第 18 节
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点绛唇 更新:2021-02-21 15:06 字数:9322
〃Bless me;〃 said Matilda; 〃did not you observe his extreme resemblance to the portrait of Alfonso in the gallery? I took notice of it to Bianca even before I saw him in armour; but with the helmet on; he is the very image of that picture。〃
〃I do not much observe pictures;〃 said Isabella: 〃much less have I examined this young man so attentively as you seem to have done。 Ah? Matilda; your heart is in danger; but let me warn you as a friend; he has owned to me that he is in love; it cannot be with you; for yesterday was the first time you ever met … was it not?〃
〃Certainly;〃 replied Matilda; 〃but why does my dearest Isabella conclude from anything I have said; that〃 … she paused … then continuing: 〃he saw you first; and I am far from having the vanity to think that my little portion of charms could engage a heart devoted to you; may you be happy; Isabella; whatever is the fate of Matilda!〃
〃My lovely friend;〃 said Isabella; whose heart was too honest to resist a kind expression; 〃it is you that Theodore admires; I saw it; I am persuaded of it; nor shall a thought of my own happiness suffer me to interfere with yours。〃
This frankness drew tears from the gentle Matilda; and jealousy that for a moment had raised a coolness between these amiable maidens soon gave way to the natural sincerity and candour of their souls。 Each confessed to the other the impression that Theodore had made on her; and this confidence was followed by a struggle of generosity; each insisting on yielding her claim to her friend。 At length the dignity of Isabella's virtue reminding her of the preference which Theodore had almost declared for her rival; made her determine to conquer her passion; and cede the beloved object to her friend。
During this contest of amity; Hippolita entered her daughter's chamber。
〃Madam;〃 said she to Isabella; 〃you have so much tenderness for Matilda; and interest yourself so kindly in whatever affects our wretched house; that I can have no secrets with my child which are not proper for you to hear。〃
The princesses were all attention and anxiety。
〃Know then; Madam;〃 continued Hippolita; 〃and you my dearest Matilda; that being convinced by all the events of these two last ominous days; that heaven purposes the sceptre of Otranto should pass from Manfred's hands into those of the Marquis Frederic; I have been perhaps inspired with the thought of averting our total destruction by the union of our rival houses。 With this view I have been proposing to Manfred; my lord; to tender this dear; dear child to Frederic; your father。〃
〃Me to Lord Frederic!〃 cried Matilda; 〃good heavens! my gracious mother … and have you named it to my father?〃
〃I have;〃 said Hippolita; 〃he listened benignly to my proposal; and is gone to break it to the Marquis。〃
〃Ah! wretched princess!〃 cried Isabella; 〃what hast thou done! what ruin has thy inadvertent goodness been preparing for thyself; for me; and for Matilda!〃
〃Ruin from me to you and to my child!〃 said Hippolita 〃what can this mean?〃
〃Alas!〃 said Isabella; 〃the purity of your own heart prevents your seeing the depravity of others。 Manfred; your lord; that impious man … 〃
〃Hold;〃 said Hippolita; 〃you must not in my presence; young lady; mention Manfred with disrespect: he is my lord and husband; and … 〃
〃Will not long be so;〃 said Isabella; 〃if his wicked purposes can be carried into execution。〃
〃This language amazes me;〃 said Hippolita。 〃Your feeling; Isabella; is warm; but until this hour I never knew it betray you into intemperance。 What deed of Manfred authorises you to treat him as a murderer; an assassin?〃
〃Thou virtuous; and too credulous Princess!〃 replied Isabella; 〃it is not thy life he aims at … it is to separate himself from thee! to divorce thee! to … 〃
〃To divorce me!〃 〃To divorce my mother!〃 cried Hippolita and Matilda at once。
〃Yes;〃 said Isabella; 〃and to complete his crime; he meditates … I cannot speak it!〃
〃What can surpass what thou hast already uttered?〃 said Matilda。
Hippolita was silent。 Grief choked her speech; and the recollection of Manfred's late ambiguous discourses confirmed what she heard。
〃Excellent; dear lady! madam! mother!〃 cried Isabella; flinging herself at Hippolita's feet in a transport of passion; 〃trust me; believe me; I will die a thousand deaths sooner than consent to injure you; than yield to so odious … oh! … 〃
