第 19 节
作者:津夏      更新:2021-02-21 14:26      字数:9322
  the pleasant meal; the cheery warmth; the cosey slumber; but that was not
  the friendship of Patrasche。 He remembered a bygone time; when an old
  man and a little child had found him sick unto death in the wayside ditch。
  Snow had fallen freshly all the evening long; it was now nearly ten;
  the   trail   of   the   boy's   footsteps   was   almost   obliterated。   It   took   Patrasche
  long   to   discover   any   scent。   When   at   last   he   found   it;   it   was   lost   again
  quickly;   and   lost   and   recovered;   and   again   lost   and   again   recovered;   a
  hundred times or more。
  The night was very wild。 The lamps under the wayside crosses were
  blown   out;   the   roads   were   sheets   of   ice;   the   impenetrable   darkness   hid
  every trace of habitations; there was no living thing abroad。 All the cattle
  were housed; and in all the huts and homesteads men and women rejoiced
  and   feasted。   There   was   only   Patrasche   out   in   the   cruel   cold   old   and
  famished and full of pain; but with the strength and the patience of a great
  love to sustain him in his search。
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  The   trail   of   Nello's steps;  faint   and   obscure   as   it   was under the   new
  snow;   went   straightly   along   the   accustomed   tracks   into Antwerp。   It   was
  past   midnight   when   Patrasche   traced   it   over   the   boundaries   of   the   town
  and into the narrow; tortuous; gloomy streets。 It was all quite dark in the
  town;   save   where   some   light   gleamed   ruddily   through   the   crevices   of
  house   shutters;   or   some   group   went   homeward   with   lanterns   chanting
  drinking…songs。   The   streets   were   all   white   with   ice;   the   high   walls   and
  roofs loomed black against them。 There was scarce a sound save the riot of
  the winds down the passages as they tossed the creaking signs and shook
  the tall lamp…irons。
  So   many   passers…by   had   trodden   through   and   through   the   snow;   so
  many diverse paths had crossed and recrossed each other; that the dog had
  a hard task to retain any hold on the track he followed。 But he kept on his
  way; though the cold pierced him to the bone; and the jagged ice cut his
  feet; and the hunger in his body gnawed like a rat's teeth。 He kept on his
  way;a poor gaunt; shivering thing;and by long patience traced the steps
  he loved into the very heart of the burg and up to the steps of the great
  cathedral。
  〃He is gone to the things that he loved;〃 thought Patrasche; he could
  not understand; but he was full of sorrow and of pity for the art passion
  that to him was so incomprehensible and yet so sacred。
  The   portals   of   the   cathedral   were   unclosed   after   the   midnight   mass。
  Some heedlessness   in   the  custodians; too   eager to go   home   and   feast or
  sleep; or too drowsy to know whether they turned the keys aright; had left
  one of the doors unlocked。 By that accident the footfalls Patrasche sought
  had   passed   through   into   the   building;   leaving   the   white   marks   of   snow
  upon the dark stone floor。 By that slender white thread; frozen as it fell; he
  was   guided   through   the   intense   silence;   through   the   immensity   of   the
  vaulted spaceguided straight to   the gates of   the chancel; and;   stretched
  there upon the stones; he found Nello。 He crept up; and touched the face of
  the boy。 〃Didst thou dream that I should be faithless and forsake thee? Ia
  dog?〃 said that mute caress。
  The lad raised himself with a low cry and clasped him close。 〃Let us
  lie down and die together;〃 he murmured。 〃Men have no need of us; and
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  we are all alone。〃
  In answer; Patrasche crept closer yet; and laid his head upon the young
  boy's breast。 The great tears stood in his brown; sad eyes; not for himself
  for himself he was happy。
  They lay close together in the piercing cold。 The blasts that blew over
  the   Flemish dikes   from  the   northern   seas   were like   waves of   ice;   which
  froze every living thing they touched。 The interior of the immense vault of
  stone   in   which   they   were   was   even   more   bitterly   chill   than   the   snow…
