第 2 节
作者:不言败      更新:2021-02-21 15:46      字数:9322
  he liked all these surroundings: in such darkness even the most
  inquisitive eyes were not to be dreaded。
  〃If I am so scared now; what would it be if it somehow came to
  pass that I were really going to do it?〃 he could not help asking
  himself as he reached the fourth storey。 There his progress was barred
  by some porters who were engaged in moving furniture out of a flat。 He
  knew that the flat had been occupied by a German clerk in the civil
  service; and his family。 This German was moving out then; and so the
  fourth floor on this staircase would be untenanted except by the old
  woman。 〃That's a good thing anyway;〃 he thought to himself; as he rang
  the bell of the old woman's flat。 The bell gave a faint tinkle as
  though it were made of tin and not of copper。 The little flats in such
  houses always have bells that ring like that。 He had forgotten the
  note of that bell; and now its peculiar tinkle seemed to remind him of
  something and to bring it clearly before him。。。。 He started; his
  nerves were terribly overstrained by now。 In a little while; the
  door was opened a tiny crack: the old woman eyed her visitor with
  evident distrust through the crack; and nothing could be seen but
  her little eyes; glittering in the darkness。 But; seeing a number of
  people on the landing; she grew bolder; and opened the door wide。
  The young man stepped into the dark entry; which was partitioned off
  from the tiny kitchen。 The old woman stood facing him in silence and
  looking inquiringly at him。 She was a diminutive; withered up old
  woman of sixty; with sharp malignant eyes and a sharp little nose。 Her
  colourless; somewhat grizzled hair was thickly smeared with oil; and
  she wore no kerchief over it。 Round her thin long neck; which looked
  like a hen's leg; was knotted some sort of flannel rag; and; in
  spite of the heat; there hung flapping on her shoulders; a mangy fur
  cape; yellow with age。 The old woman coughed and groaned at every
  instant。 The young man must have looked at her with a rather
  peculiar expression; for a gleam of mistrust came into her eyes again。
  〃Raskolnikov; a student; I came here a month ago;〃 the young man
  made haste to mutter; with a half bow; remembering that he ought to be
  more polite。
  〃I remember; my good sir; I remember quite well your coming here;〃
  the old woman said distinctly; still keeping her inquiring eyes on his
  face。
  〃And here。。。 I am again on the same errand;〃 Raskolnikov
  continued; a little disconcerted and surprised at the old woman's
  mistrust。 〃Perhaps she is always like that though; only I did not
  notice it the other time;〃 he thought with an uneasy feeling。
  The old woman paused; as though hesitating; then stepped on one
  side; and pointing to the door of the room; she said; letting her
  visitor pass in front of her:
  〃Step in; my good sir。〃
  The little room into which the young man walked; with yellow paper
  on the walls; geraniums and muslin curtains in the windows; was
  brightly lighted up at that moment by the setting sun。
  〃So the sun will shine like this then too!〃 flashed as it were by
  chance through Raskolnikov's mind; and with a rapid glance he
  scanned everything in the room; trying as far as possible to notice
  and remember its arrangement。 But there was nothing special in the
  room。 The furniture; all very old and of yellow wood; consisted of a
  sofa with a huge bent wooden back; an oval table in front of the sofa;
  a dressing…table with a looking…glass fixed on it between the windows;
  chairs along the walls and two or three half…penny prints in yellow
  frames; representing German damsels with birds in their hands… that
  was all。 In the corner a light was burning before a small ikon。
  Everything was very clean; the floor and the furniture were brightly
  polished; everything shone。
  〃Lizaveta's work;〃 thought the young man。 There was not a speck of
  dust to be seen in the whole flat。
  〃It's in the houses of spiteful old widows that one finds such
  cleanliness;〃 Raskolnikov thought again; and he stole a curious glance
  at the cotton curtain over the door leading into another tiny room; in
  which stood the old woman's bed and chest of drawers and into which he
  had never looked before。 These two rooms made up the whole flat。
  〃What do you want?〃 the old woman said severely; coming into the
  room and; as before; standing in front of him so as to look him
  straight in the face。
  〃I've brought something to pawn here;〃 and he drew out of his pocket
  an old…fashioned flat silver watch; on the back of which was
  engraved a globe; the chain was of steel。
  〃But the time is up for your last pledge。 The month was up the day
  before yesterday。〃
  〃I will bring you the interest for another month; wait a little。〃
  〃But that's for me to do as I please; my good sir; to wait or to
  sell your pledge at once。〃
  〃How much will you give me for the watch; Alyona Ivanovna?〃
  〃You come with such trifles; my good sir; it's scarcely worth
  anything。 I gave you two roubles last time for your ring and one could
  buy it quite new at a jeweler's for a rouble and a half。〃
  〃Give me four roubles for it; I shall redeem it; it was my father's。
  I shall be getting some money soon。〃
  〃A rouble and a half; and interest in advance; if you like!〃
  〃A rouble and a half!〃 cried the young man。
  〃Please yourself〃… and the old woman handed him back the watch。
  The young man took it; and was so angry that he was on the point of
  going away; but checked himself at once; remembering that there was
  nowhere else he could go; and that he had had another object also in
  coming。
  〃Hand it over;〃 he said roughly。
  The old woman fumbled in her pocket for her keys; and disappeared
  behind the curtain into the other room。 The young man; left standing
  alone in the middle of the room; listened inquisitively; thinking。
  He could hear her unlocking the chest of drawers。
  〃It must be the top drawer;〃 he reflected。 〃So she carries the
  keys in a pocket on the right。 All in one bunch on a steel ring。。。。
  And there's one key there; three times as big as all the others;
  with deep notches; that can't be the key of the chest of drawers。。。
  then there must be some other chest or strong…box。。。 that's worth
  knowing。 Strong…boxes always have keys like that。。。 but how
  degrading it all is。〃
  The old woman came back。
  〃Here; sir: as we say ten copecks the rouble a month; so I must take
  fifteen copecks from a rouble and a half for the month in advance。 But
  for the two roubles I lent you before; you owe me now twenty copecks
  on the same reckoning in advance。 That makes thirty…five copecks
  altogether。 So I must give you a rouble and fifteen copecks for the
  watch。 Here it is。〃
  〃What! only a rouble and fifteen copecks now!〃
  〃Just so。〃
  The young man did not dispute it and took the money。 He looked at
  the old woman; and was in no hurry to get away; as though there was
  still something he wanted to say or to do; but he did not himself
  quite know what。
  〃I may be bringing you something else in a day or two; Alyona
  Ivanovna… a valuable thing… silver… a cigarette box; as soon as I
  get it back from a friend。。。〃 he broke off in confusion。
  〃Well; we will talk about it the