第 4 节
作者:恐龙王      更新:2021-02-21 16:11      字数:9322
  suppose but that she had been quietly biding her time; and storing up
  her resentment for my having told her she couldn't learn to paint;
  till she could pay me back with interest in one supreme insult?〃
  MISS REED; in a low voice:  〃Oh; how could you think such a cruel;
  vulgar thing?〃  Miss Spaulding leaves the piano; and softly
  approaches her; where she has sunk on her knees beside the register。
  RANSOM:  〃It was tantamount to telling me that she had been amusing
  herself with me instead of my lessons。  It remanded our whole
  association; which I had got to thinking so romantic; to the relation
  of teacher and pupil。  It was a snuba heartless; killing snub; and
  I couldn't see it in any other light。〃  Ransom walks away to the
  window; and looks out。
  MISS REED; flinging herself backward from the register; and hiding
  her face in her hands:  〃Oh; it wasn't! it wasn't! it wasn't!  How
  could you think so?〃
  MISS SPAULDING; rushing forward; and catching her friend in her arms:
  〃What is the matter with you; Ethel Reed?  What are you doing here;
  over the register?  Are you trying to suffocate yourself?  Have you
  taken leave of your senses?〃
  GRINNIDGE:  〃Our fair friend on the other side of the wall seems to
  be on the rampage。〃
  MISS SPAULDING; shutting the register with a violent clash:  〃Ugh!
  how hot it is here!〃
  GRINNIDGE:  〃Doesn't like your conversation; apparently。〃
  MISS REED; frantically pressing forward to open the register:  〃Oh;
  don't shut it; Nettie; dear!  If you do I shall die!  Do…o…n't shut
  the register!〃
  MISS SPAULDING:  〃Don't shut it?  Why; we've got all the heat of the
  furnace in the room now。  Surely you don't want any more?〃
  MISS REED:  〃No; no; not any more。  ButbutOh; dear! what shall I
  do?〃  She still struggles in the embrace of her friend。
  GRINNIDGE; remaining quietly at the register; while Ransom walks away
  to the window:  〃Well;  what did you do?〃
  MISS REED:  〃There; there!  They're commencing again!  DO open it;
  Nettie。  I WILL have it open!〃  She wrenches herself free; and dashes
  the register open。
  GRINNIDGE:  〃Ah; she's opened it again。〃
  Miss Reed; in a stage…whisper:  〃That's the other one!〃
  RANSOM; from the window:  〃Do?  I'll tell you what I did。〃
  MISS REED:  〃That's OlMr。 Ransom。  And; oh; I can't make out what
  he's saying!  He must have gone away to the other side of the room
  and it's at the most important point!〃
  MISS SPAULDING; in an awful undertone:  〃Was that the hollow rumbling
  I heard?  And have you been listening at the register to what they've
  been saying?  O ETHEL!〃
  MISS REED:  〃I haven't been listening; exactly。〃
  MISS SPAULDING:  〃You have!  You have been eavesdropping!〃
  MISS REED:  〃Eavesdropping is listening through a key…hole; or around
  a corner。  This is very different。  Besides; it's Oliver; and he's
  been talking about ME。  Hark!〃  She clutches her friend's hand; where
  they have crouched upon the floor together; and pulls her forward to
  the register。  〃Oh; dear; how hot it is!  I wish they would cut off
  the heat down below。〃
  GRINNIDGE; smoking peacefully through the silence which his friend
  has absent…mindedly let follow upon his last words:  〃Well; you seem
  disposed to take your time about it。〃
  RANSOM:  〃About what?  Oh; yes!  Well〃 …
  MISS REED:  〃'Sh!  Listen。〃
  MISS SPAULDING:  〃I won't listen!  It's shameful:  it's wicked!  I
  don't see how you can do it; Ethel!〃  She remains; however; kneeling
  near the register; and she involuntarily inclines a little more
  toward it。
  RANSOM:  〃It isn't a thing that I care to shout from the house…
  tops。〃  He returns from the window to the chimney…piece。  〃I wrote
  the rudest kind of note; and sent back her letter and her money in
  it。  She had said that she hoped our acquaintance was not to end with
  the summer; but that we might sometimes meet in Boston; and I
  answered that our acquaintance had ended already; and that I should
  be sorry to meet her anywhere again。〃
  GRINNIDGE:  〃Well; if you wanted to make an ass of yourself; you did
  it pretty completely。〃
  MISS REED; whispering:  〃How witty he is!  Those men are always so
  humorous with each other。〃
  RANSOM:  〃Yes; I didn't do it by halves。〃
  MISS REED; whispering:  〃Oh; THAT'S funny; too!〃
  GRINNIDGE:  〃It didn't occur to you that she might feel bound to pay
  you for the first half…dozen; and was embarrassed how to offer to pay
  for them alone?〃
  MISS REED:  〃How he DOES go to the heart of the matter!〃  She presses
  Miss Spaulding's hand in an ecstasy of approval。
  RANSOM:  〃Yes; it didafterward。〃
