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恐龙王 更新:2021-02-21 15:32 字数:9322
and sat down in the porch。 It was empty; there was no modest
maiden there; as on the preceding Sabbath。 The damsel of the book
had accompanied the rest。 I had seen her in the procession; and
the house appeared quite deserted。 The owners had probably left it
to my custody; so I sat down in the porch; quite alone。 The hours
of the Sabbath passed heavily away。
At last evening came; and with it the party of the morning。 I was
now at my place beneath the oak。 I went forward to meet them。
Peter and his wife received me with a calm and quiet greeting; and
passed forward。 The rest of the party had broken into groups。
There was a kind of excitement amongst them; and much eager
whispering。 I went to one of the groups; the young girl of whom I
have spoken more than once was speaking: 'Such a sermon;' said
she; 'it has never been our lot to hear; Peter never before spoke
as he has done this day … he was always a powerful preacher; but
oh; the unction of the discourse of this morning; and yet more of
that of the afternoon; which was the continuation of it!' 'What
was the subject?' said I; interrupting her。 'Ah! you should have
been there; young man; to have heard it; it would have made a
lasting impression upon you。 I was bathed in tears all the time;
those who heard it will never forget the preaching of the good
Peter Williams on the Power; Providence; and Goodness of God。'
CHAPTER LXXIX
Deep interest … Goodly country … Two mansions … Welshman's Candle …
Beautiful universe … Godly discourse … Fine church … Points of
doctrine … Strange adventures … Paltry cause … Roman pontiff … Evil
spirit。
ON the morrow I said to my friends; 'I am about to depart;
farewell!' 'Depart!' said Peter and his wife; simultaneously;
'whither wouldst thou go?' 'I can't stay here all my days;' I
replied。 'Of course not;' said Peter; 'but we had no idea of
losing thee so soon: we had almost hoped that thou wouldst join
us; become one of us。 We are under infinite obligations to thee。'
'You mean I am under infinite obligations to you;' said I。 'Did
you not save my life?' 'Perhaps so; under God;' said Peter; 'and
what hast thou not done for me? Art thou aware that; under God;
thou hast preserved my soul from despair? But; independent of
that; we like thy company; and feel a deep interest in thee; and
would fain teach thee the way that is right。 Hearken; to…morrow we
go into Wales; go with us。' 'I have no wish to go into Wales;'
said I。 'Why not?' said Peter; with animation。 'Wales is a goodly
country; as the Scripture says … a land of brooks of water; of
fountains and depths; that spring out of valleys and hills; a land
whose stones are iron; and out of whose hills thou mayest dig
lead。'
'I daresay it is a very fine country;' said I; 'but I have no wish
to go there just now; my destiny seems to point in another
direction; to say nothing of my trade。' 'Thou dost right to say
nothing of thy trade;' said Peter; smiling; 'for thou seemest to
care nothing about it; which has led Winifred and myself to suspect
that thou art not altogether what thou seemest; but; setting that
aside; we should be most happy if thou wouldst go with us into
Wales。' 'I cannot promise to go with you into Wales;' said I;
'but; as you depart to…morrow; I will stay with you through the
day; and on the morrow accompany you part of the way。' 'Do;' said
Peter: 'I have many people to see to…day; and so has Winifred; but
we will both endeavour to have some serious discourse with thee;
which; perhaps; will turn to thy profit in the end。'
In the course of the day the good Peter came to me; as I was seated
beneath the oak; and; placing himself by me; commenced addressing
me in the following manner:…
'I have no doubt; my young friend; that you are willing to admit
that the most important thing which a human being possesses is his
soul; it is of infinitely more importance than the body; which is a
frail substance; and cannot last for many years; but not so the
soul; which; by its nature; is imperishable。 To one of two
mansions the soul is destined to depart; after its separation from
the body; to heaven or hell; to the halls of eternal bliss; where
God and His holy angels dwell; or to the place of endless misery;
inhabited by Satan and his grisly companions。 My friend; if the
