第 6 节
作者:恐龙王      更新:2021-02-21 16:11      字数:9322
  then stops; arrested by her irresponsive attitude。
  SHE; with a light sigh; and looking down at the paper; which she has
  continued to hold between her hands:  〃There was a timea moment
  when I might have answered as you wish。〃
  HE:  〃Oh! then there will be again。  If you have changed once; you
  may change once more。  Let me hope that some timeany time; dearest〃
  …
  SHE; quenching him with a look:  〃Mr。 Ransom; I shall NEVER change
  toward you!  You confess that you had your opportunity; and that you
  despised it。〃
  HE:  〃Oh! NOT despised it!〃
  SHE:  〃Neglected it。〃
  HE:  〃Not wilfullyno。  I confess that I was stupidly; vilely;
  pusillanpusillanillani〃 …
  SHE:  〃'Monsly〃 …
  HE:  〃Thanks'mously unworthy of it; but I didn't despise it; I
  didn't neglect it; and if you will only let me show by a lifetime of
  devotion how dearly and truly I have loved you from the first moment
  I drove that cow away〃 …
  SHE:  〃Mr。 Ransom; I have told you that I should never change toward
  you。  That cow was nothing when weighed in the balance against your
  being willing to leave a poor girl; whom you supposed interested in
  you; and to whom you had paid the most marked attention; without a
  word to show her that you cared for her。  What is a cow; or a whole
  herd of cows; as compared with obliging a young lady to offer you
  money that you hadn't earned; and then savagely flinging it back in
  her face?  A yoke of oxen would be nothingor a mad bull。〃
  HE:  〃Oh; I acknowledge it!  I confess it。〃
  SHE:  〃And you own that I am right in refusing to listen to you now?〃
  HE; desolately:  〃Yes; yes。〃
  SHE:  〃It seems that you gave me lessons in order to be with me; and
  if possible to interest me in you; and then you were going away
  without a word。〃
  HE; with a groan:  〃It was only because I was afraid to speak。〃
  SHE:  〃Oh; is THAT any excuse?〃
  HE:  〃No; none。〃
  SHE:  〃A man ought always to have courage。〃  After a pause; in which
  he stands before her with bowed head:  〃Then there's nothing for me
  but to give you this money。〃
  HE; with sudden energy:  〃This is too much!  I〃 …
  SHE; offering him the bank…notes:  〃No; it is the exact sum。  I
  counted it very carefully。〃
  HE:  〃I won't take it; I can't!  I'll never take it!〃
  SHE; standing with the money in her outstretched hand:  〃I have your
  word as a gentleman that you will take it。〃
  HE; gasping:  〃Oh; wellI will take itI will〃He clutches the
  money; and rushes toward the door。  〃Good…evening; ahgood…by〃 …
  SHE; calling after him:  〃The receipt; Mr。 Ransom!  Please sign this
  receipt!〃  She waves the paper in the air。
  HE:  〃Oh; yes; certainly!  Where is itwhatwhich〃He rushes back
  to her; and seizing the receipt; feels blindly about for the pen and
  ink。  〃Where shall I sign?〃
  SHE:  〃Read it first。〃
  HE:  〃Oh; it's allall right〃 …
  SHE:  〃I insist upon your reading it。  It's a business transaction。
  Read it aloud。〃
  HE; desperately:  〃Well; well!〃  He reads。  〃'Received from Miss
  Ethel Reed; in full; for twenty…five lessons in oil…painting; one
  hundred and twenty…five dollars; and her hand; heart; and dearest
  love forever。'〃  He looks up at her。  〃Ethel!〃
  SHE; smiling:  〃Sign it; sign it!〃
  HE; catching her in his arms and kissing her:  〃Oh; yesHERE!〃
  SHE; pulling a little away from him; and laughing:  〃Oh; oh!  I only
  wanted ONE signature!  Twenty autographs are too many; unless you'll
  let me trade them off; as the collectors do。〃
  HE:  〃No; keep them all!  I couldn't think of letting any one else
  have them。  One more!〃
  SHE:  〃No; it's quite enough!〃
  SHE frees herself; and retires beyond the table。  〃This unexpected
  affection〃 …
  HE:  〃IS it unexpectedseriously?〃
  SHE:  〃What do you mean?〃
  HE:  〃Oh; nothing!〃
  SHE:  〃Yes; tell me!〃
  HE:  〃I hopedI thoughtperhapsthat you might have been prepared
  for some such demonstration on my part。〃
  SHE:  〃And why did you thinkhopeperhapsTHAT; Mr。 Ransom; may I
  ask?〃
  HE:  〃If I hadn't; how should I have dared to speak?〃
  SHE:  〃Dared?  You were obliged to speak!  Well; since it's all over;
  I don't mind saying that I DID have some slight apprehensions that
  something in the way of a declaration might be extorted from you。〃
  HE:  〃Extorted?  Oh!〃  He makes an impassioned rush toward her。
  SHE; keeping the table between them:  〃No; no。〃
  HE:  〃Oh; I merely wished to ask why you chose to make me suffer so;
  after I had come to the point。〃
  SHE:  〃Ask it across the table; then。〃  After a moment's reflection;
  〃I made you sufferI made you sufferso that you might have a
