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neck; and all those who speak of him say that he is right fair
and valiant。 The king loves him and honours him more than any of
all his nephews。
Cliges stays with the king until the beginning of summer; by that
time he has been over all Britain and over France and over
Normandy; and has wrought many a knightly deed; so that he has
well proved himself。 But the love with which he is wounded grows
neither lighter nor easier。 The wish of his heart keeps him ever
constant to one thought: he remembers Fenice who far from him is
torturing her heart。 A longing seizes him to return home; for too
long has he abstained from seeing the lady more yearned for than
any lady; that ever heard of man has yearned for。 And he will not
abstain longer from her。 He prepares for the journey to Greece;
he has taken leave and returns。 Much; I ween; did it grieve my
lord Gawain and the king when they can no longer keep him。 But he
longs to reach her whom he loves and desires; and he hastens o'er
sea and land; and the way seems very long to him; so eagerly does
he yearn to see her who takes away and purloins his heart from
him。 But she yields him a fair return; and well does she pay and
compensate him for the toll she has extorted from him; for she in
her turn gives her own heart in payment to him; whom she loves no
less。 But he is not a whit certain about it; never had he pledge
or promise in the matter; and he grieves cruelly。 And she also
laments; for her love of him is tormenting and killing her; and
nothing can give pleasure or joy in her eyes since that hour when
she ceased to see him。 She does not even know if he is alive;
whereof great sorrow strikes her to the heart。 But Cliges gets
nearer each day; and in his journey he has had good luck; for he
has had a fair wind and calm weather; and has anchored with joy
and delight before Constantinople。 The news reached the city; it
was welcome to the emperor and a hundred times more welcome to
the empress。 If anyone doubt this it will be to his own sorrow。
Cliges and his company have repaired to Greece; straight to the
port of Constantinople。 All the most powerful and noble come to
the port to meet him。 And when the emperor who had advanced in
front of all meets him; and the empress who walks by his side;
the emperor; before all; runs to fall on his neck and to greet
him。 And when Fenice greets him; the one changes colour because
of the other; and the marvel is how when they come close to each
other they keep from embracing and kissing each other with such
kisses as please Love。 But folly would it have been and madness。
The folk run up in all directions and delight to see him。 They
all lead him through the midst of the town; some on foot and some
on horseback; as far as the imperial palace。 Of the joy that
there was made will never word here be told; nor of the honour;
nor of the homage; but each has striven to do whatever he thinks
and believes will please Cliges and be welcome to him。 And his
uncle yields to him all that he has save the crown。 He is right
willing that Cliges take at his pleasure whatsoever he shall wish
to obtain from him; be it land or treasure; but Cliges makes no
account of silver or of gold; since he dare not disclose his
thought to her for whom he loses his rest; and yet he has leisure
and opportunity for telling her if only he were not afraid of
being refused; for every day he can see her and sit alone by her
side without anyone gainsaying or forbidding; for nobody imagines
or thinks evil of it。
A space of time after he had returned; one day he came unattended
into the room of her who was not forsooth his enemy; and be well
assured that the door was not shut against the meeting。 He was
close by her side and all the rest had gone away; so that no one
was sitting near them who could hear their words。 Fenice first of
all questioned him about Britain。 She asks him concerning the
disposition and courtesy of my lord Gawain; and at last she
ventures to speak of what she dreaded。 She asked him if he loved
dame or maiden in that land。 To this Cliges was not unwilling or
slow to reply。 Quickly was he able to explain all to her; as soon
as she challenged him on the point。 〃Lady;〃 quoth he; 〃I was in
love while yonder; but I loved none who was of yonder land。 In
Britain my body was without a heart like bark without timber。
When I left Germany; I knew not what became of my heart; save
that it went away hither after you。 Here was my heart and there
my body。 I was not absent from Greece; for my heart had gone
thither; and to reclaim it have I come back here; but it neither
