第 24 节
作者:溜溜      更新:2021-02-21 15:12      字数:9321
  veil   across   her   face。  With   the   putting   on   her   coif   she   seemed   to   have
  extinguished all the joyous youthfulness of her spirit; and moved with the
  deliberateness      of  renunciation     towards    the   door。   They    descended     the
  staircase without a word。         Those who saw them pass made way for them
  with formal respect。
  When   they   were   in   the   street;   she   said   quietly;   〃Don't   give   me   your
  armSisters don't take it。〃        When they had reached the street corner; she
  turned it; saying; 〃This is the shortest way。〃
  It was Key who was now restrained; awkward; and embarrassed。                     The
  fire of his spirit; the passion he had felt a moment before; had gone out of
  him; as if she were really the character she had assumed。                He said at last
  desperately:
  〃How long did you live in the hollow?〃
  〃Only two days。        My brother was bringing me here to school; but in
  the stage coach there was some one with whom he had quarreled; and he
  didn't want to meet him with me。           So we got out at Skinner's; and came to
  the hollow; where his old friends; Mr。 and Mrs。 Barker; lived。〃
  There   was   no hesitation   nor   affectation   in   her   voice。  Again   he   felt
  that he would as soon have doubted the words of the Sister she represented
  as her own。
  〃And your brotherdid you live with him?〃
  〃No。    I   was   at   school   at   Marysville   until   he   took   me   away。 I   saw
  little of him for the past two years; for he had business in the mountains
  very rough business; where he couldn't take me; for it kept him away from
  the settlements for weeks。         I think it had something to do with cattle; for
  he was always having a new horse。 I was all alone before that; too; I had
  no other relations; I had no friends。          We had always been moving about
  so much; my brother and I。          I never saw any one that I liked; except you;
  and until yesterday I had only HEARD you。〃
  Her perfect naivete alternately thrilled him with pain and doubt。 In his
  awkwardness and uneasiness he was brutal。
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  〃Yes; but you must have met somebodyother menhere even; when
  you   were   out   with   your   schoolfellows;   or   perhaps   on   an   adventure   like
  this。〃
  Her white coif turned towards him quickly。              〃I never wanted to know
  anybody else。       I   never   cared   to   see   anybody  else。  I   never   would have
  gone out in this way but for you;〃 she said hurriedly。                After a pause she
  added   in   a   frightened   tone:   〃That   didn't   sound   like   your   voice   then。 It
  didn't sound like it a moment ago either。〃
  〃But   you   are   sure   that   you   know   my   voice;〃   he   said;   with   affected
  gayety。     〃There were two others in the hollow with me that night。〃
  〃I know that;  too。      But   I know even   what   you   said。       You   reproved
  them for throwing a lighted match in the dry grass。               You were thinking of
  us then。     I know it。〃
  〃Of US?〃 said Key quickly。
  〃Of   Mrs。   Barker   and   myself。     We   were   alone   in   the   house;   for   my
  brother   and   her   husband   were   both   away。       What   you   said   seemed   to
  forewarn   me;   and   I   told her。   So   we   were   prepared   when   the   fire   came
  nearer; and we both escaped on the same horse。〃
  〃And   you   dropped   your   shoes   in   your   flight;〃   said   Key   laughingly;
  〃and I picked them up the next day; when I came to search for you。 I have
  kept them still。〃
  〃They were HER shoes;〃 said the girl quickly; 〃I couldn't find mine in
  our hurry; and hers were too large for me; and dropped off。〃 She stopped;
  and with a faint return of her old gladness said; 〃Then you DID come back?
