第 72 节
作者:恐龙王      更新:2021-02-21 15:31      字数:9322
  there should be more order and system in the working of the moral
  world than I have thought?  Does there not seem in the present
  instance to be something like the working of a Divine hand?  I
  could not conceive why this woman; better educated than her mother;
  should have been; as she certainly was; a worse character than her
  mother。  Yet perhaps this woman may be better and happier than her
  mother ever was; perhaps she is so already … perhaps this world is
  not a wild; lying dream; as I have occasionally supposed it to be。'
  But the thought of my own situation did not permit me to abandon
  myself much longer to these musings。  I started up。  'Where are you
  going; child?' said the woman; anxiously。  'I scarcely know;' said
  I; 'anywhere。'  'Then stay here; child;' said she; 'I have much to
  say to you。'  'No;' said I; 'I shall be better moving about'; and I
  was moving away; when it suddenly occurred to me that I might never
  see this woman again; and turning round I offered her my hand; and
  bade her good…bye。  'Farewell; child;' said the old woman; 'and God
  bless you!'  I then moved along the bridge until I reached the
  Southwark side; and; still holding on my course; my mind again
  became quickly abstracted from all surrounding objects。
  At length I found myself in a street or road; with terraces on
  either side; and seemingly of interminable length; leading; as it
  would appear; to the south…east。  I was walking at a great rate …
  there were likewise a great number of people; also walking at a
  great rate; also carts and carriages driving at a great rate; and
  all … men; carts; and carriages … going in the selfsame direction;
  namely to the south…east。  I stopped for a moment and deliberated
  whether or not I should proceed。  What business had I in that
  direction?  I could not say that I had any particular business in
  that direction; but what could I do were I to turn back? only walk
  about well…known streets; and; if I must walk; why not continue in
  the direction in which I was to see whither the road and its
  terraces led?  I was ere in a TERRA INCOGNITA; and an unknown place
  had always some interest for me; moreover; I had a desire to know
  whither all this crowd was going; and for what purpose。  I thought
  they could not be going far; as crowds seldom go far; especially at
  such a rate; so I walked on more lustily than before; passing group
  after group of the crowd; and almost vying in speed with some of
  the carriages; especially the hackney…coaches; and; by dint of
  walking at this rate; the terraces and houses becoming somewhat
  less frequent as I advanced; I reached in about three…quarters of
  an hour a kind of low dingy town; in the neighbourhood of the
  river; the streets were swarming with people; and I concluded; from
  the number of wild…beast shows; caravans; gingerbread stalls; and
  the like; that a fair was being held。  Now; as I had always been
  partial to fairs; I felt glad that I had fallen in with the crowd
  which had conducted me to the present one; and; casting away as
  much as I was able all gloomy thoughts; I did my best to enter into
  the diversions of the fair; staring at the wonderful
  representations of animals on canvas hung up before the shows of
  wild beasts; which; by the bye; are frequently found much more
  worthy of admiration than the real beasts themselves; listening to
  the jokes of the merry…andrews from the platforms in front of the
  temporary theatres; or admiring the splendid tinsel dresses of the
  performers who thronged the stages in the intervals of the
  entertainments; and in this manner; occasionally gazing and
  occasionally listening; I passed through the town till I came in
  front of a large edifice looking full upon the majestic bosom of
  the Thames。
  It was a massive stone edifice; built in an antique style; and
  black with age; with a broad esplanade between it and the river; on
  which; mixed with a few people from the fair; I observed moving
  about a great many individuals in quaint dresses of blue; with
  strange three…cornered hats on their heads; most of them were
  mutilated; this had a wooden leg … this wanted an arm; some had but
  one eye; and as I gazed upon the edifice; and the singular…looking
  individuals who moved before it; I guessed where I was。  'I am at …
  ' said I; 'these individuals are battered tars of Old England; and
