第 12 节
作者:九十八度      更新:2021-02-21 16:18      字数:9322
  composer; having made his debut at the Italian opera under a feigned
  name; ran away with a young lady in Germany。 The dying father
  commended the young man; who was really full of talent; to his son…in…
  law; proving to him; at the same time; that he had refused to marry
  the mother that he might not injure Madame Minoret。 The doctor
  promised to give the unfortunate Joseph half of whatever his wife
  inherited from her father; whose business was purchased by the Erards。
  He made due search for his illegitimate brother…in…law; but Grimm
  informed him one day that after enlisting in a Prussian regiment
  Joseph had deserted and taken a false name and that all efforts to
  find him would be frustrated。
  Joseph Mirouet; gifted by nature with a delightful voice; a fine
  figure; a handsome face; and being moreover a composer of great taste
  and much brilliancy; led for over fifteen years the Bohemian life
  which Hoffman has so well described。 So; by the time he was forty; he
  was reduced to such depths of poverty that he took advantage of the
  events of 1806 to make himself once more a Frenchman。 He settled in
  Hamburg; where he married the daughter of a bourgeois; a girl devoted
  to music; who fell in love with the singer (whose fame was ever
  prospective) and chose to devote her life to him。 But after fifteen
  years of Bohemia; Joseph Mirouet was unable to bear prosperity; he was
  naturally a spendthrift; and though kind to his wife; he wasted her
  fortune in a very few years。 The household must have dragged on a
  wretched existence before Joseph Mirouet reached the point of
  enlisting as a musician in a French regiment。 In 1813 the surgeon…
  major of the regiment; by the merest chance; heard the name of
  Mirouet; was struck by it; and wrote to Doctor Minoret; to whom he was
  under obligations。
  The answer was not long in coming。 As a result; in 1814; before the
  allied occupation; Joseph Mirouet had a home in Paris; where his wife
  died giving birth to a little girl; whom the doctor desired should be
  called Ursula after his wife。 The father did not long survive the
  mother; worn out; as she was; by hardship and poverty。 When dying the
  unfortunate musician bequeathed his daughter to the doctor; who was
  already her godfather; in spite of his repugnance for what he called
  the mummeries of the Church。 Having seen his own children die in
  succession either in dangerous confinements or during the first year
  of their lives; the doctor had awaited with anxiety the result of a
  last hope。 When a nervous; delicate; and sickly woman begins with a
  miscarriage it is not unusual to see her go through a series of such
  pregnancies as Ursula Minoret did; in spite of the care and
  watchfulness and science of her husband。 The poor man often blamed
  himself for their mutual persistence in desiring children。 The last
  child; born after a rest of nearly two years; died in 1792; a victim
  of its mother's nervous conditionif we listen to physiologists; who
  tell us that in the inexplicable phenomenon of generation the child
  derives from the father by blood and from the mother in its nervous
  system。
  Compelled to renounce the joys of a feeling all powerful within him;
  the doctor turned to benevolence as a substitute for his denied
  paternity。 During his married life; thus cruelly disappointed; he had
  longed more especially for a fair little daughter; a flower to bring
  joy to the house; he therefore gladly accepted Joseph Mirouet's
  legacy; and gave to the orphan all the hopes of his vanished dreams。
  For two years he took part; as Cato for Pompey; in the most minute
  particulars of Ursula's life; he would not allow the nurse to suckle
  her or to take her up or put her to bed without him。 His medical
  science and his experience were all put to use in her service。 After
  going through many trials; alternations of hope and fear; and the joys
  and labors of a mother; he had the happiness of seeing this child of
  the fair German woman and the French singer a creature of vigorous
  health and profound sensibility。
  With all the eager feelings of a mother the happy old man watched the
  growth of the pretty hair; first down; then silk; at last hair; fine
  and soft and clinging to the fingers that caressed it。 He often kissed
  the little naked feet the toes of which; covered with a pellicle
  through which the blood was seen; were like rosebuds。 He was
  passionately fond of the child。 When she tried to speak; or when she
