meeting
In the neighboring town; and with them came riding John Estaugh。
At Elizabeth's door they stopped to rest; and alighting
Tasted the currant wine; and the bread of rye; and the honey
Brought from the hives; that stood by the sunny wall of the
garden;
Then remounted their horses; refreshed; and continued their
journey;
And Elizabeth with them; and Joseph; and Hannah the housemaid。
But; as they started; Elizabeth lingered a little; and leaning
Over her horse's neck; in a whisper said to John Estaugh
〃Tarry awhile behind; for I have something to tell thee;
Not to be spoken lightly; nor in the presence of others;
Them it concerneth not; only thee and me it concerneth。〃
And they rode slowly along through the woods; conversing
together。
It was a pleasure to breathe the fragrant air of the forest;
It was a pleasure to live on that bright and happy May morning!
Then Elizabeth said; though still with a certain reluctance;
As if impelled to reveal a secret she fain would have guarded:
〃I will no longer conceal what is laid upon me to tell thee;
I have received from the Lord a charge to love thee; John
Estaugh。〃
And John Estaugh made answer; surprised by the words she had
spoken;
〃Pleasant to me are thy converse; thy ways; thy meekness of
spirit;
Pleasant thy frankness of speech; and thy soul's immaculate
whiteness;
Love without dissimulation; a holy and inward adorning。
But I have yet no light to lead me; no voice to direct me。
When the Lord's work is done; and the toil and the labor
completed
He hath appointed to me; I will gather into the stillness
Of my own heart awhile; and listen and wait for his guidance。〃
Then Elizabeth said; not troubled nor wounded in spirit;
〃So is it best; John Estaugh。 We will not speak of it further。
It hath been laid upon me to tell thee this; for to…morrow
Thou art going away; across the sea; and I know not
When I shall see thee more; but if the Lord hath decreed it;
Thou wilt return again to seek me here and to find me。〃
And they rode onward in silence; and entered the town with the
others。
IV
Ships that pass in the night; and speak each other in passing;
Only a signal shown and a distant voice in the darkness;
So on the ocean of life we pass and speak one another;
Only a look and a voice; then darkness again and a silence。
Now went on as of old the quiet life of the homestead。
Patient and unrepining Elizabeth labored; in all things
Mindful not of herself; but bearing the burdens of others;
Always thoughtful and kind and untroubled; and Hannah the
housemaid
Diligent early and late; and rosy with washing and scouring;
Still as of old disparaged the eminent merits of Joseph;
And was at times reproved for her light and frothy behavior;
For her shy looks; and her careless words; and her evil
surmisings;
Being pressed down somewhat like a cart with sheaves overladen;
As she would sometimes say to Joseph; quoting the Scriptures。
Meanwhile John Estaugh departed across the sea; and departing
Carried hid in his heart a secret sacred and precious;
Filling its chambers with fragrance; and seeming to him in its
sweetness
Mary's ointment of spikenard; that filled all the house with its
odor。
O lost days of delight; that are wasted in doubting and waiting!
O lost hours and days in which we might have been happy!
But the light shone at last; and guided his wavering footsteps;
And at last came the voice; imperative; questionless; certain。
Then John Estaugh came back o'er the sea for the gift that was
offered;
Better than houses and lands; the gift of a woman's affection。
And on the First…Day that followed; he rose in the Silent
Assembly;
Holding in his strong hand a hand that trembled a little;
Promising to be kind and true and faithful in all things。
Such were the marriage…rites of John and Elizabeth Estaugh。
And not otherwise Joseph; the honest; the diligent servant;
Sped in his bashful wooing with homely Hannah the housemaid;
For when he asked her the question; she answered; 〃Nay〃; and then
added
〃But thee may make believe; and see what will come of it;
Joseph。〃
INTERLUDE
〃A pleasant and a winsome tale;〃
The Student sai