第 13 节
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brought her up from infancy; was named Thessala; and was versed
in the black art。 She was called Thessala because she was born in
Thessaly where sorceries are made; taught; and practised; for the
women who are of that country make charms and enchantments。
Thessala sees that she whom Love has in his power is wan and
pale; and she has addressed her secretly。 〃God!〃 quoth she; 〃are
you enchanted; my sweet lady dear; that you have so wan a
countenance? Much do I wonder what ails you。 Tell me; if you
know; in what part this sickness possesses you most; for if any
one can cure you of it you can rely on me; for well can I give
you back your health。 Well know I how to cure a man of dropsy;
and I know how to cure of gout; of quinsy; and of asthma; I know
so much about the water and so much about the pulse that evil
would be the hour in which you would take another leech。 And I
know; if I dared say it; of enchantments and of charms; well
proven and true; more than ever Medea knew。 Never spake I a word
of it to you; and yet I have brought you up till now; but never
reproach yourself at all for it;; for never would I have said
aught to you if I had not seen for a surety that such a malady
has attacked you; that you have need of my aid。 Lady; tell me
your malady; and you will act wisely in doing so before it gets
further hold of you。 The emperor has set me in charge of you that
I may take care of you; and I have given such diligence that I
have kept you in sound health。 Now shall I have lost my pains if
I heal you not of this ill。 Beware that you hide it not from me;
be it illness or aught else。〃 The maiden dares not openly
disclose her whole desire because she is greatly afeard that
Thessala may blame and dissuade her。 And yet because she hears
her greatly vaunt and extol herself; and say that she is learned
in enchantment; in charms and potions; she will tell her what is
her case; why her face is pale and wan; but beforehand she will
make her promise that she will hide it for ever and will never
dissuade her。
〃Nurse;〃 quoth she; 〃of a truth I thought that I felt no ill; but
I shall speedily think that I am sick。 The mere fact of my
thinking of it causes me much ill and eke alarms me。 But how does
one know unless he put it to the test what may be good and what
ill? My ill differs from all other ills; forand I be willing to
tell you the truth of itmuch it joys me; and much it grieves
me; and I delight in my discomfort; and if there can be a disease
which gives pleasure; my sorrow is my desire; and my grief is my
health。 I know not then whereof I should complain; for I know
nought whence evil may come to me if it come not from my desire。
Possibly my desire is a malady; but I take so much pleasure in
that desire that it causes me a pleasant grief; and I have so
much joy in my sorrow that my malady is a pleasant one。 Thessala;
nurse! tell me now; is not this sorrow which seems sweet to me ;
and yet which tortures me; a deceitful one? I know not how I may
recognise whether it be an infirmity or no。 Nurse! tell me now
the name; and the manner; and the nature; of it。 But be well
assured that I have no care to recover in any wise; for I cherish
the anguish of it exceedingly。〃 Thessala; who was right wise as
regards Love and all his ways; knows and understands by her
speech that that which distracts her proceeds from Lovebecause
she calls and names it sweetit is certain that she loves; for
all other ills are bitter save that alone which comes from
loving; but Love transmutes its own bitterness into pleasure; and
sweetness often turns to its opposite。 But Thessala; who well
knew the matter; replies to her: 〃Fear nought; I will tell you
well both the nature and the name of your disease。 You have told
me; methinks; that the pain which you feel seems to you to be joy
and health: of such a nature is love…sickness; for there is in it
joy and sweetness。 Therefore I prove to you that you love; for I
find pleasure in no sickness save only in love…sickness。 All
other ills as a rule are always grievous and horrible; but Love
is pleasant and tranquil。 You love; I am fully certain of it。 I
regard it not as base in you; but I will hold it baseness if
through childishness or folly you conceal your heart from me。〃
〃Nurse; truly you are talking to no purpose; for first I mean to
be certain and sure that never by any chance will you speak
thereof to any living creature。〃 〃Lady; certainly the winds will
speak of it sooner than I unless you give me permission; and of
this I will make you surethat I will help you with regard to