  MISS REED; in a tender murmur:  〃Oh; POOR Oliver!〃
  RANSOM:  〃And it occurred to me that she was perfectly right in the
  whole affair。〃
  MISS REED:  〃Oh; how generous! how noble!〃
  RANSOM:  〃I had had a thousand opportunities; and I hadn't been man
  enough to tell her that I was in love with her。〃
  MISS REED:  〃How can he say it right out so bluntly?  But if it's
  true〃 …
  RANSOM:  〃I COULDN'T speak。  I was afraid of putting an end to the
  affairof frightening herdisgusting her。〃
  MISS REED:  〃Oh; how little they know us; Nettie!〃
  RANSOM:  〃She seemed so much above me in every wayso sensitive; so
  refined; so gentle; so good; so angelic!〃
  MISS REED:  〃There!  NOW do you call it eavesdropping?  If listeners
  never hear any good of themselves; what do you say to that?  It
  proves that I haven't been listening。〃
  MISS SPAULDING:  〃'Sh!  They're saying something else。〃
  RANSOM:  〃But all that's neither here nor there。  I can see now that
  under the circumstances she couldn't as a lady have acted otherwise
  than she did。  She was forced to treat our whole acquaintance as a
  business matter; and I had forced her to do it。〃
  MISS REED:  〃You HAD; you poor thing!〃
  GRINNIDGE:  〃Well; what do you intend to do about it?〃
  RANSOM:  〃Well〃 …
  MISS REED:  〃'Sh!〃
  MISS SPAULDING:  〃'Sh!〃
  RANSOM:  〃that's what I want to submit to you; Grinnidge。  I must
  see her。〃
  GRINNIDGE:  〃Yes。  I'm glad _I_ mustn't。〃
  MISS REED; stifling a laugh on Miss Spaulding's shoulder:  〃They're
  actually AFRAID of us; Nettie!〃
  RANSOM:  〃See her; and go down in the dust。〃
  MISS REED:  〃My very words!〃
  RANSOM:  〃I have been trying to think what was the very humblest pie
  I could eat; by way of penance; and it appears to me that I had
  better begin by saying that I have come to ask her for the money I
  refused。〃
  MISS REED; enraptured:  〃Oh! doesn't it seem just likelike
  inspiration; Nettie?〃
  MISS SPAULDING:  〃'Sh!  Be quiet; do!  You'll frighten them away!〃
  GRINNIDGE:  〃And then what?〃
  RANSOM:  〃What then?  I don't know what then。  But it appears to me
  that; as a gentleman; I've got nothing to do with the result。  All
  that I've got to do is to submit to my fate; whatever it is。〃
  MISS REED; breathlessly:  〃What princely courage!  What delicate
  magnanimity!  Oh; he needn't have the LEAST fear!  If I could only
  tell him that!〃
  GRINNIDGE; after an interval of meditative smoking:  〃Yes; I guess
  that's the best thing you can do。  It will strike her fancy; if she's
  an imaginative girl; and she'll think you a fine fellow。〃
  MISS REED:  〃Oh; the horrid thing!〃
  GRINNIDGE:  〃If you humble yourself to a woman at all; do it
  thoroughly。  If you go halfway down she'll be tempted to push you the
  rest of the way。  If you flatten out at her feet to begin with; ten
  to one but she will pick you up。〃
  RANSOM:  〃Yes; that was my idea。〃
  MISS REED:  〃Oh; was it; indeed!  Well!〃
  RANSOM:  〃But I've nothing to do with her picking me up or pushing me
  down。  All that I've got to do is to go and surrender myself。〃
  GRINNIDGE:  〃Yes。  Well; I guess you can't go too soon。  I like your
  company; but I advise you as a friend not to lose time。  Where does
  she live?〃
  RANSOM:  〃That's the remarkable part of it:  she lives in this
  house。〃
  MISS REED and Miss Spaulding; in subdued chorus:  〃Oh!〃
  GRINNIDGE; taking his pipe out of his mouth in astonishment:  〃No!〃
  RANSOM:  〃I just came in here to give my good resolutions a rest
  while I was screwing my courage up to ask for her。〃
  MISS REED:  〃Don't you think he's VERY humorous?  Give his good
  resolutions a rest!  That's the way he ALWAYS talks。〃
  MISS SPAULDING:  〃'Sh!〃
  GRINNIDGE:  〃You said you came for my advice。〃
  RANSOM:  〃So I did。  But I didn't promise to act upon it。  Well!〃  He
  goes toward the door。
  GRINNIDGE; without troubling himself to rise:  〃Well; good luck to
  you!〃
  MISS REED:  〃How droll they are with each other!  Don't you LIKE to
  hear them talk?  Oh; I could listen all day。〃
  GRINNIDGE; calling after Ransom:  〃You haven't told me your duck's
  name。〃
  MISS REED:  〃Is THAT what they call us?  Duck!  Do you think it's
  very respectful; Nettie?  I don't believe I like it。  Or; yes; why
  not?  It's no harmif I AM his duck!〃
  RANSOM; coming back:  〃Well; I don't propose to go shouting it round。
  Her name is Miss ReedEthel Reed。〃
  MISS REED:  〃How CAN he?〃
  GRINNIDGE:  〃Slender; willowy party; with a lot of blond hair that
  looks as if it might be indigenous?  Rather pensive…looking?〃
  MISS REED:  〃Indigenous!  I should hope so!〃
  RANSOM:  〃Yes。  But she isn't pensive。  She's awfu