第 33 节
作者:恐龙王      更新:2021-02-21 15:31      字数:9322
  know several things; and amongst others the workings of your mind
  at this moment; have an idea that you are anxious to learn a
  little; a very little; more about Ab Gwilym than I have hitherto
  told you; the two or three words that I have dropped having
  awakened within you a languid kind of curiosity。  I have no
  hesitation in saying that he makes one of the some half…dozen
  really great poets whose verses; in whatever language they wrote;
  exist at the present day; and are more or less known。  It matters
  little how I first became acquainted with the writings of this man;
  and how the short thick volume; stuffed full with his immortal
  imaginings; first came into my hands。  I was studying Welsh; and I
  fell in with Ab Gwilym by no very strange chance。  But; before I
  say more about Ab Gwilym; I must be permitted … I really must … to
  say a word or two about the language in which he wrote; that same
  'Sweet Welsh。'  If I remember right; I found the language a
  difficult one; in mastering it; however; I derived unexpected
  assistance from what of Irish remained in my head; and I soon found
  that they were cognate dialects; springing from some old tongue
  which itself; perhaps; had sprung from one much older。  And here I
  cannot help observing cursorily that I every now and then; whilst
  studying this Welsh; generally supposed to be the original tongue
  of Britain; encountered words which; according to the
  lexicographers; were venerable words highly expressive; showing the
  wonderful power and originality of the Welsh; in which; however;
  they were no longer used in common discourse; but were relics;
  precious relics; of the first speech of Britain; perhaps of the
  world; with which words; however; I was already well acquainted;
  and which I had picked up; not in learned books; classic books; and
  in tongues of old renown; but whilst listening to Mr。 Petulengro
  and Tawno Chikno talking over their everyday affairs in the
  language of the tents; which circumstance did not fail to give rise
  to deep reflection in those moments when; planting my elbows on the
  deal desk; I rested my chin upon my hands。  But it is probable that
  I should have abandoned the pursuit of the Welsh language; after
  obtaining a very superficial acquaintance with it; had it not been
  for Ab Gwilym。
  A strange songster was that who; pretending to be captivated by
  every woman he saw; was; in reality; in love with nature alone …
  wild; beautiful; solitary nature … her mountains and cascades; her
  forests and streams; her birds; fishes; and wild animals。  Go to;
  Ab Gwilym; with thy pseudo…amatory odes; to Morfydd; or this or
  that other lady; fair or ugly; little didst thou care for any of
  them; Dame Nature was thy love; however thou mayest seek to
  disguise the truth。  Yes; yes; send thy love…message to Morfydd;
  the fair wanton。  By whom dost thou send it; I would know? by the
  salmon forsooth; which haunts the rushing stream! the glorious
  salmon which bounds and gambols in the flashing water; and whose
  ways and circumstances thou so well describest … see; there he
  hurries upwards through the flashing water。  Halloo! what a glimpse
  of glory … but where is Morfydd the while?  What; another message
  to the wife of Bwa Bach?  Ay; truly; and by whom? … the wind! the
  swift wind; the rider of the world; whose course is not to be
  stayed; who gallops o'er the mountain; and; when he comes to
  broadest river; asks neither for boat nor ferry; who has described
  the wind so well … his speed and power?  But where is Morfydd?  And
  now thou art awaiting Morfydd; the wanton; the wife of the Bwa
  Bach; thou art awaiting her beneath the tall trees; amidst the
  underwood; but she comes not; no Morfydd is there。  Quite right; Ab
  Gwilym; what wantest thou with Morfydd? But another form is nigh at
  hand; that of red Reynard; who; seated upon his chine at the mouth
  of his cave; looks very composedly at thee; thou startest; bendest
  thy bow; thy cross…bow; intending to hit Reynard with the bolt just
  about the jaw; but the bow breaks; Reynard barks and disappears
  into his cave; which by thine own account reaches hell … and then
  thou ravest at the misfortune of thy bow; and the non…appearance of
  Morfydd; and abusest Reynard。  Go to; thou carest neither for thy
  bow nor for Morfydd; thou merely seekest an opportunity to speak of
