第 41 节
作者:散发弄舟      更新:2021-02-21 16:20      字数:9322
  busy trying to incarcerate a stray tress which had escaped from its
  net; and made her olive shoulders look white beside it。
  〃Let it alone;〃 said Hugh; 〃let it be beautiful。〃
  But she gently repelled the hand he raised to hers; and; though she
  was forced to put down her candle first; persisted in confining the
  refractory tress; then seated herself at the table; and taking from
  her pocket the manuscript which Hugh had been criticising in the
  morning; unfolded it; and showed him all the passages he had
  objected to; neatly corrected or altered。  It was wonderfully done
  for the time she had had。  He went over it all with her again;
  seated close to her; their faces almost meeting as they followed the
  lines。  They had just finished it; and were about to commence
  reading from the original; when Hugh; who missed a sheet of Euphra's
  translation; stooped under the table to look for it。  A few moments
  were spent in the search; before he discovered that Euphra's foot
  was upon it。  He begged her to move a little; but received no reply
  either by word or act。  Looking up in some alarm; he saw that she
  was either asleep or in a faint。  By an impulse inexplicable to
  himself at the time; he went at once to the windows; and drew down
  the green blinds。  When he turned towards her again; she was
  reviving or awaking; he could not tell which。
  〃How stupid of me to go to sleep!〃 she said。 〃Let us go on with our
  reading。〃
  They had read for about half an hour; when three taps upon one of
  the windows; slight; but peculiar; and as if given with the point of
  a finger; suddenly startled them。  Hugh turned at once towards the
  windows; but; of course; he could see nothing; having just lowered
  the blinds。  He turned again towards Euphra。  She had a strange wild
  look; her lips were slightly parted; and her nostrils wide; her face
  was rigid; and glimmering pale as death from the cloud of her black
  hair。
  〃What was it?〃 said Hugh; affected by her fear with the horror of
  the unknown。  But she made no answer; and continued staring towards
  one of the windows。  He rose and was about to advance to it; when
  she caught him by the hand with a grasp of which hers would have
  been incapable except under the influence of terror。  At that moment
  a clock in the room began to strike。  It was a slow clock; and went
  on deliberately; striking one。。。two。。。three。。。till it had struck
  twelve。  Every stroke was a blow from the hammer of fear; and his
  heart was the bell。  He could not breathe for dread so long as the
  awful clock was striking。  When it had ended; they looked at each
  other again; and Hugh breathed once。
  〃Euphra!〃 he sighed。
  But she made no answer; she turned her eyes again to one of the
  windows。  They were both standing。  He sought to draw her to him;
  but she yielded no more than a marble statue。
  〃I crossed the Ghost's Walk to…night;〃 said he; in a hard whisper;
  scarcely knowing that he uttered it; till he heard his own words。
  They seemed to fall upon his ear as if spoken by some one outside
  the room。  She looked at him once more; and kept looking with a
  fixed stare。  Gradually her face became less rigid; and her eyes
  less wild。  She could move at last。
  〃Come; come;〃 she said; in a hurried whisper。 〃Let us gono; no;
  not that way;〃as Hugh would have led her towards the private
  stair〃let us go the front way; by the oak staircase。〃
  They went up together。  When they reached the door of her room; she
  said; 〃Good night;〃 without even looking at him; and passed in。
  Hugh went on; in a state of utter bewilderment; to his own
  apartment; shut the door and locked ita thing he had never done
  before; lighted both the candles on his table; and then walked up
  and down the room; trying; like one aware that he is dreaming; to
  come to his real self。
  〃Pshaw!〃 he said at last。 〃It was only a little bird; or a large
  moth。  How odd it is that darkness can make a fool of one!  I am
  ashamed of myself。  I wish I had gone out at the window; if only to
  show Euphra I was not afraid; though of course there was nothing to
  be seen。〃
  As he said this in his mind;he could not have spoken it aloud; for
  fear of hearing his own voice in the solitude;he went to one of
  the windows of his sitting…room; which was nearly over the library;
  and looked into the wood。Could it be?Yes。He did see something
  white; gliding through the wood; away in the direction of the
  Ghost's Walk。 It vanished; and he saw it no more。
  The morning was far advanced before he could go to bed。  When the
  first light of the aurora broke the sky; he looked out again;and
