第 78 节
作者:恐龙王      更新:2021-02-21 15:31      字数:9322
  walking home to the old town; stay some time with my mother and my
  brother; and enjoy the pleasant walks in the neighbourhood; but;
  though I wished very much to see my mother and my brother; and felt
  much disposed to enjoy the said pleasant walks; the old town was
  not exactly the place to which I wished to go at this present
  juncture。  I was afraid that people would ask; Where are your
  Northern Ballads?  Where are your alliterative translations from Ab
  Gwilym … of which you were always talking; and with which you
  promised to astonish the world?  Now; in the event of such
  interrogations; what could I answer?  It is true I had compiled
  NEWGATE LIVES AND TRIALS; and had written the life of Joseph Sell;
  but I was afraid that the people of the old town would scarcely
  consider these as equivalents for the Northern Ballads and the
  songs of Ab Gwilym。  I would go forth and wander in any direction
  but that of the old town。
  But how one's sensibility on any particular point diminishes with
  time; at present I enter the old town perfectly indifferent as to
  what the people may be thinking on the subject of the songs and
  ballads。  With respect to the people themselves; whether; like my
  sensibility; their curiosity has altogether evaporated; whether;
  which is at least equally probable; they never entertained any; one
  thing is certain; that never in a single instance have they
  troubled me with any remarks on the subject of the songs and
  ballads。
  As it was my intention to travel on foot; with a bundle and a
  stick; I despatched my trunk containing some few clothes and books
  to the old town。  My preparations were soon made; in about three
  days I was in readiness to start。
  Before departing; however; I bethought me of my old friend the
  apple…woman of London Bridge。  Apprehensive that she might be
  labouring under the difficulties of poverty; I sent her a piece of
  gold by the hands of a young maiden in the house in which I lived。
  The latter punctually executed her commission; but brought me back
  the piece of gold。  The old woman would not take it; she did not
  want it; she said。  'Tell the poor thin lad;' she added; 'to keep
  it for himself; he wants it more than I。'
  Rather late one afternoon I departed from my lodging; with my stick
  in one hand and a small bundle in the other; shaping my course to
  the south…west:  when I first arrived; somewhat more than a year
  before; I had entered the city by the north…east。  As I was not
  going home; I determined to take my departure in the direction the
  very opposite to home。
  Just as I was about to cross the street called the Haymarket; at
  the lower part; a cabriolet; drawn by a magnificent animal; came
  dashing along at a furious rate; it stopped close by the curb…stone
  where I was; a sudden pull of the reins nearly bringing the
  spirited animal upon its haunches。  The Jehu who had accomplished
  this feat was Francis Ardry。  A small beautiful female; with
  flashing eyes; dressed in the extremity of fashion; sat beside him。
  'Holloa; friend;' said Francis Ardry; 'whither bound?'
  'I do not know;' said I; 'all I can say is; that I am about to
  leave London。'
  'And the means?' said Francis Ardry。
  'I have them;' said I; with a cheerful smile。
  'Qui est celui…ci?' demanded the small female; impatiently。
  'C'est … mon ami le plus intime; so you were about to leave London;
  without telling me a word;' said Francis Ardry; somewhat angrily。
  'I intended to have written to you;' said I:  'what a splendid mare
  that is。'
  'Is she not?' said Francis Ardry; who was holding in the mare with
  difficulty; 'she cost a hundred guineas。'
  'Qu'est ce qu'il dit?' demanded his companion。
  'Il dit que le jument est bien beau。'
  'Allons; mon ami; il est tard;' said the beauty; with a scornful
  toss of her head; 'allons!'
  'Encore un moment;' said Francis Ardry; 'and when shall I see you
  again?'