  I KNEW you would。〃
  〃I should have stayed THEN; but we got no reply when we shouted。
  Why was that?〃 he demanded suddenly。
  〃Oh; we were warned against speaking to any stranger; or even being
  seen by any one while we were alone;〃 returned the girl simply。
  〃But why?〃 persisted Key。
  〃Oh;   because   there   were   so   many   highwaymen   and   horse…stealers   in
  the woods。       Why; they had stopped the coach only a few weeks before;
  and   only   a   day   or   two   ago;   when   Mrs。   Barker   came   down。    SHE   saw
  them!〃
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  Key with difficulty  suppressed a   groan。            They walked on in silence
  for some moments; he scarcely daring to lift his eyes to the decorous little
  figure hastening by his side。         Alternately touched by mistrust and pain; at
  last   an   infinite  pity;  not   unmingled      with   a  desperate    resolution;    took
  possession of him。
  〃I   must   make   a   confession   to   you;   Miss   Rivers;〃   he   began   with   the
  bashful haste of a very boy; 〃that is〃he stammered with a half hysteric
  laugh;〃that isa confession as if you were really a sister or a priest; you
  knowa sort of confidence to youto your dress。                 I HAVE seen you; or
  THOUGHT I saw  you before。                It was that which brought me here; that
  which made me follow Mrs。 Barkermy only clue to youto the door of
  that   convent。     That   night;   in   the   hollow;   I   saw   a   profile   at   the   lighted
  window; which I thought was yours。〃
  〃I never was near the window;〃 said the young girl quickly。                   〃It must
  have been Mrs。 Barker。〃
  〃I   know   that   now;〃   returned   Key。    〃But   remember;   it   was   my   only
  clue   to   you。   I   mean;〃   he   added   awkwardly;   〃it   was   the   means   of   my
  finding you。〃
  〃I don't see how it made you think of me; whom you never saw; to see
  another woman's profile;〃 she retorted; with the faintest touch of asperity
  in her childlike voice。        〃But;〃 she added; more gently and with a relapse
  into her adorable naivete; 〃most people's profiles look alike。〃
  〃It   was   not   that;〃   protested   Key;   still   awkwardly;   〃it   was   only  that   I
  realized somethingonly a dream; perhaps。〃
  She did not reply; and they continued on in silence。               The gray wall of
  the   convent   was   already   in   sight。    Key   felt   he   had   achieved   nothing。
  Except     for   information     that  was   hopeless;    he   had   come    to  no   nearer
  understanding of the beautiful girl beside him; and his future appeared as
  vague   as   before;   and;   above   all;   he   was   conscious   of   an   inferiority   of
  character   and   purpose   to   this   simple   creature;   who   had   obeyed   him   so
  submissively。       Had he acted wisely? Would it not have been better if he
  had followed her own frankness; and
  〃Then it was Mrs。 Barker's profile that brought you here?〃 resumed the
  voice beneath the coif。         〃You know she has gone back。               I suppose you
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  will follow?〃
  〃You will not understand me;〃 said Key desperately。                〃But;〃 he added
  in a lower voice; 〃I shall remain here until you do。〃
  He drew a little closer to her side。
  〃Then     you   must   not   begin   by   walking    so   close  to   me;〃   she  said;
  moving slightly away; 〃they may see you from the gate。                    And you must
  not go with me beyond that corner。              If I have been missed already they
  will suspect you。〃
  〃But how shall I know?〃 he said; attempting to take her hand。                    〃Let
  me walk past the gate。        I cannot leave you in this uncertainty。〃
  〃You   will   know   soon   enough;〃   she   said   gravely;   evading   his   hand。
  〃You must not go further now。           Good…night。〃
  She had stopped at the corner of the wall。            He again held out his hand。
  Her little fingers slid coldly between his。
  〃Good…night; Miss Rivers。〃
  〃Stop!〃 she  said suddenly;   withdrawing her   veil   and   lifting   her   clear
  eyes to his in the moonlight。          〃You must not say THATit isn't the truth。
  I   can't   bear   to   hear   it   from YOUR   lips;   in YOUR   voice。    My   name   is
  NOT Rivers!〃
  〃Not Riverswhy?〃 said Key; astounded。
  〃Oh; I don't know why;〃 she said half despairingly; 〃only my brother
  didn't want me to use my name and his here; and I promised。 My name is
  'Riggs'there!      It's   a   secretyou   mustn't   tell   it;   but   I   could   not