I　ought　to　tell　one　other　little　fact；　however。　　Just　before　the
  engine　whistled；　Falconer　said　to　Hugh：
  〃Give　me　that　fourpenny　piece；　you　brave　old　fellow！〃
  〃There　it　is；〃　said　Hugh。　〃What　do　you　want　it　for？〃
  〃I　am　going　to　make　a　wedding…present　of　it　to　your　wife；　whoever
  she　may　happen　to　be。　　I　hope　she　will　be　worthy　of　it。〃
  Hugh　instantly　thought　within　himself：
  〃What　a　wife　Margaret　would　make　to　Falconer！〃
  The　thought　was　followed　by　a　pang；　keen　and　clear。
  Those　who　are　in　the　habit　of　regarding　the　real　and　the　ideal　as
  essentially　and　therefore　irreconcileably　opposed；　will　remark　that
  I　cannot　have　drawn　the　representation　of　Falconer　faithfully。
  Perhaps　the　difficulty　they　will　experience　in　recognizing　its
  truthfulness；　may　spring　from　the　fact　that　they　themselves　are
  un…ideal　enough　to　belong　to　the　not　small　class　of　strong…minded
  friends　whose　chief　care；　in　performing　the　part　of　the　rock　in　the
  weary　land；　isnot　to　shelter　you　imprudently。　　They　are　afraid　of
  weakening　your　constitution　by　it；　especially　if　it　is　not　strong　to
  begin　with；　so　if　they　do　just　take　off　the　edge　of　the　tempest　with
  the　sharp　corners　of　their　sheltering　rock　for　a　moment；　the　next；
  they　will　thrust　you　out　into　the　rain；　to　get　hardy　and
  self…denying；　by　being　wet　to　the　skin　and　well　blown　about。
  The　rich　easily　learn　the　wisdom　of　Solomon；　but　are　unapt　scholars
  of　him　who　is　greater　than　Solomon。　　It　is；　on　the　other　hand；　so
  easy　for　the　poor　to　help　each　other；　that　they　have　little　merit　in
  it：　it　is　no　virtueonly　a　beauty。　　But　there　are　a　few　rich；　who；
  rivalling　the　poor　in　their　own　peculiar　excellences；　enter　into　the
  kingdom　of　heaven　in　spite　of　their　riches；　and　then　find　that　by
  means　of　their　riches　they　are　made　rulers　over　many　cities。　　She　to
  whose　memory　this　book　is　dedicated；　isI　will　not　say　wasone　of
  the　noblest　of　such。
  There　are　two　ways　of　accounting　for　the　difficulty　which　a　reader
  may　find　in　believing　in　such　a　character：　either　that；　not　being
  poor；　he　has　never　needed　such　a　friend；　or　that；　being　rich；　he　has
  never　been　such　a　friend。
  Or　if　it　be　that；　being　poor；　he　has　never　found　such　a　friend；　his
  difficulty　is　easy　to　remove：I　have。
  CHAPTER　XXII。
  DEATH。
  Think　then；　my　soul；　that　death　is　but　a　groom
  Which　brings　a　taper　to　the　outward　room；
  Whence　thou　spy'st　first　a　little　glimmering　light；
  And　after　brings　it　nearer　to　thy　sight：
  For　such　approaches　doth　heaven　make　in　death。
  DR。　DONNE。
  Hugh　found　his　mother　even　worse　than　he　had　expected；　but　she
  rallied　a　little　after　his　arrival。
  In　the　evening；　he　wandered　out　in　the　bright　moonlit　snow。
  How　strange　it　was　to　see　all　the　old　forms　with　his　heart　so　full
  of　new　things！　　The　same　hills　rose　about　him；　with　all　the　lines　of
  their　shapes　unchanged　in　seeming。　　Yet　they　were　changing　as　surely
  as　himself；　nay；　he　continued　more　the　same　than　they；　for　in　him
  the　old　forms　were　folded　up　in　the　new。　　In　the　eyes　of　Him　who
  creates　time；　there　is　no　rest；　but　a　living　sacred　change；　a
