第 9 节
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津夏 更新:2021-02-21 14:26 字数:9322
fingers rose the perfect melodies of old masters。 Ay; but the sweet eyes had
been closed in death many a long; long; year; the sweet voice hushed in
silence。 He had watched the dear life ebb away; the fire in the blue eyes
fade out。 He had felt each day that the clasp of the little greeting fingers
was less close; each day he had seen the outline of the face grow sharper;
and at last there had come one when the poor little English…woman met
him with the gaze of one who knew him not; and babbled; not of green
fields; but of horses and dogs; and of a brother Jack; who; five years
before; had gone down with her Majesty's ship /Alligator/ in mid…Atlantic。
Ay; but that was many and many a year agone。 His young; blue…eyed
love stood out alone in life's history; a thing apart。 Of the gentler sex; in a
general way; the old professor had not seen that which had raised it in his
estimation to the level of the one woman over whose memory hung a
bright halo of romance。
Fifteen years had passed away; the old professor of osteology had
passed away with them; and in the large house on the Domplein lived a
baron; with half a dozen noisy; happy; healthy children;young /fraulas/
and /jonkheers/;who scampered up and down the marble passages; and
fell headlong down the steep; narrow; unlighted stairways; to the imminent
danger of dislocating their aristocratic little necks。 There was a new race
of neat maids; clad in the same neat livery of lilac and black; who scoured
and cleaned; just as Koosje and Dortje had done in the old professor's day。
You might; indeed; have heard the selfsame names resounding through the
echoing rooms: 〃Koos…je! Dort…je!〃
But the Koosje and Dortje were not the same。 What had become of
Dortje I cannot say; but on the left…hand side of the busy; bustling;
picturesque Oude Gracht there was a handsome shop filled with all
manner of cakes; sweeties; confections; and liquorsfrom absinthe to
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Benedictine; or arrack to chartreuse。 In that shop was a handsome;
prosperous; middle…aged woman; well dressed and well mannered; no
longer Professor van Dijck's Koosje; but the Jevrouw van Kampen。
Yes; Koosje had come to be a prosperous tradeswoman of good
position; respected by all。 But she was Koosje van Kampen still; the
romance which had come to so disastrous and abrupt an end had sufficed
for her life。 Many an offer had been made to her; it is true; but she had
always declared that she had had enough of loversshe had found out their
real value。
I must tell you that at the time of Jan's infidelity; after the first flush of
rage was over; Koosje disdained to show any sign of grief or regret。 She
was very proud; this Netherland servant…maid; far too proud to let those by
whom she was surrounded imagine she was wearing the willow for the
faithless Jan; and when Dortje; on the day of the wedding; remarked that
for her part she had always considered Koosje remarkably cool on the
subject of matrimony; Koosje with a careless out…turning of her hands;
palms uppermost; answered that she was right。
Very soon after their marriage Jan and his young wife left Utrecht for
Arnheim; where Jan had promise of higher wages; and thus they passed; as
Koosje thought; completely out of her life。
〃I don't wish to hear anything more about them; ifyouplease;〃 she
said; severely and emphatically; to Dortje。
But not so。 In time the professor died; leaving Koosje the large legacy
with which she set up the handsome shop in the Oude Gracht; and several
years passed on。
It happened one day that Koosje was sitting in her shop sewing。 In the
large inner room a party of ladies and officers were eating cakes and
drinking chocolates and liquors with a good deal of fun and laughter; when
the door opened timidly; thereby letting in a gust of bitter wind; and a
woman crept fearfully in; followed by two small; crying children。
Could the lady give her something to eat? she asked; they had had
nothing during the day; and the little ones were almost famished。
Koosje; who was very charitable; lifted a tray of large; plain buns; and
was about to give her some; when her eyes fell upon the poor beggar's
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faded face; and she exclaimed:
〃Truide!〃
Truide; for it was she; looked up in startled surprise。
〃I did not know; or I would not have come in; Koosje;〃 she said;
humbly; 〃for I treated you very badly。〃
〃Ve…ry bad…ly;〃 returned Koosje; emphatically。 〃Then where is Jan?〃
〃Dead!〃 murmured Truide; sadly。
〃Dead! soah; well! I suppose I must do something for you。 Here
Yanke!〃 opening the door and calling; 〃Yanke!〃
〃/Je; jevrouw/;〃 a voice cried; in reply。
The next moment a maid came running into the shop。
〃Take these people into the kitchen and give them something to eat。
Put them by the stove while you prepare it。 There is some soup and that
smoked ham we had for /koffy/。 Then come here and take my place for a
while。〃
〃/Je; jevrouw/;〃 said Yanke; disappearing again; followed by Truide
and her children。
Then Koosje sat down again; and began to think。
〃I said;〃 she mused; presently; 〃/that/ night that the next time I fell
over a bundle I'd leave it where I found it。 Ah; well! I'm not a barbarian; I
couldn't do that。 I never thought; though; it would be Truide。〃
〃/Hi; jevrouw/;〃 was called from the inner room。
〃/Je; mynheer/;〃 jumping up and going to her customers。
She attended to their wants; and presently bowed them out。
〃I never thought it would be Truide;〃 she repeated to herself; as she
closed the door behind the last of the gay uniforms and jingling scabbards。
〃And Jan is deadah; well!〃
Then she went into the kitchen; where the miserable childrengirls
both of them; and pretty had they been clean and less forlornly clad were
playing about the stove。
〃So Jan is dead;〃 began Koosje; seating herself。
〃Yes; Jan is dead;〃 Truide answered。
〃And he left you nothing?〃 Koosje asked。
〃We had had nothing for a long time;〃 Truide replied; in her sad;
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crushed voice。 〃We didn't get on very well; he soon got tired of me。〃
〃That was a weakness of his;〃 remarked Koosje; drily。
〃We lost five little ones; one after another;〃 Truide continued。 〃And
Jan was fond of them; and somehow it seemed to sour him。 As for me; I
was sorry enough at the time; Heaven knows; but it was as well。 But Jan
said it seemed as if a curse had fallen upon us; he began to wish you back
again; and to blame me for having come between you。 And then he took to
/genever/; and then to wish for something stronger; so at last every stiver
went for absinthe; and once or twice he beat me; and then he died。〃
〃Just as well;〃 muttered Koosje; under her breath。
〃It is very good of you to have fed and warmed us;〃 Truide went on; in
her faint; complaining tones。 〃Many a one would have let me starve; and I
should have deserved it。 It is very good of you and we are grateful; but 'tis
time we were going; Koosje and Mina;〃 then added; with a shake of her
head; 〃but I don't know where。〃
〃Oh; you'd better stay;〃 said Koosje; hurriedly。 〃I live in this big house
by myself; and I dare say you'll be more useful in the shop than Yankeif
your tongue is as glib as it used to be; that is。 You know some English; too;
don't you?〃
〃A little;〃 Truide answered; eagerly。
〃And after all;〃 Koosje said; philosophically; shrugging her shoulders;
〃you saved me from the beatings and the starvings and the rest。 I owe you
something for that。 Why; if it hadn't been for you I should have been silly
enough to have married him。〃
And then she went back to her shop; saying to herself:
〃The professor said it was a blessing in disguise; God sends all our
trials to work