  fixed her beautiful blue eyes upon some object with that serious;
  reflective look which seems the dawn of thought; and which she ended
  with a laugh; he would stay by her side for hours; seeking; with
  Jordy's help; to understand the reasons (which most people call
  caprices) underlying the phenomena of this delicious phase of life;
  when childhood is both flower and fruit; a confused intelligence; a
  perpetual movement; a powerful desire。
  Ursula's beauty and gentleness made her so dear to the doctor that he
  would have liked to change the laws of nature in her behalf。 He
  declared to old Jordy that his teeth ached when Ursula was cutting
  hers。 When old men love children there is no limit to their passion
  they worship them。 For these little beings they silence their own
  manias or recall a whole past in their service。 Experience; patience;
  sympathy; the acquisitions of life; treasures laboriously amassed; all
  are spent upon that young life in which they live again; their
  intelligence does actually take the place of motherhood。 Their wisdom;
  ever on the alert; is equal to the intuition of a mother; they
  remember the delicate perceptions which in their own mother were
  divinations; and import them into the exercise of a compassion which
  is carried to an extreme in their minds by a sense of the child's
  unutterable weakness。 The slowness of their movements takes the place
  of maternal gentleness。 In them; as in children; life is reduced to
  its simplest expression; if maternal sentiment makes the mother a
  slave; the abandonment of self allows an old man to devote himself
  utterly。 For these reasons it is not unusual to see children in close
  intimacy with old persons。 The old soldier; the old abbe; the old
  doctor; happy in the kisses and cajoleries of little Ursula; were
  never weary of answering her talk and playing with her。 Far from
  making them impatient her petulances charmed them; and they gratified
  all her wishes; making each the ground of some little training。
  The child grew up surrounded by old men; who smiled at her and made
  themselves mothers for her sake; all three equally attentive and
  provident。 Thanks to this wise education; Ursula's soul developed in a
  sphere that suited it。 This rare plant found its special soil; it
  breathed the elements of its true life and assimilated the sun rays
  that belonged to it。
  〃In what faith do you intend to bring up the little one?〃 asked the
  abbe of the doctor; when Ursula was six years old。
  〃In yours;〃 answered Minoret。
  An atheist after the manner of Monsieur Wolmar in the 〃Nouvelle
  Heloise〃 he did not claim the right to deprive Ursula of the benefits
  offered by the Catholic religion。 The doctor; sitting at the moment on
  a bench outside the Chinese pagoda; felt the pressure of the abbe's
  hand on his。
  〃Yes; abbe; every time she talks to me of God I shall send her to her
  friend 'Shapron;'〃 he said; imitating Ursula's infant speech; 〃I wish
  to see whether religious sentiment is inborn or not。 Therefore I shall
  do nothing either for or against the tendencies of that young soul;
  but in my heart I have appointed you her spiritual guardian。〃
  〃God will reward you; I hope;〃 replied the abbe; gently joining his
  hands and raising them towards heaven as if he were making a brief
  mental prayer。
  So; from the time she was six years old the little orphan lived under
  the religious influence of the abbe; just as she had already come
  under the educational training of her friend Jordy。
  The captain; formerly a professor in a military academy; having a
  taste for grammar and for the differences among European languages;
  had studied the problem of a universal tongue。 This learned man;
  patient as most old scholars are; delighted in teaching Ursula to read
  and write。 He taught her also the French language and all she needed
  to know of arithmetic。 The doctor's library afforded a choice of books
  which could be read by a child for amusement as well as instruction。
  The abbe and the soldier allowed the young mind to enrich itself with
  the freedom and comfort which the doctor gave to the body。 Ursula
  learned as she played。 Religion was given with due reflection。 Left to
  follow the divine training of a nature that was led into regions of
  purity by these judicious educators; Ursula inclined more to sentiment
  than to duty; she took as her rule of conduct the voice of her own
  conscience rather than the demands of social law。 In her; nobility of
  feeling and action