  covered plains without。 Now and then a bat moved in the shadows; now
  and then a gleam of light came on the ranks of carven figures。 Under the
  Rubens they lay together quite still; and soothed almost into a dreaming
  slumber by the numbing narcotic of the cold。 Together they dreamed of the
  old   glad   days   when   they   had   chased   each   other   through   the   flowering
  grasses of the summer meadows; or sat hidden in the tall bulrushes by the
  water's side; watching the boats go seaward in the sun。
  Suddenly       through    the   darkness     a  great   white    radiance     streamed
  through the vastness of the aisles; the moon; that was at her height; had
  broken through the clouds; the snow had ceased to fall; the light reflected
  from the snow without was clear as the light of dawn。 It fell through the
  arches     full  upon   the   two   pictures   above;    from    which    the  boy    on  his
  entrance had flung back the veil: the 〃Elevation〃 and the 〃Descent of the
  Cross〃 were for one instant visible。
  Nello   rose   to   his   feet   and   stretched   his   arms   to   them;   the   tears   of   a
  passionate ecstasy glistened on the paleness of his face。 〃I have seen them
  at last!〃 he cried aloud。 〃O God; it is enough!〃
  His limbs failed under him; and he sank upon his knees; still gazing
  upward at the majesty that he adored。 For a few brief moments the light
  illumined   the   divine   visions   that had   been   denied to   him  so   long   light
  clear   and    sweet   and   strong   as   though    it   streamed   from   the   throne   of
  Heaven。      Then    suddenly     it  passed   away;    once    more    a  great   darkness
  covered the face of Christ。
  The arms of the boy drew close again the body of the dog。 〃We shall
  see His face/there/;〃 he murmured; 〃and He will not part us; I think。〃
  On the morrow; by the chancel of the cathedral; the people of Antwerp
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  found them both。 They were both dead; the cold of the night had frozen
  into    stillness  alike   the   young    life  and   the   old。  When     the   Christmas
  morning   broke   and   the   priests   came   to   the   temple;   they  saw   them  lying
  thus   on   the   stones   together。 Above;   the  veils   were   drawn   back   from   the
  great   visions   of   Rubens;   and   the   fresh   rays   of   the   sunrise   touched   the
  thorn…crowned head of the Christ。
  As the day grew on there came an old; hard…featured man who wept as
  women   weep。   〃I   was   cruel   to   the   lad;〃   he   muttered;   〃and   now   I   would
  have made amends;yea; to the half of my substance;and he should have
  been to me as a son。〃
  There came also; as the day grew apace; a painter who had fame in the
  world; and who was liberal of hand and of spirit。 〃I seek one who should
  have   had   the   prize   yesterday  had   worth   won;〃   he   said   to   the   people〃a
  boy   of   rare   promise   and   genius。 An   old   wood…cutter   on   a   fallen   tree   at
  eventidethat was all his theme; but there was greatness for the future in it。
  I would fain find him; and take him with me and teach him art。〃
  And a little child with curling fair hair; sobbing bitterly as she clung to
  her father's arm; cried aloud; 〃Oh; Nello; come! We have all ready for thee。
  The Christ…child's hands are full of gifts; and the old piper will play for us;
  and the mother says thou shalt stay by the hearth and burn nuts with us all
  the Noel week longyes; even to the Feast of the Kings! And Patrasche
  will be so happy! Oh; Nello; wake and come!〃
  But the young pale face; turned upward to the light of the great Rubens
  with a smile upon its mouth; answered them all; 〃It is too late。〃
  For the sweet; sonorous bells went ringing through the frost; and the
  sunlight shone upon the plains of snow; and the populace trooped gay and
  glad through the streets; but Nello and Patrasche no more asked charity at
  their hands。 All they needed now Antwerp gave unbidden。
  Death had been more pitiful to them than longer life would have been。
  It had taken the one in the loyalty of love; and the other in the innocence
  of faith; from a world which for love has no recompense and for faith no
  fulfilment。
  All their lives they had been together; and in t