第 115 节
作者:恐龙王      更新:2021-02-21 15:32      字数:9321
  coarseness of the fare; I ate with appetite。  My provisions had by
  this time been very much diminished; and I saw that it would be
  speedily necessary; in the event of my continuing to reside in the
  dingle; to lay in a fresh store。  After my meal; I went to the pit
  and filled a can with water; which I brought to the dingle; and
  then again sat down on my stone。  I considered what I should next
  do:  it was necessary to do something; or my life in this solitude
  would be insupportable。  What should I do? rouse up my forge and
  fashion a horse…shoe?  But I wanted nerve and heart for such an
  employment; moreover; I had no motive for fatiguing myself in this
  manner; my own horse was shod; no other was at hand; and it is hard
  to work for the sake of working。  What should I do? read?  Yes; but
  I had no other book than the Bible which the Welsh Methodist had
  given me。  Well; why not read the Bible? I was once fond of reading
  the Bible; ay; but those days were long gone by。  However; I did
  not see what else I could well do on the present occasion … so I
  determined to read the Bible … it was in Welsh; at any rate it
  might amuse me。  So I took the Bible out of the sack; in which it
  was lying in the cart; and began to read at the place where I
  chanced to open it。  I opened it at that part where the history of
  Saul commences。  At first I read with indifference; but after some
  time my attention was riveted; and no wonder; I had come to the
  visitations of Saul … those dark moments of his; when he did and
  said such unaccountable things; it almost appeared to me that I was
  reading of myself; I; too; had my visitations; dark as ever his
  were。  Oh; how I sympathised with Saul; the tall dark man!  I had
  read his life before; but it had made no impression on me; it had
  never occurred to me that I was like him; but I now sympathised
  with Saul; for my own dark hour was but recently passed; and;
  perhaps; would soon return again; the dark hour came frequently on
  Saul。
  Time wore away; I finished the book of Saul; and; closing the
  volume; returned it to its place。  I then returned to my seat on
  the stone; and thought of what I had read; and what I had lately
  undergone。  All at once I thought I felt well…known sensations; a
  cramping of the breast; and a tingling of the soles of the feet;
  they were what I had felt on the preceding day … they were the
  forerunners of the fear。  I sat motionless on my stone; the
  sensations passed away; and the fear came not。  Darkness was now
  coming again over the earth; the dingle was again in deep shade; I
  roused the fire with the breath of the bellows; and sat looking at
  the cheerful glow; it was cheering and comforting。  My little horse
  came now and lay down on the ground beside the forge; I was not
  quite deserted。  I again ate some of the coarse food; and drank
  plentifully of the water which I had fetched in the morning。  I
  then put fresh fuel on the fire; and sat for a long time looking on
  the blaze; I then went into my tent。
  I awoke; on my own calculation; about midnight … it was pitch dark;
  and there was much fear upon me。
  CHAPTER LXXXV
  Free and independent … I don't see why … Oats … A noise … Unwelcome
  visitors … What's the matter? … Good…day to ye … The tall girl …
  Dovrefeld … Blow on the face … Civil enough … What's this? … Vulgar
  woman … Hands off … Gasping for breath … Long Melford … A pretty
  manoeuvre … A long draught … Signs of animation … It won't do … No
  malice … Bad people。
  Two mornings after the period to which I have brought the reader in
  the preceding chapter; I sat by my fire at the bottom of the
  dingle; I had just breakfasted; and had finished the last morsel of
  food which I had brought with me to that solitude。
  'What shall I now do?' said I to myself; 'shall I continue here; or
  decamp? … this is a sad lonely spot … perhaps I had better quit it;
  but whither shall I go? the wide world is before me; but what can I
  do therein?  I have been in the world already without much success。
  No; I had better remain here; the place is lonely; it is true; but
  here I am free and independent; and can do what I please; but I
  can't remain here without food。  Well; I will find my way to the
  nearest town; lay in a fresh supply of provision; and come back;
  turning my back upon the world; which has turned its back upon me。
