第 6 节
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恐龙王 更新:2021-02-21 16:11 字数:9322
then stops; arrested by her irresponsive attitude。
SHE; with a light sigh; and looking down at the paper; which she has
continued to hold between her hands: 〃There was a timea moment
when I might have answered as you wish。〃
HE: 〃Oh! then there will be again。 If you have changed once; you
may change once more。 Let me hope that some timeany time; dearest〃
…
SHE; quenching him with a look: 〃Mr。 Ransom; I shall NEVER change
toward you! You confess that you had your opportunity; and that you
despised it。〃
HE: 〃Oh! NOT despised it!〃
SHE: 〃Neglected it。〃
HE: 〃Not wilfullyno。 I confess that I was stupidly; vilely;
pusillanpusillanillani〃 …
SHE: 〃'Monsly〃 …
HE: 〃Thanks'mously unworthy of it; but I didn't despise it; I
didn't neglect it; and if you will only let me show by a lifetime of
devotion how dearly and truly I have loved you from the first moment
I drove that cow away〃 …
SHE: 〃Mr。 Ransom; I have told you that I should never change toward
you。 That cow was nothing when weighed in the balance against your
being willing to leave a poor girl; whom you supposed interested in
you; and to whom you had paid the most marked attention; without a
word to show her that you cared for her。 What is a cow; or a whole
herd of cows; as compared with obliging a young lady to offer you
money that you hadn't earned; and then savagely flinging it back in
her face? A yoke of oxen would be nothingor a mad bull。〃
HE: 〃Oh; I acknowledge it! I confess it。〃
SHE: 〃And you own that I am right in refusing to listen to you now?〃
HE; desolately: 〃Yes; yes。〃
SHE: 〃It seems that you gave me lessons in order to be with me; and
if possible to interest me in you; and then you were going away
without a word。〃
HE; with a groan: 〃It was only because I was afraid to speak。〃
SHE: 〃Oh; is THAT any excuse?〃
HE: 〃No; none。〃
SHE: 〃A man ought always to have courage。〃 After a pause; in which
he stands before her with bowed head: 〃Then there's nothing for me
but to give you this money。〃
HE; with sudden energy: 〃This is too much! I〃 …
SHE; offering him the bank…notes: 〃No; it is the exact sum。 I
counted it very carefully。〃
HE: 〃I won't take it; I can't! I'll never take it!〃
SHE; standing with the money in her outstretched hand: 〃I have your
word as a gentleman that you will take it。〃
HE; gasping: 〃Oh; wellI will take itI will〃He clutches the
money; and rushes toward the door。 〃Good…evening; ahgood…by〃 …
SHE; calling after him: 〃The receipt; Mr。 Ransom! Please sign this
receipt!〃 She waves the paper in the air。
HE: 〃Oh; yes; certainly! Where is itwhatwhich〃He rushes back
to her; and seizing the receipt; feels blindly about for the pen and
ink。 〃Where shall I sign?〃
SHE: 〃Read it first。〃
HE: 〃Oh; it's allall right〃 …
SHE: 〃I insist upon your reading it。 It's a business transaction。
Read it aloud。〃
HE; desperately: 〃Well; well!〃 He reads。 〃'Received from Miss
Ethel Reed; in full; for twenty…five lessons in oil…painting; one
hundred and twenty…five dollars; and her hand; heart; and dearest
love forever。'〃 He looks up at her。 〃Ethel!〃
SHE; smiling: 〃Sign it; sign it!〃
HE; catching her in his arms and kissing her: 〃Oh; yesHERE!〃
SHE; pulling a little away from him; and laughing: 〃Oh; oh! I only
wanted ONE signature! Twenty autographs are too many; unless you'll
let me trade them off; as the collectors do。〃
HE: 〃No; keep them all! I couldn't think of letting any one else
have them。 One more!〃
SHE: 〃No; it's quite enough!〃
SHE frees herself; and retires beyond the table。 〃This unexpected
affection〃 …
HE: 〃IS it unexpectedseriously?〃
SHE: 〃What do you mean?〃
HE: 〃Oh; nothing!〃
SHE: 〃Yes; tell me!〃
HE: 〃I hopedI thoughtperhapsthat you might have been prepared
for some such demonstration on my part。〃
SHE: 〃And why did you thinkhopeperhapsTHAT; Mr。 Ransom; may I
ask?〃
HE: 〃If I hadn't; how should I have dared to speak?〃
SHE: 〃Dared? You were obliged to speak! Well; since it's all over;
I don't mind saying that I DID have some slight apprehensions that
something in the way of a declaration might be extorted from you。〃
HE: 〃Extorted? Oh!〃 He makes an impassioned rush toward her。
SHE; keeping the table between them: 〃No; no。〃
HE: 〃Oh; I merely wished to ask why you chose to make me suffer so;
after I had come to the point。〃
SHE: 〃Ask it across the table; then。〃 After a moment's reflection;
〃I made you sufferI made you sufferso that you might have a
