第 69 节
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Flanders;
How with the people of God he had chosen to suffer affliction;
How; in return for his zeal; they had made him Captain of
Plymouth;
He was a gentleman born; could trace his pedigree plainly
Back to Hugh Standish of Duxbury Hall; in Lancashire; England;
Who was the son of Ralph; and the grandson of Thurston de
Standish;
Heir unto vast estates; of which he was basely defrauded;
Still bore the family arms; and had for his crest a cock argent
Combed and wattled gules; and all the rest of the blazon。
He was a man of honor; of noble and generous nature;
Though he was rough; he was kindly; she knew how during the
winter
He had attended the sick; with a hand as gentle as woman's;
Somewhat hasty and hot; he could not deny it; and headstrong;
Stern as a soldier might be; but hearty; and placable always;
Not to be laughed at and scorned; because he was little of
stature;
For he was great of heart; magnanimous; courtly; courageous;
Any woman in Plymouth; nay; any woman in England;
Might be happy and proud to be called the wife of Miles Standish!
But as he warmed and glowed; in his simple and eloquent
language;
Quite forgetful of self; and full of the praise of his rival;
Archly the maiden smiled; and; with eyes over…running with
laughter;
Said; in a tremulous voice; 〃Why don't you speak for yourself;
John?〃
IV
JOHN ALDEN
Into the open air John Alden; perplexed and bewildered;
Rushed like a man insane; and wandered alone by the sea…side;
Paced up and down the sands; and bared his head to the east…wind;
Cooling his heated brow; and the fire and fever within him。
Slowly as out of the heavens; with apocalyptical splendors;
Sank the City of God; in the vision of John the Apostle;
So; with its cloudy walls of chrysolite; jasper; and sapphire;
Sank the broad red sun; and over its turrets uplifted
Glimmered the golden reed of the angel who measured the city。
〃Welcome; O wind of the East!〃 he exclaimed in his wild
exultation;
〃Welcome; O wind of the East; from the caves of the misty
Atlantic!
Blowing o'er fields of dulse; and measureless meadows of
sea…grass;
Blowing o'er rocky wastes; and the grottos and gardens of ocean!
Lay thy cold; moist hand on my burning forehead; and wrap me
Close in thy garments of mist; to allay the fever within me!〃
Like an awakened conscience; the sea was moaning and tossing;
Beating remorseful and loud the mutable sands of the sea…shore。
Fierce in his soul was the struggle and tumult of passions
contending;
Love triumphant and crowned; and friendship wounded and bleeding;
Passionate cries of desire; and importunate pleadings of duty!
〃Is it my fault;〃 he said; 〃that the maiden has chosen between
us?
Is it my fault that he failed;my fault that I am the victor?〃
Then within him there thundered a voice; like the voice of the
Prophet:
〃It hath displeased the Lord!〃and he thought of David's
transgression;
Bathsheba's beautiful face; and his friend in the front of the
battle!
Shame and confusion of guilt; and abasement and
self…condemnation;
Overwhelmed him at once; and he cried in the deepest contrition:
〃It hath displeased the Lord! It is the temptation of Satan!〃
Then; uplifting his head; he looked at the sea; and beheld
there
Dimly the shadowy form of the Mayflower riding at anchor;
Rocked on the rising tide; and ready to sail on the morrow;
Heard the voices of men through the mist; the rattle of cordage
Thrown on the deck; the shouts of the mate; and the sailors' 〃Ay;
ay; Sir!〃
Clear and distinct; but not loud; in the dripping air of the
twilight。
Still for a moment he stood; and listened; and stared at the
vessel;
Then went hurriedly on; as one who; seeing a phantom;
Stops; then quickens his pace; and follows the beckoning shadow。
〃Yes; it is plain to me now;〃 he murmured; 〃the hand of the Lord
is
Leading me out of the land of darkness; the bondage of error;
Through the sea; that shall lift the walls of its waters around
me;
Hiding me; cutting me off; from the cruel thoughts that pursue
me。
Back will I go o'er the ocean; this dreary land will abandon;
Her whom I may not love; and him whom my heart has offended。
Better to be in my grave in the green old churchyard in England;
Close by my mother's side; and among the dust of my kindred;
Better be dead and forgotten; than living in shame and dishonor!
