第 13 节
作者:疯狂热线      更新:2021-02-21 14:15      字数:9322
  brought her up from infancy; was named Thessala; and was versed
  in the black art。 She was called Thessala because she was born in
  Thessaly where sorceries are made; taught; and practised; for the
  women who are of that country make charms and enchantments。
  Thessala sees that she whom Love has in his power is wan and
  pale; and she has addressed her secretly。 〃God!〃 quoth she; 〃are
  you enchanted; my sweet lady dear; that you have so wan a
  countenance? Much do I wonder what ails you。 Tell me; if you
  know; in what part this sickness possesses you most; for if any
  one can cure you of it you can rely on me; for well can I give
  you back your health。 Well know I how to cure a man of dropsy;
  and I know how to cure of gout; of quinsy; and of asthma; I know
  so much about the water and so much about the pulse that evil
  would be the hour in which you would take another leech。 And I
  know; if I dared say it; of enchantments and of charms; well
  proven and true; more than ever Medea knew。 Never spake I a word
  of it to you; and yet I have brought you up till now; but never
  reproach yourself at all for it;; for never would I have said
  aught to you if I had not seen for a surety that such a malady
  has attacked you; that you have need of my aid。 Lady; tell me
  your malady; and you will act wisely in doing so before it gets
  further hold of you。 The emperor has set me in charge of you that
  I may take care of you; and I have given such diligence that I
  have kept you in sound health。 Now shall I have lost my pains if
  I heal you not of this ill。 Beware that you hide it not from me;
  be it illness or aught else。〃 The maiden dares not openly
  disclose her whole desire because she is greatly afeard that
  Thessala may blame and dissuade her。 And yet because she hears
  her greatly vaunt and extol herself; and say that she is learned
  in enchantment; in charms and potions; she will tell her what is
  her case; why her face is pale and wan; but beforehand she will
  make her promise that she will hide it for ever and will never
  dissuade her。
  〃Nurse;〃 quoth she; 〃of a truth I thought that I felt no ill; but
  I shall speedily think that I am sick。 The mere fact of my
  thinking of it causes me much ill and eke alarms me。 But how does
  one know unless he put it to the test what may be good and what
  ill? My ill differs from all other ills; forand I be willing to
  tell you the truth of itmuch it joys me; and much it grieves
  me; and I delight in my discomfort; and if there can be a disease
  which gives pleasure; my sorrow is my desire; and my grief is my
  health。 I know not then whereof I should complain; for I know
  nought whence evil may come to me if it come not from my desire。
  Possibly my desire is a malady; but I take so much pleasure in
  that desire that it causes me a pleasant grief; and I have so
  much joy in my sorrow that my malady is a pleasant one。 Thessala;
  nurse! tell me now; is not this sorrow which seems sweet to me ;
  and yet which tortures me; a deceitful one? I know not how I may
  recognise whether it be an infirmity or no。 Nurse! tell me now
  the name; and the manner; and the nature; of it。 But be well
  assured that I have no care to recover in any wise; for I cherish
  the anguish of it exceedingly。〃 Thessala; who was right wise as
  regards Love and all his ways; knows and understands by her
  speech that that which distracts her proceeds from Lovebecause
  she calls and names it sweetit is certain that she loves; for
  all other ills are bitter save that alone which comes from
  loving; but Love transmutes its own bitterness into pleasure; and
  sweetness often turns to its opposite。 But Thessala; who well
  knew the matter; replies to her: 〃Fear nought; I will tell you
  well both the nature and the name of your disease。 You have told
  me; methinks; that the pain which you feel seems to you to be joy
  and health: of such a nature is love…sickness; for there is in it
  joy and sweetness。 Therefore I prove to you that you love; for I
  find pleasure in no sickness save only in love…sickness。 All
  other ills as a rule are always grievous and horrible; but Love
  is pleasant and tranquil。 You love; I am fully certain of it。 I
  regard it not as base in you; but I will hold it baseness if
  through childishness or folly you conceal your heart from me。〃
  〃Nurse; truly you are talking to no purpose; for first I mean to
  be certain and sure that never by any chance will you speak
  thereof to any living creature。〃 〃Lady; certainly the winds will
  speak of it sooner than I unless you give me permission; and of
  this I will make you surethat I will help you with regard to
