第 47 节
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恐龙王 更新:2021-02-21 15:31 字数:9322
moment he was perfectly sensible; and it was then that; clasping
his hands; he uttered another name clearly; distinctly … it was the
name of Christ。 With that name upon his lips; the brave old
soldier sank back upon my bosom; and; with his hands still clasped;
yielded up his soul。
CHAPTER XXIX
The greeting … Queer figure … Cheer up … The cheerful fire … It
will do … The sally forth … Trepidation … Let him come in。
'ONE…AND…NINEPENCE; sir; or the things which you have brought with
you will be taken away from you!'
Such were the first words which greeted my ears; one damp misty
morning in March; as I dismounted from the top of a coach in the
yard of a London inn。
I turned round; for I felt that the words were addressed to myself。
Plenty of people were in the yard … porters; passengers; coachmen;
hostlers; and others; who appeared to be intent on anything but
myself; with the exception of one individual; whose business
appeared to lie with me; and who now confronted me at the distance
of about two yards。
I looked hard at the man … and a queer kind of individual he was to
look at … a rakish figure; about thirty; and of the middle size;
dressed in a coat smartly cut; but threadbare; very tight
pantaloons of blue stuff; tied at the ankles; dirty white stockings
and thin shoes; like those of a dancing…master; his features were
not ugly; but rather haggard; and he appeared to owe his complexion
less to nature than carmine; in fact; in every respect; a very
queer figure。
'One…and…ninepence; sir; or your things will be taken away from
you!' he said; in a kind of lisping tone; coming yet nearer to me。
I still remained staring fixedly at him; but never a word answered。
Our eyes met; whereupon he suddenly lost the easy impudent air
which he before wore。 He glanced; for a moment; at my fist; which
I had by this time clenched; and his features became yet more
haggard; he faltered; a fresh 'one…and…ninepence;' which he was
about to utter; died on his lips; he shrank back; disappeared
behind a coach; and I saw no more of him。
'One…and…ninepence; or my things will be taken away from me!' said
I to myself; musingly; as I followed the porter to whom I had
delivered my scanty baggage; 'am I to expect many of these
greetings in the big world? Well; never mind! I think I know the
counter…sign!' And I clenched my fist yet harder than before。
So I followed the porter; through the streets of London; to a
lodging which had been prepared for me by an acquaintance。 The
morning; as I have before said; was gloomy; and the streets through
which I passed were dank and filthy; the people; also; looked dank
and filthy; and so; probably; did I; for the night had been rainy;
and I had come upwards of a hundred miles on the top of a coach; my
heart had sunk within me; by the time we reached a dark narrow
street; in which was the lodging。
'Cheer up; young man;' said the porter; 'we shall have a fine
afternoon!'
And presently I found myself in the lodging which had been prepared
for me。 It consisted of a small room; up two pair of stairs; in
which I was to sit; and another still smaller above it; in which I
was to sleep。 I remember that I sat down; and looked disconsolate
about me … everything seemed so cold and dingy。 Yet how little is
required to make a situation … however cheerless at first sight …
cheerful and comfortable。 The people of the house; who looked
kindly upon me; lighted a fire in the dingy grate; and; then; what
a change! … the dingy room seemed dingy no more! Oh the luxury of
a cheerful fire after a chill night's journey! I drew near to the
blazing grate; rubbed my hands; and felt glad。
And; when I had warmed myself; I turned to the table; on which; by
this time; the people of the house had placed my breakfast; and I
ate and I drank; and; as I ate and drank; I mused within myself;
and my eyes were frequently directed to a small green box; which
constituted part of my luggage; and which; with the rest of my
things; stood in one corner of the room; till at last; leaving my
breakfast unfinished; I rose; and; going to the box; unlocked it;
and took out two or three bundles of papers tied with red tape;
and; placing them on the table; I resumed my seat and my breakfast;
my eyes intently fixed upon the bundles of papers all the time。
And when I had drained the last cup of tea out of a dingy teapot;
and ate the last slice of the dingy loaf; I untied one of the
bundles; and proceeded to look over the papers; which were closely
written over in a singular hand; and I read for some time; till at
last I said to myself; 'It will do。' And then I looked at the
other bundle for some time without untying it; and at last I said;
'It will do also。' And then I turned to the fire; and; putting my
feet against the sides of the grate; I leaned back on my chair;
and; with my eyes upon the fire; fell into deep thought。
And there I continued in thought before the fire; until my eyes
closed; and I fell asleep; which was not to be wondered at; after
the fatigue and cold which I had lately undergone on the coach…top;
and; in my sleep; I imagined myself still there; amidst darkness
and rain; hurrying now over wild heaths; and now along roads
overhung with thick and umbrageous trees; and sometimes methought I
heard the horn of the guard; and sometimes the voice of the
coachman; now chiding; now encouraging his horses; as they toiled
through the deep and miry ways。 At length a tremendous crack of a
whip saluted the tympanum of my ear; and I started up broad awake;
nearly oversetting the chair on which I reclined … and lo! I was in
the dingy room before the fire; which was by this time half
extinguished。 In my dream I had confounded the noise of the street
with those of my night journey; the crack which had aroused me I
soon found proceeded from the whip of a carter; who; with many
oaths; was flogging his team below the window。
Looking at a clock which stood upon the mantelpiece; I perceived
that it was past eleven; whereupon I said to myself; 'I am wasting
my time foolishly and unprofitably; forgetting that I am now in the
big world; without anything to depend upon save my own exertions';
and then I adjusted my dress; and; locking up the bundle of papers
which I had not read; I tied up the other; and; taking it under my
arm; I went downstairs; and; after asking a question or two of the
people of the house; I sallied forth into the street with a
determined look; though at heart I felt somewhat timorous at the
idea of venturing out alone into the mazes of the mighty city; of
which I had heard much; but of which; of my own knowledge; I knew
nothing。
I had; however; no great cause for anxiety in the present instance;
I easily found my way to the place which I was in quest of … one of
the many new squares on the northern side of the metropolis; and
which was scarcely ten minutes' walk from the street in which I had
taken up my abode。 Arriving before the door of a tolerably large
house which bore a certain number; I stood still for a moment in a
kind of trepidation; looking anxiously at the door; I then slowly
passed on till I came to the end of the square; where I stood
still; and pondered for a while。 Suddenly; however; like one who
has formed a resolution; I clenched my right hand; flinging my hat
somewhat on one side; and; turning back with haste to the door
before which I had stopped; I sprang up the steps; and gave a loud
rap; ringing at the same time the bell of the area。 After the
lapse of a minute the door was opened by a maid…servant of no very
cleanly or prepossessing appearance; of whom I demanded; in a tone
of some hauteur; whether the master of the house was at home。
Glancing for a moment at the white paper bundle beneath my arm; the
handmaid made no reply in words; but; with a kind of toss of her
head; flung the door open; standing on one side as if to let me
enter。 I did enter; and the hand…maid; having opened another door
on the right hand; went in; and said something which I could not
hear: after a considerable pause; however; I heard the voice of a
man say; 'Let him come in'; whereupon the handmaid; coming out;
motioned me to enter; and; on my obeying; instantly closed the door
behind me。
CHAPTER XXX
The sinister glance … Excellent correspondent … Quite original … My
system … A losing trade … Merit … Starting a Review … What have you
got? … Stop! … DAIRYMAN'S DAUGHTER … Oxford principles … More
conversation … How is this?
THERE were two individuals in the room in which I now found myself;
it was a small study; surrounded with bookcases; the window looking
out upon the square。 Of these individuals he who appear