第 23 节
作者:溜溜      更新:2021-02-21 15:11      字数:9322
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  how was he to prevent her?            It wanted but an hour of dusk。            Even if he
  could again penetrate the convent on some pretext at that inaccessible hour
  for   visitors;twilight;how  could he   communicate   with her?              He   might
  intercept her on the way; and persuade her to return; but she must be kept
  from entering the hotel。
  He seized his hat and rushed downstairs。              But here another difficulty
  beset him。      It was easy enough to take the ordinary road to the convent;
  but   would   SHE   follow   that   public   one   in   what   must   be   a   surreptitious
  escape?      And might she not have eluded the procession that morning; and
  even now be concealed somewhere; waiting for the darkness to make her
  visit。   He concluded to patrol the block next to the hotel; yet near enough
  to   intercept   her   before   she   reached   it;   until   the   hour   came。 The   time
  passed   slowly。     He   loitered   before   shop   windows;   or   entered   and   made
  purchases;   with   his   eye   on   the   street。  The   figure   of   a   pretty   girl;and
  there were many;the fluttering ribbons on a distant hat; or the flashing of
  a cambric skirt around the corner sent a nervous thrill through him。                    The
  reflection   of   his   grave;   abstracted   face   against   a   shop   window;   or   the
  announcement of the workings of his own mine on a bulletin board; in its
  incongruity with his present occupation; gave him an hysterical impulse to
  laugh。     The   shadows   were   already   gathering;   when   he   saw   a   slender;
  graceful   figure   disappear   in   the   confectioner's   shop   on   the   block   below。
  In his elaborate precautions; he had overlooked that common trysting spot。
  He hurried thither; and entered。           The object of his search was not there;
  and   he   was   compelled   to   make   a   shamefaced;   awkward   survey   of   the
  tables in an inner refreshment saloon to satisfy himself。                 Any one of the
  pretty girls seated there might have been the one who had just entered; but
  none   was   the   one   he   sought。   He   hurried   into   the   street   again;he   had
  wasted a precious moment;and resumed his watch。                     The sun had sunk;
  the Angelus had rung out of a chapel belfry; and shadows were darkening
  the vista of the Alameda。          She had not come。          Perhaps she had thought
  better    of   it;  perhaps     she   had    been    prevented;     perhaps     the   whole
  appointment       had    been   only   a   trick  of  some     day…scholars;     who    were
  laughing      at  him   behind    some    window。      In    proportion     as  he  became
  convinced that she was   not coming; he was   conscious of a keen despair
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  growing in his heart; and a sickening remorse that he had ever thought of
  preventing   her。     And   when   he   at last   reluctantly  reentered   the  hotel;  he
  was as miserable over the conviction that she was not coming as he had
  been at her expected arrival。         The porter met him hurriedly in the hall。
  〃Sister Seraphina of the Sacred Heart has been here; in a hurry to see
  you on a matter of importance;〃 he said; eyeing Key somewhat curiously。
  〃She   would   not   wait   in   the   public   parlor;   as   she   said   her   business   was
  confidential; so I have put her in a private sitting…room on your floor。〃
  Key   felt   the blood leave   his   cheeks。      The   secret   was   out   for   all   his
  precaution。      The   Lady   Superior   had   discovered   the   girl's   flight;or   her
  attempt。     One of the governing sisterhood was here to arraign him for it;
  or at least prevent an open scandal。           Yet he was resolved; and seizing this
  last straw; he hurriedly mounted the stairs; determined to do battle at any
  risk for the girl's safety; and to perjure himself to any extent。
  She was standing in the room by the window。                 The light fell upon the
  coarse serge dress with its white facings; on the single girdle that scarcely
  defined the formless waist; on the huge crucifix that dangled ungracefully
  almost   to   her   knees;   on   the   hideous;   white…   winged   coif   that;   with   the
  coarse but dense white veil; was itself a renunciation of all human vanity。
  It was a figure he remembered well as a boy; and even in his excitement
  and half resentment touched him now; as when a boy; with a sense of its
  pathetic     isolation。    His     head    bowed     with    boyish    deference     as   she
  approached gently; passed him a slight salutation; and closed the door that
  he had forgotten to shut behind him。
  Then; with a rapid movement; so quick that he could scarcely follow it;
  the coif; veil; rosary; and crucifix were swept off; and the young pupil of
  the convent stood before him。
  For   all   the  sombre   suggestiveness   of   her   disguise   and   its   ungraceful
  contour; there was no mistaking the adorable little head; tumbled all over
  with   silky   tendrils   of   hair   from   the   hasty   withdrawal   of   her   coif;   or   the
  blue eyes that sparkled with frank delight beneath them。                 Key thought her
  more beautiful than ever。 Yet the very effect of her frankness and beauty
  was to recall him to all the danger and incongruity of her position。
  〃This is madness;〃 he said quickly。            〃You may be followed here and
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  discovered in this costume at any moment!〃               Nevertheless; he caught the
  two little hands that had been extended to him; and held them tightly; and
  with a frank familiarity that he would have wondered at an instant before。
  〃But   I   won't;〃   she   said simply。  〃You   see   I'm  doing   a   'half…   retreat';
  and I stay with Sister Seraphina in her room; and she always sleeps two
  hours after the Angelus; and I got out without anybody knowing me; in her
  clothes。    I see what it is;〃 she said; suddenly bending a reproachful glance
  upon him; 〃you don't like me in them。              I know they're just horrid; but it
  was the only way I could get out。〃
  〃You don't understand me;〃 he said eagerly。              〃I don't like you to run
  these dreadful risks and dangers for〃He would have said 〃for me;〃 but
  added with sudden humility〃for nothing。              Had I dreamed that you cared
  to see me; I would have arranged it easily without this indiscretion; which
  might   make   others   misjudge   you。   Every   instant   that   you   remain   here
  worse; every moment that you are away from the convent in that disguise;
  is fraught with danger。 I know you never thought of it。〃
  〃But I did;〃 she said quietly; 〃I thought of it; and thought that if Sister
  Seraphina woke up; and they sent for me; you would take me away with
  you to that dear little hollow in the hills; where I first heard your voice。
  You remember it; don't you?           You were lost; I think; in the darkness; and
  I used to say to myself afterwards that I found you。                 That was the first
  time。     Then   the   second   time   I   heard   you;   was   here   in   the   hall。 I   was
  alone in the other room; for Mrs。 Barker had gone out。                  I did not know
  you were here; but I knew your voice。             And the third time was before the
  convent gate; and then I knew you knew me。                And after that I didn't think
  of   anything   but   coming   to   you;   for   I   knew  that   if   I   was   found   out;   you
  would take me back with you; and perhaps send word to my brother where
  we were; and then〃        She stopped suddenly; with her eyes fixed on Key's
  blank face。     Her own grew blank; the joy faded out of her clear eyes; she
  gently withdrew her hand from his; and without a word began to resume
  her disguise。
  〃Listen to me;〃 said Key passionately。           〃I am thinking only of YOU。 I
  want     to;  and   WILL;     save   you   from    any   blame;blame       you   do   not
  understand even now。          There is still time。     I will go back to the convent
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  with you at once。       You shall tell me everything; I will tell you everything
  on the way。〃
  She   had   already   completely   resumed   her   austere   garb;   and   drew   the
  veil   across   her   face。  With   the   putting   on   her   c