第 35 节
作者:恐龙王      更新:2021-02-21 15:31      字数:9322
  life; body; and reality to the conceptions of his mind; perhaps he
  wanted one thing; the want of which is but too often fatal to the
  sons of genius; and without which genius is little more than a
  splendid toy in the hands of the possessor … perseverance; dogged
  perseverance; in his proper calling; otherwise; though the grave
  had closed over him; he might still be living in the admiration of
  his fellow…creatures。  O ye gifted ones; follow your calling; for;
  however various your talents may be; ye can have but one calling
  capable of leading ye to eminence and renown; follow resolutely the
  one straight path before you; it is that of your good angel; let
  neither obstacles nor temptations induce ye to leave it; bound
  along if you can; if not; on hands and knees follow it; perish in
  it; if needful; but ye need not fear that; no one ever yet died in
  the true path of his calling before he had attained the pinnacle。
  Turn into other paths; and for a momentary advantage or
  gratification ye have sold your inheritance; your immortality。  Ye
  will never be heard of after death。
  'My father has given me a hundred and fifty pounds;' said my
  brother to me one morning; 'and something which is better … his
  blessing。  I am going to leave you。'
  'And where are you going?'
  'Where? to the great city; to London; to be sure。'
  'I should like to go with you。'
  'Pooh;' said my brother; 'what should you do there?  But don't be
  discouraged; I daresay a time will come when you too will go to
  London。'
  And; sure enough; so it did; and all but too soon。
  'And what do you purpose doing there?' I demanded。
  'Oh; I go to improve myself in art; to place myself under some
  master of high name; at least I hope to do so eventually。  I have;
  however; a plan in my head; which I should wish first to execute;
  indeed; I do not think I can rest till I have done so; every one
  talks so much about Italy; and the wondrous artists which it has
  produced; and the wondrous pictures which are to be found there;
  now I wish to see Italy; or rather Rome; the great city; for I am
  told that in a certain room there is contained the grand miracle of
  art。'
  'And what do you call it?'
  'The Transfiguration; painted by one Rafael; and it is said to be
  the greatest work of the greatest painter whom the world has ever
  known。  I suppose it is because everybody says so; that I have such
  a strange desire to see it。  I have already made myself well
  acquainted with its locality; and think that I could almost find my
  way to it blindfold。  When I have crossed the Tiber; which; as you
  are aware; runs through Rome; I must presently turn to the right;
  up a rather shabby street; which communicates with a large square;
  the farther end of which is entirely occupied by the front of an
  immense church; with a dome which ascends almost to the clouds; and
  this church they call St。 Peter's。'
  'Ay; ay;' said I; 'I have read about that in Keysler's Travels。'
  'Before the church; in the square; are two fountains; one on either
  side; casting up water in showers; between them; in the midst; is
  an obelisk; brought from Egypt; and covered with mysterious
  writing; on your right rises an edifice; not beautiful nor grand;
  but huge and bulky; where lives a strange kind of priest whom men
  call the Pope; a very horrible old individual; who would fain keep
  Christ in leading strings; calls the Virgin Mary the Queen of
  Heaven; and himself God's Lieutenant…General upon earth。'
  'Ay; ay;' said I; 'I have read of him in Foxe's BOOK OF MARTYRS。'
  'Well; I do not go straight forward up the flight of steps
  conducting into the church; but I turn to the right; and; passing
  under the piazza; find myself in a court of the huge bulky house;
  and then ascend various staircases; and pass along various
  corridors and galleries; all of which I could describe to you;
  though I have never seen them; at last a door is unlocked; and we
  enter a room rather high; but not particularly large; communicating
  with another room; into which; however; I do not go; though there
  are noble things in that second room … immortal things; by immortal
  artists; amongst others; a grand piece of Correggio; I do not enter
  it; for the grand picture of the world is not there; but I stand
  still immediately on entering the first room; and I look straight
  before me; neither to the right nor left; though there are noble