  I don't see why I should not write a little sometimes; I have pens
  and an ink…horn; and for a writing…desk I can place the Bible on my
  knee。  I shouldn't wonder if I could write a capital satire on the
  world on the back of that Bible; but; first of all; I must think of
  supplying myself with food。'
  I rose up from the stone on which I was seated; determining to go
  to the nearest town; with my little horse and cart; and procure
  what I wanted。  The nearest town; according to my best calculation;
  lay about five miles distant; I had no doubt; however; that; by
  using ordinary diligence; I should be back before evening。  In
  order to go lighter; I determined to leave my tent standing as it
  was; and all the things which I had purchased of the tinker; just
  as they were。  'I need not be apprehensive on their account;' said
  I to myself; 'nobody will come here to meddle with them … the great
  recommendation of this place is its perfect solitude … I daresay
  that I could live here six months without seeing a single human
  visage。  I will now harness my little gry and be off to the town。'
  At a whistle which I gave; the little gry; which was feeding on the
  bank near the uppermost part of the dingle; came running to me; for
  by this time he had become so accustomed to me that he would obey
  my call; for all the world as if he had been one of the canine
  species。  'Now;' said I to him; 'we are going to the town to buy
  bread for myself and oats for you … I am in a hurry to be back;
  therefore I pray you to do your best; and to draw me and the cart
  to the town with all possible speed; and to bring us back; if you
  do your best; I promise you oats on your return。  You know the
  meaning of oats; Ambrol?'  Ambrol whinnied as if to let me know
  that he understood me perfectly well; as indeed he well might; as I
  had never once fed him during the time that he had been in my
  possession without saying the word in question to him。  Now;
  Ambrol; in the gypsy tongue; signifieth a pear。
  So I caparisoned Ambrol; and then; going to the cart; I removed two
  or three things from it into the tent; I then lifted up the shafts;
  and was just going to call to the pony to come and be fastened to
  them; when I thought I heard a noise。
  I stood stock still; supporting the shaft of the little cart in my
  hand; and bending the right side of my face slightly towards the
  ground; but I could hear nothing; the noise which I thought I had
  heard was not one of those sounds which I was accustomed to hear in
  that solitude … the note of a bird; or the rustling of a bough; it
  was … there I heard it again; a sound very much resembling the
  grating of a wheel amongst gravel。  Could it proceed from the road?
  Oh no; the road was too far distant for me to hear the noise of
  anything moving along it。 Again I listened; and now I distinctly
  heard the sound of wheels; which seemed to be approaching the
  dingle; nearer and nearer they drew; and presently the sound of
  wheels was blended with the murmur of voices。  Anon I heard a
  boisterous shout; which seemed to proceed from the entrance of the
  dingle。  'Here are folks at hand;' said I; letting the shaft of the
  cart fall to the ground; 'is it possible that they can be coming
  here?'  My doubts on that point; if I entertained any; were soon
  dispelled; the wheels; which had ceased moving for a moment or two;
  were once again in motion; and were now evidently moving down the
  winding path which led to my retreat。  Leaving my cart; I came
  forward and placed myself near the entrance of the open space; with
  my eyes fixed on the path down which my unexpected; and I may say
  unwelcome; visitors were coming。  Presently I heard a stamping or
  sliding; as if of a horse in some difficulty; then a loud curse;
  and the next moment appeared a man and a horse and cart; the former
  holding the head of the horse up to prevent him from falling; of
  which he was in danger; owing to the precipitous nature of the
  path。  Whilst thus occupied; the head of the man was averted from
  me。  When; however; he had reached the bottom of the descent; he
  turned his head; and perceiving me; as I stood bareheaded; without
  either coat or waistcoat; about two yards from him; he gave a
  sudden start; so violent that the backward motion of his hand had
  nearly flung the horse upon his haunches。
  'Why don't you move forward?' said a voice from behind; apparently
  that of a female; 'you are stopping up the way; and we