第 44 节
作者:不言败      更新:2021-02-21 15:47      字数:9322
  his rather good…looking and imposing countenance; it was due to
  quite other causes。 After scanning Mr。 Luzhin unceremoniously;
  Raskolnikov smiled malignantly; sank back on the pillow and stared
  at the ceiling as before。
  But Mr。 Luzhin hardened his heart and seemed to determine to take no
  notice of their oddities。
  〃I feel the greatest regret at finding you in this situation;〃 he
  began; again breaking the silence with an effort。 〃If I had been aware
  of your illness I should have come earlier。 But you know what business
  is。 I have; too; a very important legal affair in the Senate; not to
  mention other preoccupations which you may well conjecture。 I am
  expecting your mamma and sister any minute。〃
  Raskolnikov made a movement and seemed about to speak; his face
  showed some excitement。 Pyotr Petrovitch paused; waited; but as
  nothing followed; he went on:
  〃。。。Any minute。 I have found a lodging for them on their arrival。〃
  〃Where?〃 asked Raskolnikov weakly。
  〃Very near here; in Bakaleyev's house。〃
  〃That's in Voskresensky;〃 put in Razumihin。 〃There are two storeys
  of rooms; let by a merchant called Yushin; I've been there。〃
  〃Yes; rooms。。。〃
  〃A disgusting place… filthy; stinking and; what's more; of
  doubtful character。 Things have happened there; and there are all
  sorts of queer people living there。 And I went there about a
  scandalous business。 It's cheap; though。。。〃
  〃I could not; of course; find out so much about it; for I am a
  stranger in Petersburg myself;〃 Pyotr Petrovitch replied huffily。
  〃However; the two rooms are exceedingly clean; and as it is for so
  short a time。。。 I have already taken a permanent; that is; our
  future flat;〃 he said; addressing Raskolnikov; 〃and I am having it
  done up。 And meanwhile I am myself cramped for room in a lodging
  with my friend Andrey Semyonovitch Lebeziatnikov; in the flat of
  Madame Lippevechsel; it was he who told me of Bakaleyev's house;
  too。。。。〃
  〃Lebeziatnikov?〃 said Raskolnikov slowly; as if recalling something。
  〃Yes; Andrey Semyonovitch Lebeziatnikov; a clerk in the Ministry。 Do
  you know him?〃
  〃Yes。。。 no;〃 Raskolnikov answered。
  〃Excuse me; I fancied so from your inquiry。 I was once his
  guardian。。。。 A very nice young man and advanced。 I like to meet
  young people: one learns new things from them。〃 Luzhin looked round
  hopefully at them all。
  〃How do you mean?〃 asked Razumihin。
  〃In the most serious and essential matters;〃 Pyotr Petrovitch
  replied; as though delighted at the question。 〃You see; it's ten years
  since I visited Petersburg。 All the novelties; reforms; ideas have
  reached us in the provinces; but to see it all more clearly one must
  be in Petersburg。 And it's my notion that you observe and learn most
  by watching the younger generation。 And I confess I am delighted。。。〃
  〃At what?〃
  〃Your question is a wide one。 I may be mistaken; but I fancy I
  find clearer views; more; so to say; criticism; more practicality。。。〃
  〃That's true;〃 Zossimov let drop。
  〃Nonsense! There's no practicality。〃 Razumihin flew at him。
  〃Practicality is a difficult thing to find; it does not drop down from
  heaven。 And for the last two hundred years we have been divorced
  from all practical life。 Ideas; if you like; are fermenting;〃 he
  said to Pyotr Petrovitch; 〃and desire for good exists; though it's
  in a childish form; and honesty you may find; although there are
  crowds of brigands。 Anyway; there's no practicality。 Practicality goes
  well shod。〃
  〃I don't agree with you;〃 Pyotr Petrovitch replied; with evident
  enjoyment。 〃Of course; people do get carried away and make mistakes;
  but one must have indulgence; those mistakes are merely evidence of
  enthusiasm for the cause and of abnormal external environment。 If
  little has been done; the time has been but short; of means I will not
  speak。 It's my personal view; if you care to know; that something
  has been accomplished already。 New valuable ideas; new valuable
  works are circulating in the place of our old dreamy and romantic
  authors。 Literature is taking a maturer form; many injurious prejudice
  have been rooted up and turned into ridicule。。。。 In a word; we have
  cut ourselves off irrevocably from the past; and that; to my thinking;
  is a great thing。。。〃
  〃He's learnt it by heart to show off Raskolnikov pronounced
  suddenly。
  〃What?〃 asked Pyotr Petrovitch; not catching his words; but he
  received no reply。
  〃That's all true;〃 Zossimov hastened to interpose。
  〃Isn't it so?〃 Pyotr Petrovitch went on; glancing affably at
  Zossimov。 〃You must admit;〃 he went on; addressing Razumihin with a
  shade of triumph and superciliousness… he almost added 〃young man〃…
  〃that there is an advance; or; as they say now; progress in the name
  of science and economic truth。。。〃
  〃A commonplace。〃
  〃No; not a commonplace! Hitherto; for instance; if I were told;
  'love thy neighbour;' what came of it?〃 Pyotr Petrovitch went on;
  perhaps with excessive haste。 〃It came to my tearing my coat in half
  to share with my neighbour and we both were left half naked。 As a
  Russian proverb has it; 'catch several hares and you won't catch one。'
  Science now tells us; love yourself before all men; for everything
  in the world rests on self…interest。 You love yourself and manage your
  own affairs properly and your coat remains whole。 Economic truth
  adds that the better private affairs are organised in society… the
  more whole coats; so to say… the firmer are its foundations and the
  better is the common welfare organised too。 Therefore; in acquiring
  wealth solely and exclusively for myself; I am acquiring so to
  speak; for all; and helping to bring to pass my neighbour's getting
  a little more than a torn coat; and that not from private; personal
  liberality; but as a consequence of the general advance。 The idea is
  simple; but unhappily it has been a long time reaching us; being
  hindered by idealism and sentimentality。 And yet it would seem to want
  very little wit to perceive it。。。〃
  〃Excuse me; I've very little wit myself;〃 Razumihin cut in
  sharply; 〃and so let us drop it。 I began this discussion with an
  object; but I've grown so sick during the last three years of this
  chattering to amuse oneself; of this incessant flow of commonplaces;
  always the same; that; by Jove; I blush even when other people talk
  like that。 You are in a hurry; no doubt; to exhibit your acquirements;
  and I don't blame you; that's quite pardonable。 I only wanted to
  find out what sort of man you are; for so many unscrupulous people
  have got hold of the progressive cause of late and have so distorted
  in their own interests everything they touched; that the whole cause
  has been dragged in the mire。 That's enough!〃
  〃Excuse me; sir;〃 said Luzhin; affronted; and speaking with
  excessive dignity。 〃Do you mean to suggest so unceremoniously that I
  too。。。〃
  〃Oh; my dear sir。。。 how could I?。。。 Come; that's enough;〃
  Razumihin concluded; and he turned abruptly to Zossimov to continue
  their previous conversation。
  Pyotr Petrovitch had the good se