第 41 节
作者:淋雨      更新:2021-02-21 13:47      字数:9322
  portico of Alexandria; and accompanied the bematists of Evergetes; who
  measure the sky by calculating the number of their steps; as far as
  Cyrene; so that there was now growing in his thoughts a religion of
  his own; with no distinct formula; and on that very account full of
  infatuation and fervour。 He no longer believed that the earth was
  formed like a fir…cone; he believed it to be round; and eternally
  falling through immensity with such prodigious speed that its fall was
  not perceived。
  From the position of the sun above the moon he inferred the
  predominance of Baal; of whom the planet itself is but the reflection
  and figure; moreover; all that he saw in terrestrial things compelled
  him to recognise the male exterminating principle as supreme。 And then
  he secretly charged Rabbet with the misfortune of his life。 Was it not
  for her that the grand…pontiff had once advanced amid the tumult of
  cymbals; and with a patera of boiling water taken from him his future
  virility? And he followed with a melancholy gaze the men who were
  disappearing with the priestesses in the depths of the turpentine
  trees。
  His days were spent in inspecting the censers; the gold vases; the
  tongs; the rakes for the ashes of the altar; and all the robes of the
  statues down to the bronze bodkin that served to curl the hair of an
  old Tanith in the third aedicule near the emerald vine。 At the same
  hours he would raise the great hangings of the same swinging doors;
  would remain with his arms outspread in the same attitude; or prayed
  prostrate on the same flag…stones; while around him a people of
  priests moved barefooted through the passages filled with an eternal
  twilight。
  But Salammbo was in the barrenness of his life like a flower in the
  cleft of a sepulchre。 Nevertheless he was hard upon her; and spared
  her neither penances nor bitter words。 His condition established; as
  it were; the equality of a common sex between them; and he was less
  angry with the girl for his inability to possess her than for finding
  her so beautiful; and above all so pure。 Often he saw that she grew
  weary of following his thought。 Then he would turn away sadder than
  before; he would feel himself more forsaken; more empty; more alone。
  Strange words escaped him sometimes; which passed before Salammbo like
  broad lightnings illuminating the abysses。 This would be at night on
  the terrace when; both alone; they gazed upon the stars; and Carthage
  spread below under their feet; with the gulf and the open sea dimly
  lost in the colour of the darkness。
  He would set forth to her the theory of the souls that descend upon
  the earth; following the same route as the sun through the signs of
  the zodiac。 With outstretched arm he showed the gate of human
  generation in the Ram; and that of the return to the gods in
  Capricorn; and Salammbo strove to see them; for she took these
  conceptions for realities; she accepted pure symbols and even manners
  of speech as being true in themselves; a distinction not always very
  clear even to the priest。
  〃The souls of the dead;〃 said he; 〃resolve themselves into the moon;
  as their bodies do into the earth。 Their tears compose its humidity;
  'tis a dark abode full of mire; and wreck; and tempest。〃
  She asked what would become of her then。
  〃At first you will languish as light as a vapour hovering upon the
  waves; and after more lengthened ordeals and agonies; you will pass
  into the forces of the sun; the very source of Intelligence!〃
  He did not speak; however; of Rabbet。 Salammbo imagined that it was
  through some shame for his vanquished goddess; and calling her by a
  common name which designated the moon; she launched into blessings
  upon the soft and fertile planet。 At last he exclaimed:
  〃No! no! she draws all her fecundity from the other! Do you not see
  her hovering about him like an amorous woman running after a man in a
  field?〃 And he exalted the virtue of light unceasingly。
  Far from depressing her mystic desires; he sought; on the contrary; to
  excite them; and he even seemed to take joy in grieving her by the
  revelation of a pitiless doctrine。 In spite of the pains of her love
  Salammbo threw herself upon it with transport。
  But the more that Schahabarim felt himself in doubt about Tanith; the
  more he wished to believe in her。 At the bottom of his soul he was
  arrested by remorse。 He needed some proof; some manifestation from the