this matter; so that you may know of a surety ; that by me you
will have your joy。〃 〃Nurse; in that case you would have cured
me; but the emperor is giving me in marriage whereat I am
grievously afflicted and sad because he who pleases me is nephew
of him whom I am to wed。 And if this man have his joy of me; then
have I lost mine; and there is no more joy to be looked for。
Rather would I be torn limb from limb than that the love of
Iseult and of Tristram should be renewed in the case of us twain;
for of them are such mad actions told that I am ashamed to
recount them。 I could not reconcile myself to the life that
Iseult led。 Love in her became exceeding base; for her body
belonged to two masters and her heart entirely to one。 Thus she
spent her whole life; for she never refused the two。 Reason was
there none in this love; but mine is ever constant; and at no
cost will a partition ever be made of my body or of my heart。
Never of a truth shall my body be debased; never shall there be
two partners of it。 Let him who owns the heart have the body
also; he excludes all others from it。 But this I cannot knowhow
he to whom my heart yields itself can have my body since my
father is giving me to another; and I dare not gainsay him。 And
when he shall be lord of my body if he do aught with it that I do
not wish; it is not meet that it welcome another。 Moreover; this
man cannot wed wife without breaking faith; but if he wrong not
his nephew; Cliges will have the empire after his death。 But if
you can contrive by your arts; that this man to whom I am given
and pledged might never have part or lot in me; you would have
done me good service according to my will。 Nurse; prithee strive
that this man break not his faith; for he gave his pledge to the
father of Cliges; promising just as Alexander had made him swear;
that never would he take wedded wife。 His pledge is about to be
broken; for straightway he intends to wed me。 But I cherish
Cliges so dearly that I would rather be buried than that he
should lose through me a farthing of the inheritance which ought
to be his。 May never child be born of me by whom he may be
disinherited! Nurse; now bestir yourself in the matter that I may
be yours for ever。〃 Then her nurse tells her and assures her that
she will weave such spells and potions and enchantments that she
would be ill…advised to have concern or fear for this emperor; so
soon as he shall have drunk of the potion that she will give him
to drink; and they will both lie together; but however close she
will be to him; she can be as secure as if there were a wall
between the two of them。 〃But let not this and this only vex you
if he has his pleasure of you in dreams; for; when he shall be
sound asleep; he will have joy of you in dreaming; and will quite
surely think that he has his joy of you waking; nor will he
imagine that it is a dream; or vision; or falsehood。 He will
delight in you so that he will think he is awake while he is
sleeping。〃
The maiden loves and approves and esteems this boon and this
service。 Her nurse; who promises her this; and vows to keep faith
with her; puts her in good hope; for by this means she will think
to come to her joy however long she have to wait。 For never will
Cliges be so ill…disposed to herif he knows that she loves him;
and for his sake lives so as to guard her maidenhead in order to
shield for him his inheritanceas not to have some pity on her
if he prove himself of a noble stock; and if he is such as he
ought to be。 The maiden believes her nurse; and trusts and
confides in her greatly。 The one vows and swears to the other
that this plan will be kept so secret that never will it be known
in the future。 Thus the parley is ended; and when it came to the
morning the emperor of Germany sends for his daughter。 She comes
at his commandbut why should I spin out my story? The two
emperors together have so arranged matters that the marriage
takes place and joy begins in the palace。 But I will not delay to
speak of each thing severally。 I will turn my tale of Thessala;
who does not cease to make and mix potions。
Thessala crushes her potion; she puts therein spices in plenty
for sweetening and blending。 Well does she pound and mix it; and
strains it till the whole is clear; and there is nought acid nor
bitter there; for the spices which are in it make it sweet and of
pleasant odour。 When the potion was prepared; then had the day
run its course; and the tables were placed for supper; and the
tablecloths laid; but she delays the supper。 It is Thessala's
task to spy out by what device; by what messe