  this matter; so that you may know of a surety ; that by me you
  will have your joy。〃 〃Nurse; in that case you would have cured
  me; but the emperor is giving me in marriage whereat I am
  grievously afflicted and sad because he who pleases me is nephew
  of him whom I am to wed。 And if this man have his joy of me; then
  have I lost mine; and there is no more joy to be looked for。
  Rather would I be torn limb from limb than that the love of
  Iseult and of Tristram should be renewed in the case of us twain;
  for of them are such mad actions told that I am ashamed to
  recount them。 I could not reconcile myself to the life that
  Iseult led。 Love in her became exceeding base; for her body
  belonged to two masters and her heart entirely to one。 Thus she
  spent her whole life; for she never refused the two。 Reason was
  there none in this love; but mine is ever constant; and at no
  cost will a partition ever be made of my body or of my heart。
  Never of a truth shall my body be debased; never shall there be
  two partners of it。 Let him who owns the heart have the body
  also; he excludes all others from it。 But this I cannot knowhow
  he to whom my heart yields itself can have my body since my
  father is giving me to another; and I dare not gainsay him。 And
  when he shall be lord of my body if he do aught with it that I do
  not wish; it is not meet that it welcome another。 Moreover; this
  man cannot wed wife without breaking faith; but if he wrong not
  his nephew; Cliges will have the empire after his death。 But if
  you can contrive by your arts; that this man to whom I am given
  and pledged might never have part or lot in me; you would have
  done me good service according to my will。 Nurse; prithee strive
  that this man break not his faith; for he gave his pledge to the
  father of Cliges; promising just as Alexander had made him swear;
  that never would he take wedded wife。 His pledge is about to be
  broken; for straightway he intends to wed me。 But I cherish
  Cliges so dearly that I would rather be buried than that he
  should lose through me a farthing of the inheritance which ought
  to be his。 May never child be born of me by whom he may be
  disinherited! Nurse; now bestir yourself in the matter that I may
  be yours for ever。〃 Then her nurse tells her and assures her that
  she will weave such spells and potions and enchantments that she
  would be ill…advised to have concern or fear for this emperor; so
  soon as he shall have drunk of the potion that she will give him
  to drink; and they will both lie together; but however close she
  will be to him; she can be as secure as if there were a wall
  between the two of them。 〃But let not this and this only vex you
  if he has his pleasure of you in dreams; for; when he shall be
  sound asleep; he will have joy of you in dreaming; and will quite
  surely think that he has his joy of you waking; nor will he
  imagine that it is a dream; or vision; or falsehood。 He will
  delight in you so that he will think he is awake while he is
  sleeping。〃
  The maiden loves and approves and esteems this boon and this
  service。 Her nurse; who promises her this; and vows to keep faith
  with her; puts her in good hope; for by this means she will think
  to come to her joy however long she have to wait。 For never will
  Cliges be so ill…disposed to herif he knows that she loves him;
  and for his sake lives so as to guard her maidenhead in order to
  shield for him his inheritanceas not to have some pity on her
  if he prove himself of a noble stock; and if he is such as he
  ought to be。 The maiden believes her nurse; and trusts and
  confides in her greatly。 The one vows and swears to the other
  that this plan will be kept so secret that never will it be known
  in the future。 Thus the parley is ended; and when it came to the
  morning the emperor of Germany sends for his daughter。 She comes
  at his commandbut why should I spin out my story? The two
  emperors together have so arranged matters that the marriage
  takes place and joy begins in the palace。 But I will not delay to
  speak of each thing severally。 I will turn my tale of Thessala;
  who does not cease to make and mix potions。
  Thessala crushes her potion; she puts therein spices in plenty
  for sweetening and blending。 Well does she pound and mix it; and
  strains it till the whole is clear; and there is nought acid nor
  bitter there; for the spices which are in it make it sweet and of
  pleasant odour。 When the potion was prepared; then had the day
  run its course; and the tables were placed for supper; and the
  tablecloths laid; but she delays the supper。 It is Thessala's
  task to spy out by what device; by what messe