  Reynard; and who has described him like thee? the brute with the
  sharp shrill cry; the black reverse of melody; whose face sometimes
  wears a smile like the devil's in the Evangile。  But now thou art
  actually with Morfydd; yes; she has stolen from the dwelling of the
  Bwa Bach and has met thee beneath those rocks … she is actually
  with thee; Ab Gwilym; but she is not long with thee; for a storm
  comes on; and thunder shatters the rocks … Morfydd flees!  Quite
  right; Ab Gwilym; thou hadst no need of her; a better theme for
  song is the voice of the Lord … the rock…shatterer … than the frail
  wife of the Bwa Bach。  Go to; Ab Gwilym; thou wast a wiser and a
  better man than thou wouldst fain have had people believe。
  But enough of thee and thy songs!  Those times passed rapidly; with
  Ab Gwilym in my hand; I was in the midst of enchanted ground; in
  which I experienced sensations akin to those I had felt of yore
  whilst spelling my way through the wonderful book … the delight of
  my childhood。  I say akin; for perhaps only once in our lives do we
  experience unmixed wonder and delight; and these I had already
  known。
  CHAPTER XX
  Silver gray … Good word for everybody … A remarkable youth …
  Clients … Grades in society … The archdeacon … Reading the Bible。
  'I AM afraid that I have not acted very wisely in putting this boy
  of ours to the law;' said my father to my mother; as they sat
  together one summer evening in their little garden; beneath the
  shade of some tall poplars。
  Yes; there sat my father in the garden chair which leaned against
  the wall of his quiet home; the haven in which he had sought rest;
  and; praise be to God; found it; after many a year of poorly…
  requited toil; there he sat; with locks of silver gray which set
  off so nobly his fine bold but benevolent face; his faithful
  consort at his side; and his trusty dog at his feet … an eccentric
  animal of the genuine regimental breed; who; born amongst red
  coats; had not yet become reconciled to those of any other hue;
  barking and tearing at them when they drew near the door; but
  testifying his fond reminiscence of the former by hospitable
  waggings of the tail whenever a uniform made its appearance … at
  present a very unfrequent occurrence。
  'I am afraid I have not done right in putting him to the law;' said
  my father; resting his chin upon his gold…headed bamboo cane。
  'Why; what makes you think so?' said my mother。
  'I have been taking my usual evening walk up the road; with the
  animal here;' said my father; 'and; as I walked along; I overtook
  the boy's master; Mr。 S…。  We shook hands; and; after walking a
  little way farther; we turned back together; talking about this and
  that; the state of the country; the weather; and the dog; which he
  greatly admired; for he is a good…natured man; and has a good word
  for everybody; though the dog all but bit him when he attempted to
  coax his head; after the dog; we began talking about the boy; it
  was myself who introduced that subject:  I thought it was a good
  opportunity to learn how he was getting on; so I asked what he
  thought of my son; he hesitated at first; seeming scarcely to know
  what to say; at length he came out with 〃Oh; a very extraordinary
  youth; a most remarkable youth indeed; captain!〃  〃Indeed;〃 said I;
  〃I am glad to hear it; but I hope you find him steady?〃  〃Steady;
  steady;〃 said he; 〃why; yes; he's steady; I cannot say that he is
  not steady。〃  〃Come; come;〃 said I; beginning to be rather uneasy;
  〃I see plainly that you are not altogether satisfied with him; I
  was afraid you would not be; for; though he is my own son; I am
  anything but blind to his imperfections; but do tell me what
  particular fault you have to find with him; and I will do my best
  to make him alter his conduct。〃  〃No fault to find with him;
  captain; I assure you; no fault whatever; the youth is a remarkable
  youth; an extraordinary youth; only … 〃  As I told you before; Mr。
  S… is the best…natured man in the world; and it was only with the
  greatest difficulty that I could get him to say a single word to
  the disadvantage of the boy; for whom he seems to entertain a very
  great regard。  At last I forced the truth from him; and grieved I
  was to hear it; though I must confess that I was somewhat prepared
  for it。  It appears that the lad has a total want of
  discrimination。'
  'I don't understand you;' said my mother。
  'You can understand nothing that would seem for a moment to im