第 51 节
作者:孤悟      更新:2021-02-21 12:13      字数:5696
  I have lived my life; and that which I have done
  May He within himself make pure! but thou;
  If thou shouldst never see my face again;
  Pray for my soul。  More things are wrought by prayer
  Than this world dreams of。  Wherefore; let thy voice
  Rise like a fountain for me night and day。
  For what are men better than sheep or goats
  That nourish a blind life within the brain;
  If; knowing God; they lift not hands of prayer
  Both for themselves and those who call them friend?
  For so the whole round earth is every way
  Bound by gold chains about the feet of God。
  But now farewell。  I am going a long way
  With these thou seestif indeed I go
  (For all my mind is clouded with a doubt)
  To the island…valley of Avilion;
  Where falls not hail; or rain; or any snow;
  Nor ever wind blows loudly; but it lies
  Deep…meadowed; happy; fair with orchard lawns
  And bowery hollows crowned with summer sea;
  Where I will heal me of my grievous wound。'
  So said he; and the barge with oar and sail
  Moved from the brink; like some full…breasted swan
  That; fluting a wild carol ere her death;
  Ruffles her pure cold plume; and takes the flood
  With swarthy webs。  Long stood Sir Bedivere
  Revolving many memories; till the hull
  Looked one black dot against the verge of dawn;
  And on the mere the wailing died away。
  But when that moan had past for evermore;
  The stillness of the dead world's winter dawn
  Amazed him; and he groaned; 'The King is gone。'
  And therewithal came on him the weird rhyme;
  'From the great deep to the great deep he goes。'
  Whereat he slowly turned and slowly clomb
  The last hard footstep of that iron crag;
  Thence marked the black hull moving yet; and cried;
  'He passes to be King among the dead;
  And after healing of his grievous wound
  He comes again; butif he come no more
  O me; be yon dark Queens in yon black boat;
  Who shrieked and wailed; the three whereat we gazed
  On that high day; when; clothed with living light;
  They stood before his throne in silence; friends
  Of Arthur; who should help him at his need?'
  Then from the dawn it seemed there came; but faint
  As from beyond the limit of the world;
  Like the last echo born of a great cry;
  Sounds; as if some fair city were one voice
  Around a king returning from his wars。
  Thereat once more he moved about; and clomb
  Even to the highest he could climb; and saw;
  Straining his eyes beneath an arch of hand;
  Or thought he saw; the speck that bare the King;
  Down that long water opening on the deep
  Somewhere far off; pass on and on; and go
  From less to less and vanish into light。
  And the new sun rose bringing the new year。
  To the Queen
  O loyal to the royal in thyself;
  And loyal to thy land; as this to thee
  Bear witness; that rememberable day;
  When; pale as yet; and fever…worn; the Prince
  Who scarce had plucked his flickering life again
  From halfway down the shadow of the grave;
  Past with thee through thy people and their love;
  And London rolled one tide of joy through all
  Her trebled millions; and loud leagues of man
  And welcome! witness; too; the silent cry;
  The prayer of many a race and creed; and clime
  Thunderless lightnings striking under sea
  From sunset and sunrise of all thy realm;
  And that true North; whereof we lately heard
  A strain to shame us 'keep you to yourselves;
  So loyal is too costly! friendsyour love
  Is but a burthen:  loose the bond; and go。'
  Is this the tone of empire? here the faith
  That made us rulers? this; indeed; her voice
  And meaning; whom the roar of Hougoumont
  Left mightiest of all peoples under heaven?
  What shock has fooled her since; that she should speak
  So feebly? wealthierwealthierhour by hour!
  The voice of Britain; or a sinking land;
  Some third…rate isle half…lost among her seas?
  There rang her voice; when the full city pealed
  Thee and thy Prince!  The loyal to their crown
  Are loyal to their own far sons; who love
  Our ocean…empire with her boundless homes
  For ever…broadening England; and her throne
  In our vast Orient; and one isle; one isle;
  That knows not her own greatness:  if she knows
  And dreads it we are fallen。 But thou; my Queen;
  Not for itself; but through thy living love
  For one to whom I made it o'er his grave
  Sacred; accept this old imperfect tale;
  New…old; and shadowing Sense at war with Soul;
  Ideal manhood closed in real man;
  Rather than that gray king; whose name; a ghost;
  Streams like a cloud; man…shaped; from mountain peak;
  And cleaves to cairn and cromlech still; or him
  Of Geoffrey's book; or him of Malleor's; one
  Touched by the adulterous finger of a time
  That hovered between war and wantonness;
  And crownings and dethronements:  take withal
  Thy poet's blessing; and his trust that Heaven
  Will blow the tempest in the distance back
  From thine and ours:  for some are sacred; who mark;
  Or wisely or unwisely; signs of storm;
  Waverings of every vane with every wind;
  And wordy trucklings to the transient hour;
  And fierce or careless looseners of the faith;
  And Softness breeding scorn of simple life;
  Or Cowardice; the child of lust for gold;
  Or Labour; with a groan and not a voice;
  Or Art with poisonous honey stolen from France;
  And that which knows; but careful for itself;
  And that which knows not; ruling that which knows
  To its own harm:  the goal of this great world
  Lies beyond sight:  yetif our slowly…grown
  And crowned Republic's crowning common…sense;
  That saved her many times; not failtheir fears
  Are morning shadows huger than the shapes
  That cast them; not those gloomier which forego
  The darkness of that battle in the West;
  Where all of high and holy dies away。
  End