comes nor returns to me; and I cannot bring it back to me; and
yet I seek it not and cannot do so。 And how have you fared since
you have come into this land? What joy have you had here? Do the
people; does the land please you? I ought to ask you nothing
further save thiswhether the land please you。〃 〃Formerly it
pleased me not; but now there dawns for me a joy and a pleasure
that I would not lose; be assured; for Pavia or for Placentia;
for I cannot dissever my heart from it; nor shall I ever use
force to do so。 In me is there nought save the bark; for without
my heart I live and have my being。 Never was I in Britain; and
yet my heart has made I know not what contract in Britain without
me。〃 〃Lady; when was your heart there? Tell me when it went; at
what time and at what season; if it is a matter that you can
reasonably tell me or another。 Was it there when I was there?〃
〃Yes; but you knew it not。 It was there as long as you were there
and departed with you。〃 〃God! and I neither knew nor saw it
there。 God! why did I know it not? If I had known it; certainly;
lady; I would have borne it good company。〃 〃Much would you have
comforted me and well would it have become you to do so; for I
would have been very gracious to your heart; if it had pleased it
to come there where it might have known me to be。〃 〃Of a surety;
lady; it came to you。〃 〃To me? Then it came not into exile; for
mine also went to you。〃 〃Lady; then are both our hearts here with
us as you say; for mine is wholly yours。〃 〃Friend; and you on
your side have mine; and so we are well matched。 And know well
that; so may God guard me; never had your uncle share in me; for
neither did it please me nor was it permitted to him。 Never yet
did he know me as Adam knew his wife。 Wrongly am I called dame;
but I know well that he who calls me dame knows not that I am a
maid。 Even your uncle knows it not; for he has drunk of the
sleeping draught and thinks he is awake when he sleeps; and he
deems that he has his joy of me; just as he fain would have it;
and just as though I were lying between his arms; but well have I
shut him out。 Yours is my heart; yours is my body; nor indeed
will any one by my example learn to act vilely; for when my heart
set itself on you; it gave and promised you my body; so that
nobody else shall have a share in it。 Love for you so wounded me
that never did I think to recover any more than the sea can dry
up。 If I love you and you love me; never shall you be called
Tristram; and never shall I be Iseult; for then the love would
not be honourable。 But I make you a vow that never shall you have
other solace of me than you now have; if you cannot bethink
yourself how I may be stolen from your uncle and from his bed; so
that he may never find me again; or be able to blame either you
or me or have anything he may lay hold of herein。 To…night must
you bend your attention to the matter and to…morrow you will be
able to tell me the best device that you will have thought of;
and I also will ponder on the matter。 To…morrow; when I shall
have risen; come early to speak to me; and each will say his
thought; and we will carry out that which we shall consider
best。〃
When Cliges heard her wish; he has granted her all; and says that
it shall be right well done。 He leaves her blithe; and blithe he
goes away; and each lies awake in bed all night and they think
with great delight over what seems best to them。 The morrow they
come again together; as soon as they were risen; and they took
counsel in private; as there was need for them to do。 First
Cliges says and recounts what he had thought of in the night。
〃Lady;〃 quoth he; 〃I think and believe that we could not do
better than go away to Britain: thither have I devised to take
you away。 Now take heed that the matter fall not through on your
side。 For never was Helen received at Troy with such great joy;
when Paris had brought her thither; that there will not be yet
greater joy felt throughout the whole land of the king; my uncle;
anent you and me。 And if this please you not well; tell me your
thought; for I am ready; whatever come of it; to cleave to your
thought。〃 She replies: 〃And I shall speak it。 Never will I go
with you thus; for then; when we had gone away; we should be
spoken of throughout the world as the blonde Iseult and Tristram
are spoken of; but here and there all women and men would blame
our happiness。 No one would believe or could be expected to
believe the actual truth of the matter。 Who would believe then as
regards your uncle that I have gone off and escaped from him
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