〃This is too much!〃 cried Hippolita: 〃What crimes does one crime suggest! Rise; dear Isabella; I do not doubt your virtue。 Oh! Matilda; this stroke is too heavy for thee! weep not; my child; and not a murmur; I charge thee。 Remember; he is thy father still!〃
〃But you are my mother too;〃 said Matilda fervently; 〃and you are virtuous; you are guiltless! … Oh! must not I; must not I complain?〃
〃You must not;〃 said Hippolita … 〃come; all will yet be well。 Manfred; in the agony for the loss of thy brother; knew not what he said; perhaps Isabella misunderstood him; his heart is good … and; my child; thou knowest not all! There is a destiny hangs over us; the hand of Providence is stretched out; oh! could I but save thee from the wreck! Yes;〃 continued she in a firmer tone; 〃perhaps the sacrifice of myself may atone for all; I will go and offer myself to this divorce … it boots not what becomes of me。 I will withdraw into the neighbouring monastery; and waste the remainder of life in prayers and tears for my child and … the Prince!〃
〃Thou art as much too good for this world;〃 said Isabella; 〃as Manfred is execrable; but think not; lady; that thy weakness shall determine for me。 I swear; hear me all ye angels … 〃
〃Stop; I adjure thee;〃 cried Hippolita: 〃remember thou dost not depend on thyself; thou hast a father。〃
〃My father is too pious; too noble;〃 interrupted Isabella; 〃to command an impious deed。 But should he command it; can a father enjoin a cursed act? I was contracted to the son; can I wed the father? No; madam; no; force should not drag me to Manfred's hated bed。 I loathe him; I abhor him: divine and human laws forbid … and my friend; my dearest Matilda! would I wound her tender soul by injuring her adored mother? my own mother … I never have known another〃 …
〃Oh! she is the mother of both!〃 cried Matilda: 〃can we; can we; Isabella; adore her too much?〃
〃My lovely children;〃 said the touched Hippolita; 〃your tenderness overpowers me … but I must not give way to it。 It is not ours to make election for ourselves: heaven; our fathers; and our husbands must decide for us。 Have patience until you hear what Manfred and Frederic have determined。 If the Marquis accepts Matilda's hand; I know she will readily obey。 Heaven may interpose and prevent the rest。 What means my child?〃 continued she; seeing Matilda fall at her feet with a flood of speechless tears … 〃But no; answer me not; my daughter: I must not hear a word against the pleasure of thy father。〃
〃Oh! doubt not my obedience; my dreadful obedience to him and to you!〃 said Matilda。 〃But can I; most respected of women; can I experience all this tenderness; this world of goodness; and conceal a thought from the best of mothers?〃
〃What art thou going to utter?〃 said Isabella trembling。 〃Recollect thyself; Matilda。〃
〃No; Isabella;〃 said the Princess; 〃I should not deserve this incomparable parent; if the inmost recesses of my soul harboured a thought without her permission … nay; I have offended her; I have suffered a passion to enter my heart without her avowal … but here I disclaim it; here I vow to heaven and her … 〃
〃My child! my child;〃 said Hippolita; 〃what words are these! what new calamities has fate in store for us! Thou; a passion? Thou; in this hour of destruction … 〃
〃Oh! I see all my guilt!〃 said Matilda。 〃I abhor myself; if I cost my mother a pang。 She is the dearest thing I have on earth … Oh! I will never; never behold him more!〃
〃Isabella;〃 said Hippolita; 〃thou art conscious to this unhappy secret; whatever it is。 Speak!〃
〃What!〃 cried Matilda; 〃have I so forfeited my mother's love; that she will not permit me even to speak my own guilt? oh! wretched; wretched Matilda!〃
〃Thou art too cruel;〃 said Isabella to Hippolita: 〃canst thou behold this anguish of a virtuous mind; and not commiserate it?〃
〃Not pity my child!〃 said Hippolita; catching Matilda in her arms … 〃Oh! I know she is good; she is all virtue; all tenderness; and duty。 I do forgive thee; my excellent; my only hope!〃
The princesses then revealed to Hippolita their mutual inclination for Theodore; and the purpose of Isabella to resign him to Matilda。 Hippolita blamed their imprudence; and showed them the improbability that either father would consent to bestow his heiress on so poor a man; though nobly born。 Some comfort it gave her to find their passion of so recent a date; and that Theodore had had but little cause to suspect it in either。 She strictly enjoined them to avoid all correspondence with him。 This Matilda fervently promised: but Isabella; who flattered herself that she meant no more than to promote his union with her friend; could not determine to avoid h