第 47 节
作者:恐龙王      更新:2021-02-21 15:31      字数:9322
  moment he was perfectly sensible; and it was then that; clasping
  his hands; he uttered another name clearly; distinctly … it was the
  name of Christ。  With that name upon his lips; the brave old
  soldier sank back upon my bosom; and; with his hands still clasped;
  yielded up his soul。
  CHAPTER XXIX
  The greeting … Queer figure … Cheer up … The cheerful fire … It
  will do … The sally forth … Trepidation … Let him come in。
  'ONE…AND…NINEPENCE; sir; or the things which you have brought with
  you will be taken away from you!'
  Such were the first words which greeted my ears; one damp misty
  morning in March; as I dismounted from the top of a coach in the
  yard of a London inn。
  I turned round; for I felt that the words were addressed to myself。
  Plenty of people were in the yard … porters; passengers; coachmen;
  hostlers; and others; who appeared to be intent on anything but
  myself; with the exception of one individual; whose business
  appeared to lie with me; and who now confronted me at the distance
  of about two yards。
  I looked hard at the man … and a queer kind of individual he was to
  look at … a rakish figure; about thirty; and of the middle size;
  dressed in a coat smartly cut; but threadbare; very tight
  pantaloons of blue stuff; tied at the ankles; dirty white stockings
  and thin shoes; like those of a dancing…master; his features were
  not ugly; but rather haggard; and he appeared to owe his complexion
  less to nature than carmine; in fact; in every respect; a very
  queer figure。
  'One…and…ninepence; sir; or your things will be taken away from
  you!' he said; in a kind of lisping tone; coming yet nearer to me。
  I still remained staring fixedly at him; but never a word answered。
  Our eyes met; whereupon he suddenly lost the easy impudent air
  which he before wore。  He glanced; for a moment; at my fist; which
  I had by this time clenched; and his features became yet more
  haggard; he faltered; a fresh 'one…and…ninepence;' which he was
  about to utter; died on his lips; he shrank back; disappeared
  behind a coach; and I saw no more of him。
  'One…and…ninepence; or my things will be taken away from me!' said
  I to myself; musingly; as I followed the porter to whom I had
  delivered my scanty baggage; 'am I to expect many of these
  greetings in the big world?  Well; never mind!  I think I know the
  counter…sign!'  And I clenched my fist yet harder than before。
  So I followed the porter; through the streets of London; to a
  lodging which had been prepared for me by an acquaintance。  The
  morning; as I have before said; was gloomy; and the streets through
  which I passed were dank and filthy; the people; also; looked dank
  and filthy; and so; probably; did I; for the night had been rainy;
  and I had come upwards of a hundred miles on the top of a coach; my
  heart had sunk within me; by the time we reached a dark narrow
  street; in which was the lodging。
  'Cheer up; young man;' said the porter; 'we shall have a fine
  afternoon!'
