第 7 节
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点绛唇 更新:2021-02-21 15:06 字数:9322
erness to me? No; Bianca; his heart was ever a stranger to me … but he is my father; and I must not complain。 Nay; if Heaven shuts my father's heart against me; it overpays my little merit in the tenderness of my mother … O that dear mother! yes; Bianca; 'tis there I feel the rugged temper of Manfred。 I can support his harshness to me with patience; but it wounds my soul when I am witness to his causeless severity towards her。〃
〃Oh! Madam;〃 said Bianca; 〃all men use their wives so; when they are weary of them。〃
〃And yet you congratulated me but now;〃 said Matilda; 〃when you fancied my father intended to dispose of me!〃
〃I would have you a great Lady;〃 replied Bianca; 〃come what will。 I do not wish to see you moped in a convent; as you would be if you had your will; and if my Lady; your mother; who knows that a bad husband is better than no husband at all; did not hinder you。 … Bless me! what noise is that! St。 Nicholas forgive me! I was but in jest。〃
〃It is the wind;〃 said Matilda; 〃whistling through the battlements in the tower above: you have heard it a thousand times。〃
〃Nay;〃 said Bianca; 〃there was no harm neither in what I said: it is no sin to talk of matrimony … and so; Madam; as I was saying; if my Lord Manfred should offer you a handsome young Prince for a bridegroom; you would drop him a curtsey; and tell him you would rather take the veil?〃
〃Thank Heaven! I am in no such danger;〃 said Matilda: 〃you know how many proposals for me he has rejected … 〃
〃And you thank him; like a dutiful daughter; do you; Madam? But come; Madam; suppose; to…morrow morning; he was to send for you to the great council chamber; and there you should find at his elbow a lovely young Prince; with large black eyes; a smooth white forehead; and manly curling locks like jet; in short; Madam; a young hero resembling the picture of the good Alfonso in the gallery; which you sit and gaze at for hours together … 〃
〃Do not speak lightly of that picture;〃 interrupted Matilda sighing; 〃I know the adoration with which I look at that picture is uncommon … but I am not in love with a coloured panel。 The character of that virtuous Prince; the veneration with which my mother has inspired me for his memory; the orisons which; I know not why; she has enjoined me to pour forth at his tomb; all have concurred to persuade me that somehow or other my destiny is linked with something relating to him。〃
〃Lord; Madam! how should that be?〃 said Bianca; 〃I have always heard that your family was in no way related to his: and I am sure I cannot conceive why my Lady; the Princess; sends you in a cold morning or a damp evening to pray at his tomb: he is no saint by the almanack。 If you must pray; why does she not bid you address yourself to our great St。 Nicholas? I am sure he is the saint I pray to for a husband。〃
〃Perhaps my mind would be less affected;〃 said Matilda; 〃if my mother would explain her reasons to me: but it is the mystery she observes; that inspires me with this … I know not what to call it。 As she never acts from caprice; I am sure there is some fatal secret at bottom … nay; I know there is: in her agony of grief for my brother's death she dropped some words that intimated as much。〃
〃Oh! dear Madam;〃 cried Bianca; 〃what were they?〃
〃No;〃 said Matilda; 〃if a parent lets fall a word; and wishes it recalled; it is not for a child to utter it。〃
〃What! was she sorry for what she had said?〃 asked Bianca; 〃I am sure; Madam; you may trust me … 〃
〃With my own little secrets when I have any; I may;〃 said Matilda; 〃but never with my mother's: a child ought to have no ears or eyes but as a parent directs。〃
〃Well! to be sure; Madam; you were born to be a saint;〃 said Bianca; 〃and there is no resisting one's vocation: you will end in a convent at last。 But there is my Lady Isabella would not be so reserved to me: she will let me talk to her of young men: and when a handsome cavalier has come to the castle; she has owned to me that she wished your brother Conrad resembled him。〃
〃Bianca;〃 said the Princess; 〃I do not allow you to mention my friend disrespectfully。 Isabella is of a cheerful disposition; but her soul is pure as virtue itself。 She knows your idle babbling humour; and perhaps has now and then encouraged it; to divert melancholy; and enliven the solitude in which my father keeps us … 〃
〃Blessed Mary!〃 said Bianca; starting; 〃there it is again! Dear Madam; do you hear nothing? this castle is certainly haunted!〃