  the first glimmerings of the morning in the wood were more dreadful
  than the deepest darkness of the past night。  Possessed by a new
  horror; he thought how awful it would be to see a belated ghost;
  hurrying away in helpless haste。  The spectre would be yet more
  terrible in the grey light of the coming day; and the azure breezes
  of the morning; which to it would be like a new and more fearful
  death; than amidst its own homely sepulchral darkness; while the
  silence all aroundsilence in lightcould befit only that dread
  season of loneliness when men are lost in sleep; and ghosts; if they
  walk at all; walk in dismay。
  But at length fear yielded to sleep; though still he troubled her
  short reign。
  When he awoke; he found it so late; that it was all he could do to
  get down in time for breakfast。  But so anxious was he not to be
  later than usual; that he was in the room before Mr。 Arnold made his
  appearance。  Euphra; however; was there before him。  She greeted him
  in the usual way; quite circumspectly。  But she looked troubled。
  Her face was very pale; and her eyes were red; as if from
  sleeplessness or weeping。  When her uncle entered; she addressed him
  with more gaiety than usual; and he did not perceive that anything
  was amiss with her。  But the whole of that day she walked as in a
  reverie; avoiding Hugh two or three times that they chanced to meet
  without a third person in the neighbourhood。  Once in the
  forenoonwhen she was generally to be found in her roomhe could
  not refrain from trying to see her。  The change and the mystery were
  insupportable to him。  But when he tapped at her door; no answer
  came; and he walked back to Harry; feeling; as if; by an unknown
  door in his own soul; he had been shut out of the half of his being。
  Or rathera wall seemed to have been built right before his eyes;
  which still was there wherever he went。
  As to the gliding phantom of the previous night; the day denied it
  all; telling him it was but the coinage of his own over…wrought
  brain; weakened by prolonged tension of the intellect; and excited
  by the presence of Euphra at an hour claimed by phantoms when not
  yielded to sleep。  This was the easiest and most natural way of
  disposing of the difficulty。  The cloud around Euphra hid the ghost
  in its skirts。
  Although fear in some measure returned with the returning shadows;
  he yet resolved to try to get Euphra to meet him again in the
  library that night。  But she never gave him a chance of even
  dropping a hint to that purpose。  She had not gone out with them in
  the morning; and when he followed her into the drawing…room; she was
  already at the piano。  He thought he might convey his wish without
  interrupting the music; but as often as he approached her; she
  broke; or rather glided; out into song; as if she had been singing
  in an undertone all the while。  He could not help seeing she did not
  intend to let him speak to her。  But; all the time; whatever she
  sang was something she knew he liked; and as often as she spoke to
  him in the hearing of her uncle or cousin; it was in a manner
  peculiarly graceful and simple。
  He could not understand her; and was more bewitched; more fascinated
  than ever; by seeing her through the folds of the incomprehensible;
  in which element she had wrapped herself from his nearer vision。
  She had always seemed above himnow she seemed miles away as well;
  a region of Paradise; into which he was forbidden to enter。
  Everything about her; to her handkerchief and her gloves; was
  haunted by a vague mystery of worshipfulness; and drew him towards
  it with wonder and trembling。  When they parted for the night; she
  shook hands with him with a cool frankness; that put him nearly
  beside himself with despair; and when he found himself in his own
  room; it was some time before he could collect his thoughts。  Having
  succeeded; however; he resolved; in spite of growing fears; to go to
  the library; and see whether it were not possible she might be
  there。  He took up a candle; and went down the back stair。  But when
  he opened the library door; a gust of wind blew his candle out; all
  was darkness within; a sudden horror seized him; and; afraid of
  yielding to the inclination to bound up the stair; lest he should go
  wild with the terror of pursuit; he crept slowly back; feeling his
  way to his own room with a determined deliberateness。Could the
  library window have been left open?  Else whence the gust of wind?
  Next day; and the next; and the next; he fared no better: her
  behaviour continued the same; and she allowed him no opportunity of
  requesting an explanation。
  CHAPTER XII。
  A SUNDAY。