Sacred and safe and unseen; in the dark of the narrow chamber
With me my secret shall lie; like a buried jewel that glimmers
Bright on the hand that is dust; in the chambers of silence and
darkness;
Yes; as the marriage ring of the great espousal hereafter!〃
Thus as he spake; he turned; in the strength of his strong
resolution;
Leaving behind him the shore; and hurried along in the twilight;
Through the congenial gloom of the forest silent and sombre;
Till he beheld the lights in the seven houses of Plymouth;
Shining like seven stars in the dusk and mist of the evening。
Soon he entered his door; and found the redoubtable Captain
Sitting alone; and absorbed in the martial pages of Caesar;
Fighting some great campaign in Hainault or Brabant or Flanders。
〃Long have you been on your errand;〃 he said with a cheery
demeanor;
Even as one who is waiting an answer; and fears not the issue。
〃Not far off is the house; although the woods are between us;
But you have lingered so long; that while you were going and
coming
I have fought ten battles and sacked and demolished a city。
Come; sit down; and in order relate to me all that has happened。〃
Then John Alden spake; and related the wondrous adventure;
From beginning to end; minutely; just as it happened;
How he had seen Priscilla; and how he had sped in his courtship;
Only smoothing a little; and softening down her refusal。
But when he came at length to the words Priscilla had spoken;
Words so tender and cruel: 〃Why don't you speak for yourself;
John?〃
Up leaped the Captain of Plymouth; and stamped on the floor; till
his armor
Clanged on the wall; where it hung; with a sound of sinister
omen。
All his pent…up wrath burst forth in a sudden explosion;
Even as a hand…grenade; that scatters destruction around it。
Wildly he shouted; and loud: 〃John Alden! you have betrayed me!
Me; Miles Standish; your friend! have supplanted; defrauded;
betrayed me!
One of my ancestors ran his sword through the heart of Wat Tyler;
Who shall prevent me from running my own through the heart of a
traitor?
Yours is the greater treason; for yours is a treason to
friendship!
You; who lived under my roof; whom I cherished and loved as a
brother;
You; who have fed at my board; and drunk at my cup; to whose
keeping
I have intrusted my honor; my thoughts the most sacred and
secret;
You too; Brutus! ah woe to the name of friendship hereafter!
Brutus was Caesar's friend; and you were mine; but henceforward
Let there be nothing between us save war; and implacable hatred!〃
So spake the Captain of Plymouth; and strode about in the
chamber;
Chafing and choking with rage; like cords were the veins on his
temples。
But in the midst of his anger a man appeared at the doorway;
Bringing in uttermost haste a message of urgent importance;
Rumors of danger and war and hostile incursions of Indians!
Straightway the Captain paused; and; without further question or
parley;
Took from the nail on the wall his sword with its scabbard of
iron;
Buckled the belt round his waist; and; frowning fiercely;
departed。
Alden was left alone。 He heard the clank of the scabbard
Growing fainter and fainter; and dying away in the distance。
Then he arose from his seat; and looked forth into the darkness;
Felt the cool air blow on his cheek; that was hot with the
insult;
Lifted his eyes to the heavens; and; folding his hands as in
childhood;
Prayed in the silence of night to the Father who seeth in secret。
Meanwhile the choleric Captain strode wrathful away to the
council;
Found it already assembled; impatiently waiting his coming;
Men in the middle of life; austere and grave in deportment;
Only one of them old; the hill that was nearest to heaven;
Covered with snow; but erect; the excellent Elder of Plymouth。
God had sifted three kingdoms to find the wheat for this
planting;
Then had sifted the wheat; as the living seed of a nation;
So say the chronicles old; and such is the faith of the people!
Near them was standing an Indian; in attitude stern and defiant;
Naked down to the waist; and grim and ferocious in aspect;
While on the table before them was lying unopened a Bible;
Ponderous; bound in leather; brass…studded; printed in Holland;
And beside it outstretched the skin of a rattle…snake glittered;
Filled; like a quiver; with arrows; a signal and challenge of
warfare;
Brought by the Indian; and speaking with arrowy tongues of
defiance。
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