  journeying　towards　rest。　　He　alone　rests；　and　he　alone；　in　virtue　of
  his　rest；　creates　change。
  He　thought　with　sadness；　how　all　the　haunts　of　his　childhood　would
  pass　to　others；　who　would　feel　no　love　or　reverence　for　them；　that
  the　house　would　be　the　same；　but　sounding　with　new　steps；　and
  ringing　with　new　laughter。　　A　little　further　thought；　however；　soon
  satisfied　him　that　places　die　as　well　as　their　dwellers；　that；　by
  slow　degrees；　their　forms　are　wiped　out；　that　the　new　tastes
  obliterate　the　old　fashions；　and　that　ere　long　the　very　shape　of　the
  house　and　farm　would　be　lapped；　as　it　were；　about　the　tomb　of　him
  who　had　been　the　soul　of　the　shape；　and　would　vanish　from　the　face
  of　the　earth。
  All　the　old　things　at　home　looked　sad。　　The　look　came　from　this；
  that；　though　he　could　sympathize　with　them　and　their　story；　they
  could　not　sympathize　with　him；　and　he　suffused　them　with　his　own
  sadness。　　He　could　find　no　refuge　in　the　past；　he　must　go　on　into
  the　future。
  His　mother　lingered　for　some　time　without　any　evident　change。　　He
  sat　by　her　bedside　the　most　of　the　day。　　All　she　wanted　was　to　have
  him　within　reach　of　her　feeble　voice；　that　she　might；　when　she
  pleased；　draw　him　within　touch　of　her　feeble　hand。　　Once　she　said：
  〃My　boy；　I　am　going　to　your　father。〃
  〃Yes；　mother；　I　think　you　are；〃　Hugh　replied。　〃How　glad　he　will　be
  to　see　you！〃
  〃But　I　shall　leave　you　alone。〃
  〃Mother；　I　love　God。〃
  The　mother　looked　at　him；　as　only　a　mother　can　look；　smiled　sweetly；
  closed　her　eyes　as　with　the　weight　of　her　contentment；　fell　asleep
  holding　his　hand；　and　slept　for　hours。
  Meanwhile；　in　London；　Margaret　was　watching　Euphra。　　She　was　dying；
  and　Margaret　was　the　angel　of　life　watching　over　her。
  〃I　shall　get　rid　of　my　lameness　there；　Margaret；　shall　I　not？〃　said
  Euphra；　one　day；　half　playfully。
  〃Yes；　dear。〃
  〃It　will　be　delightful　to　walk　again　without　pain。〃
  〃Perhaps　you　will　not　get　rid　of　it　all　at　once；　though。〃
  〃Why　do　you　think　so？〃　asked　Euphra；　with　some　appearance　of
  uneasiness。
  〃Because；　if　it　is　taken　from　you　before　you　are　quite　willing　to
  have　it　as　long　as　God　pleases；　by　and　by　you　will　not　be　able　to
  rest；　till　you　have　asked　for　it　back　again；　that　you　may　bear　it
  for　his　sake。〃
  〃I　am　willing；　Margaret；　I　am　willing。　　Only　one　can't　like　it；　you
  know。〃
  〃I　know　that；〃　answered　Margaret。
  She　spoke　no　more；　and　Margaret　heard　her　weeping　gently。　　Half　an
  hour　had　passed　away；　when　she　looked　up；　and　said：
  〃Margaret；　dear；　I　begin　to　like　my　lameness；　I　think。〃
  〃Why；　dear？〃
  〃Why；　just　because　God　made　it；　and　bade　me　bear　it。　　May　I　not
  think　it　is　a　mark　on　me　from　his　hand？〃
  〃Yes；　I　think　so。〃
  〃Why　do　you　think　it　came　on　me？〃
  〃To　walk　back　to　Him　with；　dear。〃
  〃Yes；　yes；　I　see　it　all。〃
  Until　now；　Margaret　had　not　known　to　what　a　degree　the　lameness　of
  Euphra　had　troubled　her。　　That　her　pretty　ancle　should　be　deformed；
  and　her　light　foot　able　only　to　limp；　had　been　a　source　of　real
  distress　to　her；　even　in　the　midst　of　far　deeper。
