第 44 节
作者:孤悟      更新:2021-02-21 12:13      字数:9322
  Till each would clash the shield; and blow the horn。
  But Arthur waved them back。  Alone he rode。
  Then at the dry harsh roar of the great horn;
  That sent the face of all the marsh aloft
  An ever upward…rushing storm and cloud
  Of shriek and plume; the Red Knight heard; and all;
  Even to tipmost lance and topmost helm;
  In blood…red armour sallying; howled to the King;
  'The teeth of Hell flay bare and gnash thee flat!
  Lo! art thou not that eunuch…hearted King
  Who fain had clipt free manhood from the world
  The woman…worshipper?  Yea; God's curse; and I!
  Slain was the brother of my paramour
  By a knight of thine; and I that heard her whine
  And snivel; being eunuch…hearted too;
  Sware by the scorpion…worm that twists in hell;
  And stings itself to everlasting death;
  To hang whatever knight of thine I fought
  And tumbled。  Art thou King? Look to thy life!'
  He ended:  Arthur knew the voice; the face
  Wellnigh was helmet…hidden; and the name
  Went wandering somewhere darkling in his mind。
  And Arthur deigned not use of word or sword;
  But let the drunkard; as he stretched from horse
  To strike him; overbalancing his bulk;
  Down from the causeway heavily to the swamp
  Fall; as the crest of some slow…arching wave;
  Heard in dead night along that table…shore;
  Drops flat; and after the great waters break
  Whitening for half a league; and thin themselves;
  Far over sands marbled with moon and cloud;
  From less and less to nothing; thus he fell
  Head…heavy; then the knights; who watched him; roared
  And shouted and leapt down upon the fallen;
  There trampled out his face from being known;
  And sank his head in mire; and slimed themselves:
  Nor heard the King for their own cries; but sprang
  Through open doors; and swording right and left
  Men; women; on their sodden faces; hurled
  The tables over and the wines; and slew
  Till all the rafters rang with woman…yells;
  And all the pavement streamed with massacre:
  Then; echoing yell with yell; they fired the tower;
  Which half that autumn night; like the live North;
  Red…pulsing up through Alioth and Alcor;
  Made all above it; and a hundred meres
  About it; as the water Moab saw
  Came round by the East; and out beyond them flushed
  The long low dune; and lazy…plunging sea。
  So all the ways were safe from shore to shore;
  But in the heart of Arthur pain was lord。
  Then; out of Tristram waking; the red dream
  Fled with a shout; and that low lodge returned;
  Mid…forest; and the wind among the boughs。
  He whistled his good warhorse left to graze
  Among the forest greens; vaulted upon him;
  And rode beneath an ever…showering leaf;
  Till one lone woman; weeping near a cross;
  Stayed him。  'Why weep ye?'  'Lord;' she said; 'my man
  Hath left me or is dead;' whereon he thought
  'What; if she hate me now? I would not this。
  What; if she love me still? I would not that。
  I know not what I would'but said to her;
  'Yet weep not thou; lest; if thy mate return;
  He find thy favour changed and love thee not'
  Then pressing day by day through Lyonnesse
  Last in a roky hollow; belling; heard
  The hounds of Mark; and felt the goodly hounds
  Yelp at his heart; but turning; past and gained
  Tintagil; half in sea; and high on land;
  A crown of towers。
  Down in a casement sat;
  A low sea…sunset glorying round her hair
  And glossy…throated grace; Isolt the Queen。
  And when she heard the feet of Tristram grind
  The spiring stone that scaled about her tower;
  Flushed; started; met him at the doors; and there
  Belted his body with her white embrace;
  Crying aloud; 'Not Marknot Mark; my soul!
  The footstep fluttered me at first:  not he:
  Catlike through his own castle steals my Mark;
  But warrior…wise thou stridest through his halls
  Who hates thee; as I himeven to the death。
  My soul; I felt my hatred for my Mark
  Quicken within me; and knew that thou wert nigh。'
  To whom Sir Tristram smiling; 'I am here。
  Let be thy Mark; seeing he is not thine。'
  And drawing somewhat backward she replied;
  'Can he be wronged who is not even his own;
  But save for dread of thee had beaten me;
  Scratched; bitten; blinded; marred me somehowMark?
  What rights are his that dare not strike for them?
  Not lift a handnot; though he found me thus!
