第 108 节
作者:恐龙王      更新:2021-02-21 15:32      字数:9322
  and sat down in the porch。  It was empty; there was no modest
  maiden there; as on the preceding Sabbath。  The damsel of the book
  had accompanied the rest。  I had seen her in the procession; and
  the house appeared quite deserted。  The owners had probably left it
  to my custody; so I sat down in the porch; quite alone。  The hours
  of the Sabbath passed heavily away。
  At last evening came; and with it the party of the morning。  I was
  now at my place beneath the oak。  I went forward to meet them。
  Peter and his wife received me with a calm and quiet greeting; and
  passed forward。  The rest of the party had broken into groups。
  There was a kind of excitement amongst them; and much eager
  whispering。  I went to one of the groups; the young girl of whom I
  have spoken more than once was speaking:  'Such a sermon;' said
  she; 'it has never been our lot to hear; Peter never before spoke
  as he has done this day … he was always a powerful preacher; but
  oh; the unction of the discourse of this morning; and yet more of
  that of the afternoon; which was the continuation of it!'  'What
  was the subject?' said I; interrupting her。  'Ah! you should have
  been there; young man; to have heard it; it would have made a
  lasting impression upon you。  I was bathed in tears all the time;
  those who heard it will never forget the preaching of the good
  Peter Williams on the Power; Providence; and Goodness of God。'
  CHAPTER LXXIX
  Deep interest … Goodly country … Two mansions … Welshman's Candle …
  Beautiful universe … Godly discourse … Fine church … Points of
  doctrine … Strange adventures … Paltry cause … Roman pontiff … Evil
  spirit。
  ON the morrow I said to my friends; 'I am about to depart;
  farewell!'  'Depart!' said Peter and his wife; simultaneously;
  'whither wouldst thou go?'  'I can't stay here all my days;' I
  replied。  'Of course not;' said Peter; 'but we had no idea of
  losing thee so soon:  we had almost hoped that thou wouldst join
  us; become one of us。  We are under infinite obligations to thee。'
  'You mean I am under infinite obligations to you;' said I。  'Did
  you not save my life?'  'Perhaps so; under God;' said Peter; 'and
  what hast thou not done for me?  Art thou aware that; under God;
  thou hast preserved my soul from despair?  But; independent of
  that; we like thy company; and feel a deep interest in thee; and
  would fain teach thee the way that is right。  Hearken; to…morrow we
  go into Wales; go with us。'  'I have no wish to go into Wales;'
  said I。  'Why not?' said Peter; with animation。  'Wales is a goodly
  country; as the Scripture says … a land of brooks of water; of
  fountains and depths; that spring out of valleys and hills; a land
  whose stones are iron; and out of whose hills thou mayest dig
  lead。'
  'I daresay it is a very fine country;' said I; 'but I have no wish
  to go there just now; my destiny seems to point in another
  direction; to say nothing of my trade。'  'Thou dost right to say
  nothing of thy trade;' said Peter; smiling; 'for thou seemest to
  care nothing about it; which has led Winifred and myself to suspect
  that thou art not altogether what thou seemest; but; setting that
  aside; we should be most happy if thou wouldst go with us into
  Wales。'  'I cannot promise to go with you into Wales;' said I;
  'but; as you depart to…morrow; I will stay with you through the
  day; and on the morrow accompany you part of the way。'  'Do;' said
  Peter:  'I have many people to see to…day; and so has Winifred; but
  we will both endeavour to have some serious discourse with thee;
  which; perhaps; will turn to thy profit in the end。'
  In the course of the day the good Peter came to me; as I was seated
  beneath the oak; and; placing himself by me; commenced addressing
  me in the following manner:…
  'I have no doubt; my young friend; that you are willing to admit
  that the most important thing which a human being possesses is his
  soul; it is of infinitely more importance than the body; which is a
  frail substance; and cannot last for many years; but not so the
  soul; which; by its nature; is imperishable。  To one of two
  mansions the soul is destined to depart; after its separation from
  the body; to heaven or hell; to the halls of eternal bliss; where
  God and His holy angels dwell; or to the place of endless misery;
  inhabited by Satan and his grisly companions。  My friend; if the