  things both on the right and left; for immediately before me at the
  farther end; hanging against the wall; is a picture which arrests
  me; and I can see nothing else; for that picture at the farther end
  hanging against the wall is the picture of the world。 。 。 。'
  Yes; go thy way; young enthusiast; and; whether to London town or
  to old Rome; may success attend thee; yet strange fears assail me
  and misgivings on thy account。  Thou canst not rest; thou say'st;
  till thou hast seen the picture in the chamber at old Rome hanging
  over against the wall; ay; and thus thou dust exemplify thy
  weakness … thy strength too; it may be … for the one idea;
  fantastic yet lovely; which now possesses thee; could only have
  originated in a genial and fervent brain。  Well; go; if thou must
  go; yet it perhaps were better for thee to bide in thy native land;
  and there; with fear and trembling; with groanings; with straining
  eyeballs; toil; drudge; slave; till thou hast made excellence thine
  own; thou wilt scarcely acquire it by staring at the picture over
  against the door in the high chamber of old Rome。  Seekest thou
  inspiration? thou needest it not; thou hast it already; and it was
  never yet found by crossing the sea。  What hast thou to do with old
  Rome; and thou an Englishman?  'Did thy blood never glow at the
  mention of thy native land?' as an artist merely?  Yes; I trow; and
  with reason; for thy native land need not grudge old Rome her
  'pictures of the world'; she has pictures of her own; 'pictures of
  England'; and is it a new thing to toss up caps and shout … England
  against the world?  Yes; against the world in all; in all; in
  science and in arms; in minstrel strain; and not less in the art
  'which enables the hand to deceive the intoxicated soul by means of
  pictures。'  Seek'st models? to Gainsborough and Hogarth turn; not
  names of the world; maybe; but English names … and England against
  the world!  A living master? why; there he comes! thou hast had him
  long; he has long guided thy young hand towards the excellence
  which is yet far from thee; but which thou canst attain if thou
  shouldst persist and wrestle; even as he has done; 'midst gloom and
  despondency … ay; and even contempt; he who now comes up the
  creaking stair to thy little studio in the second floor to inspect
  thy last effort before thou departest; the little stout man whose
  face is very dark; and whose eye is vivacious; that man has
  attained excellence; destined some day to be acknowledged; though
  not till he is cold; and his mortal part returned to its kindred
  clay。  He has painted; not pictures of the world; but English
  pictures; such as Gainsborough himself might have done; beautiful
  rural pieces; with trees which might well tempt the wild birds to
  perch upon them; thou needest not run to Rome; brother; where lives
  the old Mariolater; after pictures of the world; whilst at home
  there are pictures of England; nor needest thou even go to London;
  the big city; in search of a master; for thou hast one at home in
  the old East Anglian town who can instruct thee whilst thou needest
  instruction:  better stay at home; brother; at least for a season;
  and toil and strive 'midst groanings and despondency till thou hast
  attained excellence even as he has done … the little dark man with
  the brown coat and the top…boots; whose name will one day be
  considered the chief ornament of the old town; and whose works will
  at no distant period rank amongst the proudest pictures of England
  … and England against the world! … thy master; my brother; thy; at
  present; all too little considered master … Crome。
  CHAPTER XXII
  Desire for novelty … Lives of the lawless … Countenances … Old
  yeoman and dame … We live near the sea … Uncouth…looking volume …
  The other condition … Draoitheac … A dilemma … The Antinomian …
  Lodowick Muggleton … Almost blind … Anders Vedel。
  BUT to proceed with my own story:  I now ceased all at once to take
  much pleasure in the pursuits which formerly interested me; I
  yawned over Ab Gwilym; even as I now in my mind's eye perceive the
  reader yawning over the present pages。  What was the cause of this?
  Constitutional lassitude; or a desire for novelty?  Both it is
  probable had some influence in the matter; but I rather think that
  the latter feeling was predominant。  The parting words of my
  brother had sunk into my mind。  He had tal