  gods; and in the hope of obtaining it the priest devised an enterprise
  which might save at once his country and his belief。
  Thenceforward he set himself to deplore before Salammbo the sacrilege
  and the misfortunes which resulted from it even in the regions of the
  sky。 Then he suddenly announced the peril of the Suffet; who was
  assailed by three armies under the command of Mathofor on account of
  the veil Matho was; in the eyes of the Carthaginians; the king; as it
  were; of the Barbarians;and he added that the safety of the Republic
  and of her father depended upon her alone。
  〃Upon me!〃 she exclaimed。 〃How can I?〃
  But the priest; with a smile of disdain said:
  〃You will never consent!〃
  She entreated him。 At last Schahabarim said to her:
  〃You must go to the Barbarians and recover the zaimph!〃
  She sank down upon the ebony stool; and remained with her arms
  stretched out between her knees and shivering in all her limbs; like a
  victim at the altar's foot awaiting the blow of the club。 Her temples
  were ringing; she could see fiery circles revolving; and in her stupor
  she had lost the understanding of all things save one; that she was
  certainly going to die soon。
  But if Rabbetna triumphed; if the zaimph were restored and Carthage
  delivered; what mattered a woman's life? thought Schahabarim。
  Moreover; she would perhaps obtain the veil and not perish。
  He stayed away for three days; on the evening of the fourth she sent
  for him。
  The better to inflame her heart he reported to her all the invectives
  howled against Hamilcar in open council; he told her that she had
  erred; that she owed reparation for her crime; and that Rabbetna
  commanded the sacrifice。
  A great uproar came frequently across the Mappalian district to
  Megara。 Schahabarim and Salammbo went out quickly; and gazed from the
  top of the galley staircase。
  There were people in the square of Khamon shouting for arms。 The
  Ancients would not provide them; esteeming such an effort useless;
  others who had set out without a general had been massacred。 At last
  they were permitted to depart; and as a sort of homage to Moloch; or
  from a vague need of destruction; they tore up tall cypress trees in
  the woods of the temples; and having kindled them at the torches of
  the Kabiri; were carrying them through the streets singing。 These
  monstrous flames advanced swaying gently; they transmitted fires to
  the glass balls on the crests of the temples; to the ornaments of the
  colossuses and the beaks of the ships; passed beyond the terraces and
  formed suns as it were; which rolled through the town。 They descended
  the Acropolis。 The gate of Malqua opened。
  〃Are you ready?〃 exclaimed Schahabarim; 〃or have you asked them to
  tell your father that you abandoned him?〃 She hid her face in her
  veils; and the great lights retired; sinking gradually the while to
  the edge of the waves。
  An indeterminate dread restrained her; she was afraid of Moloch and of
  Matho。 This man; with his giant stature; who was master of the zaimph;
  ruled Rabbetna as much as did Baal; and seemed to her to be surrounded
  by the same fulgurations; and then the souls of the gods sometimes
  visited the bodies of men。 Did not Schahabarim in speaking of him say
  that she was to vanquish Moloch? They were mingled with each other;
  she confused them together; both of them were pursuing her。
  She wished to learn the future; and approached the serpent; for
  auguries were drawn from the attitudes of serpents。 But the basket was
  empty; Salammbo was disturbed。
  She found him with his tail rolled round one of the silver balustrades
  beside the hanging bed; which he was rubbing in order to free himself
  from his old yellowish skin; while his body stretched forth gleaming
  and clear like a sword half out of the sheath。
  Then on the days following; in proportion as she allowed herself to be
  convinced; and was more disposed to succour Tanith; the python
  recovered and grew; he seemed to be reviving。
  The certainty that Salammbo was giving expression to the will of the
  gods then became established in her conscience。 One morning she awoke
  resolved; and she asked what was necessary to make Matho restore the
  veil。
  〃To claim it;〃 said Schahabarim。
  〃But if he refuses?〃 she rejoined。
  The priest scanned her fixedly with a smile such as she had never
  seen。
  〃Yes; what is to be done?〃 repeated Salammbo。
  He rolled between his fingers the extremities of the bands