joys of heaven are great; unutterably great; so are the torments of
hell unutterably so。 I wish not to speak of them; I wish not to
terrify your imagination with the torments of hell: indeed; I like
not to think of them; but it is necessary to speak of them
sometimes; and to think of them sometimes; lest you should sink
into a state of carnal security。 Authors; friend; and learned men;
are not altogether agreed as to the particulars of hell。 They all
agree; however; in considering it a place of exceeding horror。
Master Ellis Wyn; who by the bye was a churchman; calls it; amongst
other things; a place of strong sighs; and of flaming sparks。
Master Rees Pritchard; who was not only a churchman; but Vicar of
Llandovery; and flourished about two hundred years ago … I wish
many like him flourished now … speaking of hell; in his collection
of sweet hymns called the 〃Welshman's Candle;〃 observes;
'〃The pool is continually blazing; it is very deep; without any
known bottom; and the walls are so high; that there is neither hope
nor possibility of escaping over them。〃
'But; as I told you just now; I have no great pleasure in talking
of hell。 No; friend; no; I would sooner talk of the other place;
and of the goodness and hospitality of God amongst His saints
above。'
And then the excellent man began to dilate upon the joys of heaven;
and the goodness and hospitality of God in the mansions above;
explaining to me; in the clearest way; how I might get there。
And when he had finished what he had to say; he left me; whereupon
Winifred drew nigh; and sitting down by me began to address me。 'I
do not think;' said she; 'from what I have observed of thee; that
thou wouldst wish to be ungrateful; and yet; is not thy whole life
a series of ingratitude; and to whom? … to thy Maker。 Has He not
endowed thee with a goodly and healthy form; and senses which
enable thee to enjoy the delights of His beautiful universe … the
work of His hands? Canst thou not enjoy; even to rapture; the
brightness of the sun; the perfume of the meads; and the song of
the dear birds which inhabit among the trees? Yes; thou canst; for
I have seen thee; and observed thee doing so。 Yet; during the
whole time that I have known thee; I have not heard proceed from
thy lips one single word of praise or thanksgiving to 。 。 。'
And in this manner the admirable woman proceeded for a considerable
time; and to all her discourse I listened with attention; and when
she had concluded; I took her hand and said; 'I thank you;' and
that was all。
On the next day everything was ready for our departure。 The good
family of the house came to bid us farewell。 There were shaking of
hands; and kisses; as on the night of our arrival。
And as I stood somewhat apart; the young girl of whom I have spoken
so often came up to me; and holding out her hand; said; 'Farewell;
young man; wherever thou goest。' Then; after looking around her;
she said; 'It was all true you told me。 Yesterday I received a
letter from him thou wottest of; he is coming soon。 God bless you;
young man; who would have thought thou knewest so much!'
So; after we had taken our farewell of the good family; we
departed; proceeding in the direction of Wales。 Peter was very
cheerful; and enlivened the way with godly discourse and spiritual
hymns; some of which were in the Welsh language。 At length I said;
'It is a pity that you did not continue in the Church; you have a
turn for Psalmody; and I have heard of a man becoming a bishop by
means of a less qualification。'
'Very probably;' said Peter; 'more the pity。 But I have told you
the reason of my forsaking it。 Frequently; when I went to the
church door; I found it barred; and the priest absent; what was I
to do? My heart was bursting for want of some religious help and
comfort; what could I do? as good Master Rees Pritchard observes in
his 〃Candle for Welshmen〃:…
'〃It is a doleful thing to see little children burning on the hot
coals for want of help; but yet more doleful to see a flock of
souls falling into the burning lake for want of a priest。〃'
'The Church of England is a fine church;' said I; 'I would not
advise any one to speak ill of the Church of England before me。'
'I have nothing to say against the church;' said Peter; 'all I wish
is that it would fling itself a little more open; and that its
priests would a little more bestir t