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guileless simplicity of the good Lady Superior; Key hesitated and began:
〃I am afraid that I am really giving you too much trouble;〃 and suddenly
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stopped。
For as his voice broke the demure silence; one of the nearesta young
girl of apparently seventeenturned towards him with a quick and an
apparently irresistible impulse; and as quickly turned away again。 But in
that instant Key caught a glimpse of a face that might not only have
thrilled him in its beauty; its freshness; but in some vague suggestiveness。
Yet it was not that which set his pulses beating; it was the look of joyous
recognition set in the parted lips and sparkling eyes; the glow of childlike
innocent pleasure that mantled the sweet young face; the frank confusion
of suddenly realized expectancy and longing。 A great truth gripped his
throbbing heart; and held it still。 It was the face that he had seen in the
hollow!
The movement of the young girl was too marked to escape the eye of
the Lady Superior; though she had translated it differently。 〃You must
not believe our young ladies are all so rude; Don Preble;〃 she said dryly;
〃though our dear child has still some of the mountain freedom。 And this
is the Senor Rivers's sister。 But possiblywho knows?〃 she said gently;
yet with a sudden sharpness in her clear eyes;〃perhaps she recognized in
your voice a companion of her brother。〃
Luckily for Key; the shock had been so sudden and overpowering that
he showed none of the lesser symptoms of agitation or embarrassment。
In this revelation of a secret; that he now instinctively felt was bound up
with his own future happiness; he exhibited none of the signs of a
discovered intriguer or unmasked Lothario。 He said quietly and coldly:
〃I am afraid I have not the pleasure of knowing the young lady; and
certainly have never before addressed her。〃 Yet he scarcely heard his
companion's voice; and answered mechanically; seeing only before him
the vision of the girl's bewitching face; in its still more bewitching
consciousness of his presence。 With all that he now knew; or thought he
knew; came a strange delicacy of asking further questions; a vague fear of
compromising HER; a quick impatience of his present deception; even his
whole quest of her seemed now to be a profanation; for which he must ask
her forgiveness。 He longed to be alone to recover himself。 Even the
temptation to linger on some pretext; and wait for her return and another
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glance from her joyous eyes; was not as strong as his conviction of the
necessity of cooler thought and action。 He had met his fate that morning;
for good or ill; that was all he knew。 As soon as he could decently retire;
he thanked the Lady Superior; promised to communicate with her later;
and taking leave of Father Cipriano; found himself again in the street。
Who was she; what was she; and what meant her joyous recognition of
him? It is to be feared that it was the last question that affected him most;
now that he felt that he must have really loved her from the first。 Had
she really seen him before; and had been as mysteriously impressed as he
was? It was not the reflection of a conceited man; for Key had not that
kind of vanity; and he had already touched the humility that is at the base
of any genuine passion。 But he would not think of that now。 He had
established the identity of the other woman; as being her companion in the
house in the hollow on that eventful night; but it was HER profile that he
had seen at the window。 The mysterious brother Rivers might have been
one of the robbers;perhaps the one who accompanied Mrs。 Barker to San
Jose。 But it was plain that the young girl had no complicity with the
actions of the gang; whatever might have been her companion's
confederation。 In the prescience of a true lover; he knew that she must
have been deceived and kept in utter ignorance of it。 There was no look
of it in her lovely; guileless eyes; her very impulsiveness and
ingenuousness would have long since betrayed the secret。 Was it left for
him; at this very outset of his passion; to be the one to tell her? Could he
bear to see those frank; beautiful eyes dimmed with shame and sorrow?
His own grew moist。 Another idea began to haunt him。 Would it not be
wiser; even more manly; for hima man over twice her yearsto leave her
alone with her secret; and so pass out of her innocent young life as
chancefully as he had entered it? But was it altogether chanceful? Was
there not in her innocent happiness in him a recognition of something in
him better than he had dared to think himself? It was the last conceit of
the humility of love。
He reached his hotel at last; unresolved; perplexed; yet singularly
happy。 The clerk handed him; in passing; a business…looking letter;
formally addressed。 Without opening it; he took it to his room; and
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throwing himself listlessly on a chair by the window again tried to think。
But the atmosphere of his room only recalled to him the mysterious gift he
had found the day before on his pillow。 He felt now with a thrill that it
must have been from HER。 How did she convey it there? She would not
have intrusted it to Mrs。 Barker。 The idea struck him now as distastefully
as it seemed improbable。 Perhaps she had been here herself with her
companion the convent sometimes made that concession to a relative or
well… known friend。 He recalled the fact that he had seen Mrs。 Barker
enter the hotel alone; after the incident of the opening door; while he was
leaning over the balustrade。 It was SHE who was alone THEN; and had
recognized his voice; and he had not known it。 She was out again to…day
with the procession。 A sudden idea struck him。 He glanced quickly at
the letter in his hand; and hurriedly opened it。 It contained only three
lines; in a large formal hand; but they sent the swift blood to his cheeks。
〃I heard your voice to…day for the third time。 I want to hear it again。
I will come at dusk。 Do not go out until then。〃
He sat stupefied。 Was it madness; audacity; or a trick? He
summoned the waiter。 The letter had been left by a boy from the
confectioner's shop in the next block。 He remembered it of old;a resort
for the young ladies of the convent。 Nothing was easier than conveying a
letter in that way。 He remembered with a shock of disillusion and disgust
that it was a common device of silly but innocent assignation。 Was he to
be the ridiculous accomplice of a schoolgirl's extravagant escapade; or the
deluded victim of some infamous plot of her infamous companion? He
could not believe either; yet he could not check a certain revulsion of
feeling towards her; which only a moment ago he would have believed
impossible。
Yet whatever was her purpose; he must prevent her coming there at
any hazard。 Her visit would be the culmination of her folly; or the
success of any plot。 Even while he was fully conscious of the material
effect of any scandal and exposure to her; even while he was incensed and
disillusionized at her unexpected audacity; he was unusually stirred with
the conviction that she was wronging herself; and that more than ever she
demanded his help and his consideration。 Still she must not come。 But
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how w