  this edifice; once the favourite abode of Glorious Elizabeth; is
  the refuge which a grateful country has allotted to them。  Here
  they can rest their weary bodies; at their ease talk over the
  actions in which they have been injured; and; with the tear of
  enthusiasm flowing from their eyes; boast how they have trod the
  deck of fame with Rodney; or Nelson; or others whose names stand
  emblazoned in the naval annals of their country。'
  Turning to the right; I entered a park or wood consisting of
  enormous trees; occupying the foot; sides; and top of a hill which
  rose behind the town; there were multitudes of people among the
  trees; diverting themselves in various ways。  Coming to the top of
  the hill; I was present' y stopped by a lofty wall; along which I
  walked; till; coming to a small gate; I passed through; and found
  myself on an extensive green plain; on one side bounded in part by
  the wall of the park; and on the others; in the distance; by
  extensive ranges of houses; to the south…east was a lofty eminence;
  partially clothed with wood。  The plain exhibited an animated
  scene; a kind of continuation of the fair below; there were
  multitudes of people upon it; many tents; and shows; there was also
  horse…racing; and much noise and shouting; the sun shining brightly
  overhead。  After gazing at the horse…racing for a little time;
  feeling myself somewhat tired; I went up to one of the tents; and
  laid myself down on the grass。  There was much noise in the tent。
  'Who will stand me?' said a voice with a slight tendency to lisp。
  'Will you; my lord?'  'Yes;' said another voice。  Then there was a
  sound as of a piece of money banging on a table。  'Lost! lost!
  lost!' cried several voices; and then the banging down of the
  money; and the 'lost! lost! lost!' were frequently repeated; at
  last the second voice exclaimed; 'I will try no more; you have
  cheated me。'  'Never cheated any one in my life; my lord … all fair
  … all chance。  Them that finds; wins … them that can't finds;
  loses。  Anyone else try?  Who'll try?  Will you; my lord?' and then
  it appeared that some other lord tried; for I heard more money
  flung down。  Then again the cry of 'lost! lost!' … then again the
  sound of money; and so on。  Once or twice; but not more; I heard
  'Won! won!' but the predominant cry was 'Lost! lost!'  At last
  there was a considerable hubbub; and the words 'Cheat!' 'Rogue!'
  and 'You filched away the pea!' were used freely by more voices
  than one; to which the voice with the tendency to lisp replied;
  'Never filched a pea in my life; would scorn it。  Always glad when
  folks wins; but; as those here don't appear to be civil; not to
  wish to play any more; I shall take myself off with my table; so;
  good…day; gentlemen。'
  CHAPTER LIII
  Singular table … No money … Out of employ … My bonnet … We of the
  thimble … Good wages … Wisely resolved … Strangest way in the world
  … Fat gentleman … Not such another … First edition … Not very easy
  … Won't close … Avella gorgio … Alarmed look。
  PRESENTLY a man emerged from the tent; bearing before him a rather
  singular table; it appeared to be of white deal; was exceedingly
  small at the top; and with very long legs。  At a few yards from the
  entrance he paused; and looked round; as if to decide on the
  direction which he should take; presently; his eye glancing on me
  as I lay upon the ground; he started; and appeared for a moment
  inclined to make off as quick as possible; table and all。  In a
  moment; however; he seemed to recover assurance; and; coming up to
  the place where I was; the long legs of the table projecting before
  him; he cried; 'Glad to see you here; my lord。'
  'Thank you;' said I; 'it's a fine day。'
  'Very fine; my lord; will your lordship play?  Them that finds;
  wins … them that don't finds; loses。'
  'Play at what?' said I。
  'Only at the thimble and pea; my lord。'
  'I never heard of such a game。'
  'Didn't you?  Well; I'll soon teach you;' said he; placing the
  table down。  'All you have to do is to put a sovereign down on my
  table; and to find the pea; which I put under one of my thimbles。
  If you find it; … and it is easy enough to find it; … I give you a
  sovereign besides your own:  for them that finds; wins。'
  'And them that don't finds; loses;' said I; 'no; I don't wish to
  play。'
  'Why not; my lord?'
  'Why; in the first place; I have no money。'
  'Oh; you have no money; that of course alters the c