  'I scarcely know;' I replied:  'I never saw a more splendid turn
  out。'
  'Qu'est ce qu'il dit?' I said the lady again。
  'Il dit que tout l'equipage est en assez bon gout。'
  'Allons; c'est un ours;' said the lady; 'le cheval meme en a peur;'
  added she; as the mare reared up on high。
  'Can you find nothing else to admire but the mare and the
  equipage?' said Francis Ardry; reproachfully; after he had with
  some difficulty brought the mare to order。
  Lifting my hand; in which I held my stick; I took off my hat。  'How
  beautiful!' said I; looking the lady full in the face。
  'Comment?' said the lady; inquiringly。
  'Il dit que vous etes belle comme un ange;' said Francis Ardry;
  emphatically。
  'Mais; a la bonne heure! arretez; mon ami;' said the lady to
  Francis Ardry; who was about to drive off; 'je voudrais bien causer
  un moment avec lui; arretez; il est delicieux。 … Est…ce bien ainsi
  que vous traitez vos amis?' said she passionately; as Francis Ardry
  lifted up his whip。  'Bon jour; Monsieur; bon jour;' said she;
  thrusting her head from the side and looking back; as Francis Ardry
  drove off at the rate of thirteen miles an hour。
  CHAPTER LIX
  The milestone … The meditation … Want to get up? … The off…hand
  leader … Sixteen shillings … The near…hand wheeler … All right。
  IN about two hours I had cleared the Great City; and got beyond the
  suburban villages; or rather towns; in the direction in which I was
  travelling; I was in a broad and excellent road; leading I knew not
  whither。  I now slackened my pace; which had hitherto been great。
  Presently; coming to a milestone on which was graven nine miles; I
  rested against it; and looking round towards the vast city; which
  had long ceased to be visible; I fell into a train of meditation。
  I thought of all my ways and doings since the day of my first
  arrival in that vast city … I had worked and toiled; and; though I
  had accomplished nothing at all commensurate with the hopes which I
  had entertained previous to my arrival; I had achieved my own
  living; preserved my independence; and become indebted to no one。
  I was now quitting it; poor in purse; it is true; but not wholly
  empty; rather ailing it may be; but not broken in health; and; with
  hope within my bosom; had I not cause upon the whole to be
  thankful?  Perhaps there were some who; arriving at the same time
  under not more favourable circumstances; had accomplished much
  more; and whose future was far more hopeful … Good!  But there
  might be others who; in spite of all their efforts; had been either
  trodden down in the press; never more to be heard of; or were
  quitting that mighty town broken in purse; broken in health; and;
  oh! with not one dear hope to cheer them。  Had I not; upon the
  whole; abundant cause to be grateful?  Truly; yes!
  My meditation over; I left the milestone and proceeded on my way in
  the same direction as before until the night began to close in。  I
  had always been a good pedestrian; but now; whether owing to
  indisposition or to not having for some time past been much in the
  habit of taking such lengthy walks; I began to feel not a little
  weary。  Just as I was thinking of putting up for the night at the
  next inn or public…house I should arrive at; I heard what sounded
  like a coach coming up rapidly behind me。  Induced; perhaps; by the
  weariness which I felt; I stopped and looked wistfully in the
  direction of the sound; presently up came a coach; seemingly a
  mail; drawn by four bounding horses … there was no one upon it but
  the coachman and the guard; when nearly parallel with me it
  stopped。  'Want to get up?' sounded a voice; in the true coachman…
  like tone … half querulous; half authoritative。  I hesitated; I was
  tired; it is true; but I had left London bound on a pedestrian
  excursion; and I did not much like the idea of having recourse to a
  coach after accomplishing so very inconsiderable a distance。
  'Come; we can't be staying here all night;' said the voice; more
  sharply than before。  'I can ride a little way; and get down
  whenever I like;' thought I; and springing forward I clambered up
  the coach; and was going to sit down upon the box; next the
  coachman。  'No; no;' said the coachman; who was a man about thirty;
  with a hooked nose and red face; dressed in a fashionably…cut
  greatcoat; with a fashionable black castor on his head。  'No; no;
  keep behind …the box ain't for the like of you;' said he; as he
  drove off; 'the box is for lords; or gentlemen at least。'  I made
  no answer。  'D… that off…hand leader;' said the coachman; as the
  right…hand front horse made a desperate start at something he saw
  in the road; and; half rising; he with great dexterity hit with his
  long whip the off…hand leader a cut on the off cheek。  'These seem
  to be fine horses;' said I。  The coachman made no answer。  'Nearly
  thoroughbred;