第 16 节
作者:津夏      更新:2021-02-21 14:26      字数:9322
  this treasure;  which   if triumphant;  would   build   him  his   first   step   toward
  independence and the mysteries of the art which he blindly; ignorantly; and
  yet passionately adored。
  He said nothing to any one; his grandfather would not have understood;
  and    little  Alois   was   lost   to  him。   Only    to  Patrasche    he   told  all;  and
  whispered; 〃Rubens would give it me; I think; if he knew。〃
  Patrasche thought so too; for he knew that Rubens had loved dogs or
  he   had   never   painted   them   with   such   exquisite   fidelity;   and   men   who
  loved dogs were; as Patrasche knew; always pitiful。
  The   drawings   were   to   go   in   on   the   first   day   of   December;   and   the
  decision be given on the twenty…fourth; so that he who should win might
  rejoice with all his people at the Christmas season。
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  In   the   twilight   of   a   bitter   wintry   day;   and   with   a   beating   heart;   now
  quick with hope; now faint with fear; Nello placed the great picture on his
  little green milk…cart; and took it; with the help of Patrasche; into the town;
  and there left it; as enjoined; at the doors of a public building。
  〃Perhaps it is worth nothing at all。 How can I tell?〃 he thought; with
  the   heart…sickness   of   a   great   timidity。   Now   that   he   had   left   it   there;   it
  seemed to him so hazardous; so vain; so foolish; to dream that he; a little
  lad with bare feet who barely knew his letters; could do anything at which
  great painters; real artists; could ever deign to look。 Yet he took heart as he
  went by the cathedral; the lordly form of Rubens seemed to rise from the
  fog and the darkness; and to loom in its magnificence before him; while
  the   lips;   with   their   kindly   smile;   seemed   to   him   to   murmur;   〃Nay;   have
  courage!   It   was   not   by   a   weak   heart   and   by   faint   fears   that   I   wrote   my
  name for all time upon Antwerp。〃
  Nello   ran   home   through   the   cold   night;   comforted。   He   had   done   his
  best;    the   rest  must     be  as   God    willed;    he   thought;     in  that   innocent;
  unquestioning   faith   which   had   been   taught   him   in   the   little   gray   chapel
  among the willows and the poplar…trees。
  The winter was very sharp already。 That night; after they reached the
  hut; snow fell; and fell for very many days after that; so that the paths and
  the divisions in the fields were all obliterated; and all the smaller streams
  were frozen over; and the cold was intense upon the plains。 Then; indeed;
  it became hard work to go round for the milk while the world was all dark;
  and carry it through the darkness to the silent town。 Hard work; especially
  for Patrasche; for the passage of the years that were only bringing Nello a
  stronger youth were bringing him old age; and his joints were stiff and his
  bones   ached   often。   But   he   would   never   give   up   his   share   of   the   labour。
  Nello     would     fain   have    spared    him    and    drawn     the  cart   himself;     but
  Patrasche would not allow it。 All he would ever permit or accept was the
  help of a thrust from behind to the truck as it lumbered along through the
  ice…ruts。    Patrasche     had    lived   in  harness;    and    he  was    proud    of   it。  He
  suffered a great deal sometimes from frost and the terrible roads and the
  rheumatic pains of his limbs; but he only drew his breath hard and bent his
  stout   neck;   and   trod   onward   with   steady  patience。        〃Rest   thee   at   home;
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  Patrasche; it is time thou didst rest; and I can quite well push in the cart by
  myself;〃 urged Nello many a morning; but Patrasche; who understood him
  aright;   would   no   more   have   consented   to   stay   at   home   than   a   veteran
  soldier to shirk when the charge was sounding; and every day he would
  rise and place himself in his shafts; and plod along over the snow through
  the fields that his four round feet had left their print upon so many; many
  years。
  〃One must never rest till one dies;〃 thought Patrasche; and sometimes
  it seemed to him that that time of rest for him was not very far off。 His
  sight was less clear than it had been; and it gave him pain to rise after the
  night's sleep; though he would never lie a moment in his straw when once
  the bell of the chapel tolling five let him know that the daybreak of labor
  had begun。
  〃My poor Patrasche; we shall soon lie quiet together; you and I;〃 said
  old Jehan Daas; stretching out to stroke the head of Patrasche with the old
  withered   hand   which   had   always   shared   with   him   its   one   poor   crust   of
  bread; and the hearts of the old man and the old dog ached together with
  one thought: When they were gone who would care for their darling?