  And presently I found myself in the lodging which had been prepared
  for me。  It consisted of a small room; up two pair of stairs; in
  which I was to sit; and another still smaller above it; in which I
  was to sleep。  I remember that I sat down; and looked disconsolate
  about me … everything seemed so cold and dingy。  Yet how little is
  required to make a situation … however cheerless at first sight …
  cheerful and comfortable。  The people of the house; who looked
  kindly upon me; lighted a fire in the dingy grate; and; then; what
  a change! … the dingy room seemed dingy no more!  Oh the luxury of
  a cheerful fire after a chill night's journey!  I drew near to the
  blazing grate; rubbed my hands; and felt glad。
  And; when I had warmed myself; I turned to the table; on which; by
  this time; the people of the house had placed my breakfast; and I
  ate and I drank; and; as I ate and drank; I mused within myself;
  and my eyes were frequently directed to a small green box; which
  constituted part of my luggage; and which; with the rest of my
  things; stood in one corner of the room; till at last; leaving my
  breakfast unfinished; I rose; and; going to the box; unlocked it;
  and took out two or three bundles of papers tied with red tape;
  and; placing them on the table; I resumed my seat and my breakfast;
  my eyes intently fixed upon the bundles of papers all the time。
  And when I had drained the last cup of tea out of a dingy teapot;
  and ate the last slice of the dingy loaf; I untied one of the
  bundles; and proceeded to look over the papers; which were closely
  written over in a singular hand; and I read for some time; till at
  last I said to myself; 'It will do。'  And then I looked at the
  other bundle for some time without untying it; and at last I said;
  'It will do also。'  And then I turned to the fire; and; putting my
  feet against the sides of the grate; I leaned back on my chair;
  and; with my eyes upon the fire; fell into deep thought。
  And there I continued in thought before the fire; until my eyes
  closed; and I fell asleep; which was not to be wondered at; after
  the fatigue and cold which I had lately undergone on the coach…top;
  and; in my sleep; I imagined myself still there; amidst darkness
  and rain; hurrying now over wild heaths; and now along roads
  overhung with thick and umbrageous trees; and sometimes methought I
  heard the horn of the guard; and sometimes the voice of the
  coachman; now chiding; now encouraging his horses; as they toiled
  through the deep and miry ways。  At length a tremendous crack of a
  whip saluted the tympanum of my ear; and I started up broad awake;
  nearly oversetting the chair on which I reclined … and lo! I was in
  the dingy room before the fire; which was by this time half
  extinguished。  In my dream I had confounded the noise of the street
  with those of my night journey; the crack which had aroused me I
  soon found proceeded from the whip of a carter; who; with many
  oaths; was flogging his team below the window。
  Looking at a clock which stood upon the mantelpiece; I perceived
  that it was past eleven; whereupon I said to myself; 'I am wasting
  my time foolishly and unprofitably; forgetting that I am now in the
  big world; without anything to depend upon save my own exertions';
  and then I adjusted my dress; and; locking up the bundle of papers
  which I had not read; I tied up the other; and; taking it under my
  arm; I went downstairs; and; after asking a question or two of the
  people of the house; I sallied forth into the street with a
  determined look; though at heart I felt somewhat timorous at the
  idea of venturing out alone into the mazes of the mighty city; of
  which I had heard much; but of which; of my own knowledge; I knew
  nothing。
  I had; however; no great cause for anxiety in the present instance;
  I easily found my way to the place which I was in quest of … one of
  the many new squares on the northern side of the metropolis; and
  which was scarcely ten minutes' walk from the street in which I had
  taken up my abode。  Arriving before the door of a tolerably large
  house which bore a certain number; I stood still for a moment in a
  kind of trepidation; looking anxiously at the door; I then slowly
  passed on till I came to the end of the square; where I stood
  still; and pondered for a while。  Suddenly; however; like one who
  has formed a resolution; I clenched my right hand; flinging my hat
  somewhat on one side; and; turning back with haste to the door
  before which I had stopped; I sprang up the steps; and gave a loud
  rap; ringing at the same time the bell of the area。  After the
  lapse of a minute the door was opened by a maid…servant of no very
  cleanly or prepossessing appearance; of whom I demanded; in a tone
  of some hauteur; whether the master of the house was at home。
  Glancing for a moment at the white paper bundle beneath my arm; the
  handmaid made no reply in words; but; with a kind of toss of her
  head; flung the door open; standing on one side as if to let me
  enter。  I did enter; and the hand…maid; having opened another door
  on the right hand; went in; and said something which I could not
  hear:  after a considerable pause; however; I heard the voice of a
  man say; 'Let him come in'; whereupon the handmaid; coming out;
  motioned me to enter; and; on my obeying; instantly closed the door
  behind me。
  CHAPTER XXX
  The sinister glance … Excellent correspondent … Quite original … My
  system … A losing trade … Merit … Starting a Review … What have you
  got? … Stop! … DAIRYMAN'S DAUGHTER … Oxford principles … More
  conversation … How is this?
  THERE were two individuals in the room in which I now found myself;
  it was a small study; surrounded with bookcases; the window looking
  out upon the square。  Of these individuals he who appear