realizing sense of what you had made ME suffer。〃
HE; enraptured by this confession: 〃Oh; you angel!〃
SHE; with tender magnanimity: 〃No; only a womana poor; trusting;
foolish woman!〃 She permits him to surround the table; with
imaginable results。 Then; with her head on his shoulder: 〃You'll
NEVER let me regret it; will you; darling? You'll never oblige me to
punish you again; dearest; will you? Oh; it hurt ME far worse to SEE
your pain than it did you totofeel it!〃 On the other side of the
partition; Mr。 Grinnidge's pipe falls from his lips; parted in
slumber; and shivers to atoms on the register。 〃Oh!〃 She flies at
the register with a shriek of dismay; and is about to close it。
〃That wretch has been listening; and has heard every word!〃
HE; preventing her: 〃What wretch? Where?〃
SHE: 〃Don't you hear him; mumbling and grumbling there?〃
GRINNIDGE: 〃Well; I swear! Cash value of twenty…five dollars; and
untold toil in coloring it!〃
RANSOM; listening with an air of mystification: 〃Who's that?〃
SHE: 〃Gummidge; Grimmidgewhatever you called him。 Oh!〃 She
arrests herself in consternation。 〃Now I HAVE done it!〃
HE: 〃Done what?〃
SHE: 〃Ohnothing!〃
HE: 〃I don't understand。 Do you mean to say that my friend
Grinnidge's room is on the other aide of the wall; and that you can
hear him talk through the register?〃
SHE preserves the silence of abject terror。 He stoops over the
register; and calls down it。 〃Grinnidge! Hallo!〃
GRINNIDGE: 〃Hallo; yourself!〃
RANSOM; to Miss Reed: 〃Sounds like the ghostly squeak of the
phonograph。〃 To Grinnidge: 〃What's the trouble?〃
GRINNIDGE: 〃Smashed my pipe。 Dozed off and let it drop on this
infernal register。〃
RANSOM; turning from the register with impressive deliberation:
〃Miss Reed; may I ask HOW you came to know that his name was
Gummidge; or Grimmidge; or whatever I called him?〃
SHE: Oh; dearest; I CAN'T tell you! Oryes; I had better。〃
Impulsively: 〃I will judge you by myself。 _I_ could forgive YOU
anything!〃
HE; doubtfully: 〃Oh; could you?〃
SHE: 〃Everything! I hadI had better make a clean breast of it。
Yes; I had。 Though I don't like to。 II listened!〃
HE: 〃Listened?〃
SHE: 〃Through the register totowhatyouwere saying before
youcame in here。〃 Her head droops。
HE: 〃Then you heard everything?〃
SHE: 〃Kill me; but don't look SO at me! It was accidental at first…
…indeed it was; and then I recognized your voice; and then I knew you
were talking about me; and I had so much at stake; and I did love you
so dearly! You WILL forgive me; darling? It wasn't as if I were
listening with any bad motive。〃
HE; taking her in his arms: 〃Forgive you? Of course I do。 But you
must change this room at once; Ethel; you see you hear everything on
the other side; too。〃
SHE: 〃Oh; not if you whisper on this。 You couldn't hear US?〃 At a
dubious expression of his: 〃You DIDN'T hear us? If you did; I can
never forgive you!〃
HE: 〃It was accidental at firstindeed it was; and then I
recognized your voice; and then I knew you were talking about me; and
I had so much at stake; and I did love you so dearly!〃
SHE: 〃All that has nothing whatever to do with it。 How much did you
hear?〃
HE; with exemplary meekness: 〃Only what you were saying before
Grinnidge came in。 You didn't whisper then。 I had to wait there for
him while〃 …
SHE: 〃While you were giving your good resolutions a rest?〃
HE: 〃While I was giving my good resolutions a rest。〃
SHE: 〃And that accounts for your determination to humble yourself
so?〃
HE: 〃It seemed perfectly providential that I should have known just
what conditions you were going to exact of me。〃
SHE: 〃Oh; don't make light of it! I can tell you it's a very
serious matter。〃
HE: 〃It was very serious for me when you didn't meet my self…
abasement as you had led me to expect you would。〃
SHE: 〃Don't make fun! I'm trying to think whether I can forgive
you。〃
HE; with insinuation: 〃Don't you believe you could think better if
you put your head on my shoulder?〃
SHE: 〃Nonsense! Then I should forgive you without thinking。〃 After
a season of reflection: 〃No; I CAN'T forgive you。 I never could
forgive eavesdropping。 It's TOO low。〃
HE; in astonishment: 〃Why; you did it yourself!〃
SHE: 〃But you began it。 Besides; it's very different for a man。
Women are weak; poor; helpless creatures。 They have to use finesse。
But a man should be above it。〃
HE: 〃You said you could forgive me anything。〃
SHE: 〃Ah; but I didn't know what you'd been doing!〃
HE; with pensive resignation; and a fe