  joys of heaven are great; unutterably great; so are the torments of
  hell unutterably so。  I wish not to speak of them; I wish not to
  terrify your imagination with the torments of hell:  indeed; I like
  not to think of them; but it is necessary to speak of them
  sometimes; and to think of them sometimes; lest you should sink
  into a state of carnal security。  Authors; friend; and learned men;
  are not altogether agreed as to the particulars of hell。  They all
  agree; however; in considering it a place of exceeding horror。
  Master Ellis Wyn; who by the bye was a churchman; calls it; amongst
  other things; a place of strong sighs; and of flaming sparks。
  Master Rees Pritchard; who was not only a churchman; but Vicar of
  Llandovery; and flourished about two hundred years ago … I wish
  many like him flourished now … speaking of hell; in his collection
  of sweet hymns called the 〃Welshman's Candle;〃 observes;
  '〃The pool is continually blazing; it is very deep; without any
  known bottom; and the walls are so high; that there is neither hope
  nor possibility of escaping over them。〃
  'But; as I told you just now; I have no great pleasure in talking
  of hell。  No; friend; no; I would sooner talk of the other place;
  and of the goodness and hospitality of God amongst His saints
  above。'
  And then the excellent man began to dilate upon the joys of heaven;
  and the goodness and hospitality of God in the mansions above;
  explaining to me; in the clearest way; how I might get there。
  And when he had finished what he had to say; he left me; whereupon
  Winifred drew nigh; and sitting down by me began to address me。  'I
  do not think;' said she; 'from what I have observed of thee; that
  thou wouldst wish to be ungrateful; and yet; is not thy whole life
  a series of ingratitude; and to whom? … to thy Maker。  Has He not
  endowed thee with a goodly and healthy form; and senses which
  enable thee to enjoy the delights of His beautiful universe … the
  work of His hands?  Canst thou not enjoy; even to rapture; the
  brightness of the sun; the perfume of the meads; and the song of
  the dear birds which inhabit among the trees?  Yes; thou canst; for
  I have seen thee; and observed thee doing so。  Yet; during the
  whole time that I have known thee; I have not heard proceed from
  thy lips one single word of praise or thanksgiving to 。 。 。'
  And in this manner the admirable woman proceeded for a considerable
  time; and to all her discourse I listened with attention; and when
  she had concluded; I took her hand and said; 'I thank you;' and
  that was all。
  On the next day everything was ready for our departure。  The good
  family of the house came to bid us farewell。  There were shaking of
  hands; and kisses; as on the night of our arrival。
  And as I stood somewhat apart; the young girl of whom I have spoken
  so often came up to me; and holding out her hand; said; 'Farewell;
  young man; wherever thou goest。'  Then; after looking around her;
  she said; 'It was all true you told me。  Yesterday I received a
  letter from him thou wottest of; he is coming soon。  God bless you;
  young man; who would have thought thou knewest so much!'
  So; after we had taken our farewell of the good family; we
  departed; proceeding in the direction of Wales。  Peter was very
  cheerful; and enlivened the way with godly discourse and spiritual
  hymns; some of which were in the Welsh language。  At length I said;
  'It is a pity that you did not continue in the Church; you have a
  turn for Psalmody; and I have heard of a man becoming a bishop by
  means of a less qualification。'
  'Very probably;' said Peter; 'more the pity。  But I have told you
  the reason of my forsaking it。  Frequently; when I went to the
  church door; I found it barred; and the priest absent; what was I
  to do?  My heart was bursting for want of some religious help and
  comfort; what could I do? as good Master Rees Pritchard observes in
  his 〃Candle for Welshmen〃:…
  '〃It is a doleful thing to see little children burning on the hot
  coals for want of help; but yet more doleful to see a flock of
  souls falling into the burning lake for want of a priest。〃'
  'The Church of England is a fine church;' said I; 'I would not
  advise any one to speak ill of the Church of England before me。'
  'I have nothing to say against the church;' said Peter; 'all I wish
  is that it would fling itself a little more open; and that its
  priests would a little more bestir t