〃Peace!〃 said Matilda; 〃and listen! I did think I heard a voice … but it must be fancy: your terrors; I suppose; have infected me。〃
〃Indeed! indeed! Madam;〃 said Bianca; half…weeping with agony; 〃I am sure I heard a voice。〃
〃Does anybody lie in the chamber beneath?〃 said the Princess。
〃Nobody has dared to lie there;〃 answered Bianca; 〃since the great astrologer; that was your brother's tutor; drowned himself。 For certain; Madam; his ghost and the young Prince's are now met in the chamber below … for Heaven's sake let us fly to your mother's apartment!〃
〃I charge you not to stir;〃 said Matilda。 〃If they are spirits in pain; we may ease their sufferings by questioning them。 They can mean no hurt to us; for we have not injured them … and if they should; shall we be more safe in one chamber than in another? Reach me my beads; we will say a prayer; and then speak to them。〃
〃Oh! dear Lady; I would not speak to a ghost for the world!〃 cried Bianca。 As she said those words they heard the casement of the little chamber below Matilda's open。 They listened attentively; and in a few minutes thought they heard a person sing; but could not distinguish the words。
〃This can be no evil spirit;〃 said the Princess; in a low voice; 〃it is undoubtedly one of the family … open the window; and we shall know the voice。〃
〃I dare not; indeed; Madam;〃 said Bianca。
〃Thou art a very fool;〃 said Matilda; opening the window gently herself。 The noise the Princess made was; however; heard by the person beneath; who stopped; and they concluded had heard the casement open。
〃Is anybody below?〃 said the Princess; 〃if there is; speak。〃
〃Yes;〃 said an unknown voice。
〃Who is it?〃 said Matilda。
〃A stranger;〃 replied the voice。
〃What stranger?〃 said she; 〃and how didst thou come there at this unusual hour; when all the gates of the castle are locked?〃
〃I am not here willingly;〃 answered the voice。 〃But pardon me; Lady; if I have disturbed your rest; I knew not that I was overheard。 Sleep had forsaken me; I left a restless couch; and came to waste the irksome hours with gazing on the fair approach of morning; impatient to be dismissed from this castle。〃
〃Thy words and accents;〃 said Matilda; 〃are of melancholy cast; if thou art unhappy; I pity thee。 If poverty afflicts thee; let me know it; I will mention thee to the Princess; whose beneficent soul ever melts for the distressed; and she will relieve thee。〃
〃I am indeed unhappy;〃 said the stranger; 〃and I know not what wealth is。 But I do not complain of the lot which Heaven has cast for me; I am young and healthy; and am not ashamed of owing my support to myself … yet think me not proud; or that I disdain your generous offers。 I will remember you in my orisons; and will pray for blessings on your gracious self and your noble mistress … if I sigh; Lady; it is for others; not for myself。〃
〃Now I have it; Madam;〃 said Bianca; whispering the Princess; 〃this is certainly the young peasant; and; by my conscience; he is in love … Well! this is a charming adventure! … do; Madam; let us sift him。 He does not know you; but takes you for one of my Lady Hippolita's women。〃
〃Art thou not ashamed; Bianca!〃 said the Princess。 〃What right have we to pry into the secrets of this young man's heart? He seems virtuous and frank; and tells us he is unhappy。 Are those circumstances that authorise us to make a property of him? How are we entitled to his confidence?〃
〃Lord; Madam! how little you know of love!〃 replied Bianca; 〃why; lovers have no pleasure equal to talking of their mistress。〃
〃And would you have ME become a peasant's confidante?〃 said the Princess。
〃Well; then; let me talk to him;〃 said Bianca; 〃though I have the honour of being your Highness's maid of honour; I was not always so great。 Besides; if love levels ranks; it raises them too; I have a respect for any young man in love。〃
〃Peace; simpleton!〃 said the Princess。 〃Though he said he was unhappy; it does not follow that he must be in love。 Think of all that has happened to…day; and tell me if there are no misfortunes but what love causes。 … Stranger;〃 resumed the Princess; 〃if thy misfortunes have not been occasioned by thy own fault; and are within the compass of the Princess Hippolita's power to redress; I will take upon me to answer that she will be thy protectress。 When thou art dismissed from this castle; repair to holy father Jerome; at the convent adjoining to the church of St。 Nicholas; and make thy story known to him; as far as thou thinkest meet。 He will not fail to inform the Princess; who is the mother of all that want her