  One afternoon; as they came back from Antwerp over the snow; which
  had become hard and smooth as marble over all the Flemish plains; they
  found dropped in the road a pretty little puppet; a tambourine player; all
  scarlet   and   gold;   about   six   inches   high;   and;   unlike   greater   personages
  when Fortune lets them drop; quite unspoiled and unhurt by its fall。 It was
  a pretty toy。 Nello tried to find its owner; and; failing; thought that it was
  just the thing to please Alois。
  It was quite   night   when   he passed the   mill…house;   he   knew  the   little
  window of her room; it could be no harm; he thought; if he gave her his
  little   piece   of   treasure…trovethey   had   been   play…fellows   so   long。   There
  was a shed with a sloping roof beneath her casement; he climbed it and
  tapped softly at the lattice; there was a little light within。 The child opened
  it and looked out half frightened。
  Nello put the tambourine player into her hands。 〃Here is a doll I found
  in the   snow; Alois。 Take   it;〃   he   whispered; 〃take it;  and   God bless   thee;
  dear!〃
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  He slid down from the shed roof before she had time to thank him; and
  ran off through the darkness。
  That night there was a fire at the mill。 Out…buildings and much corn
  were     destroyed;     although     the   mill  itself   and   the   dwelling…house       were
  unharmed。   All   the   village   was   out   in   terror;   and   engines   came   tearing
  through the snow from Antwerp。 The miller was insured; and would lose
  nothing; nevertheless; he was in furious wrath; and declared aloud that the
  fire was due to no accident; but to some foul intent。
  Nello; awakened from his sleep; ran to help with the rest。 Baas Cogez
  thrust   him   angrily   aside。   〃Thou   wert   loitering   here   after   dark;〃   he   said
  roughly。 〃I believe; on my soul; that thou dost know more of the fire than
  any one。〃
  Nello heard him in silence; stupefied; not supposing that any one could
  say such things except in jest; and not comprehending how any one could
  pass a jest at such a time。
  Nevertheless;   the   miller   said   the   brutal   thing   openly   to   many   of   his
  neighbours   in   the   day   that   followed;   and   though   no   serious   charge   was
  ever preferred against the lad; it got bruited about that Nello had been seen
  in the mill…yard after dark on some unspoken errand; and that he bore Baas
  Cogez a grudge for forbidding his intercourse with little Alois; and so the
  hamlet; which followed the sayings of its richest landowner servilely; and
  whose families all hoped to secure the riches of Alois in some future time
  for   their   sons;   took   the   hint   to   give   grave   looks   and   cold   words   to   old
  Jehan   Daas's   grandson。   No   one   said   anything   to   him   openly;   but   all   the
  village     agreed    together     to  humour      the   miller's   prejudice;     and   at   the
  cottages   and   farms   where   Nello   and   Patrasche   called   every   morning   for
  the milk for Antwerp; downcast glances and brief phrases replaced to them
  the   broad   smiles   and   cheerful   greetings   to   which   they   had   been   always
  used。     No   one    really   credited    the   miller's    absurd    suspicions;     nor   the
  outrageous   accusations   born   of   them;   but   the   people   were   all   very   poor
  and   very   ignorant;   and   the   one   rich   man   of   the   place   had   pronounced
  against him。 Nello; in his innocence and his friendlessness; had no strength
  to stem the popular tide。
  〃Thou art very cruel to the la