第 72 节
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恐龙王 更新:2021-02-21 15:31 字数:9322
there should be more order and system in the working of the moral
world than I have thought? Does there not seem in the present
instance to be something like the working of a Divine hand? I
could not conceive why this woman; better educated than her mother;
should have been; as she certainly was; a worse character than her
mother。 Yet perhaps this woman may be better and happier than her
mother ever was; perhaps she is so already … perhaps this world is
not a wild; lying dream; as I have occasionally supposed it to be。'
But the thought of my own situation did not permit me to abandon
myself much longer to these musings。 I started up。 'Where are you
going; child?' said the woman; anxiously。 'I scarcely know;' said
I; 'anywhere。' 'Then stay here; child;' said she; 'I have much to
say to you。' 'No;' said I; 'I shall be better moving about'; and I
was moving away; when it suddenly occurred to me that I might never
see this woman again; and turning round I offered her my hand; and
bade her good…bye。 'Farewell; child;' said the old woman; 'and God
bless you!' I then moved along the bridge until I reached the
Southwark side; and; still holding on my course; my mind again
became quickly abstracted from all surrounding objects。
At length I found myself in a street or road; with terraces on
either side; and seemingly of interminable length; leading; as it
would appear; to the south…east。 I was walking at a great rate …
there were likewise a great number of people; also walking at a
great rate; also carts and carriages driving at a great rate; and
all … men; carts; and carriages … going in the selfsame direction;
namely to the south…east。 I stopped for a moment and deliberated
whether or not I should proceed。 What business had I in that
direction? I could not say that I had any particular business in
that direction; but what could I do were I to turn back? only walk
about well…known streets; and; if I must walk; why not continue in
the direction in which I was to see whither the road and its
terraces led? I was ere in a TERRA INCOGNITA; and an unknown place
had always some interest for me; moreover; I had a desire to know
whither all this crowd was going; and for what purpose。 I thought
they could not be going far; as crowds seldom go far; especially at
such a rate; so I walked on more lustily than before; passing group
after group of the crowd; and almost vying in speed with some of
the carriages; especially the hackney…coaches; and; by dint of
walking at this rate; the terraces and houses becoming somewhat
less frequent as I advanced; I reached in about three…quarters of
an hour a kind of low dingy town; in the neighbourhood of the
river; the streets were swarming with people; and I concluded; from
the number of wild…beast shows; caravans; gingerbread stalls; and
the like; that a fair was being held。 Now; as I had always been
partial to fairs; I felt glad that I had fallen in with the crowd
which had conducted me to the present one; and; casting away as
much as I was able all gloomy thoughts; I did my best to enter into
the diversions of the fair; staring at the wonderful
representations of animals on canvas hung up before the shows of
wild beasts; which; by the bye; are frequently found much more
worthy of admiration than the real beasts themselves; listening to
the jokes of the merry…andrews from the platforms in front of the
temporary theatres; or admiring the splendid tinsel dresses of the
performers who thronged the stages in the intervals of the
entertainments; and in this manner; occasionally gazing and
occasionally listening; I passed through the town till I came in
front of a large edifice looking full upon the majestic bosom of
the Thames。
It was a massive stone edifice; built in an antique style; and
black with age; with a broad esplanade between it and the river; on
which; mixed with a few people from the fair; I observed moving
about a great many individuals in quaint dresses of blue; with
strange three…cornered hats on their heads; most of them were
mutilated; this had a wooden leg … this wanted an arm; some had but
one eye; and as I gazed upon the edifice; and the singular…looking
individuals who moved before it; I guessed where I was。 'I am at …
' said I; 'these individuals are battered tars of Old England; and
this edifice; once the favourite abode of Glorious Elizabeth; is
the refuge which a grateful country has allotted to them。 Here
they can rest their weary bodies; at their ease talk over the
actions in which they have been injured; and; with the tear of
enthusiasm flowing from their eyes; boast how they have trod the
deck of fame with Rodney; or Nelson; or others whose names stand
emblazoned in the naval annals of their country。'
Turning to the right; I entered a park or wood consisting of
enormous trees; occupying the foot; sides; and top of a hill which
rose behind the town; there were multitudes of people among the
trees; diverting themselves in various ways。 Coming to the top of
the hill; I was present' y stopped by a lofty wall; along which I
walked; till; coming to a small gate; I passed through; and found
myself on an extensive green plain; on one side bounded in part by
the wall of the park; and on the others; in the distance; by
extensive ranges of houses; to the south…east was a lofty eminence;
partially clothed with wood。 The plain exhibited an animated
scene; a kind of continuation of the fair below; there were
multitudes of people upon it; many tents; and shows; there was also
horse…racing; and much noise and shouting; the sun shining brightly
overhead。 After gazing at the horse…racing for a little time;
feeling myself somewhat tired; I went up to one of the tents; and
laid myself down on the grass。 There was much noise in the tent。
'Who will stand me?' said a voice with a slight tendency to lisp。
'Will you; my lord?' 'Yes;' said another voice。 Then there was a
sound as of a piece of money banging on a table。 'Lost! lost!
lost!' cried several voices; and then the banging down of the
money; and the 'lost! lost! lost!' were frequently repeated; at
last the second voice exclaimed; 'I will try no more; you have
cheated me。' 'Never cheated any one in my life; my lord … all fair
… all chance。 Them that finds; wins … them that can't finds;
loses。 Anyone else try? Who'll try? Will you; my lord?' and then
it appeared that some other lord tried; for I heard more money
flung down。 Then again the cry of 'lost! lost!' … then again the
sound of money; and so on。 Once or twice; but not more; I heard
'Won! won!' but the predominant cry was 'Lost! lost!' At last
there was a considerable hubbub; and the words 'Cheat!' 'Rogue!'
and 'You filched away the pea!' were used freely by more voices
than one; to which the voice with the tendency to lisp replied;
'Never filched a pea in my life; would scorn it。 Always glad when
folks wins; but; as those here don't appear to be civil; not to
wish to play any more; I shall take myself off with my table; so;
good…day; gentlemen。'
CHAPTER LIII
Singular table … No money … Out of employ … My bonnet … We of the
thimble … Good wages … Wisely resolved … Strangest way in the world
… Fat gentleman … Not such another … First edition … Not very easy
… Won't close … Avella gorgio … Alarmed look。
PRESENTLY a man emerged from the tent; bearing before him a rather
singular table; it appeared to be of white deal; was exceedingly
small at the top; and with very long legs。 At a few yards from the
entrance he paused; and looked round; as if to decide on the
direction which he should take; presently; his eye glancing on me
as I lay upon the ground; he started; and appeared for a moment
inclined to make off as quick as possible; table and all。 In a
moment; however; he seemed to recover assurance; and; coming up to
the place where I was; the long legs of the table projecting before
him; he cried; 'Glad to see you here; my lord。'
'Thank you;' said I; 'it's a fine day。'
'Very fine; my lord; will your lordship play? Them that finds;
wins … them that don't finds; loses。'
'Play at what?' said I。
'Only at the thimble and pea; my lord。'
'I never heard of such a game。'
'Didn't you? Well; I'll soon teach you;' said he; placing the
table down。 'All you have to do is to put a sovereign down on my
table; and to find the pea; which I put under one of my thimbles。
If you find it; … and it is easy enough to find it; … I give you a
sovereign besides your own: for them that finds; wins。'
'And them that don't finds; loses;' said I; 'no; I don't wish to
play。'
'Why not; my lord?'
'Why; in the first place; I have no money。'
'Oh; you have no money; that of course alters the c