  The　days　passed　on；　and　every　day　she　grew　weaker。　　She　did　not
  suffer　much；　but　nothing　seemed　to　do　her　good。　　Mrs。　Elton　was
  kindness　itself。　　Harry　was　in　dreadful　distress。　　He　haunted　her
  room；　creeping　in　whenever　he　had　a　chance；　and　sitting　in　corners
  out　of　the　way。　　Euphra　liked　to　have　him　near　her。　　She　seldom
  spoke　to　him；　or　to　any　one　but　Margaret；　for　Margaret　alone　could
  hear　with　ease　what　she　said。　　But　now　and　then　she　would　motion　him
  to　her　bedside；　and　sayit　was　always　the　same
  〃Harry；　dear；　be　good。〃
  〃I　will；　indeed　I　will；　dear　Euphra；〃　was　still　Harry's　reply。
  Once；　expressing　to　Margaret　her　regret　that　she　should　be　such　a
  trouble　to　her；　she　said：
  〃You　have　to　do　so　much　for　me；　that　I　am　ashamed。〃
  〃Do　let　me　wash　the　feet　of　one　of　his　disciples；〃　Margaret　replied；
  gently　expostulating；　after　which；　Euphra　never　grumbled　at　her　own
  demands　upon　her。
  Again；　one　day；　she　said：
  〃I　am　not　right　at　all　to…day；　Margaret。　　God　can't　love　me；　I　am　so
  hateful。〃
  〃Don't　measure　God's　mind　by　your　own；　Euphra。　　It　would　be　a　poor
  love　that　depended　not　on　itself；　but　on　the　feelings　of　the　person
  loved。　　A　crying　baby　turns　away　from　its　mother's　breast；　but　she
  does　not　put　it　away　till　it　stops　crying。　　She　holds　it　closer。
  For　my　part；　in　the　worst　mood　I　am　ever　in；　when　I　don't　feel　I
  love　God　at　all；　I　just　look　up　to　his　love。　　I　say　to　him：　'Look　at
  me。　　See　what　state　I　am　in。　　Help　me！〃　　Ah！　you　would　wonder　how
  that　makes　peace。　　And　the　love　comes　of　itself；　sometimes　so
  strong；　it　nearly　breaks　my　heart。〃
  〃But　there　is　a　text　I　don't　like。〃
  〃Take　another；　then。〃
  〃But　it　will　keep　coming。〃
  〃Give　it　back　to　God；　and　never　mind　it。〃
  〃But　would　that　be　right？〃
  〃One　day；　when　I　was　a　little　girl；　so　high；　I　couldn't　eat　my
  porridge；　and　sat　looking　at　it。　'Eat　your　porridge；'　said　my
  mother。　'I　don't　want　it；'　I　answered。　'There's　nothing　else　for
  you；'　said　my　motherfor　she　had　not　learned　so　much　from　my　father
  then；　as　she　did　before　he　died。　'Hoots！'　said　my　fatherI　cannot；
  dear　Euphra；　make　his　words　into　English。〃
  〃No；　no；　don't；〃　said　Euphra；　〃I　shall　understand　them　perfectly。〃
  〃'Hoots！　　Janet；　my　woman！'　said　my　father。　'Gie　the　bairn　a　dish　o'
  tay。　　Wadna　ye　like　some　tay；　Maggy；　my　doo？'　'Ay　wad　I；'　said　I。
  'The　parritch　is　guid　eneuch；〃　said　my　mother。　'Nae　doot　aboot　the
  parritch；　woman；　it's　the　bairn's　stamack；　it's　no　the　parritch。'
  My　mother　said　no　more；　but　made　me　a　cup　of　such　nice　tea；　for
  whenever　she　gave　in；　she　gave　in　quite。　　I　drank　it；　and；　half　from
  anxiety　to　please　my　mother；　half　from　reviving　hunger；　attacked　the
  porridge　next；　and　ate　it　up。　'Leuk　at　that！'　said　my　father。
  'Janet；　my　woman；　gie　a　body　the　guid　that　they　can　tak'；　an'
  they'll　sune　tak'　the　guid　that　they　canna。　　Ye're　better　noo；
  Maggy；　my　doo？'　　I　never　told　him　that　I　had　taken　the　porridge　too
  soon　after　all；　and　had　to　creep　into　the　wood；　and　be　sick。　　But　it
  is　all　the　same　for　the　story。〃
  Euphra　laughed　a　feeble　but　delig