  realizing sense of what you had made ME suffer。〃
  HE; enraptured by this confession:  〃Oh; you angel!〃
  SHE; with tender magnanimity:  〃No; only a womana poor; trusting;
  foolish woman!〃  She permits him to surround the table; with
  imaginable results。  Then; with her head on his shoulder:  〃You'll
  NEVER let me regret it; will you; darling?  You'll never oblige me to
  punish you again; dearest; will you?  Oh; it hurt ME far worse to SEE
  your pain than it did you totofeel it!〃  On the other side of the
  partition; Mr。 Grinnidge's pipe falls from his lips; parted in
  slumber; and shivers to atoms on the register。  〃Oh!〃  She flies at
  the register with a shriek of dismay; and is about to close it。
  〃That wretch has been listening; and has heard every word!〃
  HE; preventing her:  〃What wretch?  Where?〃
  SHE:  〃Don't you hear him; mumbling and grumbling there?〃
  GRINNIDGE:  〃Well; I swear!  Cash value of twenty…five dollars; and
  untold toil in coloring it!〃
  RANSOM; listening with an air of mystification:  〃Who's that?〃
  SHE:  〃Gummidge; Grimmidgewhatever you called him。  Oh!〃  She
  arrests herself in consternation。  〃Now I HAVE done it!〃
  HE:  〃Done what?〃
  SHE:  〃Ohnothing!〃
  HE:  〃I don't understand。  Do you mean to say that my friend
  Grinnidge's room is on the other aide of the wall; and that you can
  hear him talk through the register?〃
  SHE preserves the silence of abject terror。  He stoops over the
  register; and calls down it。  〃Grinnidge!  Hallo!〃
  GRINNIDGE:  〃Hallo; yourself!〃
  RANSOM; to Miss Reed:  〃Sounds like the ghostly squeak of the
  phonograph。〃  To Grinnidge:  〃What's the trouble?〃
  GRINNIDGE:  〃Smashed my pipe。  Dozed off and let it drop on this
  infernal register。〃
  RANSOM; turning from the register with impressive deliberation:
  〃Miss Reed; may I ask HOW you came to know that his name was
  Gummidge; or Grimmidge; or whatever I called him?〃
  SHE:  Oh; dearest; I CAN'T tell you!  Oryes; I had better。〃
  Impulsively:  〃I will judge you by myself。  _I_ could forgive YOU
  anything!〃
  HE; doubtfully:  〃Oh; could you?〃
  SHE:  〃Everything!  I hadI had better make a clean breast of it。
  Yes; I had。  Though I don't like to。  II listened!〃
  HE:  〃Listened?〃
  SHE:  〃Through the register totowhatyouwere saying before
  youcame in here。〃  Her head droops。
  HE:  〃Then you heard everything?〃
  SHE:  〃Kill me; but don't look SO at me!  It was accidental at first…
  …indeed it was; and then I recognized your voice; and then I knew you
  were talking about me; and I had so much at stake; and I did love you
  so dearly!  You WILL forgive me; darling?  It wasn't as if I were
  listening with any bad motive。〃
  HE; taking her in his arms:  〃Forgive you?  Of course I do。  But you
  must change this room at once; Ethel; you see you hear everything on
  the other side; too。〃
  SHE:  〃Oh; not if you whisper on this。  You couldn't hear US?〃  At a
  dubious expression of his:  〃You DIDN'T hear us?  If you did; I can
  never forgive you!〃
  HE:  〃It was accidental at firstindeed it was; and then I
  recognized your voice; and then I knew you were talking about me; and
  I had so much at stake; and I did love you so dearly!〃
  SHE:  〃All that has nothing whatever to do with it。  How much did you
  hear?〃
  HE; with exemplary meekness:  〃Only what you were saying before
  Grinnidge came in。  You didn't whisper then。  I had to wait there for
  him while〃 …
  SHE:  〃While you were giving your good resolutions a rest?〃
  HE:  〃While I was giving my good resolutions a rest。〃
  SHE:  〃And that accounts for your determination to humble yourself
  so?〃
  HE:  〃It seemed perfectly providential that I should have known just
  what conditions you were going to exact of me。〃
  SHE:  〃Oh; don't make light of it!  I can tell you it's a very
  serious matter。〃
  HE:  〃It was very serious for me when you didn't meet my self…
  abasement as you had led me to expect you would。〃
  SHE:  〃Don't make fun!  I'm trying to think whether I can forgive
  you。〃
  HE; with insinuation:  〃Don't you believe you could think better if
  you put your head on my shoulder?〃
  SHE:  〃Nonsense!  Then I should forgive you without thinking。〃  After
  a season of reflection:  〃No; I CAN'T forgive you。  I never could
  forgive eavesdropping。  It's TOO low。〃
  HE; in astonishment:  〃Why; you did it yourself!〃
  SHE:  〃But you began it。  Besides; it's very different for a man。
  Women are weak; poor; helpless creatures。  They have to use finesse。
  But a man should be above it。〃
  HE:  〃You said you could forgive me anything。〃
  SHE:  〃Ah; but I didn't know what you'd been doing!〃
  HE; with pensive resignation; and a fe