  But harken! have ye met him? hence he went
  Today for three days' huntingas he said
  And so returns belike within an hour。
  Mark's way; my soul!but eat not thou with Mark;
  Because he hates thee even more than fears;
  Nor drink:  and when thou passest any wood
  Close vizor; lest an arrow from the bush
  Should leave me all alone with Mark and hell。
  My God; the measure of my hate for Mark
  Is as the measure of my love for thee。'
  So; plucked one way by hate and one by love;
  Drained of her force; again she sat; and spake
  To Tristram; as he knelt before her; saying;
  'O hunter; and O blower of the horn;
  Harper; and thou hast been a rover too;
  For; ere I mated with my shambling king;
  Ye twain had fallen out about the bride
  Of onehis name is out of methe prize;
  If prize she were(what marvelshe could see)
  Thine; friend; and ever since my craven seeks
  To wreck thee villainously:  but; O Sir Knight;
  What dame or damsel have ye kneeled to last?'
  And Tristram; 'Last to my Queen Paramount;
  Here now to my Queen Paramount of love
  And lovelinessay; lovelier than when first
  Her light feet fell on our rough Lyonnesse;
  Sailing from Ireland。'
  Softly laughed Isolt;
  'Flatter me not; for hath not our great Queen
  My dole of beauty trebled?' and he said;
  'Her beauty is her beauty; and thine thine;
  And thine is more to mesoft; gracious; kind
  Save when thy Mark is kindled on thy lips
  Most gracious; but she; haughty; even to him;
  Lancelot; for I have seen him wan enow
  To make one doubt if ever the great Queen
  Have yielded him her love。'
  To whom Isolt;
  'Ah then; false hunter and false harper; thou
  Who brakest through the scruple of my bond;
  Calling me thy white hind; and saying to me
  That Guinevere had sinned against the highest;
  And Imisyoked with such a want of man
  That I could hardly sin against the lowest。'
  He answered; 'O my soul; be comforted!
  If this be sweet; to sin in leading…strings;
  If here be comfort; and if ours be sin;
  Crowned warrant had we for the crowning sin
  That made us happy:  but how ye greet mefear
  And fault and doubtno word of that fond tale
  Thy deep heart…yearnings; thy sweet memories
  Of Tristram in that year he was away。'
  And; saddening on the sudden; spake Isolt;
  'I had forgotten all in my strong joy
  To see theeyearnings?ay! for; hour by hour;
  Here in the never…ended afternoon;
  O sweeter than all memories of thee;
  Deeper than any yearnings after thee
  Seemed those far…rolling; westward…smiling seas;
  Watched from this tower。  Isolt of Britain dashed
  Before Isolt of Brittany on the strand;
  Would that have chilled her bride…kiss?  Wedded her?
  Fought in her father's battles? wounded there?
  The King was all fulfilled with gratefulness;
  And she; my namesake of the hands; that healed
  Thy hurt and heart with unguent and caress
  Wellcan I wish her any huger wrong
  Than having known thee? her too hast thou left
  To pine and waste in those sweet memories。
  O were I not my Mark's; by whom all men
  Are noble; I should hate thee more than love。'
  And Tristram; fondling her light hands; replied;
  'Grace; Queen; for being loved:  she loved me well。
  Did I love her? the name at least I loved。
  Isolt?I fought his battles; for Isolt!
  The night was dark; the true star set。  Isolt!
  The name was ruler of the darkIsolt?
  Care not for her! patient; and prayerful; meek;
  Pale…blooded; she will yield herself to God。'
  And Isolt answered; 'Yea; and why not I?
  Mine is the larger need; who am not meek;
  Pale…blooded; prayerful。  Let me tell thee now。
  Here one black; mute midsummer night I sat;
  Lonely; but musing on thee; wondering where;
  Murmuring a light song I had heard thee sing;
  And once or twice I spake thy name aloud。
  Then flashed a levin…brand; and near me stood;
  In fuming sulphur blue and green; a fiend
  Mark's way to steal behind one in the dark
  For there was Mark:  〃He has wedded her;〃 he said;
  Not said; but hissed it:  then this crown of towers
  So shook to such a roar of all the sky;
  That here in utter dark I swooned away;
  And woke again in utter dark; and cried;
  〃I will flee hence and give myself to God〃
  And thou wert lying in thy new leman's arms。'
  Then Tristram; ever dallying with her hand;
  'May God be with thee; sweet; when old and gray;
  And past desire!' a saying that angered her。
  '〃May God be with thee; sweet; when thou art old;
  And sweet no more to me!〃  I need Him now。
  For when had Lancelot uttered aught so gross
  Even to the swineherd's malkin in the mast?
  The greater man; the greater courtesy。
  Far other was the Tristram; Arthur's knight!
  But thou; through ever harrying thy wild beasts
  Save that to touch a harp; tilt with a lance
  Becomes thee wellart grown wild beast thyself。
  How darest thou; if lover; push me even
  In fancy from thy side; and set me far
  In the gray distance; half a life away;
  Her to be loved no more?  Unsay it; unswear!
  Flatter me rather; seeing me so weak;
  Broken with Mark an